Lunik

I wonder
About the true sense and constraints
Of digitality,
Reality
Depends on it more and more

And I wonder:
Is there really a big brother-or not?
All these thoughts
Appear at night:
What if Orwell' s right?

A perfect world
I'm at home everywhere
Cause it's all virtual
A perfect world
Secret stories are all gone
For everyone

My best friend always used to say
Heed your inner voice
I always followed this advice
And sometimes it worked out fine
But what do I do if my mind is screamin' and orderin' so loud
Its shrill voice drowns out
The soft one inside me

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

But I try, but I try, but I try
To refuse
But I'd lie, I'd lie, but I'd lie
If I said that I succeed

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And when I try to find the reasons
My mind goes out on strike
I ask and moan, complain about it
But it doesn't change the facts
Inspite of me my mind goes on
Searchin' for the right way
My inner voices speak to me
But I can't seem to hear them

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger


And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

Trembling movements of his body
Smoking all day, all day long
Civilization he doesn't like it
But the strength to fight has gone
Then he's talking of the future
Of a better nicer world
And his eyes begin to glitter
I can't believe he doesn't move

He's waiting for a miracle
I see him waiting for so long

He's dreaming of a miracle
And it never ever comes

He's falling deeper, deeper, deeper
And he doesn't see the truth
He thinks one day it will be better
I know one day it will be too late
Cause he waited much too long
And he doesn't want to wake up
Cause his strength to fight is gone
And his hope is much too strong

You want me to be a fellow-believer
You want me to be part of a good majority
I can't never ever be your disciple

You want me to be a fellow-believer
You want me to be submissive, to be full of loyalty
I can't never ever agree
Mastermind set me free
I cannot find any reason to agree
With mastermind don't want to be
In mental custody

You want me to be a collaborator
You want me to be thoughtless like a trimmer has to be
But I'll never ever be your plaything

You want me to be a collaborator
To fit into the rules of a good society
But I'm sure I'll find a way to leave

Change the fad
Throw this number far away
I thought
That I'd found my part
I was wrong- my mistake
Now I'm trying to fill the void
I'm broken: always the same thing when other people are around:
Like an unintended rescue the shadow-mask clings to my neck
Choking claws, playin' my part, choking claws

I'd just like to be who I am
Where should I start to seek?
In my reflection I learn
There's something behind

Tug-of-war
Between me, myself and I
I could scream
But I laugh
I could breath but I lie
I could win but I loose
The dirty, greasy costume on my skin, I cannot push it away
Calm down, calm down, inhale the screaming silence

I smiled at you
But you didn't see
I asked you something
You didn't answer me
I touched you,
Felt nothing-cause you're not here anymore

Stop pretending to sleep in your bed
Stop pretending to dream

I sat near you
You didn't even notice
I told you stories
You didn't listen nor hear anything
I looked at you for a long while
But you didn't wake up for looking at me- cause you're not here anymore

I closed the window slowly
창??Cause I was freezing
So finally I understood, that you're not here anymore

I disclosed you my love
That you didn't return
A wolf yelled at the moon
It broke the silence in me

You want me to be happy
So happy I am
I sing a song and you'll be amazed
And never miss it again
The same time it's a game
And I ll win because you don't see
That I'm playing with you

You think that bein창?? pensive
And melancolic's strange
It doesn't fit with all those others
Who love to imitate each other and
Sing of superficial happiness, lies
For you to understand

Just once I want to try
To lie
'N I promise I won't do it again
Just once I want to try
To lie
So here is my song for you
Because once I want to try

It needs a take off
To fly to the stars
To superficial paradise
So I do a take off
A take-off

I'm a little fish
In muddy waters
I am on my guard
I better duck
Stay on my side

hungry I am
We living beings only
Try to stay alive
I don't really want
To tangle with'

and it's wise
To realise my size
In here
Wise
To realise that mice
I should never eat 'em

sometimes I d like
To be exempted
From the daily fight
For kindness and for acceptance

sometimes I try
To understand it
I cannot survive
Without adjustment
And compromise

Your reproachful look says it all
So does the silence between us
(dissatisfaction bred envy)
How can you want to
Be what I am if you do
Not know me at all?
You're saying' I'm a loser
Even that you're not quite sure about
(envy bred anger)
How can you want to
Have my life if you do not know it at all?
You have to know your life could be the dream that you dare to live...

You wanna be what I am
I wanna be what you are
You wanna be what I am
I wanna be what you are

You don't know what to say,
You're cryin', you never want to see me again
(anger bred sadness)
How can you want to
Do what I do
If you don't do anything at all?
"discriminated against me"?
If that's what you think- you better think again
(sadness bred dissatisfaction)
Take a look at yourself
You're sitting here waiting for a miracle....
You have to know your life could be the dream that you dare to live...

I was kind of your sister all the time
We needed no words to communicate
You were kind of my brother all the time
We knew we would never separate
And when there were hard times
We helped, consulted and consoled each other
And even if we didn't meet for a while
When we came together again
We understood at once what the other meant

And it's a lie that I don't need your company anymore
But I will not bleed, even though it hurts
And I mustn't weep or try to hold you back
It's your decision; if you really want to go- get away right now
If I could decide which heart to love, I swear; it would be yours

This time you're here to tell me
You're in love- that's nothing new
I could consult you, like I always did before
But this time it's something else:
It hurts you to stay with me, and I don창??t want to lose you
Nor do I want you to love me, because I don't love you like that
And if it hurts you, you're right to go
It hurts me too, but you don't have to know

I have looked all over the place
But you have got my favorite face
Your eyelashes sparkle like gilded grass
And your lips are sweet and slippery like a cherub's bare wet ass

'Cause you're a human supernova
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings afire
A flying, giant friction blast

You walk in clouds of glitter and the sun reflects your eyes
And everytime the wind blows, I can smell you in the sky
Your kisses are as wicked as an F-16
And you fuck like a volcano, and you're everything to me

'Cause you're a human supernova
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings afire
A flying, giant friction blast
You're a giant, flying friction blast

'Cause you're a human supernova
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings afire
A flying, giant friction blast

She used to think for everyone except herself
Asked anyone if they agreed with her

Was to unsure to make decisions
Because she didn't want to let somebody down
But now its time to set course for self-determination

Go on, Go on
Just listen to your feelings
Go on, Go on
It is what it means to be living
Go on, Go on
If you wait for too long
Because you're scared to do wrong
Somebody else will come take your place
And you will end up stuck in a crossing

She used to go where they wanted her to go
She used to think what they wanted her to think

Content to see satisfaciton of another
She forgot about her plans
But now it's time to head for a self-realization

Go on, Go on
Just listen to your feelings
Go on, Go on
It is what it means to be living
Go on, Go on
If you wait for too long
Because you're scared to do wrong
Somebody else will come and take your place
And you will end up stuck in the crossing

In all probabilty
Need a bit of vanity
Little girl -- look for yourself -- finally
You gotta stop sacrifice yourself
Saving everybody else
And later you're in agony
They're all so selfish
Sad but true:
You need to learn this too

Go on, Go on
Just listen to your feelings
Go on, Go on
It is what it means to be living
Go on, Go on
If you wait for too long
Because you're scared to do wrong
Somebody else will come and take your place
And you will end up stuck in the crossing

Standing in front of the mirror
And everything seems to be wrong
All I see is a pale, ugly woman
Too tired to anything against it

You turn up and lead me back on my way
Because I went astray
You just treat me like a princess
And I start to feel like it

If I could see me through your eyes
If I could touch me with your hands
If I could smell me with your nose
What would I be like ?

On these days, and everything seems to be wrong
I'd like to know what you think when you look at me
What do you see ?
'cause when I look at you, you seem to be perfect
I don't deserve you, it's so hard to believe that you are really in love with me

If I could see me through your eyes
If I could touch me with your hands
If I could see me through your eyes
What would I look like ?

If I could see me through your eyes
If I could touch me with your hands
If I could smell me with your nose
What would I be like ?

(If I could see me through your eyes...) What would I be like ?
(If I could touch me with your hands...) What would I be like ?
(If I could smell me with your nose....) What would I be like ?
What would I be like ?

(If I could see me through your eyes...)
(If I could touch me with your hands...)
(If I could smell me with your nose...)
What would I be like

You're changing
Like the weather does
Yeah you're changing
Like the weather does

Do you love me
Tell me, I gotta know
Do you love me

You're my darling
I love you so
Those feelings ain't changing
But your longing for me has become so unreliable

Do you love me
Tell me, I gotta know
Do you love me
tell me, show me, touch me

Oh if you don't mean it
you better beat it
why do you falter
you gotta be blind
do you love me
do you love me
I can't wait any longer
I don't understand
Why don't you take my hand

If you want me
Then show me
I'm not your doll
I've got feelings, desires, cravings
And what I want to know is

Do you love me
Tell me, I gotta know
Do you love
Tell me, show me, touch me

If you don't mean it
You better beat it
Why do you falter
You gotta be blind
Do you love me
Do you love me
I can't wait any longer
I don't understand

Tell me your story
Your reasons to worry
What is your secret
Gimme a sign
Do you love me
Do you love me
I can't wait any longer
I don't understand
Why don't you take my hand

Each day he finds his way to the graveyard
Without flowers, without prayers
For hours he sits there on the floor
By the people lying there
He doesn't know any name
Written in the cold stones
He spells each of them tenderly
Looks forward to be one of them

He's a prisoner in his own world
Doesn't take the challenge to break out
Poor prisoner in your own world
Is there nothing you can smile about?
Poor prisoner in your own world

Each day he leads his car to his office
Without thinking, without dreaming
He nods to everyone
Without even looking at them
He doesn't know any face
Belonging to those name-plates
Ignores each of them naturally
Refusing to be one of them

He's a prisoner in his own world
Doesn't take the challenge to break out
Poor prisoner in your own world
Is there nothing you can smile about?
Poor prisoner in your own world

sunday afternoon and I just went for a walk
back in my cocoon I miss our silly talks
it's so hard to let you go
though there's no reason I should hold you back
I'm glad we said good-bye

monday morning another week is taking off
and I remember the night we met the first time
when you said: ?gotta light?“,
I saw your smile and I fell for you right away
that's when I lost my mind- I'm reliving it every day

you didn't stay, I didn't die
my life will go on
a new day has begun without you
I'm tryin not to glorify
it wasn't always fun
after a while I'll even forget your smile

it's friday and I'm hanging 'round in bars with some friends
suddenly it hits me that you never met them
of course, it would be nice to have you here with us
I gotta resist the urge to call to hear your voice

you didn't stay, I didn't die
my life will go on
a new day has begun without you
I'm tryin not to glorify
it wasn't always fun

I was yours, I called you mine
a little loan for a little time
I was tempted to keep it
I was struck all of a heap
but the shadows in your eyes, made me realize
that you're in disguise

for years she didn't have a name
she needs me to give it back to her
neither does she have a face
but I feel as though I know her well
she's younger than me, but buried so deep
what is she doin' in my dream?
she waits for me to solve her mystery
but how could I guess her name?

the distance between us
fills the air
and I don't remember
she sheds a tear
it fills the air
but I don't remember
I hear her voice
it fills the air
but I can't remember her name
I don't remember her name

breath of a dirty kid, bones of glass
she's keeping mum her belly full of hate
consciously hiding from her past
I can't leave her to her fate
I'm the one to help
she's bleeding giving me the feeling
and it's my duty to dry her blood away
how can I guess her name?

the distance between us
fills the air
and I don't remember
she sheds a tear
it fills the air
but I don't remember
I hear her voice
it fills the air
but I can't remember her name
I don't remember her name

a heart covered by footprints and scars
it's insane
I can't believe what she's showin' me
who's the one to blame?
oh, those memories
repression is a way to survive
suddenly I remeber her name
but I shudder to return it
I don't wanna share it

I don't wanna share it
it's mine
no, I don't wanna share it
it's mine
I don't wanna share it
it's mine
no, I don't wanna share it

now I remember
remember her name
now I remember
and I try
and I try
to forget again

I just went through a hard time
weeks and month in blue
now I'm feeling better
so I need to thank you
'cause you give me strength
and honestly I think
I wouldn't have made it without you

I felt secure 'cause I knew
you were there for me
and if I drank too much
you said let it be
and if I called you anytime
I knew you'd pick up the phone

you bear my bad moods till the end
and I want you to know
you're my best friend
thank you
it feels so right
to know you're on my side

I know I was repeating
a hundred times or more
the same stuff and you listened
you never got bored
sometimes we just sat
in silence and even then
I felt you understood

you bear my bad moods till the end
and I want you to know
you're my best friend
thank you
it feels so right
to know you're on my side

if you ever need
somebody by your side
if you're feeling lonely
don't hesitate to call me
I will run
'cause we all need some backup

you bear my bad moods till the end
and I want you to know
you're my best friend
you share my troubles till the end
when everybody is leaving
you stay, you comprehend
thank you
it feels so right
to know you're on my side

there's this black knot inside of me
it can't be cried away
it will stay forever part of me
I accepted it one day
it can't be beaten out
I'm not its master
not it's friend
sometimes I think that it has gone
later when I'm on my own
I don't

don't you try
to ease my pain
I need to brood i need to cry
let me rest let me be
let me suffer passionately
I'm on a psychologic slide
I'm on a melancholic ride

walking on a flimsy rope I need
nothing to fall With these forces
I can't cope
I'm interior and small
at their first opportunity
they attack me from the back
again I turn off the phone
feel a sudden sense of
calm

don't you try
to ease my pain
I need to brood i need to cry
let me rest let me be
let me suffer passionately
I'm on a psychologic slide
I'm on a melancholic ride

leave me now
and I will rise
when the darkness
turns to light
I'll tackle my day
climb the mountain
stay awhile
enjoy the sight
until i slide
again

don't you try
to ease my pain
I need to brood i need to cry
let me rest let me be
let me suffer passionately
I'm on a psychologic slide
I'm on a melancholic ride

you said you can better
and my style is lousy
and I wonder
are you maybe scared of me?
you think you can rattle me
I'm still feeling cosy
come on, come on
just spit it at me

I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about you doubts
I'll make it anyway
you just don't get what it's all about

you say I'm stubborn
because I struggle
your attacks
are only sedative
'cause if your efforts are that big
I really have to be good
I'm sorry now, I gotta go
stop waistin' my time

I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about you doubts
I'll make it anyway
you just don't get what it's all about

did you really think
I'd give up easily
just because you turned up your nose at me?
did you think your judgement
would mean something to me?
you gotta think of somethin' better
to get rid of me

I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about you doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you just don't get what it's all...
you won't stop me
you won't stop me

now that I can see it was dominating me
I cannot deny
though I don't know why I was imprisoned in a dream
believed in it what a fool I've been
what a fool I've been
he has been a shady prince I am careful ever since
trusting the wrong people
oh it hurts
so disappointing all these empty words

I try to run away from this emptiness inside
but there's no place to hide for me
I have to face it all
though feelings in my heart are tearing me apart

I learned that I'm alone
can't count but on my own
believed in the goodness of men
and I was struck down
even my love lied to me
cause he just wanted to be free
and hurtin' me
he has been a shady prince I am careful ever since
trusting the wrong people
oh it hurts
so disappointing all these empty words

I try to run away from this emptiness inside
but there's no place to hide for me
I have to face it all
feelings in my heart are tearing me apart

take me into custody
convince me of your honesty
prove it that your words are more than words
reality is hard all was lied right from the start
don't deny, don't deny, don't deny, don't deny

I try to run away from this emptiness inside
but there's no place to hide for me
I have to face it all
though feelings in my heart are tearing me apart

I'd like to run away
I'd like to run away
to you

raindrops are drumming in my head
and I don't wanna leave my bed
humming my melody
will I ever feel the same way I did then?

laughing madly into the sun
stroking skin from dusk till dawn
see the sunset on the sea
like a simple melody
I'd stay there forever
I'd never come back
but when you turned to stone
I was once again alone

today I stay in bed all day long
humming our song
I got no money for food put aside
you know it was a long night
it was a long night
and I'm just humming our sweet sweet melody

laughing madly into the sun
stroking skin from dusk till dawn
see the sunset on the sea
like a simple melody
the summer had just begun
but then you turned to stone
maybe I should have known

today I stay in bed
today I stay in bed

you said you can better
and my style is lousy
and I wonder
are you maybe scared of me?
you think you can rattle me
I'm still feeling cosy
come on, come on
just spit it at me

I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about you doubts
I'll make it anyway
you just don't get what it's all about

you say I'm stubborn
because I struggle
your attacks
are only sedative
'cause if your efforts are that big
I really have to be good
I'm sorry now, I gotta go
stop waistin' my time

I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about you doubts
I'll make it anyway
you just don't get what it's all about

did you really think
I'd give up easily
just because you turned up your nose at me?
did you think your judgement
would mean something to me?
you gotta think of somethin' better
to get rid of me

I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about you doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you can laugh at me so loud
you won't stop me
I don't care about your doubts
I'll make it anyway
you just don't get what it's all...
you won't stop me
you won't stop me