Lunik - Ahead (2001) by Lunik (보컬) on maniadb.com

I wonder
About the true sense and constraints
Of digitality,
Reality
Depends on it more and more

And I wonder:
Is there really a big brother-or not?
All these thoughts
Appear at night:
What if Orwell' s right?

A perfect world
I'm at home everywhere
Cause it's all virtual
A perfect world
Secret stories are all gone
For everyone

My best friend always used to say
Heed your inner voice
I always followed this advice
And sometimes it worked out fine
But what do I do if my mind is screamin' and orderin' so loud
Its shrill voice drowns out
The soft one inside me

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

But I try, but I try, but I try
To refuse
But I'd lie, I'd lie, but I'd lie
If I said that I succeed

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And when I try to find the reasons
My mind goes out on strike
I ask and moan, complain about it
But it doesn't change the facts
Inspite of me my mind goes on
Searchin' for the right way
My inner voices speak to me
But I can't seem to hear them

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger


And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

And I feel nothing
My mind is givin' orders
And I'm feelin' static
I wish my heart was stronger

Trembling movements of his body
Smoking all day, all day long
Civilization he doesn't like it
But the strength to fight has gone
Then he's talking of the future
Of a better nicer world
And his eyes begin to glitter
I can't believe he doesn't move

He's waiting for a miracle
I see him waiting for so long

He's dreaming of a miracle
And it never ever comes

He's falling deeper, deeper, deeper
And he doesn't see the truth
He thinks one day it will be better
I know one day it will be too late
Cause he waited much too long
And he doesn't want to wake up
Cause his strength to fight is gone
And his hope is much too strong

You want me to be a fellow-believer
You want me to be part of a good majority
I can't never ever be your disciple

You want me to be a fellow-believer
You want me to be submissive, to be full of loyalty
I can't never ever agree
Mastermind set me free
I cannot find any reason to agree
With mastermind don't want to be
In mental custody

You want me to be a collaborator
You want me to be thoughtless like a trimmer has to be
But I'll never ever be your plaything

You want me to be a collaborator
To fit into the rules of a good society
But I'm sure I'll find a way to leave

Change the fad
Throw this number far away
I thought
That I'd found my part
I was wrong- my mistake
Now I'm trying to fill the void
I'm broken: always the same thing when other people are around:
Like an unintended rescue the shadow-mask clings to my neck
Choking claws, playin' my part, choking claws

I'd just like to be who I am
Where should I start to seek?
In my reflection I learn
There's something behind

Tug-of-war
Between me, myself and I
I could scream
But I laugh
I could breath but I lie
I could win but I loose
The dirty, greasy costume on my skin, I cannot push it away
Calm down, calm down, inhale the screaming silence

I smiled at you
But you didn't see
I asked you something
You didn't answer me
I touched you,
Felt nothing-cause you're not here anymore

Stop pretending to sleep in your bed
Stop pretending to dream

I sat near you
You didn't even notice
I told you stories
You didn't listen nor hear anything
I looked at you for a long while
But you didn't wake up for looking at me- cause you're not here anymore

I closed the window slowly
창??Cause I was freezing
So finally I understood, that you're not here anymore

I disclosed you my love
That you didn't return
A wolf yelled at the moon
It broke the silence in me

You want me to be happy
So happy I am
I sing a song and you'll be amazed
And never miss it again
The same time it's a game
And I ll win because you don't see
That I'm playing with you

You think that bein창?? pensive
And melancolic's strange
It doesn't fit with all those others
Who love to imitate each other and
Sing of superficial happiness, lies
For you to understand

Just once I want to try
To lie
'N I promise I won't do it again
Just once I want to try
To lie
So here is my song for you
Because once I want to try

It needs a take off
To fly to the stars
To superficial paradise
So I do a take off
A take-off

I'm a little fish
In muddy waters
I am on my guard
I better duck
Stay on my side

hungry I am
We living beings only
Try to stay alive
I don't really want
To tangle with'

and it's wise
To realise my size
In here
Wise
To realise that mice
I should never eat 'em

sometimes I d like
To be exempted
From the daily fight
For kindness and for acceptance

sometimes I try
To understand it
I cannot survive
Without adjustment
And compromise

Your reproachful look says it all
So does the silence between us
(dissatisfaction bred envy)
How can you want to
Be what I am if you do
Not know me at all?
You're saying' I'm a loser
Even that you're not quite sure about
(envy bred anger)
How can you want to
Have my life if you do not know it at all?
You have to know your life could be the dream that you dare to live...

You wanna be what I am
I wanna be what you are
You wanna be what I am
I wanna be what you are

You don't know what to say,
You're cryin', you never want to see me again
(anger bred sadness)
How can you want to
Do what I do
If you don't do anything at all?
"discriminated against me"?
If that's what you think- you better think again
(sadness bred dissatisfaction)
Take a look at yourself
You're sitting here waiting for a miracle....
You have to know your life could be the dream that you dare to live...

I was kind of your sister all the time
We needed no words to communicate
You were kind of my brother all the time
We knew we would never separate
And when there were hard times
We helped, consulted and consoled each other
And even if we didn't meet for a while
When we came together again
We understood at once what the other meant

And it's a lie that I don't need your company anymore
But I will not bleed, even though it hurts
And I mustn't weep or try to hold you back
It's your decision; if you really want to go- get away right now
If I could decide which heart to love, I swear; it would be yours

This time you're here to tell me
You're in love- that's nothing new
I could consult you, like I always did before
But this time it's something else:
It hurts you to stay with me, and I don창??t want to lose you
Nor do I want you to love me, because I don't love you like that
And if it hurts you, you're right to go
It hurts me too, but you don't have to know

I have looked all over the place
But you have got my favorite face
Your eyelashes sparkle like gilded grass
And your lips are sweet and slippery like a cherub's bare wet ass

'Cause you're a human supernova
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings afire
A flying, giant friction blast

You walk in clouds of glitter and the sun reflects your eyes
And everytime the wind blows, I can smell you in the sky
Your kisses are as wicked as an F-16
And you fuck like a volcano, and you're everything to me

'Cause you're a human supernova
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings afire
A flying, giant friction blast
You're a giant, flying friction blast

'Cause you're a human supernova
A solar superman
You're an angel with wings afire
A flying, giant friction blast