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She used to think for everyone except herself
Asked anyone if they agreed with her Was to unsure to make decisions Because she didn't want to let somebody down But now its time to set course for self-determination Go on, Go on Just listen to your feelings Go on, Go on It is what it means to be living Go on, Go on If you wait for too long Because you're scared to do wrong Somebody else will come take your place And you will end up stuck in a crossing She used to go where they wanted her to go She used to think what they wanted her to think Content to see satisfaciton of another She forgot about her plans But now it's time to head for a self-realization Go on, Go on Just listen to your feelings Go on, Go on It is what it means to be living Go on, Go on If you wait for too long Because you're scared to do wrong Somebody else will come and take your place And you will end up stuck in the crossing In all probabilty Need a bit of vanity Little girl -- look for yourself -- finally You gotta stop sacrifice yourself Saving everybody else And later you're in agony They're all so selfish Sad but true: You need to learn this too Go on, Go on Just listen to your feelings Go on, Go on It is what it means to be living Go on, Go on If you wait for too long Because you're scared to do wrong Somebody else will come and take your place And you will end up stuck in the crossing |
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Standing in front of the mirror
And everything seems to be wrong All I see is a pale, ugly woman Too tired to anything against it You turn up and lead me back on my way Because I went astray You just treat me like a princess And I start to feel like it If I could see me through your eyes If I could touch me with your hands If I could smell me with your nose What would I be like ? On these days, and everything seems to be wrong I'd like to know what you think when you look at me What do you see ? 'cause when I look at you, you seem to be perfect I don't deserve you, it's so hard to believe that you are really in love with me If I could see me through your eyes If I could touch me with your hands If I could see me through your eyes What would I look like ? If I could see me through your eyes If I could touch me with your hands If I could smell me with your nose What would I be like ? (If I could see me through your eyes...) What would I be like ? (If I could touch me with your hands...) What would I be like ? (If I could smell me with your nose....) What would I be like ? What would I be like ? (If I could see me through your eyes...) (If I could touch me with your hands...) (If I could smell me with your nose...) What would I be like |
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You're changing
Like the weather does Yeah you're changing Like the weather does Do you love me Tell me, I gotta know Do you love me You're my darling I love you so Those feelings ain't changing But your longing for me has become so unreliable Do you love me Tell me, I gotta know Do you love me tell me, show me, touch me Oh if you don't mean it you better beat it why do you falter you gotta be blind do you love me do you love me I can't wait any longer I don't understand Why don't you take my hand If you want me Then show me I'm not your doll I've got feelings, desires, cravings And what I want to know is Do you love me Tell me, I gotta know Do you love Tell me, show me, touch me If you don't mean it You better beat it Why do you falter You gotta be blind Do you love me Do you love me I can't wait any longer I don't understand Tell me your story Your reasons to worry What is your secret Gimme a sign Do you love me Do you love me I can't wait any longer I don't understand Why don't you take my hand |
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Each day he finds his way to the graveyard
Without flowers, without prayers For hours he sits there on the floor By the people lying there He doesn't know any name Written in the cold stones He spells each of them tenderly Looks forward to be one of them He's a prisoner in his own world Doesn't take the challenge to break out Poor prisoner in your own world Is there nothing you can smile about? Poor prisoner in your own world Each day he leads his car to his office Without thinking, without dreaming He nods to everyone Without even looking at them He doesn't know any face Belonging to those name-plates Ignores each of them naturally Refusing to be one of them He's a prisoner in his own world Doesn't take the challenge to break out Poor prisoner in your own world Is there nothing you can smile about? Poor prisoner in your own world |
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sunday afternoon and I just went for a walk
back in my cocoon I miss our silly talks it's so hard to let you go though there's no reason I should hold you back I'm glad we said good-bye monday morning another week is taking off and I remember the night we met the first time when you said: ?gotta light?“, I saw your smile and I fell for you right away that's when I lost my mind- I'm reliving it every day you didn't stay, I didn't die my life will go on a new day has begun without you I'm tryin not to glorify it wasn't always fun after a while I'll even forget your smile it's friday and I'm hanging 'round in bars with some friends suddenly it hits me that you never met them of course, it would be nice to have you here with us I gotta resist the urge to call to hear your voice you didn't stay, I didn't die my life will go on a new day has begun without you I'm tryin not to glorify it wasn't always fun I was yours, I called you mine a little loan for a little time I was tempted to keep it I was struck all of a heap but the shadows in your eyes, made me realize that you're in disguise |
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for years she didn't have a name
she needs me to give it back to her neither does she have a face but I feel as though I know her well she's younger than me, but buried so deep what is she doin' in my dream? she waits for me to solve her mystery but how could I guess her name? the distance between us fills the air and I don't remember she sheds a tear it fills the air but I don't remember I hear her voice it fills the air but I can't remember her name I don't remember her name breath of a dirty kid, bones of glass she's keeping mum her belly full of hate consciously hiding from her past I can't leave her to her fate I'm the one to help she's bleeding giving me the feeling and it's my duty to dry her blood away how can I guess her name? the distance between us fills the air and I don't remember she sheds a tear it fills the air but I don't remember I hear her voice it fills the air but I can't remember her name I don't remember her name a heart covered by footprints and scars it's insane I can't believe what she's showin' me who's the one to blame? oh, those memories repression is a way to survive suddenly I remeber her name but I shudder to return it I don't wanna share it I don't wanna share it it's mine no, I don't wanna share it it's mine I don't wanna share it it's mine no, I don't wanna share it now I remember remember her name now I remember and I try and I try to forget again |
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I just went through a hard time
weeks and month in blue now I'm feeling better so I need to thank you 'cause you give me strength and honestly I think I wouldn't have made it without you I felt secure 'cause I knew you were there for me and if I drank too much you said let it be and if I called you anytime I knew you'd pick up the phone you bear my bad moods till the end and I want you to know you're my best friend thank you it feels so right to know you're on my side I know I was repeating a hundred times or more the same stuff and you listened you never got bored sometimes we just sat in silence and even then I felt you understood you bear my bad moods till the end and I want you to know you're my best friend thank you it feels so right to know you're on my side if you ever need somebody by your side if you're feeling lonely don't hesitate to call me I will run 'cause we all need some backup you bear my bad moods till the end and I want you to know you're my best friend you share my troubles till the end when everybody is leaving you stay, you comprehend thank you it feels so right to know you're on my side |
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there's this black knot inside of me
it can't be cried away it will stay forever part of me I accepted it one day it can't be beaten out I'm not its master not it's friend sometimes I think that it has gone later when I'm on my own I don't don't you try to ease my pain I need to brood i need to cry let me rest let me be let me suffer passionately I'm on a psychologic slide I'm on a melancholic ride walking on a flimsy rope I need nothing to fall With these forces I can't cope I'm interior and small at their first opportunity they attack me from the back again I turn off the phone feel a sudden sense of calm don't you try to ease my pain I need to brood i need to cry let me rest let me be let me suffer passionately I'm on a psychologic slide I'm on a melancholic ride leave me now and I will rise when the darkness turns to light I'll tackle my day climb the mountain stay awhile enjoy the sight until i slide again don't you try to ease my pain I need to brood i need to cry let me rest let me be let me suffer passionately I'm on a psychologic slide I'm on a melancholic ride |
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you said you can better
and my style is lousy and I wonder are you maybe scared of me? you think you can rattle me I'm still feeling cosy come on, come on just spit it at me I don't care about your doubts I'll make it anyway you can laugh at me so loud you won't stop me I don't care about you doubts I'll make it anyway you just don't get what it's all about you say I'm stubborn because I struggle your attacks are only sedative 'cause if your efforts are that big I really have to be good I'm sorry now, I gotta go stop waistin' my time I don't care about your doubts I'll make it anyway you can laugh at me so loud you won't stop me I don't care about you doubts I'll make it anyway you just don't get what it's all about did you really think I'd give up easily just because you turned up your nose at me? did you think your judgement would mean something to me? you gotta think of somethin' better to get rid of me I don't care about your doubts I'll make it anyway you can laugh at me so loud you won't stop me I don't care about you doubts I'll make it anyway you can laugh at me so loud you won't stop me I don't care about your doubts I'll make it anyway you can laugh at me so loud you won't stop me I don't care about your doubts I'll make it anyway you just don't get what it's all... you won't stop me you won't stop me |
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now that I can see it was dominating me
I cannot deny though I don't know why I was imprisoned in a dream believed in it what a fool I've been what a fool I've been he has been a shady prince I am careful ever since trusting the wrong people oh it hurts so disappointing all these empty words I try to run away from this emptiness inside but there's no place to hide for me I have to face it all though feelings in my heart are tearing me apart I learned that I'm alone can't count but on my own believed in the goodness of men and I was struck down even my love lied to me cause he just wanted to be free and hurtin' me he has been a shady prince I am careful ever since trusting the wrong people oh it hurts so disappointing all these empty words I try to run away from this emptiness inside but there's no place to hide for me I have to face it all feelings in my heart are tearing me apart take me into custody convince me of your honesty prove it that your words are more than words reality is hard all was lied right from the start don't deny, don't deny, don't deny, don't deny I try to run away from this emptiness inside but there's no place to hide for me I have to face it all though feelings in my heart are tearing me apart I'd like to run away I'd like to run away to you |
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raindrops are drumming in my head
and I don't wanna leave my bed humming my melody will I ever feel the same way I did then? laughing madly into the sun stroking skin from dusk till dawn see the sunset on the sea like a simple melody I'd stay there forever I'd never come back but when you turned to stone I was once again alone today I stay in bed all day long humming our song I got no money for food put aside you know it was a long night it was a long night and I'm just humming our sweet sweet melody laughing madly into the sun stroking skin from dusk till dawn see the sunset on the sea like a simple melody the summer had just begun but then you turned to stone maybe I should have known today I stay in bed today I stay in bed |