Heartless Bastards

Sometimes I feel a little bit gray in the autumn
Gray in the autumn
But I'm looking at things in a new way sitting in my skin
I'm getting up again

I got these words on the tip of my tongue
But they feel so numb, oh they feel so numb
So I'll march my feet to a different drum
Down the avenue
Tell you what I'm going to do
I'm going take everything, everything
Take it to the start, and give it a new lining, so it's so inviting

Sometimes I've forgotten why I was here
Driving out so far underneath the sky and stars
I's so easy to lose sight
When you're intoxicated from chemicals, they make me numb

I got these words on the tip of my tongue
And they feel so numb, oh they feel so numb
So I'll march my feet to a different drum
Down the avenue
Tell you what I'm going to do
So I'll march my feet to a different drum

Most of my life I've spent up in the air
Waiting for time to come down
And now my virtue is well past its curfew
I've got to get out of this town
There is a train that has left the station
All destinations unknown
I needed to find myself a new situation
One that I can call my own
And I'm all right now, and I'm all right now
And I was blind and hypnotized and could not see
You had me wrapped up in this mess again but I broke free
Spending my time through the pockets and payments
Wheels are spinning around
Going through the motions, the trials and phases
So I could shed this here old skin
Peeling the layers like onions that make you cry
But I'll be all right if I can just look you in the eye
I made it this far and I'm not going to look back
Until I get to the end of this town
And I'm all right now
And I'm all right now
And I'm all right now
And I'm all right. Now.

My new resolution is to be
someone who does not take everything so seriously
I want to laugh and joke and have a smoke
and have a good time
and join an institution that will fuel my mind
whoever said ignorance, oh it was bliss
well, there's something there
that I declare they surely missed
'cause in the days and modern ways
you'll get passed by
try to have some fun
I always want to take it in stride

I was out there
on an open sea
no direction, and no one to lead

And then I looked back in there
how did we get there?
the water was foggy
but I didn't really care
'cause stagnancy makes me drown
and I really want to live

My new resolution is to be
someone who does not care what anyone thinks of me
'cause I don't even like myself half the time
and what's the use in worrying what's on other people's minds?

I was out there
on an open sea
no direction, and no one to lead

And then I looked back in there
how did we get there?
the water was foggy
but I didn't really care
'cause stagnancy makes me drown
and I really want to live

And then I looked back in there
how did we get there?
the water was foggy
but I didn't really care
'cause stagnancy makes me drown
and I really want to live

When my maker was in denial
I did what I had to do
Then we changed out form of contact
To get through
When my maker was in denial
I did what I had to do
Then we changed out form of contact
To get through

Evolution forces you forward
Changes the way you live your life
Your self revolution keeps you from moving
Always got to put up a fight

You always make everything much harder
Than it has to be
And you are giving me such a big headache
I cannot see
You always make everything much harder
Than it has to be
And you are giving me such a big headache
I cannot see

Evolution forces you forward
Changes the way you live your life
Your self revolution keeps you from moving
Always got to put up a fight

Some day you'll find peace
If you let yourself release
I know I've been there before
All this pain inside you store

Oh you planted, you planted seeds
And you watch them grow, the life it flows
But don't, don't forget to quench your own thirst
Quench your own thirst

For every calm there is a storm
But it is often out of view
It changes paths, it changes form
Just like souls, like they often do
I broke the calm, strain in the back
I was born, driven by fear
And I don't think I'll ever understand
But I know I'll be runnin' for years
And I, I hope there's a higher ground, 'cuz I'm going steadily down
And I, I know I'll be alright if I, I just get through the night
And, I love your way,
Oh, I love you baby, don't mean maybe
I love your way,
And oh, your brighten and enlighten
Well, I been walking, I been walking sideways
Walking down the street
I won't look back for another minute
There's nothing left to see
And I, well, I took the long way
And I, well, I took the long way

You can always tell 'cause you know me well
With my pupils wide I'm under cast spell
I paint a picture for miles
And hang it on the wall

So if my memory fades I can still recall
Oh a sharp turn can change everything
Energy flows in every direction
And some days I wish I had some white out
And if did there's never enough time
Energy flows in every direction
And some day I hope to figure it out
To busy looking forward to begin in the now

I try to slow down and pace
But I don't know how
Sitting idle for hours has turned into days
Consumed by my thoughts of you
In another place

Someday I'd like to play a part in my life
I've waited to start
I bet I could live it well
If I take deep breaths and exhale

So little time what am I do to?
I want my cake and I want to taste it too
Is that really so much to ask for?

You got your head up into the clouds
You want to live in glorious autonomy
Oh that's what it really comes down to

Well it's hard to predict
In the end what you'll get
When you find me a wall
That is infinitely tall
And the strength it takes to operate
Under the guidance of my primitive eyes

All those days and on the way, I'm so tired
I'm going through phases filled with mazes uninspired
I got a lot of things ahead on my way
Through the struggle, pass or fail
On my brain

This is what will be my testimony
To the things that I'm going through
And I scream and shout
And wail about, but nobody's listening
Nobody's listening

All those days and on the way, I'm so tired
I'm going through phases filled with mazes uninspired
I got a lot of things ahead on my way
Through the struggle, pass or fail
On my brain

Someday I will return and
My head is so heavy you just don't know
I daydream right through the season
And you're my inspiration, you just don't know

'cause it's a lifetime, this I know
That is all my frustration
Cannot relate to the massive population
Time, time carries on and fills the gaps and spaces
Talk talk talk the talk
The sea of idle phrases

Someday I will return and
My head is so heavy you just don't know
I daydream right through the season
And you're my inspiration, you just don't know

'cause now I want a piece of the pie
Just like everyone else
And I've always tried to stay true to myself
And my emotions lie high up on the shelf
I got farther to go, I can live and wait
Still got farther to go, I can live and wait

All around
Let me count the moments of every direction

Wanna keep on moving, I am hanging on a wire
I've lost reception from the faded spire
And when the silence all comes crashing down
There's nothing left but for you to make a sound

And will you, will you, will you, will you listen to me?
Certain innuendos make it so hard to be

There are things that I remember
In a way I had reflection
There are things that I remember
In a way make it what you will
In a way make it what you will
You keep on moving on, you keep on moving on

.O. ramblings and a nervous reaction
in certain situations and factions
I want to hold my ground
so I don't let them get me down
I'm trying not to open my mouth
cause only senseless Words come out
I want to keep my cool
so I don't feel like a fool

ooh I'd like to Know ya
but how can I approach ya
my feet don't move an inch
cause my feet are frozen in
ooh I'd like to know ya
but how can I approach ya
my feet don't move an inch
cause my feet are frozen

.O. shyness is a waste of +ime
a couple more drinks and then I'll be alright
I just got to swallow my pride
and let things fall things fall naturally
just bee who I AM

and I'm feeling like my heads on backwards
I need to break from impersonal chatter
same party, different day
it doesn't matter anyway
now I feel like my head's on backwards
I need to break from impersonal chatter
same party, different day
it doesn't matter anyway

ooh I'd like to Know ya
but how can I approach ya
my feet don't move an inch
cause my feet are frozen
ooh I'd like to know ya
but how can I approach ya
my feet don't move an inch
cause my feet are frozen

.O. shyness is a waste of +ime
a couple more drinks and then I'll be alright
I just got to swallow my pride
and let things fall things fall naturally
just bee who I AM

the beat beat beat is what I've found
the beat beat beat is what I've found
the beat beat beat is what I've found
the beat beat beat is what I've found
I got to stop self degradation
no, no that's not not what I need
it's giving me an inflammation of my
my soul it needs to breathe
my my my, my soul it needs to breathe
I want to be different and I AM indifferent
I want to be different and I AM indifferent
I want to be different and I AM indifferent
I want to be different and I AM indifferent

sometimes I feel like I'm living on Mars
I go the distance but it don't seem very far
and I'm sitting here in the dark
my eyes are open but I don't see no stars
in the sky
emotional pollution is why
I get that feeling my my
when all I want is to bee
confident and carefree

the beat beat beat is what I've found
the beat beat beat is what I've found
the beat beat beat is what I've found
the beat beat beat is what I've found

Well, sometimes I feel old
Can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old

Sometimes I feel old (4x)
Can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old

Remember the day, baby
That's passed and gone
Said I could love you
Once in a time (?)
Nothing has changed
But I feel old

Can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old

I don't look like I used to
I don't walk like I used to
I don't love like I used to, oh
But I feel old

Can't do the things
I can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old

You, you, cannot take anything away from me
My spirit won't break, 'cuz there's nothing left, you see
You want to take your poison arrow and pierce it through my heart
But my sad song's for the sparrow, I was dead right from the start
I was dead right from the start

I got strength in my mind, I got strength in my soul
I will never fit, fit into a mold
"Cuz, oh, I know me better than you will ever know
So why don't you just leave me, please leave me alone

Time, time, time it takes its toll but at least I've still got my soul
And there's nothing you can do to change that, 'cuz that's just the way it is
This well's gone dry, 'cuz I bled right from the start
'Cuz I bled right from the start

I got strength in my mind, I got strength in my soul
And I will never fit, fit into a mold
'Cuz, oh, I know me better than you will ever know
So why don't you just leave me, please leave me alone
Please leave me alone

Well, sometimes I feel old
Can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old

Sometimes I feel old (4x)
Can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old

Remember the day, baby
That's passed and gone
Said I could love you
Once in a time (?)
Nothing has changed
But I feel old

Can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old

I don't look like I used to
I don't walk like I used to
I don't love like I used to, oh
But I feel old

Can't do the things
I can't do the things I used to
'cause I feel old