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| 1. |
| 3:12 | 
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Sometimes I feel a little bit gray in the autumn
Gray in the autumn But I'm looking at things in a new way sitting in my skin I'm getting up again I got these words on the tip of my tongue But they feel so numb, oh they feel so numb So I'll march my feet to a different drum Down the avenue Tell you what I'm going to do I'm going take everything, everything Take it to the start, and give it a new lining, so it's so inviting Sometimes I've forgotten why I was here Driving out so far underneath the sky and stars I's so easy to lose sight When you're intoxicated from chemicals, they make me numb I got these words on the tip of my tongue And they feel so numb, oh they feel so numb So I'll march my feet to a different drum Down the avenue Tell you what I'm going to do So I'll march my feet to a different drum |
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| 2:57 |
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Most of my life I've spent up in the air
Waiting for time to come down And now my virtue is well past its curfew I've got to get out of this town There is a train that has left the station All destinations unknown I needed to find myself a new situation One that I can call my own And I'm all right now, and I'm all right now And I was blind and hypnotized and could not see You had me wrapped up in this mess again but I broke free Spending my time through the pockets and payments Wheels are spinning around Going through the motions, the trials and phases So I could shed this here old skin Peeling the layers like onions that make you cry But I'll be all right if I can just look you in the eye I made it this far and I'm not going to look back Until I get to the end of this town And I'm all right now And I'm all right now And I'm all right now And I'm all right. Now. |
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| 3. |
| 2:22 |
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My new resolution is to be
someone who does not take everything so seriously I want to laugh and joke and have a smoke and have a good time and join an institution that will fuel my mind whoever said ignorance, oh it was bliss well, there's something there that I declare they surely missed 'cause in the days and modern ways you'll get passed by try to have some fun I always want to take it in stride I was out there on an open sea no direction, and no one to lead And then I looked back in there how did we get there? the water was foggy but I didn't really care 'cause stagnancy makes me drown and I really want to live My new resolution is to be someone who does not care what anyone thinks of me 'cause I don't even like myself half the time and what's the use in worrying what's on other people's minds? I was out there on an open sea no direction, and no one to lead And then I looked back in there how did we get there? the water was foggy but I didn't really care 'cause stagnancy makes me drown and I really want to live And then I looked back in there how did we get there? the water was foggy but I didn't really care 'cause stagnancy makes me drown and I really want to live |
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| 4. |
| 2:30 |
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When my maker was in denial
I did what I had to do Then we changed out form of contact To get through When my maker was in denial I did what I had to do Then we changed out form of contact To get through Evolution forces you forward Changes the way you live your life Your self revolution keeps you from moving Always got to put up a fight You always make everything much harder Than it has to be And you are giving me such a big headache I cannot see You always make everything much harder Than it has to be And you are giving me such a big headache I cannot see Evolution forces you forward Changes the way you live your life Your self revolution keeps you from moving Always got to put up a fight Some day you'll find peace If you let yourself release I know I've been there before All this pain inside you store Oh you planted, you planted seeds And you watch them grow, the life it flows But don't, don't forget to quench your own thirst Quench your own thirst |
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| 5. |
| 4:59 |
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For every calm there is a storm
But it is often out of view It changes paths, it changes form Just like souls, like they often do I broke the calm, strain in the back I was born, driven by fear And I don't think I'll ever understand But I know I'll be runnin' for years And I, I hope there's a higher ground, 'cuz I'm going steadily down And I, I know I'll be alright if I, I just get through the night And, I love your way, Oh, I love you baby, don't mean maybe I love your way, And oh, your brighten and enlighten Well, I been walking, I been walking sideways Walking down the street I won't look back for another minute There's nothing left to see And I, well, I took the long way And I, well, I took the long way |
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| 6. |
| 4:39 |
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You can always tell 'cause you know me well
With my pupils wide I'm under cast spell I paint a picture for miles And hang it on the wall So if my memory fades I can still recall Oh a sharp turn can change everything Energy flows in every direction And some days I wish I had some white out And if did there's never enough time Energy flows in every direction And some day I hope to figure it out To busy looking forward to begin in the now I try to slow down and pace But I don't know how Sitting idle for hours has turned into days Consumed by my thoughts of you In another place Someday I'd like to play a part in my life I've waited to start I bet I could live it well If I take deep breaths and exhale So little time what am I do to? I want my cake and I want to taste it too Is that really so much to ask for? You got your head up into the clouds You want to live in glorious autonomy Oh that's what it really comes down to |
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| 7. |
| 3:15 |
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Well it's hard to predict
In the end what you'll get When you find me a wall That is infinitely tall And the strength it takes to operate Under the guidance of my primitive eyes All those days and on the way, I'm so tired I'm going through phases filled with mazes uninspired I got a lot of things ahead on my way Through the struggle, pass or fail On my brain This is what will be my testimony To the things that I'm going through And I scream and shout And wail about, but nobody's listening Nobody's listening All those days and on the way, I'm so tired I'm going through phases filled with mazes uninspired I got a lot of things ahead on my way Through the struggle, pass or fail On my brain Someday I will return and My head is so heavy you just don't know I daydream right through the season And you're my inspiration, you just don't know 'cause it's a lifetime, this I know That is all my frustration Cannot relate to the massive population Time, time carries on and fills the gaps and spaces Talk talk talk the talk The sea of idle phrases Someday I will return and My head is so heavy you just don't know I daydream right through the season And you're my inspiration, you just don't know 'cause now I want a piece of the pie Just like everyone else And I've always tried to stay true to myself And my emotions lie high up on the shelf I got farther to go, I can live and wait Still got farther to go, I can live and wait All around Let me count the moments of every direction |
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| 5:04 |
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Wanna keep on moving, I am hanging on a wire
I've lost reception from the faded spire And when the silence all comes crashing down There's nothing left but for you to make a sound And will you, will you, will you, will you listen to me? Certain innuendos make it so hard to be There are things that I remember In a way I had reflection There are things that I remember In a way make it what you will In a way make it what you will You keep on moving on, you keep on moving on |
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| 9. |
| 4:23 |
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.O. ramblings and a nervous reaction
in certain situations and factions I want to hold my ground so I don't let them get me down I'm trying not to open my mouth cause only senseless Words come out I want to keep my cool so I don't feel like a fool ooh I'd like to Know ya but how can I approach ya my feet don't move an inch cause my feet are frozen in ooh I'd like to know ya but how can I approach ya my feet don't move an inch cause my feet are frozen .O. shyness is a waste of +ime a couple more drinks and then I'll be alright I just got to swallow my pride and let things fall things fall naturally just bee who I AM and I'm feeling like my heads on backwards I need to break from impersonal chatter same party, different day it doesn't matter anyway now I feel like my head's on backwards I need to break from impersonal chatter same party, different day it doesn't matter anyway ooh I'd like to Know ya but how can I approach ya my feet don't move an inch cause my feet are frozen ooh I'd like to know ya but how can I approach ya my feet don't move an inch cause my feet are frozen .O. shyness is a waste of +ime a couple more drinks and then I'll be alright I just got to swallow my pride and let things fall things fall naturally just bee who I AM the beat beat beat is what I've found the beat beat beat is what I've found the beat beat beat is what I've found the beat beat beat is what I've found I got to stop self degradation no, no that's not not what I need it's giving me an inflammation of my my soul it needs to breathe my my my, my soul it needs to breathe I want to be different and I AM indifferent I want to be different and I AM indifferent I want to be different and I AM indifferent I want to be different and I AM indifferent sometimes I feel like I'm living on Mars I go the distance but it don't seem very far and I'm sitting here in the dark my eyes are open but I don't see no stars in the sky emotional pollution is why I get that feeling my my when all I want is to bee confident and carefree the beat beat beat is what I've found the beat beat beat is what I've found the beat beat beat is what I've found the beat beat beat is what I've found |
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| 10. |
| 3:04 |
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Well, sometimes I feel old
Can't do the things I used to 'cause I feel old Sometimes I feel old (4x) Can't do the things I used to 'cause I feel old Remember the day, baby That's passed and gone Said I could love you Once in a time (?) Nothing has changed But I feel old Can't do the things I used to 'cause I feel old I don't look like I used to I don't walk like I used to I don't love like I used to, oh But I feel old Can't do the things I can't do the things I used to 'cause I feel old |
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| 11. |
| 2:44 |
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You, you, cannot take anything away from me My spirit won't break, 'cuz there's nothing left, you see You want to take your poison arrow and pierce it through my heart But my sad song's for the sparrow, I was dead right from the start I was dead right from the start I got strength in my mind, I got strength in my soul I will never fit, fit into a mold "Cuz, oh, I know me better than you will ever know So why don't you just leave me, please leave me alone Time, time, time it takes its toll but at least I've still got my soul And there's nothing you can do to change that, 'cuz that's just the way it is This well's gone dry, 'cuz I bled right from the start 'Cuz I bled right from the start I got strength in my mind, I got strength in my soul And I will never fit, fit into a mold 'Cuz, oh, I know me better than you will ever know So why don't you just leave me, please leave me alone Please leave me alone |
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| 12. |
| 3:32 | 
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