Susie Suh

What do I say
On this january day
When all my thoughts have gone astray
But I'm thinking 'bout you
And what do I do
When I'm black and I'm blue
And I'm still loving you
But I know it was meant to end
Oh, I'm missing you
Or maybe I'm just missing who I was
When I was with you
Oh love, oh love
Oh won't you come again
Take me in your arms and hold me
Make me feel new again
And how do I convey
All the words that I could never say
To you when you were around
Oh, I'm missing you
Or maybe I'm just missing how I felt
When I was with you
Oh love, oh love
Oh won't you come again
Take me in your arms and dance with me
Make me feel alive again
Oh love, oh love
Won't you come again
Take me in your arms and hold me
Make we want to laugh and sing
Make me want to love again

looking at the sea again tides that rise
and fall and then rise again my love floats like
a feather in the wind catch me if you can catch me

i don't even know what just i'd do if you
found your way back through clear all the cob
webs that we weaved making room for you and me

there's a road to my heart follow signs through
the ride when you see all the lights glowing bright,
you know you found me

looking at the city escape tiny little bubbles sparkling
in the night i don't think its ever too late to cut
the ties that bond us to our lies.

i don't even know what just i'd say if you found
your way back clear all the cob webs
that we made wishing for you to stay

there's a road to my heart following signs through
the ride when you see all the lights glowing bright,
you know you found me

looking at the sea again tides that rise and fall
and then rise again my love floats like a feather
in the wind catch me if you can catch me

The time is comin
It's coming soon
I feel it in my bones, I feel it in my shoes
I was lost, but now I'm found
And all my troubles are turning around
Oh I feel I've been so close to you
Heavens holding my hand
And I'm ready to break on through
So I'm tearing down the walls inside
Letting go of all my pride
Make it home before the lie
I dont need to hide inside this shell
This shell
No more

I dont know my right from left
And I've been going around this bend
So many miles I have roamed
Lately I feel like I'm coming home
Oh I'm getting so close to you
Heavens lighting a candle and I'm ready
To break on through
So I'm tearing down the walls inside letting go
Of all my pride
Make it home before the lie
I dont need to hide inside this shell
This shell no more
No more
Oh no, no, no, no more, no more
So I'm tearing down the walls inside letting go
Of all my pride
Make it home before the lie
I dont need to hide inside this shell
This shell no more
No more
So I'm tearing down the walls inside letting go
Of all my pride
Make it home before the lie
I dont need to hide inside this shell
This shell no more
No more

This shell, this shell, this shell

Too many times
I have wondered
Would all trying is a fault
You come around I feel so down
I'm gonna drown
Because I know that
you've fallen short
Do you know
It doesn't change
The way I feel about you
at the end of the day
Because I know
that all I want is what you got
All I want is what you got

And too many times
I have wondered
To turn around
and walk away
Knowing deep inside
You can provide
What I need
from you anyway
Do you know
It doesn't change
The way I feel about you
at the end of the day
Because I know
that all I want is what you got
All I want is what you got

I tell you that I wanna go
but I wanna stay
I tell you that I wanna go
but I wanna stay
I tell you that I wanna go
but I wanna stay
I wanna stay
I wanna stay
I wanna stay
But I know I'm gonna
lose myself this way
I wanna stay
I wanna stay
I wanna stay
But I know I'm gonna
lose myself this way
But do you know
It doesn't change
The way I feel about you
at the end of the day
Because I know
that all I want is what you got
All I want is what you got
But this moment is
all I've got
It's all I've got

We are just shadows
Crawling through this micro alley
But I am hungry for your love
And I am starving for a better time
But That's all we got here
That's all we know
That's all we're become
Our recognition
Yeah well we be walking in
Some kind of direction
In a line with our right foot first
Yes we're waiting for some material heaven
That will, that will quench our thirst
But that's all we got here
That's all we know
That's all we're become
Our recognition
And I don't know what to do
About holding my head high
I am struggling to breathe through all these
In between times
And I am wondering why
I am wondering why

And I was born into this place
That filters who we are
By what we have done
Yes I know I am a product of this institution
That's all I got yeah
That's all I know
That's all i've become
My recognition oh
And I don't know what to do
About holding my head high
I am struggling to breathe through all these
In between times
And I am wondering why
I am wondering why

I fight my demons everyday
They come and go they up and flow
Like the ocean
You think you know me and you know me
But you dont know
How scared I am
So I like to make excuses,
and I like to blame everyone else
And I like to point my finger at you
Rather then change myself
It's just eachday goes by so fast
I cant seem to grasp them
And I tend to run away from my reflection
You see I am, so petrified, to be god-like
So I like to make excuses
And I like to blame everyone else
And I like to point my finger at you,
rather then change myself
Ha-ah, ha-ah...

So I like to make excuses
And I like to blame everyone else
And I like to point my finger at you
Rather then change myself
So I like to make excuses
And I like to blame everyone else
And I like to point my finger at you
Rather then change myself
So I like to make excuses
And I like to blame everyone else
And I like to point my finger at you