디스피겨 [메탈코어]

I called to my memory
"why I failed in my life "
sitting on the edge of a despair
The most scary thing is

there was no answer
and, endlees recurrent fault.

In fetters, Just volition of saying remains,
/never reach to action/
that was true.continuing sense of loss,
and pain on repetition.
It was who i was.
I would solace myself
with saying I was better than I am"
I was better than I am"

I cannot bare the shame
As falling into balck-hole,
/crossing the event horizon.
I was almost sucked into that.
and i was falling into the dark side.
falling into the dark side.
dark side

creeping out.

I only wish to get to the road that never go again.
I already knew it.

have a heart
Have to change. Whatever it is.

Everything is wrong. /I must collect my mind.
There is no one who cares you./
Go faster than the world.
See the flow of the world, and Make the live /

with throwing myself into infinite world.
/Nothing changed by only hope./

with throwing myself into hell this time.
/Nothing happend by only oblivion./

Be the vicious realist.

Sudden chance would not come to men
/who was not ready.Grab a chance,/

stand up by yourself

It was long time ago to throw out a grand mind.

It would be too much for me living in a level,
/not only that reason (but also compromise)

with reality and survival.
Give me a power /that i can shake /

white monsters trying to grab my legs off.
Now i am going out /from vortex with it./

Going straight with a force of life,
defeating enemies /in front of ma eyes/

Coming out from gripping hands, mocking at your pain
/Then I will cross the sea with gripping him./

Your black heart behind the shadow /would be broken by my bloodfist./

Who has a duty /to make something /.Stands on the end of pain

((Why is he laughing.)) / That taunting,/ give me a *anger /The Only thing left. This is /

((my lingering)) feeling didn't know what to do./Wake up on your road/

I dwell in possibility./((*for the last time))/We got lost in the maze.

No peaceful place that you never had. hurry to feel the danger.

Mind in crisis cannot stand/ pressure and I will dig the ground to find a poison./ *poison


((&With blowing chaos)) about to explode

Your critical situation fade away as nothing apeear

((From the ignorance)) or self-((esteem))

I, already feel almost crazy, ran to you with a anger

Hide my disappointment to equably face, Also I stand up to higher position and, Just turn around .

interaction will rise you up.

only common people can stand by you.

I cannot stand your character that terrify me.

((You will never alone.))


Head can think but body can't control. Listen to hearted felling ((*for you.))

While waliking on the grey street,I killed blameless rat cause of accidental ((light.))

I made a scar on scratched door,drunk a couple of liquor with a needless remorse ((remorse

then, hide my face in dark-place,

comfort myself . I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. * I'm good.

((&Intense fever in someone.&))

((&will be a heart of the demon.&))


I'm truly sorry that things had to ((&end like this))

For me,/ your right/ is an ordeal.

It was as painful for me as it must have been for you ((*you )

Who has a duty /to make something /.Stands on the end of pain~~~~

Why is he laughing. That taunting,/ give me a anger /The Only thing left. This is /

my lingering /feeling didn't know what to do./Wake up on your road~~~

I dwell in possibility./for the last time/We got lost in the maze.

No peaceful place/ that you never had./ hurry to feel the danger.


will be a heart of the demon.
.

never give up to fight you
never give up to challenge you
will not care how many arms you have
you'll disappear and be shipwrecked /((cauz of fear,((*cauz of fear))/

face the fate what you have to face on your road
when you're frustratd god will save you (with all) his *might.*
the time you were attacked from enemies i thought i am fucking shit.
I'll bleed out for you readily so just run to your *aim.*
dont forget the day we met,accident don't want to remind.
keep in mind they did and rebirth
/always for revenge./

Bleed out your dirty blood on your own.
Bleed out to pure soul, ((Crave you.((*crave you.))
He's been eager for satisfy.
((mediocre life)),be crushed and /bleeded out./

What i should do in this place like a hell. /forget about all those happen to me./
Cut his mouth, Break the soul with a cursed fist.

((&darkness, anguish. you cant drown your pain.&))
&((*distress, anger)). ((&the growing pressure.&))

*Let me get out here place can't never stand
*((anymore.anymore)). ((save me in the era.))*

the place that never sun rise./
I was kind of frustrated at that damn moment.
i'm ((Down and down)) in the depth of despair.
I bit my glove to ((*kill.))

Death is a course of god (that) anyone cant defy
It was irrational in every sense. /*I broke those./
I'll bleed out for you readily so just run to your aim.
keep in mind what they did to you and rebirth by your ((anger,)) Anger
Bleed out your dirty blood on your own.
Bleed out to pure soul, /((*Curse you.((*curse you.))/
He has been eager for satisfy.
you'll always thirst for revenge.
I'll bleed out for my fucking my fate.