손한창

my guitar my monitor my phone my stereo my glasses my beer i'm alone
your voice your smile your scent your touch your hair you're not here i'm alone

this room this season these days and these nights my lyrics your abscence

empty bottles empty minds longing hearts and longer sighs nothing to do nothing's right
and it's not familiar here

every time i clean my room i find another strand of your hair
and i don't know where it comes from cuz you haven't been here since
and every time i come back home after meeting somebody
i find myself in someplace not familiar
am i waiting or just not letting go

standing on the edge you're looking at the heads crawling between your toes
and every breath i take every step i take it just make the air thicker

i can't grab you
and nobody can break your fall
stepping outside of the door
you won't save yourself

불타버린 기억 저편에,
퇴색돼버린 진실의 빛이여.
끝없는 어둠 좌절 속에,
고통 그 속에 한 줄기 소망의 빛이여,
흩어진,잿속에 한줌의 진실은
그곳에 아직도 그 빛이 있기에
바닥을 기어서 끝까지 그곳에 나가리라 부서진 두 주먹과 두 다리로
난 들으리라.진실의 소리를,유혹하는 달콤한 독배를 거절하리라
내 몸이 부서질때까지 내 몸이 쓰러질때까지 내 몸이 재가 될때까지
부서진 두 주먹으로
한줌의 재로 남겨질때 까지
부서진 주먹으로,모든것이 !!부서질때 까지
내 검붉은 피로
부서진 주먹을 쥐고서 끝까지 있으리 .가리 그 곳에 끝까지 검붉은 피로
그곳에 끝까지
나의 검붉은 피로

sadness becomes furious.
my blood get dyed blackish.
will die!!your weack atittude.
our last day will be graved in their soul.
the destination still enduring there.
the enemies still existence,in front of my eyes.
detonation were heard,sound of brother's dying.
I leave behind bleeding who dying for truth.
and i go forward with dim feelings.
a glimmer of hope,in an erased name.

from this day forth,we must keep the truth.
don't be erased a your own name.
today we lost our purity.
today we lost our rationality, under false pretenses

don't be erased your own name,own soul,
own faith defty to all tempting by ruin.
keep hold of your truth in your hand,untill you die.

die as is honorable
your dying will be graved in their soul.
Until the moment reaching your last destination
don't be erased your own name!!

21 years of nothing 21 years of waiting for something to happen
another year of waiting another year of waiting for someone to come by

now i'm getting older and all the younger girls are going out with the younger guys
now i'm getting older and all the older girls are going out with the guys with the money

when am i ever gonna find someone
i'm so tired of waiting all these years
nothing's gonna ever change

22 years in the same place 22 years of listening and not doing anything
and everybody's saying that they're lonely but they're not

alone
no they're not alone
why do you say you're lonely if you're not alone
you're just pissin me off

when am i ever gonna find someone
i'm so tired of waiting all these years
nothing's gonna ever change and i hate this fucking situation

nothing's gonna ever change

smile me a smile that no one in the world has ever seen
kiss me a kiss no one else has ever had before

and i'll say to you that i love you
and i'll mean it

the shoes i bought you they hurt your heels
wear them and fit your feet to them
and they'll fit themselves to you
like i'll fit myself to you

and i'll say to you that i thank you
and i'll mean it
and i'll say to you that i am happy
and will we be happy?

and i won't ask you to trust me
just let me be your solace that someone
and remember me always
never forget that we stood together for sometime

i don't need anything anymore
just smile me a smile no one in the world has ever seen

Keep breath Keep breath
until they sleep
close my close my
eye by your hand
a lot of sweats that we spill
a lot of tears that we spill

now I can't breath no more
and I may not stand up again

if my belief is no change
if had kept my volition

now I can close my eyes
without any contrition

I wash my scar
in this blessing rain
forget all memories
and I breath the last breath
Keep breath Keep breath
until they sleep
close my close my
eye by your hand
a lot of sweats that we spill
a lot of tears that we spill

now I can't breath no more
and I may not stand up again

falsified voices
scream of silence
cover with blood
face of brother
show no mercy
useless death
no more sacrifice
doomsday is now
raise a revolution for justice
awaken from sleep of pain
survival from this blind massacre
now raise a spear

praise dreams
and engraves chest depth
that do not achieve in the past
arouse in truth
the rain of blood with my fist
the rain of blood with my fist
until a day that my life
comes to be end

there is

no frustration
progression evolution
there is no more frustration
Stick out two fist at chest
Stick out two fist at chest
inside voices that
is tied

lose my hope
third degree
I fall prey to goddess's lust
pierced my eye
don't degrade
my soul by black temptation

tear my chest
drop red blood
grave your hope
immortality
one of your most
important belief
lose my hope
third degree
I fall prey to goddess's lust
pierced my eye
don't degrade
my soul by black temptation

tear my chest
drops red blood
grave your will
immortality
one of your most
important value
lose my hope
third degree
I fall prey to goddess's lust
pierced my eye
don't degrade
my soul by black temptation

if my eye are not seen
if my ear are deafened
if my every belief is broken
i will never collapse
one of your most
important belief
one of your most
important value
I will forward
and losing all feelings
for One truth discovered
in darkness
be end
against the fate that
god's revelation
with one of your most
important belief

everything seems to be plagiarized
i can't do anything no energy i sleep all day without satisfaction

hate to go back to school
my brain doesn't work anymore
i'm nervous

loss of reason for being.
That can"t deny .
a fact. that give a pain .
spit blood, that venom of imprecation.
purify a your sin by bitter tears .
write your will.
by last intention.
throw my soul.
and I leave the words of struggle on my chest.
spit blood that venom of enervation.
denial.that indoctrinate me blindly.
that is my last words.
die a glorious.
abandon your slackness.
defy in darkness.
till your dying.
the way of trial.a trick of fate.
and my last rest from pain.

i'm not letting go of you and i'm not talking to you too i'm just here singing a song for me
you're not looking at me now are you happy with him now was there ever anything between us before

don't ever say anything in certainty cuz you never know if it will turn out to be a lie
i wish this is the last song that i write about you but i won't say it's the last time
cuz i never know we never know

i loved you i really loved you but you're a liar a fucking liar i can't believe a single word you say
hate hate
loved hate

no words no connection
just a few looks in the eye
you cry a few tears
slowly they run down your face

don't look at me like that
i don't know what to do
but then again
i always don't know what to do about you

again i'm here saying stupid things
not knowing it sounds so dumb to you
and without a doubt you're my best girl
and without a doubt i'd probably be the worst boyfriend

don't look at me like that
i don't know what to do
but then again
i always don't know what to do about you

again i'm here singing stupid songs
again i'm here singing this stupid song to you
and without a doubt you're my best girl
and without a doubt i'd probably be the worst boyfriend

and still i wanna be

your worst boyfriend