Babylonia

I am nothing
I feel nothing
Over and done
Watch me come undone
Numb, a feeling
Without feeling
No more pain
No mercy remains

Do you understand?
Can you really hear me?
My eyes are blind, they can't see
What's in store for me
Here I've been praying
And God knows I'm still searching
For what I need, rather than
What I may desire

Stuck in the position you left me in

Feel the blood freezing within
Nothing hurts me anymore
Well, I saw my whole life falling down
Closing darkness all around
I guess there's nothing here for me
Anymore

I am nothing
I feel nothing
In soul, in mind
Now I leave it all behind

Nothing equals nothing
Nothing means nothing
Nothing is just nothing

I'm sitting here
I stare at the sea
Waiting for a sun
To shine for me

I'm sitting here
I face the rain
Waiting for a sun
To warm me again

I belong to fears

I'm fragile, full of need
Inspired, but I feel old
How many lives have I lived?

My tingle of youth
Has gone away, gone away forever
Although I tried so hard
It's a mood that lingers

The sailor fighting the ocean
Love, it's not worth anything
The sinner chasing devotion
Love, it's not worth anything

Love seeks and finds me
Just to hit and paralyze me
It overwhelms me
As heavenly as could be
The most intriguing fatal lie
The sweetest of deceits in disguise

Tame me, use me, please me, tease me,
Break me, hate me and pierce me to the bone
Tame me, use me, please me, tease me,
Break me, hate me and rip away my soul
'cos I live in love, I live to love, I live for love
Tame me, use me, please me, tease me,
Break me, hate me as far as I can see
Love, not for me

With all those hidden subtle tricks
Love, it's not worth anything
Puzzling paradoxes
Love, it's not worth anything

Love calls my name
And I'm rushing once again
It crucifies me
It tempts and mesmerizes me
The most deceptive and sweet trap
A journey that we live without a map

Hunger for a yearning
I feed my soul burning
And I give in
Yes, I give in

Here is a soundtrack for an end
The last embrace for a friend
A memory of a life gone by
The party's over, say goodbye
This is a soundtrack for an end
When it's too late to make amends
A final dance before we meet
The shadow falling on our feet

Floating away
I'm gonna live for today
Ain't gonna miss, miss a thing
Until I die

It's just a soundtrack for an end

Though it can be hard to comprehend
The bitter taste of an useless plea
Things are not what they used to be
Playing a soundtrack for an end
I find no reason to pretend
'cos everything here fades away
There's nothing ever stays the same

Floating away
I'm gonna live for today
I'm gonna run, run the risk
Until I die

So quiet and peaceful
It's like a symphony
Silent and blissful
The world inside of me
Beautiful places
I close my eyes and see
Unbounded spaces
Where my soul runs free

It's a cold world outside
I need a safe place to hide
Learning from learning
As the big wheel keeps on turning

And now
The morning sun's grace
Its tender embrace
And everything's clear in my heart
My sweet surrender
To this splendor
A gentle rain beats on my face

A restful silence
I feel the singing breeze

No pain, no violence
Only the scent of the trees
Oh, it's a sunny day
At the heart of me
All clouds are rolled away
All is tranquillity

I want to taste the here and now
Before I take my final bow
Memories chasing memories
Like fantasies feeding realities

And I
Walk through the tall grass
Smile to my past
A sense of content fills my heart
My Lord console me
Say you love me
And let the beauty shine for me
Eternally

I can taste it in the love I breathe
I feel taken in
A flame within
It's you
That I'm calling, I'm calling, I'm calling, I'm calling

I surrender to the urge I feel
You redeem my soul
Break my fall
It's true
Now I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming back to you

Whenever you hold me
Wherever you reach me
Forever in between,
From time to time
Wherever you find me
Whenever you feel me
Life is by my side

And I don't look behind
I feel life walking by my side
Time and space undefined
I want life beating by my side

Drop my crutches I have died enough
Heaven knows my pain
My attempts in vain
Again
I recover, recover, recover, recover

Descend for me to give me wings
Just lead me on
When hope is gone
With you
I'll be rising and rising and rising and rising once again

Born alone
Poor creatures made of flesh and bones
Unprotected
Hope someone listens to their moans
There are leaves in the sky at the mercy of the wind
Unconsciousness
Walk by my side, lead me through the night

Something waits around the corner
I don't want to discover
What schemes around the corner
I am trembling
There's a state of disillusion
An inner feeling of confusion

Here comes the conclusion
And I'm falling apart

Carry on
Try not to show how frightened we are
On the run
At the end it seems we haven't come so far
There are clouds in the sky like thoughts inside my mind
Disenchantment
Through the veils of human uncertainty