You should have seen this coming from miles and miles away God knows you had your best face forward Soothing the soul with words of solace Spoken like a true devil Change your colors chameleon But I still smell your stench in the morning air the hawk always flies alone over an empty filed For the deceiver dual blades to slit the throat Give up the ghost that's all she wrote 35,000 ways to hate you I'll see your forked tongue as my trophy Compromise compromise I'll be your scapegoat you'll be my sacrificial lamb All lies are truth until your lies are revealed
Well look who's bleeding now who's bleeding Now how does it feel when you are inside the scope How does it feel to be the game so look who's bleeding now Who's bleeding how could you foretell your own demise Fall Babylon fall Death to the obsession
Yeah let's start all over Let's live a lifetime In the span of moments Closer drawing close but your face only slips further away Forgive my selfishness I only want what is rightfully yours Bite my tongue I'll silent and hope your words will sound like mine Does my perfection make you weary Are my mistake just a waste of time Am I just a waste of time The path I follow has the tell-tale smell of ashes Before it all bursts into flame again I want this life to be worth the the sacrifice I??짝??????쨀e grown so weary why won't you speak to me?
In the midst of all of all the heartache look for the roses When destruction tears the world in two Can you find the roses There must be more than a tear while I'm falling A memory doesn't always cut away No strength to pray for the end-the-weeds turn to roses
The air is heavy with the acrid taste of deception For all our strength we can barely hold our heads up Were you thinking of me as everything fall from grace And I can't breathe again because the scent still lingers I guess this isn't the time for self loathing Loosen this noose I'll never speak your name I swear Loosen this noose I'll never speak your name And ill carve a testament of this day in my chest For all the world to see
But I won't say a word, and I won't speak your name I won't say a word I won't speak your name
Each time you break my heart I fall in love again I yearn for the way you prove me wrong Fingers buried in dead skin brings the living back to life once more Carve out the scales and open my eyes I cannot regret that I freakly placed my life in your hands Obligatory words have been stripped I lived only for your whispers Yet I never strayed far from the confines of my shallow it's always been that way All my dreams are shattered because all my wishes have now come true Your voice is all I have slay me teach gaze love me Take me breath swallow breathe
For you (this love affair will never end) I live this life for you (this love affair will never end) I give this life it was never in vain I have not one regret it was a simple choice
Tragedy seems to come in a pair of expensive shows Never notice the disguise until it walks up and slaps you in the mouth Can't say that is very subtle at all But who knows, maybe just maybe just....I might shut you up Think you can listen for a second Hope you aren't too bothered or busy Better do something about that wound lt??짝??????짱 festering your reek of decay and its coming from the inside out Have I got your attention now? I've got your attention now Well it sure took long enough I can spit in those wounds That might help
Really I'll bet you thought the world owed you a whole lot more Sorry to push your not buttons it's what I do Pretty much perfected this after thousands of years You should savor these moments
Do you have no patience for ignorance especially your own? Death to the lies, death to all manipulation Do you ever feel that you've won this day, But question arise? Is there a day that's not endless? Seen thru these eyes And I am stifled by your silence Infinity drags its feet each moments a years And each day a lifetime of moments Choking on points and shards When will we ever learn how does it feel when everything you touch
Feels so brittle and turns to dust But you??짝??????쨀e always had the answer, you always knew Embrace and learn
The wind whispers your name your eyes your face visible thru these black days I was never the only one to think of you And remember every look every word everything Digging my nails into my palms feeling nothing but heat With a heavy heart and a trace of guilt I accept this deceit I can't forgive myself and I won't start with you These are the words I live by I will not attempt to to swallow betrayed These are the words I live by These are the words I wish my hands of all the past Theres are the words I live by I am buried alive your gift at deception He's left me hoping Reacting choking gasping for unbreathable air The essence of death Permeates my senses.
I'm wanting waiting Needing aching holding breathing Watching stealing Thirsting Gazing I've always been there at a distance Waiting for the day you would notice me And I lied, lied to myself Knowing that I??짝??????쨀e always hoped for more if you could only see you're stealing my breath away Broad strokes and fine lies Painting a picture never wanted to see it's all too clear we've only been lying, lying How many times did it all fall down how many times when there was nothing left Only then you would see me, how many times Your heart-your heart of gold is broken
I wish I could be the name on your lips For only one moment of bliss I wish you could see the paper-thin scars I bear for the heart of the golden Your heart is broken Your heart-your heart of gold is broken Wishing I can be the name of on your lips For only one moment of bliss i wish you could see the paper-thin scars
I can't help but remember how our last conversation ended Too much quiet hostility too much was left unsaid Diamond tears shine brightly in the sunlight There must be resolution The dreams tire me the hope has taken its toll Everything i wanted it all has become A handful of broken remember how our last conversation ended Too much quiet hostility too much was left unsaid Diamond tears shine brightly in the sunlight There must be resolution The dreams tire me the hope has taken it??짝??????짱 toll Everything I wanted it all has become A handful of broken glass I'm slipping in pools of failed attempts Coming full circle end it all I would never have dreamed That constriction would still leave me breathing Worry lines are etched in your face if only they were for me
If only they were for us My flame is extinguishing right before your eyes You can ignore that? Smile the way that wins the world Shades of blue and swirling gray Are leaving me helpless There really is very little time left for peace treaties Put your John Hancock on the dotted line and keep a promise this time
Yeah let's start all over Let's live a lifetime In the span of moments Closer drawing close but your face only slips further away Forgive my selfishness I only want what is rightfully yours Bite my tongue I'll silent and hope your words will sound like mine Does my perfection make you weary Are my mistake just a waste of time Am I just a waste of time The path I follow has the tell-tale smell of ashes Before it all bursts into flame again I want this life to be worth the the sacrifice I??짝??????쨀e grown so weary why won't you speak to me?
In the midst of all of all the heartache look for the roses When destruction tears the world in two Can you find the roses There must be more than a tear while I'm falling A memory doesn't always cut away No strength to pray for the end-the-weeds turn to roses
I am alive I am alive let all doubts fall let all doubts fall into the grave which I once called home the breath of life expels the blackness renew the passion embrace the sun I am alive I am alive
I search for a grain of truth In this endless sea of false hope my quest begins on this day
drowning slowly drowning dare I breathe?
What can I say that has not been said? what can I do, that has not been done?
in my hour of desperation who else could I turn to I guess I only have myself to blame
I can see it I can see it in your eyes That special something When the gods have smiled your way You've so beautiful you're a living pheromone Reflective glory-you are the glory Wishes and lust are the air you breathe it all in Born from the vegabonds By your hands calloused hands of those who adored you How would you really have it any other way? Twenty years is your eternity
The masses so far away We all fall like tears we all call your name We all fall like tears
From the moment of birth you were ill-fated Nothing has changed Living the lie of led followers breeders And you are to blame You bear the mark of the beast Wearing benevolence Proud of the blood on your hands Return to the dirt claim it as your own Buried in deepest seas of regret bravado burns the time In your hands open eyes weep for your ignorance has now become the author of your downfall
You will always suffer Ignorance will always be the author of your downfall You will always suffer Why do you suffer
I know we have been here before Countless times engaged In an empty embrace Your every word the touch of satin Everything you do is a cold blade in my ribs Leaving me breathless Suffocating my thoughts
And I am helpless to your beauty My eyes and woulds are still weeping Let it dry up so I can fly again
Biting my tongue in hopes that words Of weakness don't escape Counting the days Counting the moments To dream of you again Waiting always waiting