we dug these holes we crawled into now they're my home now here i cannot feel the wind, cant feel the rain oh no and i believe in gentle harmony well how i loathe all this obscenity is this the way my life has got to be? have i a single opportunity? look at me oh look at me is this the way i'll always be oh no, oh no now i pray that somebody will quickly come and kidnap me oh no, oh no everyday i lie awake and pray to god today's the day oh no, oh no here i am oh here i am oh when will someone understand? oh no, oh no and all at once i feel this, oh how it clings to me it reels and calls me towards it, confounding destiny and i can feel the madness inch by inch the more i run the more i am convinced a color all these like the branches glimpse just like the saddle in the foggy mist look at me oh look at me is this the way i'll always be oh no, oh no now i pray that somebody will quickly come and kidnap me oh no, oh no and everyday i lie awake and pray to god today's the day oh no, oh no here i am oh here i am oh when will someone understand? oh no, oh no look at me oh look at me is this the way i'll always be oh no, oh no now i pray that somebody will quickly come and kidnap me oh no, oh no and everyday i lie awake and pray to god today's the day oh no, oh no here i am oh here i am oh when will someone understand? oh no, oh no
When I came down the sun poured into me I shook em up, the walls came crumbling my fists kept trembling with these salty wounds my stolen gold inside the emperors tomb now baby wait looks like a lovely face I built this cardboard neighborhoods disgrace who let it said that you're my favorite sphere within the confines of such chemistry
It's the way I see everything I need It's the way to be
Let this be our little secrets No one needs to know were feeling Higher and higher and higher Higher and higher and higher But I feel alive and I feel it in me Up and up I keep on coming higher and higher and higher higher and higher and higher Higher ...
My face blew up at such a casual sight this miracle is of ecstatic fright they'll rush above me to oblivion outlining white sidewalks with halogen oh have you ever felt so god damn strong how come it takes some people so damn long he tried to squeeze the lemon juice to rain the citrus drawing out the seasons stains
Watch the basin drain as your life lines wane and you cant explain as your friends complain you've caused all this pain and you proudly shame your whole families name
Let this be our little secrets no one needs to know were feeling higher and higher and higher higher and higher and higher but i feel alive and i feel it in me up and up i keep on coming ? higher and higher and higher higher and higher and higher
Mother i can tell what you've been thinking staring at the stars on your ceiling thinking once there was a power that you were wielding and now ive hit the mark staring at the dark and i cannot help but ignore the people staring at my scars
Let this be our little secret no one needs to know were feeling higher and higher and higher higher and higher and higher but i feel alive and i feel it in me up and up and keep on coming higher and higher and higher higher and higher and higher (repeat)
Dear friend as you know Your flowers are withering Your mother's gone missing Your leaves have drifted away
But the clouds are clearing up And I've come reveling Burning incandescently Like a bastard on the burning sea
You're just like your father Buried deep under the water Your resting on your laurels Is stepping on my toes Whose side are you on? What side is this anyway? Put down your sword and crown Come lay with me on the ground
You come beating like moth's wings Spastic and violently Whipping me into a storm Shaking me down to the core But you run away from me And you left me shimmering Like diamond wedding rings Spinning dizzily down on the floor
You're drifting like a fire Buried deep under the water You're pressing on your laurel Is stepping on my toes Whose side are you on? What side is this anyway? Put down your sword and crown Come lay with me on the ground. Come lay with me on the ground.
My world astir and sickly Spits out our voices, singing Tra la la la, oh, no no To kingdom come so slightly Here in the void in your place I twitch and tweak in illusion To sit and stare so blankly Until all hope is used up Why do I always need to need you when you're fleeting? Where do you go when I'm around? What have I done, what have I lost that's so defeating? And have the nerve to wear the crown? Oh, na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Some guarded room, smoky figure fills me full Makes my head swell in ruin My family kneels at the pew They nod, ""We believe in what you're doing"" I feel it rise above me The western landscapes, towering And from my shell of a body The flowers blossom for picking Why do I always need to need you when you're fleeting? Where do you go when I'm around? What have I done, what have I lost that's so defeating? And have the nerve to wear the crown? Oh, na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey, hey, hey I've waited and waited for someone to take it Don't fight it, don't bother, an inch for another Don't listen, don't hear them, they're in this together I've learned well, now hear me, there's much to be fearing I'm used to your absence, your faceless distraction I've painted your patterns but found them attractive Now I've been leaning towards a life far more candid Thrown up through the darkness, your eyes as my candles And your life, and my life, directions can render And all of a sudden you left me to handle The reasons that never forbid me to step out And somehow or somewhere I found out the secret To say it aloud without actually breathing
My eyes have once again been proven wrong Your clouds, your blanket and my pity song Hovering on your front lawn Carry on until it's gone
What can I do? The river's overrun We're swimming in a flood, you know? I thought I felt your touch But the water's rising up
Then I lie naked in a rampage In the flesh, face to face with the onset I forget everything that's ever made me Rise again Now slowly leave my memory
What can I do? The river's overrun We're swimming in a flood, you know? I thought I felt your touch But the water's rising up Now all my lovers raise their cups
What can I do? The river's overrun We're swimming in a flood, you know? I thought I felt your touch But the water's rising up Now all my lovers raise their cups
Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone I'm fine I'll be fine until the morning comes Then unmask me in the blistering sun Oh, let me go Just let me go Just let me go Or I'll Burst in front of your eyes Then collect myself from the ground And when I go And when I go Just let me go Like a light Flickering out in the skies Lost as fast as was found Everything is easy when you've never had to choose But the balance has shifted and we're forced to lose Like the sun and the moon, I will circle you 'til you bloom I will crush, I will maul, I will burn until I get to you Lay low Don't let me know when it's real Will they quietly follow me here? Take me as their own? Now I will hold you I will keep you I'll control my love Until it folds in my hands But I'll build it back to the top Everything is easy when you've never had to choose But the balance has shifted and we're forced to lose Like the sun and the moon, I will circle you 'til you bloom I will crush, I will maul, I will burn until I get to you Feel it rain We're alive Feel it rain