And what about the times you did your best to assuage my troubled soul what happened to me what happened to you what was it that you said would see us through I want to know how to feel something real and I will try no more to run all this pressure getting closer and it seems like I've been here before
time on my hands weight of the world laid bare my soul as I lose control
run away you can retrace those steps and find your way once more I'll wait believe in yourself as the cruel world closes in take my hand I'll be a friend for you this weight you bare alone one day the light I know will illuminate your heart
When I beat my head against the wall of convention the blood I taste is everyone's I fought a battle thought unpopular for stakes nobody seems to see nobody sees but me
one step forward two steps back come on and try me
my pain is the pain of children my heart is burning with their shame when mother cries all day
I'll wipe those tears away you can't grow up healthy in a house of
for every father holding back the angry fire until five when it festers on the drive his boss has shamed him to tears he should "take it like a man" but he never had a man to tell him
How are you feeling? How does someone like you elude the moral quarantine does your repression only server the greater lie as you abuse and objectify all the emotions you defeat you've got the world at your feet because you think you've silenced all the critics of your misogynistic lies but when you wake up from your reveries you'd better realize you're a model of virility a specimen divine as you deflower you empower the false ego trapped inside and by the virtue of your "conquests" you've endeared yourself to those who you hold in high esteem
you think you've silenced all the critics of your misogynistic lies but when you wake up from your reveries you'd better realize you've got to rectify that attitude you're a hopeless case and now you're too late
you call her a whore she's just the same as you
though she could never be that shallow but you just take what you can get and you throw the rest away another notch in your belt another score another lay
you're taking she's giving you're losing you think you're winning you're time is running out now it doesn't feel the same
Do you believe? We can make a change Will you believe tomorrow? Or will it slip away?
Black and white We're all the fucking same Demographics Keep up caught up in the game Violence What the fuck do you expect? The cause has left us Leaving nothing but effect
The laughter has subsided Leaving hatred in it's wake In a nation trusting no one Sworn to bend but never break America is burning Look around it's in the air But I'll be the last believer Just as long as I still care
And I still care
What's going on? What's happened now? Show me a purpose Please show me how
Desperate times One thousand symptoms One disease Government tradition And genocidal policies Don't look back Don't wait until history repeats No, no more lies No more bodies in the streets
