Times have tried Now you and I must complete the cycle When equality cant be built in a day Where do we go from there? To divide us is to separate Let's turn and start again Where do we go from here? Every opportunity is there When standards can be met Because the difference is what you and I make of it Break it down - I'll try if you try But equality can't be built in a day So I'll follow with time on my side I'll keep trying while you push through this wall that you let divide You and I
So I shut my self down again, and wipe away my surroundings. While the pain in my heart reminds me of time spent and forgotten. Alone but capable to see through your shit, I will bloom into what's unexpected of me, Because your fucked up reality has driven me to this insanity. How do you like me now? That what I thought. Disappear. Melt into the cracks I created for you, At least you can do is play the part, the one I wrote for you. Now time is wasting, and I have ruined many makeup days on your behalf. Another day will end, at least there's tomorrow
a friendship slowly deteoriates. a hand that pushes us apart. i remember when you were the one, that i would turn to. when nothing you had thought was wrong, we were the invincible ones. thanks for the memories now that you're gone. what the fuck should i think when you let everything get in your way ? so much holds you down so much holds you back. are you the same ? maybe i've changed. now we're stuck together, and our hatred grows stronger for each other. and it tears me apart knowing you're fucked in the head, and everything is all for you,
and fuck me for caring and sticking around. fuck you for holding me down. we were the invincible ones. what went wrong ?
This is what i do, me here in front of you. This is my life, this is my everything. It's in my heart, help me keep it dear, And i wil fight to keep my dreams alive. You here with us, there's nowhere else i want to be. This is the one thing we can't let fade away. This is our life. It's what drives us to go on. This is our life. No one can hold us back.
You can't imagine how much this fucking hurts. How torn apart my mind has become. I need to spare myself, from these endless tears. I no longer want to look into the mirror. I'm tired of being strong. Do you ever feel so alone, your own existence goes unnoticed . Yes, I'm talking about myself, i'm not afraid to say I'm so tired of impressing you. Have you ever rebelled against everything you believed, how fucked is that? This needs to be for me i need to fix this broken, fix this broken heart.
One day rejection will be off my doorstep, and your eyes will fill with the passion that pumps through my veins and falls from my eyes. You are my demise. And though it kisses my heart, i am still broken.
let's not sugar coat this, it's not that sweet, my mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear, those words someone has to say. it's time to kiss goodbye. i'm so close to ripping out my heart, i'm so close to throwing it in your face. where will i be then ? no better off than i am now. alone, afraid, desensitized. this is not the first time and i'm sure its not the last. this is the thing i am sure of, the one thing i know. let me ask you a question, do you know what's wrong with me ? can you give me an answer ? if not then leave me the fuck alone, quit playing hero. honestly these tears are not for you, these tears are for me.
the me inside of me, the one that no one sees, the me i strive to be. i am so alone, and i'm afraid of becoming desensitized. at least i think that's what i want. do you know what i want ? do you know who i am ? do you like who i've become ?
numbers of descendants segregated by design caught up in a purpose that disgraces their standards these actions wont help us end our fight progress cant be made by weeding out the majority eliminate the source but do not destroy the fighters the color of the oppressor is only the shortcoming of the disaster end the sinister accusations acknowledge the foresight in which we hold to end oppression - doing it in an uneducated
way is not going to end it it's going to enforce ones reputation in a disgraceful manner to segregate us by color would be antithetical to what we are trying to accomplish
do you ever want to leave yourself and let misfortune take your soul? worthless heavy heart as I turn the switch and throw it away misery seeps on my skin and I sit and stare numb and mute can anything else I touch break? carry me away pain look through the framework and impale my disgust mistrust I have nothing none of it please join in, but do you deserve it? I beat fulfillment into white walls
fuck it we all cry and hate life as we choose it bit by bit by broken piece we kill it we grasp heavily as blood and tears drip through our hands the light in my eyes unsettled in my actions kill them
unspoken contributions a fragment of contemporary fundamentals completion factor ripping two cells abundantly torment that's causing inner perspective so untouched by the possessed clutches that resist plentiful pains bruise my uncanny veins supplement reoccurring is approaching the laceration is contradicting
completion of the two is so important to be able to proceed, for me it's ended unwanted
and what am I to you? hopefully not a piece of misconception that life's rule has pounded into your head why is there a difference? why is it appealing? pain - oppression you're feeding off our insecurities they're living off your fucking tyrannical lies how can you degrade the ones you've claimed to love? how can you degrade the ones you've claimed to call equal? and you think our pleasure justifies our
self destruction that you've bought into here, let me strip down to my bare skin let me show you what you call equal a rotting corpse is what you will have left in your hand it used to be equable but you won't conceive of it you defy it
now I feel my tears shredding through my skin my convictions seep into my open wounds as the idea you've pressed on me are the fears that I bury within my distorted thoughts as this tear runs down my structured face images of your impulsive greed shreds my existence as your hands give life to the razors that slice my violated throat how to comprehend that nightmare you so willingly helped me fall in debt
to what appeased you? answer me that piece by piece it slowly deteriorates my sanity if any is left
why is it that we open our flesh based statue to minds that easily forget? I remain torn from the hand that I would have placed on my inviting face we sacrifice what brought us down to indulge in the unknown when you meant that much to me so did the words that were released from your lips but you weren't there so i'll pride myself in knowing your false proclamation as I build this wall once again
what is left? the fragments coated in sorrow an acknowledged entrapment I am here to strike you down upon your disgust I will marvel in the glorified defeat
intertwined thoughts with yours stitched up wounds are open once again appreciation of my silence will be held no more so close to your desires but I will not encourage my blood to be spilled for indignity and I would cry but it would kill all that I know still utter deceit enters my flesh and I contemplate the end as I grasp for breath
bearing bloody memories while kneeling down letting my insides pour out and my enraged memories won't let me open these wounds anymore
you were there when I cried - I screamed It would not be forgotten A slave to the poison that dragged us down We must suffer for your fucking incapabilities And she could not see you destroy her I can't even grasp the pictures that you implanted in my mind MY MIND Must overcome and impale you with the epitomes of your actions We loved so much Now I won't let myself hate you less Now you're dead You haven't suffered enough
I wish I could have been the one who crushed your heart With my despaired hand letting your unruly blood flow And your burned flesh lie collapsed Are you proud?
I stare as my weak knees wilt Longing trying to touch the embrace that has left me And I had you And your kindness was there Now pieces of you hate me I am not a portrait on your heart no more But I still kiss the feelings that emerge from my pulse And memories seep from my eyes Knowing that love has gone further Than my soft hand can reach The utmost apology is what I can lay on your face but Will you still swallow me whole? Nothing can compare And you continue to dance in me And I continue to bleed But nothing can compare I have killed the one thing that exceeds my existence
A mother of three A woman buried somewhere underneath Sings a sad lullaby forever burned inside their minds
Her nights are diseased another one full of whiskey And men To uphold her complacency
As she's down on her praying hands and crying out
With her key in hands she opens where her real nigth Begins Who could have known that he had pushed the pain this Far With a gun and venom in his veins he screamed, "try Your best" Save her kids, give her life; rip open his wrongs that Will never be set right
As she's down on her praying hands and knees crying Out Her daughter pleads, "daddy don't"
With an itchy trigger He focused on her instead, straight to her head Shooting straight to her heart
How will this horror end Face down she holds her head If she had to relive this could she do it again
Your mechanical eyes show how empty you are inside Night after night you walk through the door searching hoping, rotting and dying What about this life keeps you going Are you willing to kill this One after another you line up to be seen Hollow, wide eyed, drama queen Are you willing to kill this cheap creep show
If you are looking for the time of your life you've got it Searching, hoping and slowly rotting if you are looking for the time you've got it All dolled up your selling and buying lies you buy their lies Let's kill this cheap creep show
To all boys and girls with empty mouth and empty hands What would you give to have it all to all the boys and girls what would you give to have it all You've got look your best Dress to impress if you're going to sell us the perfect image