Blindside

One, two, three stop break
Count to three and if I don't see You
You're fake
I heard You care
Now don't dare
Show Yourself I'll believe
Show Yourself I'll still proceed
Show Yourself I'll believe
No I won't

I don't want to see You
My eyes see what's true
I don't want to feel You
But still I do

You say You are mine
I just want to leave this behind
I think You're nothing but an act
A good one
Don't You try
Whatever You do I'll deny
Why is it so convincing?

I don't lie why can't I just drop this
Get this out of my head

Start the motor let the engine spin
Give it fuel so it can't stop within
Precious harmony I say
Wont you open the door
Let me in let me stay
In your arms under your wing
Give me some water from your everlasting spring
Shut up must stop talking to myself
Shut up must stop rely on my shell
I'm in you you're in me
Glad you came to my senses
Because I didn't

Eye for an eye
Some things are hard to
Say goodbye to
And you
Are what I want to be when I say I'm invert

Ouch it hurts when my shoulder hit
Their shoulders
Ouch want to go mainstream just like them
God help me go bolder
I know I'm not and I forgot that I am
Not the one who is going to make things done
All by myself I think I made You tiny
But I am glad You made me see
In Your presence You're just growing
And growing and I'm being just me

As I stand here watching your worn-out shell
You used it well
I can feel it in the atmosphere somehow
I want to see with your eyes right now
I know you’ve never been this close before
You’ve been feeling homesick for a while
This is the moment you’ve been longing for

The gate is slowly opening more and more
And I’m already missing you
I always thought the walls between
The worlds were bigger was thicker
And I’m already missing you

The charade is over now
Still you are trying to hide it somehow
Am I wrong when I say a piece is missing
Inside is screaming you stay quiet
No one is listening
You're picking up a shell
No one will ever tell
The difference and so the indifference will come
This is how it's supposed to be for some
Now you're so sure that no one will come

You can't climb out of your empty box alone

Grab your hair but you can't lift yourself up
Still you're telling me to shut up
Don't you get fed up with your own pride?
Realize we're on the same side
You are not the first one
Who lost track of the sun
You can't see that now I know

Don't want to sound superior
but even though I know this is not a cave can't you see the light
I'll walk beside you tonight

I would like to see
Differently
I would like to walk
Like I talk
Would like to breathe
The air that I need
Would like some bread
Although I've just been fed

I wish that I could stop
Playing superman
I have decided to let the case drop
I'm not superman

With my hands I can do
Fake food
With my hands I can drown
All your sounds
With my hands I sometimes think
That I can do
Just like You
With my hands I can make
Mistakes

Force me to open my mouth
Again because they know I don't want to
Speak loud when they make me feel
Like a boy scout
So hard to tell them You love them to
I can't give much if I punch back at
The one who hits first
Trying to make me feel ashamed
Because I'm touched
God help me see them
See my thirst

Tensed
But still so calm
Alright
Leaning on your arm
Beautiful spirit
Talk to me
Holy Spirit
Walk with me

They are liberated minds
I'm a narrow-minded fool
Why must it be
That a discussion is about beating
My mouth will be
Closed if there's no one seeking

You know I will be there
Love is so convincing
My words don't come out right
I will stay but not fight
Everybody believes in god
But it seems like no one does in You
But I do

I'm not ashamed

Come with me, ride upon my shoulder why don't you
Don't you see, you can't fall down when you're
On my shoulder
You wonder if you must climb
To get away from the slime
Seeking it's way in to your heart
But I know
Yes I know

You'll see this through
Come ride upon my shoulders I'll carry you
Why is it that you must fight alone?
I've known you before you did
So don't you play no charade

Breathe my air, come ride upon my shoulders
Don't feel scared, I won't break when you're on
My shoulder
You wonder if you must climb
To get away from the slime
But I alone will lift you up
Because I know
Yes I know

It is time
To leave yourself behind
I can take every drop of your spit
But it's when you do you see you don't fit
It is time
to moonn6pence from shootingstar

It seems so clear today
Why not yesterday instant replay
There I go again without having anything to say

I don't lie everything I said to you was true
But still just words trying to convince myself of my position on the same level as you

Shut your eyes
Cover your ears
You can't see my eyes
Because my mouth is too wide open

When my mouth starts talking about everything I have and what I can bring
That is the proof for you that I have nothing

I used to be making future plans
As I would dance
At your funeral that's me
The superman I always wanted to be
Pretending blindness
I didn't want to find this
Something I left behind
But always with me
Somehow protecting me
Somehow trying to convince
This blind man to see

Blindside
What am I going to say
When you come my way
What am I going to do
When you come through

Past present
How on earth did my lifestyle
Become this pleasant
Basically I'm this kite
Flying around in this great big night
Birdman feeling free
But my strings attached to the man below me
If birdman wanted to fly on his own
He would be a slave to the storm

Can I
I won't
Go on walking without

Send "Liberty" Ringtones to Cell


Liberty
Everything is allowed
Society
Sex gathered crowd

It tickles
You just want to play
It tickles
But soon it plays with you
You want to leave but you stay

I see you
You don't want to try
I love you
And I'm not good at good-byes
You say you're not bad
Why should I end up down there?
You say you're not bad
But I can only take what's mine
Say you care
Is he your father now?

You kissed me on my cheek goodbye
But I didn't mean
Crazy it may seem
But to me you were never ever unclean
I know you know I am but even if it's slow
You're walking away
You think you are here to stay
Although your pride have grown
Legs taking you away
I wonder for how long you can take
That image you fake

Fingers in your ears
My lips are just moving
You don't want to hear

Taking and breaking the things
That is you and I
You ask for a goodbye
Want this part of you to die
Why do you have to wear that make-up?
I see your thoughts are screaming in my face
Shut up

You and I unseparable
Don't you know
I didn't come here to judge
You'll be free and I will make you whole
Those wounds must hurt
Let me clean you let me get rid of your bull
I'll make you full
That deep down emptiness I'll just blow away
Because no matter what they say
You will never be alone with me anyway
To feel pain ain't a sin
But it's when you're trying to cover it up
You hurt me within
I'll take one step
Can you take one too?

I'm here
You've got me
Have no fear
Savior that's me
On a stable rock I'll place you
You can rest
That I will personally will see to

You called out my name
I heard you
You're healed

What happens now?
You're healed
But still I'm disappearing somehow
In your cry I'll always be near
But in your laughter I don't disappear
I'll gladly wipe away your tears
But I'll never become your teddybear

Don't throw this away
I'm no teddybear

I'm here
You've got me
Have no fear
Savior that's me
No favors that's no what I came for
If you had any idea what I've got in store

You called out my name
I heard you
You say I'm feeling fine
You say no deal
But I'll always be two steps behind
In case you change your mind
In your cry I'll always be near
But in your laughter I don't disappear
I'll gladly wipe away your tear
But I'll never become your teddybear

Think through whatever you decide to do
Can't make you but I ask you please don't fake
When you come before me
I know you don't like when you don't see me with your physical eyes
But I tell you what you think you see can be lies


to moonn6pence from shootingstar

to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)


I thought about fire in the sky.
I thought about fire.
I thought about love burning in your eye.
I thought about fire.
It hurts that drops of fire would fall so precise,
and how everything else would lose its meaning.
What a beautiful, what a painful surprise.
There is no peace outside if there is nothing within.
It hurts. But like coming home, once dried up.
I guess this is what you get when a heart expands.

I thought about...

Love is destructive for the ego.
And Your voice is the only thing
that speaks rebelliously in this world of claiming your own.
There is no peace outside if there's nothing within.
Love is addictive for the spirit.
And Your voice whispers with a roar,
that fire rises up, refills.
Place the right king on the throne

I thought about...

I thought about a burning fire
I thought about a loving fire
I thought about Your love
I thought about your love
(x3)

I thought about a burning fire
I thought about a burning fire
I thought about Your love
I thought about Your love
I thought about love
I thought about love
Your love

I'll break my vow of silence

Because I am what you told me you are
Because you showed me your unhealed scar
Revealed and died in your own eyes
Relieved me to see my own lies

Through the years it has become darker in that secret place
His light pierced this lonely chamber through you
And the truth shall set you free
I'll remember your truth that set me free from it getting
Darker and darker in that secret place

It came flying through the air like a beautiful shadow made me turn my head
The taste of danger is sweet I've always known but still allowed this to be my bread
Evil crow lands on my head, I let it stay
Whispers so I think only I can hear it and I obey

Who would think that so much beauty would come from such horrible truth
Because I am what you told me you are
Because you showed me your unhealed scar

Tongue too ashamed to even pronounce it right
I spoke but kept it in me with ropes so tight
This is my fight, the word was spoken and I got my sight

Promise so glad I wasn't able to keep
Words formed by your soul is my reflection
Lie was bound to my heart to keep
Broken chains through your confession

Just one last cigarette and fly
Coincidences made sorrow rule over your soul
I'm standing with my wings around you
I cry

So try to show you're a man
You're nobody's toy
There is nothing that separates a man from a boy

Thought so dark you got lost in there
Lost your way home and now it's getting late
I long to greet you when you come home
But don't you leave earth in this state

No don't you leave earth in this state
I'm the soft whisper of peace in your ear
As all of this creates
No night vision in this forest of darkness
And I feel what you feel inside
And as your skin got burned mine did too when they lied

And you know I'm pulling you closer


to moonn6pence from shootingstar

I answer with a restless ok but I'm about to blow when you're gone
I keep this to myself; a restless ok but I fear the dawn
I've never been afraid to hide up in the dark
It's the first morning stream of pure light that makes me rather swim with the sharks
And it'll make me say I'm ok even though it hurts more if I stay
And I'm ok. Yes, I'm ok. If that'll make your questions go away

I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire
I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire

I'm cold, I'm cold in a way I just want to stay
And I'm cold, I'm so cold this way

I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire
I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire

Reckon I'll close the door
Just pull down the curtains stay close to the floor
Mercy is for the weak; we do not train to be merciful here
Mercy is everything I fear; we do not train to see His mercy here

Crawling again
The heart is screaming with a smile
Pride says no because of the stain
The heart pounds for love, pride says no
Because of what the heart is longing for
I'm not sure, I'm not sure I want to be a man anymore

I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire
I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire

Reckon I'll close the door
Just pull down the curtains stay close to the floor
Mercy is for the weak; we do not train to be merciful here
Mercy is everything I fear; we do not train to see His mercy here

The heart pounds for love, but the pride says no
Because of what the heart is longing for
I'm not sure, I'm not sure I want to be a man anymore

I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire
I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire

This choice I've got to make,
I've got to make alone
A heart of stone
A heart of stone
This choice I've got to make
I've got to make true
A heart broken in two
This choice I've got to make,
I've got to make alone
A heart of stone
A heart of stone


Reckon I'll close the door
Just pull down the curtains stay close to the floor
Mercy is for the weak; we do not train to be merciful here
Mercy is everything I fear; we do not train to see His mercy here

I will drive a thousand miles
To escape the smog in this town
I will drive although I don't have a license
To escape the ideal that this city crowns

Hide every little scar with so much make-up
The skin can't even breathe
Hide every little scar or become the food they feed

Shift into a higher gear
Place the brick on the gas
On what I left behind I won't waste a tear
My rearview mirror has got broken glass

I will drive until I reach the desert
And wait until I see with my own eyes again
I will drive I'll head for the desert
And wait until our minds speak the same words as back then

This makes me into nothing in their eyes
But I'm willing to pay the price

They spoke their minds
As I stood there smiling
This brain understood their arguments
So I just stood there
Keep on smiling
Cause it's not on me they're throwing their darts
So why are they heading this way for my heart?

How come I'm the one bleeding
When you're the one being cut
And every stabbing word about you stings

An allergic reaction towards all of this
Have to respond, although without an answer back
And I throw everything back into their face
Hear my own stupid sentences and I have lost track

You have strength beyond words
And You have communication beyond my words

This battle is not mine
I try to forget
Every time they spit Your name out on the sidewalk
And I will let the candle shine inside me without any regret
But where's Your voice in all my talk

I'm an ant trying to protect my dinosaur friend

One glimpse of You and I shrink
The hand of shame squeezes my stomach
You don't really know me I allowed myself to think
One glimpse of You and I know it's not in your nature to turn your back
And I want to give You more than I have got
So tiny I'm almost disappearing in this world
You're holding in your hand
Still you know my name

This is my heart resting in the palm of my hand
This is more then I've planned from the start
Holding it up to the sky for you to see
I feel You but don't understand

The second You stepped through the door or was it the ceiling
I stood and beheld your beauty
This worn-out skin is pealing
I will never again praise You because of duty

I want my heart to break for the things that make
Your heart break