Sophie Zelmani

If it wasn't the ocean
Wasn't the breezes
Wasn't the white sand
There might be no need

If I could sleep through the cool nights
If I could breathe and eat right
If I had worked all summer
Maybe I wouldn't feel so humble

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If red roses weren't so lovely
If wine didn't taste so good
If stars weren't so romantic
Then I could do what I should

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If your love I could command it
Get your head to understand it
I'd go twice around the world
Even though I wouldn't find it

Darling, hold on to my love
Hold on to my touch
A little bit more
For all affection
That I've grudged you
For all loads I let you carry
I owe you

Ashamed to be someone
Who took you for granted
Who took and demanded
The whole of you

So darling, hold on to my love
Hold on to my touch
A little bit more

'Cause I'd be broken
I'd be broken
I'd be broken, without you

All the visions
Would mean nothing
I need your touching
Getting to my soul

So darling, hold on to my love
Hold on to my touch
A little bit more

'Cause I'd be broken
I'd be broken
I'd be broken, without you

From now on, I'll always share my loving mind
I'll put my heart into your soul
I'll be tender, I'll defend for you
I'll give it all, that belongs to you

'Cause I'd be broken
I'd be broken
I'd be broken, without you

'Cause I'd be broken
I'd be broken
I'd be broken, without you

It's because to my faith
In how it should be
I never consider
And that's why I let you
Drive me, drive me crazy

It's not a question
Or trying ones fortune
What it's all about
Is to figth to make it live
To make it live and survive

So stand by, stand by
Stand by, stand by

And I won't be scared
Of the hard times that will come
We'll get to a level
When we get through
And then we just go on and on
So stand by, stand by
Stand by, stand by

Decided to leave my
Past years to the gods
It wouldn't be fair
It wouldn't be right
To choose myself to be the judge

I learned to keep my mouth shut
And I tried to understand
That you must have a good heart
If you could win,
My mother's hands

I'm sorry mother
There must be another reason
I'm sorry mother
But now we are done

She was caught in the middle
Wanted to save her from wars
So I started to live for the day
I could move my life outdoors

The distance burried
My thoughts of revenge
It was a relief to think
Of you as a friend
Now it occurs to me
How we have changed
Since I've grown up
It suddenly stopped

I'm sorry mother
There must be a another reason
I'm sorry mother
But now we are done

It will be better in the morning
They said the sun might shine
I'll have you close
You'll have the deeps of mine
It will be better, much better
Suppose it would rain
How I would smile
It would be pretty easy
Keep you lying for a while
It will be better, much better

It'll be so good

It fact we don't have to do anything
Whatever goes wrong
We've still got everything
It can't be better, can't be better

It's so good, it's so good
And better, and better...

If it wasn't the ocean
Wasn't the breezes
Wasn't the white sand
There might be no need

If I could sleep through the cool nights
If I could breathe and eat right
If I had worked all summer
Maybe I wouldn't feel so humble

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If red roses weren't so lovely
If wine didn't taste so good
If stars weren't so romantic
Then I could do what I should

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If your love I could command it
Get your head to understand it
I'd go twice around the world
Even though I wouldn't find it

I woke up so sad one morning
And there were reasons
For that bad morning
Something told me
You're not ready for this change

I got up stepped into the
Shower, and I thought
It will be gone
About an hour or so

But something told me
This feeling comes from
Deep inside
And suddenly ran teardrops
Just like the water
And I lost, I lost the fight
And it felt like someone
Had died away from me
And myself died a thousand times

Have I lost my sence and strength
Are my eyes just full of you
Why come the pictures
Reminding me of love
Suddenly ran teardrops
Just like the water
And I lost, I lost the fight
And it felt like someone
Had died away from me
And myself died a thousand times

He couldn't belive
what his mama said
They put him in their car,
and he got scared
She looked at him
in a such painful way
Oh please mama,
don't torture me this way

She held in close
and tears fell down
He thought of
the words she'd said
your father is gone

Oh no, this can not be
My father would never leave me
So tell me you are joking, mama

She said he didn't suffer,
because he was drunk
But how could she know
she wasn't there when he sunk

Oh no, this can not be
My father would never leave me
So tell me you are joking, mama

He thought
he would accept it
As time passed by
But still there are moments
when he has to cry
He feels his father
should have been there
throught the years
But he'll always
send him love
Through thoughts
and through years

Can you hear the rattling rain
Like a cradle song
To iver your pain
Can you feel the howling wind
It's gonna bring
Your thoughts to sin

There's something
About the night
Brings out the woman in me

When the room is dark
And you let it go
The watching shows
And talk throught the walls

When the sheets
Have got you warm
And you fall into the deep
Wish the dreams will give you
A night of good sleep

There's something
About the night
Brings out the woman in me

You were in the city
One night all alone
Waiting for a taxi
That could take you home
You saw a man walking
Down the street, towards you
And you could see he had no teeth
In his upper jaw
He had dirt in his hair
He had dirt everywhere
His clothes didn't fit,
And one eye was hit
He asked you if you had
A minute to talk
You said you didn't talk to strangers
And you started to walk

His eyes looked sad
And he asked you why
You acted like this
Was it because he looked so bad
I know I scare you
But I just wanted to say
That you're the most beautiful
I've seen today

You said
Thank you very much
But pleace now
Leave me alone
He said where are you going
You said
I'm going home
Oh pleace would you invite me
To your house sometime
You have just seen mine
It's here on tha ground

He took a bottle from his jacket
And he said cheers
And you felt it was gone
That feeling of fear
You said
What happened to you
How could you
End up like this
You must have had your choices
So tell me what this is

He said
You don't know a thing about me
All you know is only what you see
Even if i've lost the most
Of my brain
I still can see the sun and I can feel
When it rains

I tried to be friendly
I tried to be nice
But you turned me your back and
You were as chilly as ice
I didn't ask you for money
I asked you for words
It's not my life that bothers
It's the way you act that hurts

You said you were sorry
But how could you know
What someone like him
Suddenly could do
But then you talked
Until the taxi arrived
You said you had to go
You said goodnight

There's only one thing
I wanna tell you
Before you go
I know you wanna get home
I know you do
I just wanted to tell you
I just wanted to say
That i'll remember
With a smile this day

Wonder, I wonder about the fire
One fire I seem to be stuck with
It's glowing, and burning
And sparkling of flames
I wonder who set it free

And I don't know just what to do
It's like I could, get crazy
About you
My fire burns until dawn
My fire burns until dawn

I wonder about the sun
Over the brook
I wonder about th genious
And the fool
I wonder about reasons
And what it would take
To use their power
For their own sake

And I don't know just what to do
It's like I could get crazy
About you
My fire burns until dawn
My fire burns until dawn

It's daybreak
And you are asleep
I can hear you breathe now
Your breath is deep

But before I go
I look at you one last time
I can hear a heartbeat
Is it yours or is it mine?

I look at your lips
I know how soft they can be
Did they know what they wanted
The times they kissed me?

And your hands
I held in mine
Now they're reposing on the pillow
Will they ever miss me sometime?

I'll remember you
You will be there in my heart
I'll remember you
That is all that I can do
And I'll remember

Your eyes
That always make me shiver
Now they are closed
They just sometimes twitch a little
And your body
I could hold for an hour
It sent me to heaven
With it's heat and power

I'll remember you
You will be there in my heart
I'll remember you
That is all that I can do
And I'll remember

Days like this to me senses
I see to the old burried losts
Golden times are when I remember
How I used to talk to my heart
Seems to be easy now
Whenever I need to cry, I hide
It's too late to get back
Looking for overfrown tracks

I'll see you in another world
I'll see you in another world

In the soul of the streets
We walked on
The magic reads
From it's old histories
Among all the people
I've never seen before
It's the ghost of you
That I'm looking for

Seems to be all set up
Whenever I think of you
I give up
It's too late to get back
Looking for overgrown tracks

I'll see you in another world
I'll see you in another world

It's because to my faith
In how it should be
I never consider
And that's why I let you
Drive me, drive me crazy

It's not a question
Or trying ones fortune
What it's all about
Is to figth to make it live
To make it live and survive

So stand by, stand by
Stand by, stand by

And I won't be scared
Of the hard times that will come
We'll get to a level
When we get through
And then we just go on and on
So stand by, stand by
Stand by, stand by

Decided to leave my
Past years to the gods
It wouldn't be fair
It wouldn't be right
To choose myself to be the judge

I learned to keep my mouth shut
And I tried to understand
That you must have a good heart
If you could win,
My mother's hands

I'm sorry mother
There must be another reason
I'm sorry mother
But now we are done

She was caught in the middle
Wanted to save her from wars
So I started to live for the day
I could move my life outdoors

The distance burried
My thoughts of revenge
It was a relief to think
Of you as a friend
Now it occurs to me
How we have changed
Since I've grown up
It suddenly stopped

I'm sorry mother
There must be a another reason
I'm sorry mother
But now we are done

It will be better in the morning
They said the sun might shine
I'll have you close
You'll have the deeps of mine
It will be better, much better
Suppose it would rain
How I would smile
It would be pretty easy
Keep you lying for a while
It will be better, much better

It'll be so good

It fact we don't have to do anything
Whatever goes wrong
We've still got everything
It can't be better, can't be better

It's so good, it's so good
And better, and better...

If it wasn't the ocean
Wasn't the breezes
Wasn't the white sand
There might be no need

If I could sleep through the cool nights
If I could breathe and eat right
If I had worked all summer
Maybe I wouldn't feel so humble

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If red roses weren't so lovely
If wine didn't taste so good
If stars weren't so romantic
Then I could do what I should

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If your love I could command it
Get your head to understand it
I'd go twice around the world
Even though I wouldn't find it

I woke up so sad one morning
And there were reasons
For that bad morning
Something told me
You're not ready for this change

I got up stepped into the
Shower, and I thought
It will be gone
About an hour or so

But something told me
This feeling comes from
Deep inside
And suddenly ran teardrops
Just like the water
And I lost, I lost the fight
And it felt like someone
Had died away from me
And myself died a thousand times

Have I lost my sence and strength
Are my eyes just full of you
Why come the pictures
Reminding me of love
Suddenly ran teardrops
Just like the water
And I lost, I lost the fight
And it felt like someone
Had died away from me
And myself died a thousand times

Can you hear the rattling rain
Like a cradle song
To iver your pain
Can you feel the howling wind
It's gonna bring
Your thoughts to sin

There's something
About the night
Brings out the woman in me

When the room is dark
And you let it go
The watching shows
And talk throught the walls

When the sheets
Have got you warm
And you fall into the deep
Wish the dreams will give you
A night of good sleep

There's something
About the night
Brings out the woman in me

You were in the city
One night all alone
Waiting for a taxi
That could take you home
You saw a man walking
Down the street, towards you
And you could see he had no teeth
In his upper jaw
He had dirt in his hair
He had dirt everywhere
His clothes didn't fit,
And one eye was hit
He asked you if you had
A minute to talk
You said you didn't talk to strangers
And you started to walk

His eyes looked sad
And he asked you why
You acted like this
Was it because he looked so bad
I know I scare you
But I just wanted to say
That you're the most beautiful
I've seen today

You said
Thank you very much
But pleace now
Leave me alone
He said where are you going
You said
I'm going home
Oh pleace would you invite me
To your house sometime
You have just seen mine
It's here on tha ground

He took a bottle from his jacket
And he said cheers
And you felt it was gone
That feeling of fear
You said
What happened to you
How could you
End up like this
You must have had your choices
So tell me what this is

He said
You don't know a thing about me
All you know is only what you see
Even if i've lost the most
Of my brain
I still can see the sun and I can feel
When it rains

I tried to be friendly
I tried to be nice
But you turned me your back and
You were as chilly as ice
I didn't ask you for money
I asked you for words
It's not my life that bothers
It's the way you act that hurts

You said you were sorry
But how could you know
What someone like him
Suddenly could do
But then you talked
Until the taxi arrived
You said you had to go
You said goodnight

There's only one thing
I wanna tell you
Before you go
I know you wanna get home
I know you do
I just wanted to tell you
I just wanted to say
That i'll remember
With a smile this day

Wonder, I wonder about the fire
One fire I seem to be stuck with
It's glowing, and burning
And sparkling of flames
I wonder who set it free

And I don't know just what to do
It's like I could, get crazy
About you
My fire burns until dawn
My fire burns until dawn

I wonder about the sun
Over the brook
I wonder about th genious
And the fool
I wonder about reasons
And what it would take
To use their power
For their own sake

And I don't know just what to do
It's like I could get crazy
About you
My fire burns until dawn
My fire burns until dawn

You still love her
You don’t know me yet
So I’m leaving
Before you do

So don’t whisper
Don’t wonder
Don’t miss her
Just go and find her

I make your choice
I make your wisdom
I make you fall
From your resistance

I will think
That I’m just too late
I will think hard
That it has nothing to do with me

So I’m leaving
While I’m stronger
I’m leaving
Cause our love is younger

I make your choice
I make your wisdom
I make you fall
From your resistance

I make your choice
I make your wisdom
I make you fall
From your resistance

Was it easy, was it hard?
We will always wonder about that part
Were you crazy, were you brave
That's what we all wonder about today

We will live through this black day
And we will pray by us young grave
We will live through this black day
We will stand by your black grave

Were you obsessed or just low
Now we talk about how come it never showed
What did you seek but couldn't find
When did we all, slip your mind

We will live through this black day
And we will pray by us young grave
We will live through this black day
We will stand by your black grave

Was it easy, was it hard
We always wonder about that part
Were you crazy, were you brave

The life we shared together
Is no life anymore
It's time to praise the memories
And put them
Whereever the can grow

So you live in the stars now
You live in the meads
I'll spread you with my heart
Over the fertile fields

The love we gave each other
Was the love that we would make
Those years became our lifetime
A lifetime faith would break

Now you're living in the oceans
In the trees and in the air
It's a precious burden
The cross we've come to bear

This burden is a precious burden
As precious as you
Brought into my world
The world that's after you

I've had my eyes
I've had my ears
To steal from you
For so long
For a sake to fill
A hole that kills
You've made me thrill

I've been wandering
So long
So long, so long

Now I burn
And when i yearn
Everywhile without you
Is too long
Now i'm free
You made me see
It had to be so long

Because I'm gonna love you
So long
So long, so long

Why despair in your eyes
When I try to see you
Don't you know it's beyond me
Just to have you here
Some people would say
You're only dreaming
So how come I feel you
Just about everywhere

So excuse me if I
Say that I could die
For this world
You're showing me now

Why the doubt in your voice
When I try to tell you
Can't you see me standing
Right beside you
Some peole would say
It could have been magic
Well, I won't forget the magic
Like I won't forget that day

I've got to stop, got to stop the trembling
It's beginning to drag me down
I've got to change, my wishes
I've got to stop wanting
Wanting you here

I've got to do something about the dreaming
It leaves the day the loss of been touched
I've got to discover some other meaning
And i've got to stop
Wanting you so much

I've got to stop, got to stop the exploding
It's taking too much sense off me
I've got to change my thinking
Because it blinds me and blinds the right way to see

I've got to stop, saving
The abundance becomes a shame without you
I've got to give up, the believing
I've got to stop hoping
But that's so hard to do

And i've got to stop, i've got to stop worrying
About why loneliness follows me
I've got to stop, damning
Damning time
For it's aging me

I told you once
I did
Of there you taught me how

It was never in my believes
I’d ever learn to say goodbye

How do you say goodbye
How do you get free
I tried to say goodbye
But you’re still here with me

If you say you never were here
That you never been seen
I wonder where we’d stand
If you would have stayed in my dreams

You should have stayed in my dreams
You should have made it stop
Cause you were just a dream
Since I have given up

How do you say goodbye
How do you get free
I tried to say goodbye
But you’re still here with me

How do you say goodbye
How do you get free
I tried to say goodbye
But you’re still here with me

So, so say I'm foolish
Say, it's all in my mind
Don't give me right on this feeling
I did what I always do
Bad things go'way by believing

So, I was too foolish
So, I let myself down
Still this is the ground
So, I was right on this feeling
But i'll do what i've always done
Bad things are eased by believing
It was just my time to come

No more time, spared for waiting,
no thoughtfulness to blame it on
I'm giving up on you,
you're giving up on me
that's why our meeting doesn't come
I don't recognize my skin when it's callous
This emptiness that's replaced my heart
Don't need you anymore,
you don't need me at all
So what are we living for?
What is left, what is left?
What is left when love is gone?

Do I have to start dream about a stranger?
I'm sure he's not anywhere
It is not like me, to lose without to bleed
No I don't enjoy to feel free
This curtain fall is the last one you will see

Suddenly it's so quiet,
no voices I hear that bewail
There is nothing more,
to see or hope for
It is time for the final curtain fall
This curtain fall is the last one after all

I'm just as good as
You want me to be
I'm only so sweet
As you choose to see
I'm reaching the level
You're setting up
I'm only heading
Until you say stop

I'm touching you
Where you let me to
I have all those things
You say I do
Who I am
You tell me
Who I am
You tell me

I only ravage where
You give me the place
I'm only seen until
You shade my face
I'm just as good
As you want me to be
Who I am
You tell me

My mind is just where you are, you are, you are
And I'm tired of going that far
My heart beats so fast, so fast, so fast
Please slow it down so it will last
My dreams always always always confuse
They are to no use
I'm going, going, going nowhere not until you're here
My life is giving, giving, giving back to me all reasons to be
My love is so hard, so hard, so hard to feel and it won't ever leave

I can tell
By your look
There’s something missing
Something I took

I can tell
By the way you sound
Won’t be long
You won’t be around

Oh I’m losing you
Oh I’m losing you

Was it my words
Or my silence
I know it hurts
My kind of violence

Won’t you tell
How I hurt you
Won’t be long
You won’t be around

Oh I’m losing you
Oh I’m losing you

She was my best friend
She was my best friend
We won't reach up again
We broke all our plans

You've got a face, a soul, a name
but if you stay we both will go insane
Nostalgia

We can't talk about old days everytime our children'll play
What kind of memories becomes of such a melancholy day

You've got a face, a soul, a name
but if you stay we both will go insane
Nostalgia, you're just good for one day

I tried to leave you many times I almost succeeded once
Dreams are coming one by one to ask me what I've done
Now I hear it in the wind when old news are coming in
She did so well without me but I wonder if she's free

You've got a face, a soul, a name
but if you stay we both will go insane
You've got a face, a soul, a name
but if you stay we both will go insane
Nostalgia, you're just good for one day
Nostalgia, you're just good for one day

For your own good
For your demons
For your husband
For your son
For love, for love

A life on prayers
You will be coming back to us
For better days
Better days

If you are just
Nights and days
If you’re just hears a way
If your time really stand still
We just have time to kill
Time to kill

Against our will
Against all respect for faith
Against all sense
Against love, against love

We are locked out
From your secret place
For love, for love

But if you are just
Nights and days
If you’re just hears a way
If your time really stand still
We just have time to kill
Time to kill

If you are just
Nights and days
If you’re just hears a way
If your time really stand still
We just have time to kill
Time to kill

I don't think about it anymore so why do you
I don't remember much but I'm sure that we were through
I'm looking for your eyes to search for what they might disguise so why do you
I've got no problem so why do you
You're blowing on the ashes that's what I think you do
It's been a secret that never got that deep inside so it hurt the spot at any time
That deep inside, to hurt the spot, at any time
After all this time why would I turn around for you
The truth has faded into a lie
Among all things that I could do I obviously still bother you why do I
I'm just wishing you could forgive
It is what we do, to make life easier to live

It has never been this quiet
And we have never seen a storm
Though you really made things quiet
I think I will stay calm

'Cause I can't move the slightest finger
Let alone raise my hand
I'm sure we lived like lovers
But you dreamt of becoming a happier man

And I can't tell what I had chosen
If no choices of this kind can be made
I was happy for a long time
But that's not what I feel today

It has never been this dreamlike
And we have never seen a ghost
Though you are bringing me a nightmare
It's not what frightens me the most

You make me go through my visions
And what it was that we achieved
You make me ransack love for it's goodness
And if love ever leads to harmony
If love ever leads to harmony

Seasons, my friend
Colour me
So we can blend
Forbid me to go

I know so little
About the wind
When it blows

Dreamer, dreamer
I’m walking out of your dream

Take me off that parade
And place me somewhere
In yours sense of a shades
Your night shuts my door
And I will not dream anymore

See if I can pass by that waiting hand
If I can pass by that wandering man
If I can leave to get on
See that it all makes sense pretty soon

Dreamer, dreamer
I’m walking out, while you go on

Dreamer, dreamer

Dreamer, dreamer
I be where I belong

Dreamer, dreamer

You never ask things you wonder
You just wait until you wonder no more
You're giving up so gently to get what your dreams are keeping you awake for
Who hears your heart talking only ears that can do you no harm
You only hear it if they listen
You've changed your love you've changed your life you've changed your ways and that has taken you far taken you far
Your eyes are constantly broken but your hands overwhelm a thousandfold
So when are the things you're touching gonna be someone you can hold
No need for love and you need no one
You let them come so you can make them go
It must be something you believe in somewhere your way is leading to is leading to

You've been gone so long that I don't know how to welcome you, when you get here
You've been gone so long I must spend some time to get prepared
You've been gone so long so the things I'd tell you don't seem to matter
You've been gone so long it's been quite a while since things around me started to get better
I've been alone so I've got used to the nights, and the mornings and my new habits
It's changed the tones so the rhythm slowly took our dance into the shadows
It's coming days when I don't know if we can continue or must start over
Your stay away made me waiting like a woman for her missing soldier
You've been gone so long and I've let someone step into the picture
While you were gone I met someone and he makes our picture blurred

You don't know of the strings you're pulling
They've been hanging loose on me
I go crazy when I feel them moving cause' it reminds me I don't let you be free
I'll go through a fire for this
I'll go all the way and hope there's a loophole we've missed
My name can't live up to this matter So don't say it if you don't want what it will bring
And if you are scared of this dirty weather I think you should rush off for your thing
I'll be in the fire for you
My senses don't work so well when I'm hurt but I've said I love you
I'll be in the fire for you
I'll wait in the fire and I will hope I'm still there when you're through

Don’t you ever go out
When was the last time you were out
Have you ever been out
Oh dear

Is something wrong with the air
Since you can’t breathe in here
How long have you held your breath
Oh dear

What is closing you in
Must be a giant dream
It’s not your life we have seen
Oh dear

Don’t let your choices be
Hopes you still can’t feel
All was given for free
My dear

People talk about you
I've got memories
There is something about you
I know what it is

How is your heart doing
Oh, they make me think of you
Nowadays, that feels good
Moments are coming back to me
But closer than they should

How is your heart doing
Where I'm not welcome no more
How is your heart doing
Just wondering, that's all

I was so young when I feel for you
It must have shaped my heart
But the youth is for the history
And life does need new starts

How is your heart doing
The one I was dying for
How is your heart doing
I'm wondering, that's all

Not very often have we met
But the music’s been too bad
Can only sense happiness
If the music is sad

So, i’m going home
I must hurry home
Where a life goes on

We’re too old to make a mess
Dreams will keep me young
Old enough to stress
Only mirrors tell the time

So, i’m going home
I must hurry home
So will my life go on

Yes, i’m going home
Going home alone
And your life goes on

I can wake up to a bad day
I know how to go from there
But you
I can’t handle

It’s not that you’re not welcome
You’re amazing in my eyes
It’s me that change too much
Around you

You are one of those people

I can think of a million reasons
And times when i should
Shut my mouth
But i feel like a fool
Around you

You are one of those people
That just ain’t good for everyone
I have nothing against you people
But i don’t like what i become

We will never know each other
It’s not much to cry about
But when i get so strange around you
Might be something to work out

Hey you
Can i breathe
If my chest is covered

Hey you
Is my face making sense
Eyes can’t be still
In a moment so tense

Here babe
Are the notes you must play
This babe, is the procedure

Here babe
Not in another way
I can assure you
That you will be okay

Once would do
Once could change everything
Once could tell
And help me to clear out
Some things

Once would make
No difference at all
Once or not
I’ve already made this fall

Hey you
Make the most of the time
You’ve got to cross many borders

If you can’t control your mind
Something will happen
It’s just a question of time

Oh babe
I can’t concentrate
I’m here for the wrong reason

It’s you who makes my knees shake
One season, then
The brakes are gonna break

My heart is leaving you
It says goodbye
Disappearing from you tonight
Not a breeze is gonna
Pass you by

There are sailingboats
There are ships
Broken rafts adrift
I’m jumping on whatever’s passing by

I’ve blown the candle out
That you forgot
I’ve made sure that
The door is shut
I don’t think you’re ever
Coming back

My heart is leaving you
It says goodbye
Disappearing from you tonight
Not a breeze is gonna
Pass you by

It’s hard to know the secret
It shocked the hell out of me
I hope i’m not looking jealous
Of your way of staying free
But how, and why
What was it you were telling me

You’re washing up your scruples
Then your hanging them to dry
I can seen your good intentions
Even if your lie
Your fingerprints ‘re all over
But no one knows they ‘re there
I’m only getting to know you
But you’re not playing fair

I thought the thing you’re doing
Is the last thing that you’d do
It’s only in my nightmares
It goes as far as you
But it’s always a pleasure
To sing and dance with you

You’re taking a lot of many
And you taste it on your own
Wonder what is gonna matter
When most of it has gone
I wanna hear all about it
Since you’re sitting next to me
But tell me you’re unusual
That it won’t be the thing for me

I am tired, yes I am
I’m a coward, yes I am
Now I understand
How long i’ve been a canting woman
You say, that something’s wrong
Today, and many more will come
Though I really longed
I want you to leave me alone

I had to ask my friends
Our excuses never ends
I’m just a lazy, bored adult
To seldom there are good results

I think about this all the time
I can admit how bad it rimes
I want you, yes I do

I'm sure it is bright
But you left so early that morning

It's known for it's light
It's not very far
Come back to me

For the moonlight

It's so dangerous here
Love takes my time
Love makes me worry

It's not so far
To where you are
We still can meet

In the moonlight
In the moonlight

I’m gonna bring a bottle of wine
Won’t change the truth
Just to fit our time
Disappointed, it was a man
Hidden in the woods
Of my dreamland
I wanted you to desire me

I could have
Gone with the madness
Gone with the madness

I don’t regret you
Or that i met you
But i was too honest where games
Must take their place
It’s such a crime
But i was swept off my feet for
The first time

For the first time
I don’t need my pride
To you it was crazy
But i’m still excited inside
But i wanted you
To desire me

I could have
Gone with the madness
Gone with the madness

Everything’s
Gone with the madness
Gone with the madness

We are getting there darling
This is you and me
Have you thought about it darling
Have you thought about how it feels

I think we’ve got some answers
Just looking at you now
This is not what happens
When a love is about to die

The rumour you’re hearing
Is coming straight from me
It’s a rumour to rely on
This is how it feels

We’re in the middle of it darling
It just occurred to me
I haven’t thought about it darling
How it really feels

The rumour you’re hearing
Is coming straight from me
It’s a rumour to rely on
This is how it feels

There ain't so many people that really can make you cry
And there ain't too many things that really reach you inside
When it happens It feels like we all wanna die
And the best time for answers might be when we cry

Aren't we really really living, when we cry?
Aren't we really really feeling, when we cry?

People might say they don't pray but, still they hope
We hope though we don't belive or when we don't call
And then we die with the hope

Aren't we really really living, when we cry?
Aren't we really really feeling, when we cry?

To know you
Means a lot of things
Lot of love, lot of dreams

You are a world
I can't explore
You're a scene
Got a feeling about
What that's gonna mean

To be around you
Means I can't be there
Got to take my mind
Out of there

To explain you
Means my heart in show
You are the reminder
Of the nothingness
I'm open to

As you know
We are here for changes
You must be caught to see
It's the heart that imprisons
But if you're caught
You're not free

So what's wrong
With looking through bars
When you're devoted
To your crime
What's wrong
With being a captive
Except for that a change
Will always come

Memories, memories
Don't change to blue
Memory, I can't live on you

As you know
Things just happens
Sometimes it's just the same
As when beautiful things
And matters
Got as beautiful names

So what's wrong
With pleading desire
And to relate it to you
What's wrong
With being bewitched
Except for that a change
Will always come

I don't wanna find out the truth
I don't wanna find out the truth,
but only truth satisfy
I want it so much to go away
I want it so much to go away,
but with the truth it will stay

You will fall heavy upon my chest,
but laughing will give them time to rest
I still can breath when you are asleep,
just let me grasp for peace

I like to have other things on my mind
I like to have other things on my mind,
I can't choose a line
I wanna wake up and find you
I wanna wake up and find you,
if it's true i won't continue to

You will fall heavy upon my chest,
but laughing will give them time to rest
I still can breath when you are asleep,
just let me grasp for a little peace
I still can hope like we get along,
truth will stay too long

I don't know how to get armed
I don't know how to get armed,
truth is hard to charm
So hard to charm

You keep it to yourself
You keep it to yourself
It's your treasure
But you're not thinking
Of my health

Like this morning
Were you dreaming
Was it a night in hell
It's your burden
But I'm not feeling well

You're gone with your feelings
Are you taking care
If you're good
At what you're doing
It's good that I'm here

You just disappear
You just disappear
It's your talent
But I only get scared

Maybe hurting
Is as grand as loving
So grand you can't
Escape nowhere

As it's giving
Wounds are taking
Hard though to tell
What that'd might be
I can just close my eyes
And let you stand outside

Maybe favours
Can be disquised and
Disasters what lighten up
A better way

So maybe hurting
Is as grand as loving
Maybe hurting
Is as grand as loving

Fade you star
Fade from my heaven
Fade for the promise
Of forgetting
If I stared and you'd
Be shining through
I would probably still see you

Farewell my guest
You were the only one
Who saw the door
Might be open
If I only could have
Told you then
That the lock just was broken

There was no place
There was no time
There was no place
There was no time

I ain't here for fun
Can't be moved around
Maybe that means I can't
Give you a good time

I could spend my time
Looking at you
But as long as you're striving
I've got to do that too

Hard for you to know
I'm dripping of love
Hard to defend
I'm only dreaming of love

I'm not here to make
My voice heard
Maybe that makes me smaller
In this world

I could spend my time
Wishing I was like you
But if you think my life
Looks alright, i'll think so too

The things we have
In common are
Feelings we repress
I find you in the darkness
Where lightness means less

Times when we're
In need of touching
Are when tears
Could get there before
We are walking with pain
When we've seen
People we adore

The things we're
Calling secrets
Are usually the way in
We go to sleep
With the knowledge
That each mind has sins

Times when we are lifted
The fall feels so high
We cry over beauty
It hurts to smile

My way is your way
Your way is mine
My way is your way
Your way is mine

Fell in love with my lover in the morning
Or maybe i fell long before you
Now i wonder what lovers are missing
And how the name seems to mean passing through
It's a sad but maybe a self - caused trouble
Perhaps i've been sad longer than you
I might have been fooling my lover
You have always been so much more to me
I ain't got the heart babe
I ain't got the heart
Go with the morning
I'll stay with my heart
i ain't got the heart babe
I ain't got the heart
Go with the morning
I'll stay with my heart
I'll stay with my heart
You know i was sent for that morning
Or maybe it just was the night that threw me out
I ain't got the heart babe
I ain't got the heart
Go with the morning
I'll stay with my heart
I ain't got the heart babe
I ain't got the heart
Go with the morning
I'll stay with my heart
I'll stay with my heart
I'll stay with my heart

There's a drawback in
Living for the moment
In loving life too much
Everytime you're lost in love
You wonder when
The love will stop
I'm lost in love

There's a price to pay
If you want to enjoy
The present time
To be that thankful
Demands that you're
Always carrying
Death in mind
Death is around

There's a point to
Put off some things
And save them
For a rainy day
Only those about to die
Are acting in a perfect way
Who wants to die

There's an answer
To why you can
So rarely take in
What you see
The pleasure is followed
By a fear you want
To avoid to feel
I'm so lost in love

There's a freedom
In making plans
To think about a future
And there's a comfort
In being sure
That it'll be long
Before the end
I'm not making plans

There's a reason
To why so many
Only get one little chance
If the song
Was sung forever
No one would
Ever stop to dance

Hey my friend, do you mind
If I use you now just a little
Hey my friend, do you mind
If I put you here for a while in the middle

And with a little help from your eyes
I might forget I'm anothers
If you let me drown in your eyes
I might survive I'm so lost in others

And you my friend would you mind
To be here when I wake up
It might make me win some time
Or even make his time stop

Cause if I'm only composing
I need to compose him
Hurrying out my life
I'm only composing, only composing

So if it's alright my friend
I'd like to learn a little bit on you now
If you just let me pretend
I'll owe you if this plans works out

And with you beauty so close tonight
Might spread some sense of comfort
You could be helping me out
By giving me something for the cold

Cause if I'm only composing...
So my friend do you mind
To be a kind of joker

I'd play him off my hand
And I could leave this clean and sober

Love you meet in the springtime
Is rarely love you can keep
Fall in the winter
For the sheet of snow got a deep

Spring love that lasts through summer
Surely will be standing like a fool
So fall in the winter
When the heart ain’t so easy sold

Summer love you’re still feeling
Will hurt every time a leaf falls
So fall in the winter
For the longest season of them all

Time to close up the chest now baby
It’s time I know
To make up the room now baby
It’s time I know

Got to move it a little further
Back from the welcome hall
I’ve got to surround it, baby
With thick thick walls

But listen through the keyhole
How your neighbor sings
For the sorrow light
That you bring

But you danced with me darling

Time to forgo it baby
It’s time I know
Some kinds can just be stored, honey
For the better go

But you danced with me darling

I know how the wind blows
So straight in your ear
Soon I’ve turned it, so you won’t hear

Passing by, passing through
It will be over
As soon as I’ve passed by you

I know how the blade
So frequently scratches your skin
Soon I’ve worn it out
So it won’t go deeper in

Passing by, passing through
I’m on my way of passing you

I know how you rush
For every corner you see
Soon I’ll be gone
And your ways will be free

Passing by, passing through
A little help
I’d need to pass by you

So what I’m doing
Is to call on my heart
For some reason
The leaving is hard

Passing by, passing through
The truth is I don’t know
How to pass by you

I don’t understand why I’m leaving you
I don’t understand what I’m doing
Must follow what has gone from you
Over sea it is moving

I don’t know what’s gonna meet me there
I don’t know where I’m going
All I find is that my heart’s not here
If I stay, you’ll be lonely

The sail got wind in it and
I need to see where it goes
Yes the wind took my sail, and I
Need to go where it blows

I don’t understand how I can be leaving you
I could not see that happen
Yesterday my world was to love you
But now something
Took my heart on the shipping

The sail got wind in it and
I need to see where it goes
Yes the wind took my sail, and I
Need to go where it blows

Darkness, if I’m gonna spend
All my time with you
You’ve got to be my friend
If I wanna be all alone with you
I’ve got to feel your hand

And whenever we see light outside
We’ve got to let it in
And we must spare
A room for love, you know
If it’d ever find its way in

Yeah? Okey.

And tell me then what I can do for you
Since I’ll be yours most of the time
I won’t be in the way you know
I’ve got things on my mind

Yeah? Okey

I’ll take the walks with you
I’ll have the talks with you
Just save me from my crazy mind

Yeah? Okey

And darkness, I want you to tell me
You can never be hurt
I go to be somewhere, you know
With no one to desert

Yeah? Okey

A letter to burn
A letter to send
And to return

Secrets arise
Secrets live for a while
Maybe long to die

Love doesn’t know
When to stay away
Love doesn’t choose among
Nights and days
Love simply stands in the way

A travel to make
A travel to break
And to go back

Histories are made
Remembered and saved
But they will fade

Love doesn’t know
When not to appear
Love doesn’t excuse itself anywhere
Love is just suddenly here

Love doesn’t know
When it’s not allowed
Love doesn’t understand
To ever be shut out

Love doesn’t know
Of what manners would say
Love just gets sick if it’s sent away

Love just gets in the way

Sometimes I suspect
They’ve got commission
I’ve got a suspicion
Of what they’re trying to do

Sometimes I believe
They’re trying to fool me
To get something slip through me
Like I had a way to go
Sometimes I feel
That they wonder
When they’re talking
Of what they think of you
Sometimes I hear
Without they are asking
They want to know if I fell in love
With you

If I only could tell them it doesn’t matter
Many dreams are shattered
Mine long ago

If I only could say
There is no reason
For them to ever put your name
So close to mine

If I could explain
Some things about age and prisons
And how I never could be
A woman of your time

Sometimes I discover them
Poking in my closet
They search my deposits
Or trying something on

Sometimes I get afraid
They will find it
Awake and remind it
Where it’s coming from
Sometimes I wish
I could warn them
How close to me
They should dare to go

And I believe they don’t see
How they circle
Around something
That only I will know

In this room
There’s a man with a heart
That I can understand
He believes in God and that he
Will be back again

In this room there's love
You can always come here
To feel it again
But if someone leaves
You desperately
Wish them back again

In this room there’s a girl
Here is she happy with her pain
She believes in something else
But at least
She will fall again

Just a little bit away from home
Is this room

In this room there’s a soul
That is pouring you your wine
And it plays to you the music
That will make you stick around

In this room there is peace
I see angels all around
I believe it in so much
I am the last one
To be around

July waits for us sunshine
Having us on its mind
While I’m crying
It holds its summertime

It will be there to watch us
To see if anything has changed
We’ll meet up from fated mornings
And July’s eyes will be so strained

I’m just a little worried
It won’t go so well
I’m just a little worried
For what time will tell

Maybe I am crying
For July is all I know
And if nothing has changed by then
I always will be crying over you

What if I always
Will be crying over you
What if I always
Will be crying over you

Is there a land
Maybe close to you
Where I can stay
And maybe wait for you

A stony shore
Is what I have in mind
With a path
Leading to a home close behind

I know I will be there
What about you?

When you’ve caught a dream
All you wanna say
And make an easy promise
It will always be this way

But if you come
Maybe I won’t show how glad I am
But I would feel that promise
You shouldn’t give any man

I know I will be there
What about you?

Is there a land
I won’t have to leave so fast
Is there a shore
That could catch me at last

I know I will be there
Probably you won’t no
I know I will be there
But you, no you won’t

I know I will be there
I don’t know about you
I know I'll be there
But what about you
What about you?

Don’t you ever go out
When was the last time you were out
Have you ever been out
Oh dear

Is something wrong with the air
Since you can’t breathe in here
How long have you held your breath
Oh dear

What is closing you in
Must be a giant dream
It’s not your life we have seen
Oh dear

Don’t let your choices be
Hopes you still can’t feel
All was given for free
My dear

People talk about you
I've got memories
There is something about you
I know what it is

How is your heart doing
Oh, they make me think of you
Nowadays, that feels good
Moments are coming back to me
But closer than they should

How is your heart doing
Where I'm not welcome no more
How is your heart doing
Just wondering, that's all

I was so young when I feel for you
It must have shaped my heart
But the youth is for the history
And life does need new starts

How is your heart doing
The one I was dying for
How is your heart doing
I'm wondering, that's all

Not very often have we met
But the music’s been too bad
Can only sense happiness
If the music is sad

So, i’m going home
I must hurry home
Where a life goes on

We’re too old to make a mess
Dreams will keep me young
Old enough to stress
Only mirrors tell the time

So, i’m going home
I must hurry home
So will my life go on

Yes, i’m going home
Going home alone
And your life goes on

I can wake up to a bad day
I know how to go from there
But you
I can’t handle

It’s not that you’re not welcome
You’re amazing in my eyes
It’s me that change too much
Around you

You are one of those people

I can think of a million reasons
And times when i should
Shut my mouth
But i feel like a fool
Around you

You are one of those people
That just ain’t good for everyone
I have nothing against you people
But i don’t like what i become

We will never know each other
It’s not much to cry about
But when i get so strange around you
Might be something to work out

Hey you
Can i breathe
If my chest is covered

Hey you
Is my face making sense
Eyes can’t be still
In a moment so tense

Here babe
Are the notes you must play
This babe, is the procedure

Here babe
Not in another way
I can assure you
That you will be okay

Once would do
Once could change everything
Once could tell
And help me to clear out
Some things

Once would make
No difference at all
Once or not
I’ve already made this fall

Hey you
Make the most of the time
You’ve got to cross many borders

If you can’t control your mind
Something will happen
It’s just a question of time

Oh babe
I can’t concentrate
I’m here for the wrong reason

It’s you who makes my knees shake
One season, then
The brakes are gonna break

My heart is leaving you
It says goodbye
Disappearing from you tonight
Not a breeze is gonna
Pass you by

There are sailingboats
There are ships
Broken rafts adrift
I’m jumping on whatever’s passing by

I’ve blown the candle out
That you forgot
I’ve made sure that
The door is shut
I don’t think you’re ever
Coming back

My heart is leaving you
It says goodbye
Disappearing from you tonight
Not a breeze is gonna
Pass you by

It’s hard to know the secret
It shocked the hell out of me
I hope i’m not looking jealous
Of your way of staying free
But how, and why
What was it you were telling me

You’re washing up your scruples
Then your hanging them to dry
I can seen your good intentions
Even if your lie
Your fingerprints ‘re all over
But no one knows they ‘re there
I’m only getting to know you
But you’re not playing fair

I thought the thing you’re doing
Is the last thing that you’d do
It’s only in my nightmares
It goes as far as you
But it’s always a pleasure
To sing and dance with you

You’re taking a lot of many
And you taste it on your own
Wonder what is gonna matter
When most of it has gone
I wanna hear all about it
Since you’re sitting next to me
But tell me you’re unusual
That it won’t be the thing for me

I am tired, yes I am
I’m a coward, yes I am
Now I understand
How long i’ve been a canting woman
You say, that something’s wrong
Today, and many more will come
Though I really longed
I want you to leave me alone

I had to ask my friends
Our excuses never ends
I’m just a lazy, bored adult
To seldom there are good results

I think about this all the time
I can admit how bad it rimes
I want you, yes I do

I'm sure it is bright
But you left so early that morning

It's known for it's light
It's not very far
Come back to me

For the moonlight

It's so dangerous here
Love takes my time
Love makes me worry

It's not so far
To where you are
We still can meet

In the moonlight
In the moonlight

I’m gonna bring a bottle of wine
Won’t change the truth
Just to fit our time
Disappointed, it was a man
Hidden in the woods
Of my dreamland
I wanted you to desire me

I could have
Gone with the madness
Gone with the madness

I don’t regret you
Or that i met you
But i was too honest where games
Must take their place
It’s such a crime
But i was swept off my feet for
The first time

For the first time
I don’t need my pride
To you it was crazy
But i’m still excited inside
But i wanted you
To desire me

I could have
Gone with the madness
Gone with the madness

Everything’s
Gone with the madness
Gone with the madness

We are getting there darling
This is you and me
Have you thought about it darling
Have you thought about how it feels

I think we’ve got some answers
Just looking at you now
This is not what happens
When a love is about to die

The rumour you’re hearing
Is coming straight from me
It’s a rumour to rely on
This is how it feels

We’re in the middle of it darling
It just occurred to me
I haven’t thought about it darling
How it really feels

The rumour you’re hearing
Is coming straight from me
It’s a rumour to rely on
This is how it feels