I'm alone Sitting with my empty glass My four walls Follow me through my past I was on a Paris train I emerged in London rain And you were waiting there Swimming through apologies
I remember searching for the perfect words I was hoping you might change your mind I remember a soldier sleeping next to me Riding on The Metro
I was smiling as you took my hand So removed We spoke in France Minutes passed with shallow words Years have passed and still the hurt Minutes passed with shallow words Years have passed and still the hurt I can see you now Smiling as you pulled away Sorry
I remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "I'll love you always" filled my eyes I remember a night we walked along the seine Riding on The Metro
I remember a feeling coming over me The soldier turned, then looked away I remember hating you for loving me Riding on The Metro
I wasn't there for you I wasn't there for you I know weather's gonna be fine But I can't see you 'cross the streamline My love waits for me in daytime But I can't see you through the snowblind
But I wasn't there for you You are gone (I wasn't there for you) Goodbyes are long Goodbye (I wasn't there for you) Goodbye I wasn't there for goodbye I wasn't there for goodbye
Well, I know time reveals in hindsight I can wrestle with the stormy night Because your love lasts a lifetime But I can see you through the snowblind
But I wasn't there for you You are gone (I wasn't there for you) Goodbyes are long You are gone (I wasn't there for you) Goodbyes are long Goodbye
I wasn't there for you I wasn't there I wasn't there for you I wasn't there for you You are gone (I wasn't there for you) Goodbyes are long Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye
Stretching, Filing Against her skin Blessed are those Who are not kin In sin we breathe In sex we tie Duct tape her legs To the red sky Foolsome flesh allowances, The pansies raided the pantry of Gabardine dreams, promiscuous Delight, deny not the flavor
Custard dreams Abusing, musing Marmalade flesh Naked spread am I
A day can't be total waste if I'm totally wasted all day People hang on to the pictures People hang on to the blank walls Actors of the tragic phantom Extend your legs for great Saturn Brown table tops scream for cover At the sight of your new lover
If today I die And can't deny The poison chosen For tonight. Borrowed keys Hollowed reveries Metal pillows Pewter pillows Furry roadkill House on the hill Pouring gravy On her thighs still If today I die And can't deny The poison chosen For tonight