Disbelief

shine, shine

I'm so depressed, I'm so alone
with my own thoughts
they, never been told

it's like a tunnel, no light sorrounds me
I loose my aim
and I'm in grief

shine, shine...

my time will come, then I'll shine
I'm looking back
subjected life

until it's true I must be strong
I've to stand tall
without a doubt

am I blind
no, I'll shine, I'll shine, I will...

shine - shine - shine - shine

it's just one step, it's just one thought
keeps me alive
to carry on

it's not for you, only for me
it's like a wonder
and now I'm in love

am I blind
no, I'll shine, I'll shine, I will...

shine - shine

that was my story of bitterness and no glory
now see me shine, now see me shine

Was many years ago that I left home and came this way
I was a young man full of hopes and dreams
But now it seems that all is lost and nothing gained
Sometimes things ain't what they seem

No brave new world, no brave new world
No brave new world, no brave new world

Night and day I scan horizon, sea and sky
My spirit wanders endlessly
Until the day will dawn and friends from home discover why
Hear me calling, rescue me

Set me free, set me free
Lost in this place and leave no trace

Stranger in a strange land, land of ice and snow
Trapped here in this prison, lost and far from home

One hundred years have gone and men again they came that way
To find the answer to the mystery
They found his body lying where it fell that day
Preserved in time for all to see

No brave new world, no brave new world
Lost in this place and leave no trace

Stranger in a strange land, land of ice and snow
Trapped here in this prison, lost and far from home

What became of the men that started
all are gone and their souls departed
Left me here in this place so all alone

Stranger in a strange land, land of ice and snow
Trapped here in this prison, lost and far from home
Stranger in a strange land, land of ice and snow
Trapped here in this prison, lost and far from home
Stranger in a strange land, land of ice and snow
Trapped here in this prison, lost and far from home

It's more than controlling
It's more than everything I've got
The force to finish life
Begins in heads, and ends with a knife
When it comes
Slow, deep and firmed deadly
It's more than a wish
Perhaps like prophecy
How does it start the first time?
How does it start when it comes?
The wish to kill again
Is now stronger, stronger...
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES

I watch the days go by
Can't wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I'm ready to cut me off
I'm sure this will be my last try
I will kill me, myself and I
This time I'll make no faults
I will use eternal force
Is this right - is this wrong
Do that act - must be strong
Can't wait now - I waited so long
This time for sure - I'll be dead
I'm dead - I'm dead - I'm dead - I'll be dead
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES

I watch the days go by
Can't wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I'm ready to cut me off

I always TRY, TRY... trapped in this nightmare
This nightmare goes on
No hope for us all because we don't know
Rape, kill, destroy the world
A misery
I always TRY
I always TRY, TRY... I always TRY, TRY

Can't play with this madness
Because it's so real
Hate, pain, death for you is what we feel
They take our faces
And throw them in dirt
I always TRY
I always TRY, TRY... I always TRY, I always TRY, I always TRY, I always TRY
I always TRY

My mind turned away
Never have I seen so much decay
I hope to reach
I'll never fade away
Oh I - I always TRY
TRY - TRY
I always TRY - I always TRY - I always TRY - I always TRY
I always TRY

My mind turned away
Never have I seen so much decay
I hope to reach
I'll never fade away
Oh I... I hope to reach
I'll never fade away
I TRY
I hope to reach
I'll never fade away
I die!