I Against I - I'M A Fucked Up Dancer But My Moods Are Swinging (2008) by I Against I (보컬) on maniadb.com

You'll never know anything that I've done And you'll never know anything that I've seen Don't you
pretend that you care one bit How have you been, haven't seen you in a while Found your name in
the 'missing person' files Why are you here; there's nothing to prove You'll get nowhere Speak for
yourself, don't be a talk-a-like Try to be righteous, like Tina; not Ike Don't be a private dancer
for life And if you got a mind of your own, why don't you use it And if you got a mind of your
own, why don't you prove it Prove you have brains by blowing them out You'll get nowhere Don't
you realize all this will get you nowhere You scratch the surface at it's most To open up yourself
would make you taste the real thing It has some good times, and some bad But it's better than this
Don't need you here; goodbye for always Your flight outta here has not been delayed Go the hell
away and never come back I never liked what you did and said Suck up to me again; you'll be dead
You'll be JFK; I'll be Lee Harvey Go away Never come back

Well for a moment it was over then I don't think that it's over, now Now we can go on this way
Like nothing happened; nothing changed a bit But I wouldn't bet my life on it The feeling just
won't go away Leave me alone There's nothing wrong You wouldn't listen then Well fuck you I won't
tell you now If there is anything you feel Listen to what it tells you It won't hurt a bit to kneel
There was a time when I was easy 'cause Now I'm acting on my worst I know that I have you to
thank You never listened to a word I said And I just don't feel sorry now That it's you who has to
pay Fuck you I just won't tell you I spent a lifetime on you But now I'm back where I belong

I can't accept that you feel safer when you're not here with me I think that you're such a fucked
up bitch No one has told me about the tricks you pull when you're alone But I know you never were
alone And I never thought I'd say this to you now Oh I feel so broken down Cause you never were
around And there's no way that I'm gonna wait for you You're so hard to be around Cause you always
put me down And did you really think I would.....yeah Sometimes I wonder why I'm here, your
listening, finger in your ears Sometimes I'm glad you're not around Told me I was the only one,
but so was he, ain't that strange I know I'm way out of your league But I never thought I'd say
this to you now....... Expect me to do for you What you'd never do for me Can't stand myself for
caring I'm treated like the air you breathe Well change your mind! I cheat myself by letting you
cheat me

You've done me wrong and I would bleed If I watched you If I could watch you bleed as well Feel so
stupid for my state of mind Cause my mind knows I still love what I hate And I know that I'm
wasting my time here on you Yeah I know that I'm wasting my time hating you How I wish you hadn't
stabbed me But you did It'll come back at you Yeah you really hurt me so bad You'll be sorry Cause
I will make you feel my pain Still I know that I'm wasting my time hating you Yeah I know that I'm
wasting my time here on you I'll break you like you broke me That is all I've got to do I realize
I'm wasting time I can't help wanting you You've done me wrong and now I'm bleeding Man I'm
bleeding And it doesn't change a thing I can't think straight when I'm near you Cause I fear you
And I won't be scared no more Now I know that I'm wasting my time here on you All I know is I'm
hating my time hating you

Don't want to be searching anymore Tried so hard, forgot what I'm looking for Who'll rewind Who'll
remind me what the search was for Talk so fast I can't keep up Tried so hard, forgot who I was Who
am I Who are you and what the hell is true?! Only alphabet, only alphabet Everything that I don't
say will tell you who I show myself in all the things I don't do Opinions forced upon me brutally
Tomorrow's mistake is the truth today, you see Leave me be I need to be alone with my own thoughts
You may think you are number one, but So do I; that's a song been sung A million times Or even more
even more and more Know your lines; recite them in your head Repeat them on and on and once more
after that Know your lines, repeat them in your head Again again again , they're only alphabet
Don't want to be searching anymore Tried so hard forgot what I'm looking for Who'll rewind Who'll
remind me; can't search anymore I show myself in all the things that I don't do Everything that I
don't say will tell you who

Accused of living in a dreamworld Told me that it's my way out But what the @#$* should I wake up
to? To your world? I'd rather not! Propagate a lot of theories Won't reflect the likes of me Lack
the will to be a weasel Not lured into your security Yeah, I live in a dream but who put me to
sleep You think you're awake, you're just counting the
.. Now move to the side cause your world's
in my way There's no chance that you'll wake me up I'll never...... Rising up by putting down All
is done just to fit in But do you know What to fit into? I can't stand the endless beating The
pressure and the double-talk I won't meet your sorry measures Talk all you want but I'll stand tall
I'll never live up to your standard Of giving in just to get by And you can save your hollow
phrases Just say goodbye I'm gone Exempt, from all your sorry measures I'm gone Not touched, by
your cold hands I'm gone Immune, to all the endless beating There's no way that you will drag me
in I'll never live on your flat earth No never

Stood on the edge I was watching down Refused to fall and hit the ground Seconds away: a zone free
from pain But I turned away, didn't know That it's me who draws the line I'm the tyrant in my mind
And I'm gonna try if that is all That I can do This is a two-way street I'm in the middle I'm
looking for a quick way out But apathy won't get me out of this It won't get me out of here You'll
never know You'll never know if you don't try it Stopped turning away I looked on my head Silence
was louder than a bomb The parts wouldn't fit They never would I held my breath, didn't know I'm
the tyrant in my mind Yeah, it's me who draws the line And I'm gonna try 'cause that is all that I
can do Tried hard enough this time So glad it worked 'Cause I was never down Fooled myself around
I drew the line Yeah it was me this time I left the two-way street Changed my directions Now I
found the way out Apathy would not do it for me Never did a thing for me And you'll never know
You'll never know if you don't try it Never know if you don't try it

There will be no pacification I won't tune in to your station I'm gonna take out all that is inside
Try to stop what I am doing In spite of warnings you're pursuing This has been your last call,
can't kill my voice You're out of here Didn't come on invitation There will be no pacification I'm
gonna fight the doubt that lives inside Try to stop what I am doing In spite of warnings you're
pursuing This has been your last call can't kill my voice I won't be dragged in there It won't be
my freewill Put up a fence around my brain I won't be the next to bow down to your fucking plans
This is all there is, this warning was the last It's all there is, the last stone that I'll cast
There will be no pacification So you can save your revelations My mind won't be switched off, can't
kill my plans Try to make me think like you do When I know that I've been lied to You're never
ever going to succeed You'll never kill it Not my freewill So listen closely This is your last call
One last

I know what you're like Cause I've seen your kind These words I have heard many times, many times
There's always someone Who thinks he knows you She knows what you're like just by looking at you Am
I not what you hope to be? Your standard is not reserved for me Are you not what I hope to be? My
standard's reserved only for...... I try to see through the blindness But sometimes I just can't
fight it, no!! I won't be mislead by the words you say!!! Could you be like me? Could I be like
you? Will I ever know if I don't talk to you? Can't see through my eyes So just look away I don't
have to hear what you think there's to say Now mark my words You've had your last So sick and tired
of the finger-pointing What do you know? Who gave you the right? What gave you the right? Yeah I
know what you're like Cause I've seen your kind Don't you cross my path if you're thinking like
that I could be like you You could be like me But you'll never know cause you won't talk to me I
won't be the scapegoat, no never, no way

Those words on the shelf Not giving me any help at all Disguised as my guide Won't lead me anywhere
Dictate what to feel They're trying to make it all look real As if I don't know What you're trying
to do Every page That I'm turning It's my face that will turn with it Couldn't stand me The bare
sight of me Cause I'm living the opposite First page 'til the last The art of brainwashing at it's
best Try to hypnotize They want me paralyzed The life that's portrayed The styles that they want
me to embrace They're out of this world Have to get them out of my face Page one Not a description
of me Page two It's someone else that I see Page three I will not read this and weep I'm choosing
my own direction I will write my own damn manifest Page four Hypnotized Page five Paralyzed Page
six - Idolized

I don't know why I came in the first place It seemed o.k. back then but now I just don't know
appearances deceive This town is a pretty town to leave Oh home sweet home, is what it never was
to me, Looking for the exit 'cause now I know appearances deceive, This town is a pretty town to
leave Everyday I wonder Can I leave? I wonder Why am I here? Everyday I'm planning My escape I'm
running Running away Away Headed for the first bus out of town

Irony people, irony.