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1. |
| 2:01 | ||||
I know there comes a time when you lose faith in what you believe inside
and did you know somehow it's just a spark that's a start that keeps us from the crowd. The other day this girl came up to me and asked if she used to go to school with me and kinda laughed and she said wasn't I the guy her friends always called a waste of time. I know just who I am and what's in my head is that I don't really give a damn who you think I am. When I stop and think about to where I'll be 10 years from now I wonder if the me of now would call myself washed up or watered down or part of the crowd? and the other night this guy came up to me downtown and can't believe that after 5 years I'm still around and he said, wasn't I the guy who walked these streets all night? It's such a waste of time |
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2. |
| 2:53 | ||||
And just outside I can heard the sounds
of the early morning street becoming way too loud and the hum of the engines of the cars on the street And with this cigarette that I just lit as I pass the 53rd St. Bridge Right now the world just seems too big so sit down and remind me how this is the same old story of growing up and getting lost. And outside I can see my breath in between the words that fog my spinning head and I can see the sun coming up. And it's just light enough to see Another cigarette that I just lit as I pass the 53rd St. bridge right now the world just seems to big And all the late night calls and all the lost hopes and the missed connections and the lost direction |
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3. |
| 3:31 | ||||
Do you think it's strange
that there's this way of how you look at, how you act like, and how you think and pretend they're not the same as you Do you know about his strength of convictions or how she puts all her faith in religion Did you ever take the time to really discover how little we know about each other? this all becomes one more chance to keep us from saying anything and separate from everything. And all this really means you're one in a crowd and paranoid of every sound another friend you won't miss anyhow |
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4. |
| 2:49 | ||||
Got on the 47, transferred to the 89
left town eastbound past all the city signs and y'know sometimes it's hard to leave your past behind and as I pass the crummy bars and beat up cars nothing's gonna change my mind this time By now you think I've found that things changed, just don't look that way to me by now you think I've found that things change, and look rearranged to me it never used to look that me. At half past seven I'm on the 95 sick of malls and alcohol just passed the next state line and I know sometimes it's hard to leave your past behind and as I think of the corner creeps and dirty streets nothing will change my mind, there's no turning back this time. And when going off is like going on and never going back is just like giving up it's like I'm going nowhere fast |
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5. |
| 2:54 | ||||
On a tuesday in the rain I never thought there'd come a day
if I put myself to the test would I ever raise a fist would I just shut my mouth, would I just block it out? I've sworn a million times never to be left, standing with that feeling of hopelessness, just standing nervous in the alley When all is said and through would I know just what to do and if I put myself to the test would I ever raise a fist would I just shut my mouth or just block it out I've sworn a million times never to be left, standing with that feeling of hopelessness, just standing nervous in the alley Is it a change of heart, that keeps us apart and you say it's true and we know it's true when all we have left is me and you and it's so strange, when all I have left to say is I wonder what's worth fighting for |
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6. |
| 3:14 | ||||
Have you ever felt that something,
you know that something that keeps you sane? and you can't explain why But you know it's what's left inside you and I know that it's that something you know that something that keeps me sane and I can't explain why when it's all I have I have left to hold onto And when I say It's everything from my highest hopes to my dumbest schemes you'll never know what it means to me. I'm just a reason away, from that something that keeps me sane |
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7. |
| 3:22 | ||||
Just talked to this girl who used to live on my street
after all these years you're here and you remember me She said her old boyfriend packed up and headed back east but she always knew someday he would go she just got a new job but doubts it will last so lets take a drink and never think here's to the past She says it's so funny how life burns out so fast it's just another wasted day A boring life in a boring town with the same old crowd and I used to say that I'd never stay but I'm rotting here today With that same old crowd that's always been around and I always thought I'd be the first to go That same old crowd that brings me down another day in a boring town And remember when they'd look through you and then look past me we were the ones they said would always leave when you go think of me |
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8. |
| 1:28 | ||||
So you think of what it could've been
when "time is all you've lost" keeps burning through your head now you fall asleep standing but lie awake in bed watch the clock drag on and think about what you should've said It's for the better your better half is gone its O.K. you didn't need her anyway and I don't want to hear you say nobody can take her place and what more can I say you didn't need her anyways So you think of how it should've been and "it's just over" keeps going through your head you're hearing all those words time and time again watch the phone all night and think about what you should've said. It's for the better your better half is gone |
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9. |
| 2:51 | ||||
Danny says that he got caught up
in all the talk of how it used to be and he says "I never used to mind" that same lame line "it's just you and me" Danny says that he's so boring now since he figured out that back in the day really says"..how I remember this, and don't give a shit about what you have to say" He's only 19 burnt out on this scene and just getting by on its memories |
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10. |
| 2:43 | ||||
Sometimes, I think
something's wrong with me because I was never one to believe in anyone or anything it's always been just me. and y'know they've always had big plans for you just to walk you through and cloud your views and I'll never say that everything's O.K. and you don't want to say that you're giving up right now so hold your ground don't give up in what you believe why be different when you can't be yourself sometimes I think something's wrong with me because I was never one to believe in anyone or anything. and I don't want to say I'll ever change because things always change |
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11. |
| 2:43 | ||||
You know my best friend,
just left yesterday and I know I know your girlfriend, couldn't explain, why she moved away things are so the same, that all I can really bring myself to say is that I know and yeah just outside, the conversation's getting old and I know they're right, betting smokes that our end is just as close. things are so the same and remember when they said just how long can your ideals keep you warm and we just laughed that kinda nervous laugh and we just sang along to that song on the radio you were right about, just how we'd figure out things change but beliefs stay the same and you were right about just how we'd figure out a change of ideas I've known |
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12. |
| 1:45 | ||||
Don't call me Rich
don't call me George just call me cheez that's who I am Civilized? yeah until the keg runs dry and he's tried to drink from 9 to 5 then from 5 to 9 always drunk and going crazy you better believe it chesterfield where the kegs never dry it's always filled have beer with fear! have a beer or two then he'll show you his cheese tattoo drunk and going crazy you better believe it |
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13. |
| 2:34 | ||||
When I think of how things are
right now it feels like yeah it all feels like some kind of circus show and how this town it keeps you pinned down with the same old song from years ago and y'know this place will chew you up and spit you out before you go and when they drag you kicking and screaming from the scene you know it's time to leave when I think of this town right now it's filled with speed freaks and assholes and all kinds of creeps and somehow every new face in every single case in a year or two will be erased and to think of how I'm feeling right not somehow I still remember how I felt 4 years ago and when I think of how things are right now it's still the same old song from years ago what do I know? that it's still the same old song from years ago |
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14. |
| 3:04 | ||||
Al said goodbye to his mom and dad for the first time in his life
tonight left the house and walked out to the waiting car outside and somehow he thought they'd never understand that nothing lasts and he just knows that time is just spinning by and life is passing him by so fast And sometimes I think I'm the only one that feels like going nowhere is like giving up Al said to me a few days ago that he just thought for the first time in his life he feels the last 10 years were only a waste of time and that it was only a compromise of what he always felt inside his declaration of independence said to me under the orange street lights he was the one who always did the right thing he was the one that listened to everything they'd say but today he's never going back |