Destiny

Loved without any condition only to have this heart ripped out. With every hope comes
more fear. All that's given was taken away. You turned your back come after I opened
up my heart to you. Loved with all certainty just to find a place in your heart. Left to
watch my world fall apart in your hands. Left to watch my life perish inside your
heart. But watch if you missed this life to love. But what if you missed this love to live.

Is red still the color that painted us.
Is life still able to find us.
Thanks for being you.
Bye.

I'm just a word in your verse. My longing that hides behind my thoughts breaks me.
I only live in your poem as written in grief. I'm just a memory. Another forgotten. Left
to tears. To go through this moments never again. You made me feel this way Without
your embrace I'm left to loneliness. Forgotten in cold. Why don't your eyes fill me
with warmth anymore. Heartlessness between us. Memories crashing against my heart.
Could I have my kisses back from you. Your distance will never end. To look at you makes me feel this way. My memories
will die 'cause you're no longer within me. Love is my death.

Rain falls on my face as your tears touch my heart. You are so beautiful when I look
into your drowning clear eyes and tears touch your cheeks. I'm waiting for a better
day. A place to find for you and me. Back to days of embrace. Your hand in mine. I need
you around me. Your words run right through me as they did times before. Maybe it's
time to say goodbye. But I want to thank you. Angels left me as death kissed my heart. I
miss you. Always and forever in my heart.

Why do your eyes shun me. And why does your presence paralyse me. Why don't you
look back on those days. Losing myself inside my heart you die with me. And with the
pain of longing the flower of passion has withered. The search for sensuality lost in disappointment. Fallen because of
worries and caught by depressions. Despair is my
companion. The heardsman of my suffering. And here are some words for you. I don't
want to love you anymore. I search my heart hoping not to find you. Love just a satisfying word. Just a lie. These
moments will pass bye. Goodbye.

Tasting your lips with every kiss. Smelling your scent on your neck. Holding you in my
arms. Every moment with you is written upon the tablet of my heart. Washing to live
this life again and forever. All memories are eternally burning pictures within my
soul. Every day I'm still beside you. Living in memories. Dreaming my life away. Thrust
our hearts. You and me together against the world. Losing myself on you. Losing you.
Losing so much more than just a part of me. Memorable beauty gives birth to my pain.
My world is broken. Life is gone.

A knife cuts my life. The symbol of the end. Tears of blood escape from your eyes.
Thought your wish so perfect and yet so weak. Every breath contains exhaution. So fast
and so quick you threw away goodbye. This heart bleeds for every tear you cried. For
every day of unrequited love. Another day passes by. One more day without you. I give
you my life for the last goodbye. A waiting for death. End this new beginning.

I'm sitting here all alone writing about my past. The forever I shared with you which
wasn't forever. Apart from you your touch grows within me. Your feelings are to far
away. Wishes that are searching for you will never find you. I feel so cold I sink into
the dreams of my heart. My love bleeds for you no longer. With a cry you died inside of
me. And that's my only memory of you. With the embrace of beauty my heart stopped
beating.

The fragments of your dreams now a part of us. How does it feel when I touch your
heart. Hold this moment. All I am I gave. All I have I spent. I'm lost inside of you. Are
you longing for these words: Kiss me. Do you miss those moments. Tight holding arms
around me. Beginning the day out of connected dreams. I take this last breath to relive.

I want to be part of your dream
You are the title of my story
No word can replace my disappointment
I'm lost in guilt
I want to reach you
Drown my conscience in compassion
Fill my heart with hope
Save our day before it falls into oblivion
My desire cries for peace of mind
And my heart will burn in the fire of liberty
I want to look inside you
I want to get inside you
I want to protect you
The fear inside of me begins to bleed
Remember the day that carries dreams
I don't want this dream to die
And I will sacrifice
Look right at the sky and imagine how it would be without it
Close your eyes and imagine not to feel my nearness around you
When the sky comes falling I'll be waiting for you
And with this my story ends

The consciousness and the rest crush me
A sea full of wounds inside of me breaks the waves of the painful hope
And the whispering echo draws me in the rising red sky
And my eyes will run
The scars on me are carved for you
And how can I shine
My burning lips won't kiss again
Waiting ardently to embrace the day with all my devotion
Watching the sky and being wrapped in thoughts
I follow my feelings
I distrust you
My internal loyalty paints my beliefs into my heart
Relishing this moment to burst open the frame
Emotions burn pictures out of my heart
This is my passion
My unconditional love

I take a look into my heart
Filled by days of remorse
I want to feel you
But I can't touch you
I'm lost in devotion
A love that suffers
A love like hate
And I'm longing to die
Longing for death
Never trust you could love
This naive heart once broken
I'm sorry
It's over
I'm gone
And I will live this love forever

Do you feel the sorrow of the sun
Do you hear it crying
It's burning in my sight
I've got a wish that drowns me in melancholy
To put it back into your empty arms
In stormy nature
Under a crying sky the sun leaves me
A new notch carved that I follow
I notice that a voice is absent in the melody
If this composition tears
It tears me up
The tone of silence is the sound of all possibilities
Everything sounds possible out of it
And has already dried that tear
And the tone sounds
I love this tone

Sometimes it happens that I'm nothing but a statue
In which there is sensation stirring
Crying for recognition
Pleading for motion
The lights begins to change their colors in the moonlight
And they form a creation on the lake
And where can I be seen
The lights begin to lose their colors in the moonlight
And I try to give the day another name
To write it down and yearn for it again
But the concentrated frustration breaks into a passionate confirmation
Vanished is my wish to find you
Remorse that leads me to the start
The horizon shows me the end
And I am yet in the middle
The sensation cries for rebirth
Die in my arms
And I look back
And I see nothing... but me

Is it a revolving disc that we give each other
Does the path that accompanies me lead to sense to a moment
Warmth lies in dark freezing eyes
Eyes that speak a tricky language
Tasting the leading drop
The drop that allows me to speak from the deepest conviction
A wave that nips every rock in the bud
In the intoxication of warmth
I relearned to inspire courage and willpower in a puppet-like figure
Being somebody's slave
Used by others
A new pedestal has been cast
It was sketched by hope and confidence
Riding on a merry-go-round of passion
Dreaming and never waking up again
I woke up

I'm sitting here n the middle of a meadow
In the nowhere
I breathe the scent of a rayfield
Imagining how it would be to feel closeness around me
A song in my head
Revived by an illusion that ends in a quiet fall
I'm standing here looking down the cliff
My fingertips sink into the streams of the wind
I see this
That I am
My trembling hands are lead by a breeze
Inside it I'm accompanied by a soft strength
Disappointment is the end of deception

The needle that hurts my heart is getting deeper and deeper
This time so short seems to be infinite so long
But it's so beautiful
And this journey will find its end too
The circumstances even allow it to talk about feelings
Sometimes I think that my heart is filled with my hope and drowned in your compassion
Hopefully just a misunderstanding
Everything I want is inside of you
Everything I dream of lies in your heart
All of my dreams
And the night in your eyes there is a star that shines for me
And it hurts for a lifetime
Like an angel that holds and carries me
And love lets me fall
I stagger
My hand's embrace your body weak
I don't want to hurt you
Silence surrounds us
We look at each other
But our thoughts in this moment stay hidden
I die for you

Before someone is taken out of his dreams
Before all good and bad on earth start its turn
Sun rises first
No one asks for it
It shines for all
To give someone
To give something
The feeling to be a part of the day
Clouds change their faces and all good and bad does the same
So many things stir you up and will never be understood
The world is crying
But my virtuoso vision of life inside my heart
Wakes my hope to be a part of this wonderful day
Again and again
Imagine this feeling
I don't dream it
I live it