I wish I was mad Fucked up and done I wish I was bad And completely wrong
I wish I was made Rebuilt-up and fake I wish I could lie And never could fail
And live some beautiful days In a magical place Beautiful loves Perfect and straight Beautiful days In a magical place A new dream is born The new freaks have come
I wish I was fast And crazy as a dog I wish I could last As long as the gods
I wish I could be Perfectly free Wish I was a creep Wish I made you bleed
And live some beautiful days In a magical place Beautiful loves Perfect and straight Beautiful days In a magical place A new dream is born The new freaks have come Beautiful days In a magical place Beautiful loves Perfect and straight
They want me to dance, man They want me to dance They want me to dance And I get scared They want me to dance, man They want me to crawl They want me to go down And I crawl again
I feel like I'm a cat, man Can't feel like I'm a man I get out and I look down at my legs I feel like I'm a cat, man And they believe I dance I get out I get out of their brains
Everything's ok, I lost my way
They stop me at the top, man They stop me at the top They stop me Stop And try again I rush down to the bottom And I get at the back I slump down in the middle of the crowd
I turn round and I watch, man And I turn round again I'd like to believe it But I can't She gets me on the run, man Shet gets me with a gun She holds onto the railing And she bends
Everything's ok, I lost my way
I feel like I'm a cat, man Can't feel like I'm a man
And your body likes mine And we stand In this burning desert On the edge On the edge In the night I know You'll find the end The end
What a nightmare You were sinking in Watch those children Swimming in the sand
And your story meets mine And we have Thoughts with no words Of love And we share And we share Loneliness when we fail When we're scared When we're scared
Emptiness will take us On its way And our breath will take us To the day
Emptiness will take us On its way And our breath will take us To the day
I'll change my name, my language and my brain I'll change my face, my body and my race I'll crawl at your feet and turn into a freak I'll lick your legs, crawl back up to your sex
But don't throw me away But don't throw me away
I'll give you my soul and million other gifts I'll cling but I'll fall, I know you'll make me sick I'll be your dog when you walk, I'll shut up when you talk And I'll be your slave if you want me to stay The shadow of your grave, even silence in a cave
But don't throw me away But don't throw me away
You'll think of me, feel as guilty as I've been I'll haut your nights and finally you'll cry You'll call my name, and I'll be gone away You'll call my name, and I'll be gone away
It's not me It's not me It's not me I'm not here It's not me I guess This is fake I can't even get What you say It's not me It's not me No, it's not me at all And I grit my teeth But I choke I just need to breathe In that warmth
I'll go where I'll get rid of me I'll float, I'll bleed Get rid of me
It's not me It's not real Can't recall What I'd been It's a mess I'm in I just try To get out of me For a while It's not me It's not true I think nothing of you This time I escape And I throw All my past away And I hope
I'll go where I'll get rid of me I'll float, I'll bleed Get rid of me
I wish I was mad Fucked up and done I wish I was bad And completely wrong
I wish I was made Rebuilt-up and fake I wish I could lie And never could fail
And live some beautiful days In a magical place Beautiful loves Perfect and straight Beautiful days In a magical place A new dream is born The new freaks have come
I wish I was fast And crazy as a dog I wish I could last As long as the gods
I wish I could be Perfectly free Wish I was a creep Wish I made you bleed
And live some beautiful days In a magical place Beautiful loves Perfect and straight Beautiful days In a magical place A new dream is born The new freaks have come Beautiful days In a magical place Beautiful loves Perfect and straight
The girl with red eyes In her orange dress Arms crosswise Dances like a dervish Her skirt's going up and down Rabbits are jumping from her dress Leaping about on the floor Like from a wizard's hat
Welcome to the modern dance hall
The Orchestra man Counts elephants and frogs Marching from her skirt He's banging the bell Butterflies take off Invading all the ball room The girl with red eyes In her orange dress Arms crosswise Dances like a dervish
Tables and chairs Keep spinning around her Whales, deers and crocodiles Inundate the place The animal crowd crawls Clinging to the fairy lights Nibbling and eating the walls Tearing at the night
Tables and chairs Keep spinning around her Whales, deers and crocodiles Inundate the place The animal crowd crawls Clinging to the fairy lights Nibbling and eating the walls Tearing at the night