Die Happy

Sittin' deep in a leather chair, it's dark
Curtain's up and the masterpiece will start
Glitter on the scene
Young and old in the battle for career
Lovely people are shifting up a gear
Welcome to the scene

Where are you now?
(come and) save me now
When the lights go down

I Wanna take you on a ride
We will run away tonight
Save me from being no-one

I wanna take you far away
Doesn't matter what they say
Save me from being no-one

Sittin' deep in the leather chair, it's cold
Shallow stars in this superficial show
On remote control
I feel drunk, feel so dizzy when i see
How they move, how they talk and seem to be
Poisoning my soul

They're shallow shallow shallow
Shallow stars on their superficial shows
The higher the bill the more the ego grows
So run away

I don't wanna take this anymore
Don't wanna be just like a whore
Who's on remote control
I don't wanna be like everyone
All we gotta is run
Pride comes before a fall
Pride comes before a fall

Is it a physical reaction
A final loss of satisfaction
You never noticed
when you crossed the line
You had me just
there where you wanted
You took my charity
for granted
You blew your second
chance too many times
Baby You're a Big Boy
Don't cry for me
I'm sick of being your toy
Can't play with me
You've been putting me up
You've been letting me down
There's nothing left to destroy
For you big boy

Never did anything
to reach me
But when I ask you
to unleash me
You tied me up and
choked me even more
What for
Here is your chain
I guess you find the door
once more
Baby you're a Big Boy
Don't cry for me
I'm sick of being your toy
Can't play with me
You've been putting me up
You've been letting me down
There's nothing left to destroy
For you big boy
Remember how you
brought me flowers
Remember how you used to care
Now the flowers got thorns
Now you just care for yourself
And the paradise you gave me
Turned into to hell
There is no turning back
As a matter of fact
It's too late
There's no way to stop me
There's no way to lock me up
You can't stop me
Baby You're a Big Boy
Don't cry for me
I'm sick of being your toy
Can't play with me
You've been putting me up
You've been letting me down
there's nothing left
Baby You're a Big Boy
Don't cry for me
I'm sick of being your toy
Can't play with me
you've been putting me up
You've been letting me down
There's nothing left to destroy
Baby you're a Big Boy

What I say evident
And I hope you understand
I am sick of your desire
To be first one in the choir (you play with fire)

Do you believe what you see, what you hear
What they say?
I'm tired of this
Do you see, are you fair, do you care or are you sleeping?

I disqualify you out of my mind
'N now you're gone
I do it again and again and again

So scream if you believe I do you wrong
If you are right just carry on
Do you really care?

This is not a compliment and I guess,
my girl, you're not my good friend
you’re telling lies behind my back
Do you have a reason?

Do you believe that you're strong,
you're the best, and you’re the queen?
Be aware of yourself!
I believe that you're sacred, that you're weak
Would you die for your fame?

You are losing touch
Don't say 2 is 1 too much
Why are you so concerned?

I disqualify you out of my mind
'N now you're gone
I do it again and again and again

So scream if you believe I do you wrong
If you are right just carry on
Do you really care?

You’re telling lies behind my back
I guess you're not my good friend
Do it again and again and again

You say that you expect
I think you’re loosing touch girl
Do it again and again and again

And again

And again

There's a traffic jam outside my window
There's a red light on that just won't change
The pavement's full of cracks from all the sunshine
But now they're filling up 'cause the rain is falling down

I'm running round in circles
Trying to find my way

It's a slow day withiut you
It's a slow day when you're net around
It's a slow day with no escape
It's a slow day without you

There's a jet-plane up there hanging in the sky
Just kind of resting his wings on that big white cloud
Minutes taking on but stretching out forever
Just like the rooftops out there - they all melt together

I'm running 'round in circles
Trying to find my way

24 long hours with nothing to do
24 long hours just hanging on, waiting for you
It's gonna be a slow day

What's your excuse for being you?
What turns you on
What turns you off
What gets you up
What gets you down
There's gotta be some kind of cure

I'm tired of all your bitching
Seeing you scratch that same old itch
I'm tired of all your bitching
Gotta get real and make it stick

Get up
Get yourself connected too
Show me what you're made of
Get up
Get yourself addicted to the real
Human inside you

What makes you crack
What brings you back
What blows your mind and gets you high
What makes you strong
What proves you're wrong
There’s gotta be some kind of cure

What's your excuse for being you
What makes you crack
What brings you back

Everyday is a weekend
Think of all the money
We intend to waste and burn and overspend
I wanna spend it with you
Hoping you feel the same way too

Monday we stay in bed
Tuesday we rob the bank instead
Wednesday we're contemplating
You and I escaping

Thursday we make the headlines
They want us by friday alive or dead
Everyday is a weekend in my head

Don't set yourself no limits
Cause it won't work
If your heart's not in it
Enjoy yourself
Think clearly
I wanna clear it with you
Hoping you feel the same way too

Here we are
We've gone too far
I wanna die here with you
Hoping you feel the same way too

I kissed your lips.. you said that i was wrong..
I kissed your cheek.. you said that i make you weak
I kissed your hand..i guess that i'm not fair..
I touched your hand..

so please just tell me..

why did you say that i'm wrong?
why did you say that you're sorry?
why did you go away?
why did you say that i'm wrong..
why did you want me to go?
why did you ever fall in love with me?

it's too bad..
you didn't want me to touch you..

i kissed your lips.. you said that i was wrong..
i kissed your cheek.. you said that this is not strong..
i touched your face and you said that it hurts you..

so please just tell me..

why did you say that i'm wrong?
why did you say that you're sorry?
why did you go away?
why did you say that i'm wrong..
why did you want me to go?
and why did you ever fall in love with me?

it's too bad..
wrong
i am wrong you say..
it's my fault.. you're not mine anymore..

why did you say that i'm wrong?
why did you say that you're sorry?
why did you go away?
why did you say that i'm wrong..
why did you want me to go?
why did you ever fall in love with me?

why did i think you were mine?
why did i think we were fine?
why did i dream we could fly away?

why did you say that i'm wrong?
why did you want me to go?
why did you say that i'm wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong..
i should go, i should go, i should go, i should go..

Look at me now
I tremble like a fallen leaf
Spinning around
When you blow your icy wind
My sea its freezing over when you show me your cold side
Hiding the sund behind the moon

I look at you now
You're throwing water off my shores
Wasting your time
When you hurl your thunderbolts
Just like Mother nature you've got different seasons too
But you're hiding the good away from me
I'm out in the cold

I don't really mind your rain
I don't care if you blame me
(Just) Like the weather you will change again

I don't really fear your storm
I won't freeze cause I'm warm
Just like the weather you will change and be calm
And I'm still standing strong

So look at yourself
You're caught in your own trap
I give you my hand
You send a Hurricane instead
You're net the Mother nature
You are not the mighty God
Hiding yourself behind the storm - go beyond the pale
Hiding yourself, hiding your soul
You're out in the cold

Blow me down you can't hurt me
You carry me away
I'll gladly take the ride
For now you are heading my way

You squeeze the cross
You brun the source
You jump so high
You're dumb
Yes you are

You're so cheap
For free
Your thoughts are clear
I can read
I can see
Your favorite peep show on MTV

Are you shure you ant to start the game?

I don't wanna be your mannequin
I don't wnna be your pretty girl
So pull th trigger - Baby - if you can
It won't make you a better man (no no!)

I don't wanna be your mannequin
I don't wanna be your nasty girl
So pull the trigger - Baby- If You can
It won't make you a better man (no no!)

Your heart is dead
Got brain instead
It hurts to feel
No sex appeal

You squeake like a child
you don't have no style
You make me ill
Try to buy me with one dollar bill, no

you think I like you but I don't
I don't like you

Here I am
Caught in the moment
Seems to be frozen
Lost in the silence you left behind
And i turn on the light so you find the way home
And I open the windows and stare at the phone
I'm alone, try to sleep

There you are
Seems like we've not been apart
I can't believe that you left me alone
Then you found your way home
There you are
Won't you stay
Stay when the night turns to day

Here I am
I turn on the TV
Wish you were near me
Still can't believe it
You're gone
So I turn on the stereo like you used to do
I put on your shirt and I spray your perfume
I'm alone, fall asleep

Won't you stay
Stay forever
Stay through the good times, the bad times
The rain and the sunshine
So I won't have to wake up and find that you're gone

There you are
Seems like we've not been apart
I can't believe that you left me alone
Then you found your way home
There you are
I knew I wouldfind you, my star
I can't beleive that you left me alone
Then you found your way home
There you are
won't you stay
Stay when the night turnes to day

They were children fighting in the fields
Muddy faces, bows and arrows
Pretending that their fatal wounds would heal
But that was then and this is now

Give me a reason
A reason to stay
I am lost, confused
Worlds away

So give me the answer
Show me the way
Cause I'm bound to loose
Feel betrayed

Now they're fighting in the killing fields
Digging trenches, drowning sorrows
No retending now, the pain is real
Asking why and what it's for?

So welcome to the real world
It's a question of belief
Is it woth dying for?

Give me the power
The power to stay
I am weak, confused
Worlds away

So give me the patience
To rescue my faith
Cause I'm sure to lose
This crusade

For the first time you are falling
noone hears you calling
no more time for your self-apologies
for the first time you're feeling the burning scar
and you're bleeding
have you gone too far to raise your head?

you hit the ground
there's no way out
you're asking questions
(asking why)
losing direction

SO TELL ME HOW IT FEELS
(HOW IT FEELS, HOW IT IS,
KEEP ON TELLING ME ABOUT IT)
ARE YOU PARALYZED?
SO TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL


TIME TO OPEN UP YOUR MIND!

I am so sorry you are hurting
hate to see you crawling
maybe you'll be better off this way
can't you see you were mistaken
the thin ice kept on breaking
maybe you will understand one day

So tell me motherfucker, tell me how it feels
it's hard to be a sucker, time for getting real
so tell me how does it feel?

Shot me down and i'm falling
and in my head it is calling
you can be whatever you want to be, baby
I hide - you care for me
and you always say that you would see
angels in my eyes
and I can believe

So what you wanna say with your words
that I'm precious
and that I am something you can't buy
you can do whatever you want to do, sugar
when you mentioned heaven's bride
oh you came to me to say:
"don't leave me alone!,
not this way!"

You are praying for the show
take me now, then go
don't forget what I am

DANCING IN THE SPOTLIGHT
TWISTING, TURNING ALL NIGHT
I DON'T REALLY CARE
WHAT YOU WANNA DO WITH ME
STANDING IN THE MOONLIGHT
WAITING, WALKING ALL NIGHT
I DON'T WANNA KNOW
WHAT YOU WANNA DO WITH ME
Cause I am what I am

On your knees, you are begging
all I need is your money
you can say whatever you want to say, honey
I had dreams when I was young
now I prefer just to survive
don't bore me again
it's my life

You are praying for the show
please yourself and go
'cause I am what I am...

I'm not that kind of girl
look at me
I am what I am

I am never gonna go your way
you are never gonna make me stay

DIE HAPPY - GOOD BYE

Love- a fairytale in my old of fantasy
Trust- but better control before you want to believe
Warmth- you're totally hot or out there in the cold
Wrong- is what I was thinking
Say- that I am your girl and that you love me only
Time- is rushing away and you're still not here with me
Cool- I should be when you say that you don't like my hair
Why- am I even with you why'd I stay

Our love is history 'Cause you don't care for me i'm leaving this is goodbye goodbye, yeah
You're never by my side I want to live my life thih is the end
Can't you see it?

Say- that all is ok and that you are still my man
Time- is slipping away and you are not here again
Cold- is your face when you're talking about our life
Why- are you my lover... or is it more
I should have known that it was wrong to think that love is everlasting
I should have never been together with you

Our love is history 'Cause you don't care for me i'm leaving this is goodbye goodbye, yeah
You're never by my side I want to live my life this is the end
Can't you see it
Can't you see it

You were mine and I thought I could be anytime alone
You were mine and I thought this is love

But it's now that the story is dead I will never be sad you were playing with me all the time why didn't you ever say you prefer the other way you're not like the other guys around

Our love is history 'Cause you don't care for me i'm leaving this is goodbye goodbye, yeah
You're never by my side I want to live my life thih is the end
Can't you see it?
padapapapa
i'm free, yeah

So don't forget
I'm always with you
waiting for my day
so think of me
when they believe all my fake illusions
I'll catch them, use them
I can hypnotize
'cause I'm your bad dream

And then I'm going to rule your world
I'll show them my pretty face
I'll just be a perfect muse
my reign

DON'T YOU BLAME THE MIGHTY MAN!
THE MISTAKE IS IN YOURSELF
THAT'S THE ONLY WHY
DON'T YOU CLAIM TO UNDERSTAND!
JUST SEARCH WITHIN YOURSELF
HUMAN BEING

So don't forget
I'm never too far to lose you out of my mind
think of me!!!
I'll return and when I am back
I will use you, bruise you
it might hurt
'cause I'm your bad dream

What if love was dead
everything would be so cold
no, this is not the way, no!
what if I was bad!!!

I wanna be cool - to keep your friends amused
I wanna be beautiful - a celebrated muse
I wanna be high - entertain you when you're blue
I wanna be wise - just because of you

Maybe then you would see me
Maybe then you would care
but there's more to love than meets the eye

WOULD YOU CRY FOR MORE
IF YOUR LOVE WAS TRULY BLIND
COULD YOU CRY FOR MORE
IF IT'S ONLY ME YOU FIND

It's kicking me down

I wanna be strong - to match your every move
I wanna be crazy - a myriad of moods
I wanna be bright - to stand out in the crowd
I wanna be brave - to make you proud

Maybe then you would need me
Maybe then you would dare
but there's more to love than meets the eye

It's so quiet here - underneath
where I'm living
It's so peaceful here
on the top of my feelings

I will care for you
and I'll try to make you happy
you're so beautiful when you sleep
stay as you are

STAY AS YOU ARE
AS YOU FEEL
THERE IS TOO MUCH HATE IN THIS WORLD
STAY AS YOU ARE
YOU ARE REAL
NEVER BE LIKE THEM, 'CAUSE THEY'RE COLD

It is scaring me how they care for our planet


It is hurting me how they change
growing out of sleeping time

Beautiful angel
that's all you need to know

If a blossom like you will open up
they'll see that colors make them laugh a lot
they'll unfold
they will grow
what a world!

Why was I so blind - I didn't see the obvious
why was I happy when I was in pieces
why was I stupid - how did I even fall for you
why was I crying, when we finally broke up
why was I with you when you didn't want to
change your mind
why was I with you when you forced me to resign

It's over now

LEAVING YOU IS ALL THAT YOU CAN
BLAME ME FOR
LEAVING YOU
IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT
KIND OF STRANGE BITTER TASTE
IT'S GONE TOO FAR
IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT

Why was I so blind - my eyes were filled
with my good will
why was I laughing when you were speechless
why was I with you when you didn't want to
change your life
why was I with you when you forced me to
decide

It's over now

You were never sure
talking 'bout the freedom that you'd lose
well I lost a little more
trying to solve this problem, find an excuse
well, I appreciate it
but I've decided now

All that you can blame me for is that
I stayed too long
everything you take me for is definitely wrong
you won't get another chance to prove
your faith in me
all that you can blame me for is that I disagree

Lying in my bed in the sun
it's a beautiful morning
kissing you awake
smiling while yawning
wake up

Staying in this dream
a little bit longer
playing silly games
seeing who's stronger
wake up

WHEREVER YOU GO
WHATEVER YOU SAY
I'LL REMEMBER
FORTUNE IS KIND
KEEP IT FOREVER
DEEP INSIDE

If I would not be with you today
I would not believe

I wish the time would stop for a while
just for a moment
laughing in the coffeecup
it's beautifully boring
wake up

I don't care if the sun fades away,
darkness falls
I don't mind, I'm not scared anymore

WHEREVER YOU GO
WHATEVER YOU SAY
I'LL REMEMBER
FORTUNE IS KIND
KEEP IT FOREVER
IN YOUR MIND
WHEREVER YOU GO
WHATEVER YOU SAY
I'LL REMEMBER
FORTUNE IS KIND
KEEP IT FOREVER
DEEP INSIDE

I don't care if tomorrow's grey, I have memories
I believe it is worth the wait - got my life to live
I don't mind, no I won't be sad 'cause I believe
that a day like today will come again
and make me smile

Pockets full of frogs and broken toys
fishing with the boys
my hair in braids
selling flowers on the dusty street
yeah, I was really sweet
I loved to play
laughing, running,
hiding in the fields
chasing butterflies
telling little lies

NOW IT'S ALL OVER
NOTHING FEELS THE SAME
AND I DON'T LIKE IT
I WANT IT BACK AGAIN

Pockets full of keys and credit-cards
a chain of broken hearts
no time for games
painting pictures on my weary face
I miss the good old days
it's such a shame
working, running
trying to make a stand
missing butterflies
still telling lies

I'm sure I am only flesh, blood and bones
my skin and everything
light is running through my scarlet veins
for sure there's always one little soul
making us unique - as delicate as we speak
the moods that we have are peculiar,
are not the same
as delicate as we speak!

IF YOU COULD BE IN PARADISE
WOULD IT SATISFY YOUR EVERY NEED
TO SEE THROUGH ADAM'S EYES
FIND THE NATURE OF OUR CREED
THE SOUL IS BORN TO RISE
AND IT'S POSSIBLE TO BELIEVE
IN ALL WE SACRIFICE

I'm sure I am only lost in space
a second in the universe
life is a very short parade
still we all have one little spark
making us unique - as delicate as we speak

My world, yeah
that I shield to not be hurt
it's my home, my god
the treasure that is mine alone
it's my place

Damn, I'm the Man,
I'm smarter than you and you can't deny it
I'll get what I deserve
you're selling your soul, I'm not gonna buy it
and it's a shame that you don't like me
'cause I'm your greatest fan
you'll always be a step behind me
catch me if you can

A choir of angels singing my praise
soothing my anger
easing my pain

I AM BETTER THAN THE REST
I'M AN UNDERCOVER GENIUS
I MUST CONFESS
IT'S GETTING KIND OF SERIOUS
I AM BETTER THAN THE REST
NO ONE'S EVER GONNA BRING ME DOWN
THIS IS MY QUEST
A KING WITHOUT A CROWN

Damn, what a scam
It's ridiculous how you bathe in the glory
you are an egoist
one of these days you're gonna be sorry


so don't pretend that you don't owe me
I'm gonna make you pay
'cause you are nobody without me
no matter what you say

Standing in your own way
failing in your vain crusade
and now you're alone
a lonely king upon his throne
you should never deceive yourself
it's only make-believe

...REST
YOU'RE AN ORDINARY, AVERAGE GUY
YOU MUST CONFESS
IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO STEP ASIDE
YOU'RE NOT BETTER THAN THE REST
YOU'RE A SCHIZOPHRENIC LITTLE MAN
YOU'RE AN EGOIST
MAKING TROUBLE ANYWAY YOU CAN

A day at my window
wrinkles on my face
'n you were so strong
and told me 'bout your faith
buried on Friday
was more than I could bear
snowflakes in my eyes
melting fast, much too fast

NOW YOU SEE
YOU FEEL ME WHEN I'M BREATHING
BUT YOU, YOU'RE NOT HERE
WHEN LIFE ISN'T EASY
WHEN I'M FALLING DOWN

A day at my window
wrinkles on my face
you were so strong
and told me 'bout your faith
buried on Wednesday
was more than I could bear
snowflakes in my eyes
melting fast, much too fast

NOW YOU SEE
YOU FEEL ME WHEN I'M BREATHING
BUT YOU, YOU'RE NOT HERE
WHEN LIFE ISN'T EASY
NOW YOU SEE
YOU FEEL ME WHEN I'M BREATHING
BUT YOU'RE GONE, CAN'T BE HERE
HERE WITH ME
YOU ARE GONE AND I'M TRYING
TO UNDERSTAND

DIE HAPPY - GOOD BYE

Love- a fairytale in my old of fantasy
Trust- but better control before you want to believe
Warmth- you're totally hot or out there in the cold
Wrong- is what I was thinking
Say- that I am your girl and that you love me only
Time- is rushing away and you're still not here with me
Cool- I should be when you say that you don't like my hair
Why- am I even with you why'd I stay

Our love is history 'Cause you don't care for me i'm leaving this is goodbye goodbye, yeah
You're never by my side I want to live my life thih is the end
Can't you see it?

Say- that all is ok and that you are still my man
Time- is slipping away and you are not here again
Cold- is your face when you're talking about our life
Why- are you my lover... or is it more
I should have known that it was wrong to think that love is everlasting
I should have never been together with you

Our love is history 'Cause you don't care for me i'm leaving this is goodbye goodbye, yeah
You're never by my side I want to live my life this is the end
Can't you see it
Can't you see it

You were mine and I thought I could be anytime alone
You were mine and I thought this is love

But it's now that the story is dead I will never be sad you were playing with me all the time why didn't you ever say you prefer the other way you're not like the other guys around

Our love is history 'Cause you don't care for me i'm leaving this is goodbye goodbye, yeah
You're never by my side I want to live my life thih is the end
Can't you see it?
padapapapa
i'm free, yeah

Damn, I'm the Man,
I'm smarter than you and you can't deny it
I'll get what I deserve
you're selling your soul, I'm not gonna buy it
and it's a shame that you don't like me
'cause I'm your greatest fan
you'll always be a step behind me
catch me if you can

A choir of angels singing my praise
soothing my anger
easing my pain

I AM BETTER THAN THE REST
I'M AN UNDERCOVER GENIUS
I MUST CONFESS
IT'S GETTING KIND OF SERIOUS
I AM BETTER THAN THE REST
NO ONE'S EVER GONNA BRING ME DOWN
THIS IS MY QUEST
A KING WITHOUT A CROWN

Damn, what a scam
It's ridiculous how you bathe in the glory
you are an egoist
one of these days you're gonna be sorry


so don't pretend that you don't owe me
I'm gonna make you pay
'cause you are nobody without me
no matter what you say

Standing in your own way
failing in your vain crusade
and now you're alone
a lonely king upon his throne
you should never deceive yourself
it's only make-believe

...REST
YOU'RE AN ORDINARY, AVERAGE GUY
YOU MUST CONFESS
IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO STEP ASIDE
YOU'RE NOT BETTER THAN THE REST
YOU'RE A SCHIZOPHRENIC LITTLE MAN
YOU'RE AN EGOIST
MAKING TROUBLE ANYWAY YOU CAN