Seether

Oh Now,I Found Myself
Wish I was someone else
My Hands are stained with love
Wish I could take it away

I hid behind the shell
In Time,the pain will melt
My heart is stained with love
wish I could fake it

I gave my life away
there's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

You take it in your way

my selfish enemy
still has the best of me
empty and feeling numb
wish I could take it away

I cant control the need
too weak to not conceed
wish i was deaf and dumb
Wish I could fake it

I gave my life away
there's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way
I gave my life away
there's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I can't pretend were the same
I can't pretend were the same
I can't pretend were the same

And Now,I Find Myself
Wish I was someone else
My Hands are stained with love
Wish I could FAKE!

I gave my life away
there's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way
I gave my life away
there's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

You take it in your way 3x

You take it in your way.........

Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be that magazine
That she bases life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me

Last night I saw that beauty queen
She's getting high on Revlon
I wanna be that magazine
That she wastes her life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me
Me.

Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere
Chafing straitjacket, I won't die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don't care if I'm lost
Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters
I don't care if you are

Lowly with my head bowed, there are rats everywhere
Feed me bread and water
I won't die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don't care if I'm lost

Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters
I don't care if you are

Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill

Don't tell me that you're all better
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're bed wetters
I don't care if you are
Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill
Say you will (say you will) take my pills (take my pills)
Say you will (say you will) faking ill

to moonn6pence from shootingstar


It seems like every days the same and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray and there's no color to behold
They say its over and I'm fine agian yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late just as well

I feel the dream in me expire and there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar 'cause I can't seem to get this through
You say its over, I can sigh again yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyones gonna be fine one day
Too late just as well

And I'm not scared now I must assure you you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now And I'm not scared now no
I am aware now how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyones gonna be fine
One day too late just as well

I am prepared now sees everythings gonna be fine for me
For me For myself
For me for me for myself
For me for me for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now and I am fine again

I never seem to find a reason
to let you in again, or forgive you
I'm sick of feeling like I need you
knowing I never did, but I miss you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again

I never reach my indecision
to let you see again all I give you
I'm sick of feeding your attention,
knowing I never did. I distress you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again

Fuck you for killing me
Me.
Fuck you for killing me
Me.

Yeah. Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again
Again.

Do you think I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I’m faking now?

Do you know I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

I guess you know I’m faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there’s nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you. I breathe you.
I can’t go through this all again.
We have to succumb to
the feelings we can never face I need you.
I breathe you. I can’t go through this…

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man
Then she told me she had a gun
she says she wants to use it on me now…

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
In time you will
Find me. Maim me. Thrill me and shame me.
In time you will
Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride
Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
In time you will
Find me. Maim me. Thrill me and shame me.
In time you will
Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride
And leave me blind, blind, blind now.
Leave me blind, blind, blind now.
I am silence sent to find you
I am violence sent to find you
I am silence sent to find you
I am violence sent to fuck you up
Take me and break me. Rape me. Forsake me.
In time you will
Find me and maim me and thrill me and shame me
In time you will
Hate me. Hate me. Hate me. Hate me.
Well now kill me. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me.
Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride

And my words will be here when Im gone
As Im fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As Im failing again now, never to change this

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam

And it seems Im alone here, hollow again
As Im flailing again against the wind
And the scars I am left with swallow again
As Im failing again now, never to change this

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam

The same old feelings are taking over
and I cant seem to make them go away
And I cant take all the pressure sober,
but I cant seem to make it go away
The same old feelings are taking over
and I cant seem to make them go away
And I cant take all the pressure sober
(I cant make it go away. I cant make it go away)

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, falling, falling
Apart again at the seam.

You make me feel like I'm a whore
Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now
It's always gonna be this way
Get the fuck away

Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

You always wanna steal the light
By stepping on the ones who fight for you
It's always gonna be the same
Get the fuck away

Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are

Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me now

Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me

I wanna be there when you call
I wanna catch you when you fall
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll find our way grown
Today’s the day we’ll fade away
I wanna be there when you cry
And when you’re down I’ll help you fly
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll find our way grown
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
But I’m coming back,
and I’m taking back everything I can
It’s breaking me up and tearing me up
It’s all I have
And I’m coming back,
and I’m taking back everything I can
It’s breaking me up and tearing me up
It’s all I have
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll find our way grown
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll fade away

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends?
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends?
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore?
Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
(Yeah)

Have you ever wished for fire to burn away your mind restraints?
Haven't you been for hire or suffered those cheap complaints?
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore?
Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
Take it away cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends?
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends?
Could it be that I don't wanna hurt you anymore?
Could it be that we don't have what it takes?

Take it away cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away
Take it away cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; Not know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

youre gone away; you dont feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

Here I stand before myself
I see somethings out of place
You tasted all my purity
Now there's nothing left to waste
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

I never felt like i had felt
Until the day you came undone
I never felt like I was lost
Until the day you killed me again
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

Are you stronger
For cutting me open
Are you stronger
For leaving me broken

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

so i said this once before
i'm never gonna give you in
no, not again
cause i've wasted all i've known,
to watch it fade and slip away now
from my hands
and what i have i have in mind
and i think about you all the time
[chorus]
i'm feeling miles away
you think I've got it made
i don't belong here
i'm feeling like a candle burning at both ends
i don't belong here
now i hide myself away
i never wanna feel again
cause i faced this all alone
i let it seep and wash away now
its all the same
and what i have i have in mind
and i think about you all the time
[chorus]
never run away, son
never run away, son
never run away, son
cause what i have i have in mind
and i think about you all the time
[chorus]

They suck you in like cigarettes
While hanging you out to dry, yeah
Making you feel like a hypocrite
because you cannot lie, yeah
You are the reason we will never be set free
We wanna be like you
We wanna be so cool
Just like you
They're hanging you out with their whiskey breath
And leaving you out in the sun, yeah
Making you feel like a hypocrite because you cannot run, yeah
You are the reason we will never be set free
We wanna be like you
We wanna be so cool
Just like you
They suck you in like cigarettes
While hanging you out to dry you
Making you feel like a hypocrite because you cannot lie, yeah
You are the reason we will never be set free
We wanna be like you
We wanna be so cool
You are the reason we will never be set free
We wanna be like you
We wanna be so cool
Just like you
Yeah
Just like you
Just like you
Just like you

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; Not know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

youre gone away; you dont feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

Out of my way
Out of my, way

[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t pass up this opportunity to make myself absurd,
I can’t pass up this opportunity to let myself be heard.
Would you, like to, be the one who sees me lose this all,
Would you, like to, be the one who sees me fall.

[Chorus]
Nobody’s gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I’m doin’ this my way
Nobody’s gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I’m doin’ this my way

You like to think the worst is over now, but you cant breathe at all
You like to think you’re owed a favor now, man you’ve seen it all

Did you, want to, be the one who pushed me off the wall,
Did you, want to, be the one who let me fall.

[Chorus]

You can’t hold me down..
You can’t hold me down..
You can’t hold me down..
You can’t hold me down..

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Nobody’s gonna stand in my way
Give it up, I’m doin’ this my way
Nobody’s gonna stand in my way
Give it up, I’m doin’ this my way
Out of my way

Here she comes again
She's feeling like she's already won
I believe it's gonna end again, all for naught
My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem
I believe it's gonna end this way, atrocity
Do you believe in love
Like I believe in pain
Nobody died for you, somebody pray for me

When you see me cut me down
And I will force it underground
There's no one left to hurt but me
And it's because of me, right?

There she walks away
She's feeling like she's having them on
I believe she's gonna bend again
And all for naught
My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem
I've gotta get you off of me, it's such an oddity
Do you believe in love
Like I believe in pain
Nobody died for you
Someone pray for me
I want to see you suffer
Suffer

Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of me
I am so ashamed of me...

Try to hide myself
Give this to someone else
My hands are stained with scum
Wish I could wash it away
You keep taking, taking away
And keep breaking, breaking, break

I can't believe in yesterday
I feel you coming in
I can't just stand by and watch you
Save yourself as you fall from grace
When you come around, I won't be your sympathy

The worst is over now
You said it anyhow
My life in monochrome
Wish I could regain control
You keep taking, taking away
I keep faking, faking, fake

Find me, feel me fill me, then cut me up again
Find me, feel me the cut me up

HATE
ME
HATE

Trust all the things
I tell you are true
Dress up in your best
So I can be proud of you
And never believe I won't turn on you
And never believe I do this for you...

You're leading me on again
And I find it yeah I like it
And I'm reeling in awe for sure
Now I know it was given to me
Given to me

How I wish I could be rid of this ennui
Make you regret and make you afraid of me
And never believe I do this for me
And never believe I'll do this gently

You're leading me on again
And I find it yeah I like it
And I'm reeling in awe for sure
Now I know it was given to me
Given to me (2x)

Can't believe in broken promises
And render conscious all of me
I'll tell you it's all for you
Then deny it

You're leading me on again
And I find it yeah I like it
And I'm reeling in awe for sure
Now I know it was given to me
Given to me (2x)

It's all for me

Will I fall again into dismay?
Will I be ashamed of crying?
And I know it's never been the way that I described
But I am afraid of trying
She's the one who keeps me all excited
She keeps me begging for more
She's the one who deems me uninvited
Now it's over

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end

Now I find that I am weaker fare
That I am ashamed of lying
And I know things never feel the way that's right inside
And I am afraid of dying
'Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited
You keep me begging for more
You're the one who keeps me uninvited
Now it's over

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end

Never Leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
It's only a symbol
You've got me falling away
And I am afraid
Take back what I said

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end
It’s all the same in the end
It’s all the same in the end
It’s all the same in the end
It’s only a symbol

Must be something they're hiding
Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell
Must be something inside me
But I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need friends when I have foes like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away it's all the same
There's more for me

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you

Must be something confided
Must be someway to feel the pain and heal again
Pain and pleasure, inviting
I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need pills
When I have drugs like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away
It's all the same
There's more for me

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just affraid

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
you're killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you
as you!

I'm just like you, just not a fool
I'm just like you, just not as cool
I'm just like you, Just not a fool
I'm just like you...

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just affraid

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
you're killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you

I'm just like you, just not a fool
I'm just like you...
Shut up!

Well the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale
Any spirit left in me is fading fast
Could you throw another stone to ease my pain?
Could you throw another stone to seal my faith?
'Cause I didn't believe in this world anymore, anymore
I don't believe in me

And if I can rise above this I'll be saved
Can anybody save me?
And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved
Can anybody save me?

Second chances are too few and far between
Will to change this circumstance eludes me still
Should I grow another shell in which to live?
Should I grow another shell and not forgive?
I don't believe in this world, anymore, anymore
I don't believe in me

And if I can rise above this I'll be saved
Can anybody save me?
And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved
Can anybody save me?

Goodbye cruel world
Goodbye cruel world
Goodbye cruel world at last you see me drown

And if I can rise above this I'll be saved
Can anybody save me?
And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved
Can anybody save me? (2x)

Goodbye cruel world
Goodbye cruel world

Here she's coming and she's drunk again
She's only seventeen
Her daddy said "Well that's enough of that
Come be my little queen"

And now he's touching her wrong again
He's gonna give her disease
He never wanted it anyway
He only does as he please

Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one
I couldn't hurt her like everyone
And tell her that I said I'm the one
And I don't deserve her

Here he's coming and he's drunk again
He's on amphetamines
Scratch his nails down the other leg
'Cause you're my little queen

And now he's touching her wrong again
She's only trying to get by
He never wanted it anyway
He never soils the child

Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one
I couldn't hurt her like everyone
And tell her that I said I'm the one
And I don't deserve her

Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one
I couldn't hurt her like everyone
And tell her that I said I'm the one
And I don't deserve her

We're coming for you
You

Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one
I couldn't hurt her like everyone
And tell her that I said I'm the one
And I don't deserve her

Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one
I couldn't hurt her like everyone
And tell her that I said I'm the one
And I don't deserve her

Watch it blow my mind
It's something I am ill-prepared to remedy
But let it slow the time
It takes to die and close your eyes to your enemy
Defy!
Self-made millionaires won't take ideas
From all the little plebeians just suffocate with smiles
And force fed lies
And close your mind to reality
Deny

It feels like I'm losing again
When I've lost everything
I'm sure I will see more clearly
Lose what I'm feeling to them
And not feeling anything
I'm sure I will bleed sincerely
Tonight!

So you make the simplest mistake
So you make the simplest mistake
And fearlessly you deny your involvement in my demise
But give me your open hand

Leave your mark under my skin
Oh my how strong you are
And feast your eyes on my disdain
And hope this one won't scar

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you,
Push if you still need my pain
Cause I will never tell
And scream if you still hate my name
Cause I'll be where I fell

Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me
Hands around my neck
Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me, close to me, yeah

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
Push in 'til it breaks, if it bleeds then I'll be okay

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful

Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me

to moonn6pence from shootingstar




I am a plastic man, wish I can be the one you could be proud of.
I'm losin heart again, wish I could show you what you think I'm made of.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.

I am a perfect sell, just wrap me up with a bow and flowers.
I will neglect to tell, I'll sell your story that we love each other.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Why don't you let me be, and I'll pretend I'm well.
Cuz you're blind to see, and I'm too tired to tell.
And in your apathy, your head begins to swell.
Another tragedy, but you're too cold to feel.

Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain

Pre-meditation will kill the trust
They'll never know if you fear me
With every second collecting dust
I feel so bloated and weary

'Cause she belongs to heaven

She's coming over like a suicide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip as before
Another complicating suicide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip as before

She'll cut you down with a single thrust
She's taken over too quickly
No medication can kill the lust
So say a prayer for the sickly

'Cause she belongs to heaven

She's coming over like a suicide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip as before
Another complicating suicide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip as before

You set me up to fucking fail this time

She's coming over like a suicide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip as before
Another overbearing suicide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip

She's coming over wearing genocide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip as before
Another complicating suicide
And it's the same old trip, the same old trip as before

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, so follow me down

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, so follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lose your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, now follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

The sun is gone and the flowers rot
Words are spaces between us
And I should have been drowned in the rivers I found of token lust
And I should have been down when you made me insecure

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you all right
You can't break me down if it takes all your might
'Cause I am so much more than meets the eye

And I'm the one you can never trust
'Cause wounds are ways to reveal us
And yet I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us
But what a waste of my time when the world we had was yours

So break me down if it makes you feel right
(So break me down)
And hate me now if it keeps you all right
(So break me down)
You can't break me down if it takes all your might
'Cause I am so much more than all your lies

(Solo)

Hate me, break me down
(So break me down)
Down
(So break me down)

So break me down if it makes you feel right
(So break me down)
And hate me now if it keeps you all right
(So break me down)
You can't break me down if it takes all your might
'Cause I am so much more than meets the eye

You could've been the real one
You could've been the one enough for me
You could've been the free one (The broken down and sick one)
Remnant of a vacant life

You come around when you find me faithless
You come around when you find me faceless

Fuck me like you hate me
(Dig it up and tear it down)
Dig it up and hold me out
Fuck me like you hate me
(Dig it up and tear it down)
I love the sound when you come undone

You could've been the next one (God only knows)
You could've been the one to comprehend me
You could've been the only one (The broken down and sick one)
You could've been the one who I lie with

You come around when you finally face this
You come around when you find me faceless

Fuck me like you hate me
(Dig it up and tear it down)
Dig it up and hold me out
Fuck me like you hate me
(Dig it up and tear it down)
Don't make a sound till I come undone

You'll never break me
You'll never break me
You'll never break me

You could've been the real one
You could've been the last one I lie with
You could've been the owned one
I should of been the one who died

You come around when you finally face this
You come around when you find me faceless

Fuck me like you hate me
(Dig it up and tear it down)
Dig it up and hold me out
Fuck me like you hate me
(Dig it up and tear it down)
I love the sound when you come undone

Fuck me like you hate me
(Fuck me like you hate me)
Fuck me like you hate me
(You'll never break me)
Fuck me like you hate me
(Dig it up and tear it down)
You come around when you find me faceless

She's wearing dresses on the borderline (Look again)
Awaking senses that were lost in time (Make amends)
This liberation is the one they'll love for ages
(Hey man, I've seen it coming, yeah)

Just cut those tresses, make you look so fine (You're a ten)
Put on that shirt and you'll look so divine (Drown in men)
This generation won't forgive those signs of aging
(Hey man I've seen it coming, yeah)

I've got my ticket for the next makeover
I've got my ticket for a stolen ride

I believe, I believe, I believe in the fallen
I believe, I believe, I believe in the calling

They got injections for the facial lines (Make amends)
Break out the scalpel keep the nose defined (Look again)
A crucifixion of the love we've known for ages
(Hey man I've seen it coming, yeah)

You're much too pretty you don't need your mind (Just pretend)
Just bat them eyelids, get your heart's desire (Drown in men)
A resurrection of the shallow and the vapid
(Hey man I've seen it coming, yeah)

I've got my ticket for the next makeover
I've lost my taste for this, I'll keep my pride

I believe, I believe, I believe in the fallen
I believe, I believe, I believe in the calling

I've got my ticket for the next makeover
I've lost my taste for this, I'll keep my pride

I believe, I believe, I believe in the fallen
I believe, I believe, I believe in the calling

I believe, I believe, I believe in the fallen
I believe, I believe, I believe in the calling

Take the light
And darken everything around me
Call the clowns
And listen closely, I'm lost without you

Call your name every day
When I feel so helpless
I've fallen down
But I'll rise above this
Rise above this

Hate the mind
Regrets are better left unspoken
For all we know
This void will grow and
Everything's in vain
Distressing you though it leaves me open
Feels so right
That I'll end this all before it gets me

Call your name every day
When I feel so helpless
I've fallen down (Fallen down)
But I'll rise above this
Rise above this

Call your name every day
When I seem so helpless
I've fallen down (Fallen down)
But I'll rise above this
Rise above this doubt

I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)
I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)

Call your name every day
When I feel so helpless
I've fallen down (Fallen down)
But I'll rise above this
Rise above this

Forty eight ways to say
That I'm feelin' helpless
Fallen down (Fallen down)
And I'll rise above this
Rise above this
Rise above this
Rise above this doubt

Before you hedge those bets you placed against me
Be reticent of fortunes they foretell
Your verbal defecation I can't wash away despite my self
Your vanity it seems has served you well

You're so quick to choose the path walked by the righteous
So you can go and nest among the weak
And the innocent observers will refuse to find the lie within
Renew the disappointment of the meek

You're no Jesus Christ

You're no Jesus Christ

Put the gun in my mouth and pull the trigger
I feel so alive here
Put the gun in my mouth, it tastes so bitter
I feel so alive here

You're no Jesus Christ

You're no Jesus Christ

You keep taking over
I keep rolling over
I can't take it any more

You keep taking over
I keep rolling over
I cant take it any more

Before you hedge those bets you placed against me
be reticent of fortunes they foretell
Your verbal defecation I can't wash away despite my self
Your vanity it seems has served you well

You keep taking over
I keep rolling over
I cant take it any more

You keep taking over
I keep rolling over
I cant take it any more

You keep taking over
I keep rolling over
I cant take it any more

You keep taking over
I keep rolling over
I cant take it any more

Yeah
Yeah

(Yeah) I find it hard to live with all my choices
It's time to turn a deaf ear to those voices
Did you ever think to ask my opinion? (Yeah)
Did you ever think to ask if I'm okay?

I've burned down every bridge that I've found
Now I limit myself to a six gun quota
I played down every feeling I felt and
I bottled them up until the well ran over

Yeah

(Yeah) Give every indication that you're mended
Take every rule you come across and bend it
Did you ever think to ask my opinion? (Yeah)
Did you ever think to ask I'm okay?

I've burned down every bridge that I've found
Now I limit myself to a six gun quota
I played down every feeling I felt and
I bottled them up until the well ran over

I've burned down every bridge that I've found
Now I limit myself to a six gun quota
I played down every feeling I felt and
I bottled them up until the well ran over

It feels so good to be numb
Whoa-oh
I hate what I have become
Whoa-oh
It feels so good to be numb
Whoa-oh

I've burned down every bridge that I've found
Now I limit myself to a six gun quota
I played down every feeling I felt and
I bottled them up until the well ran over

I've burned down every bridge that I've found
Now I limit myself to a six gun quota
I played down every feeling I felt and
I bottled them up until the well ran over

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

Walk away from the sun come slowly undone
I can see in your eyes I have already won
I could bleed for a smile I could cry for some fun
Walk away from the sun and tell everyone

There's so much left in the air
So much to tell from mistake
There's so much left to defend
But I ain't no fun

So turn away from the ones who hurt everyone
I can tell by your smile you're coming undone
I could bleed for a smile could die for a gun
Walk away from the sun and kill everyone

So tiny dancer beware
When medicated and scared
This smile is so hard to wear
But I have no gun

So turn away from the ones you've hurt everyone
I can tell by your smile your coming undone
I could bleed for a smile could die for a gun
Walk away from the sun and kill everyone

And you're fading with every day
You could have been the next one should have been enough for me
And I'm fading with every day
You could have been the next one should have been enough for me
And you're fading with every day
You could have been the next one should have been enough for me
And I'm fading with everyday whoa

(Solo)

There's so much left in the air
So much to tell from mistake
There's so much left to defend
But I ain't no fun

Fading with every day
You could have been the next one should have been enough for me
I'm fading with every day
You could have been the next one should have been enough for me
I'm fading with every day
You could have been the next one should have been enough for me

I'm fading with every day (walk away from the sun)
I'm fading with every day (Walk away from the sun)
I'm fading with every day (walk away from the sun)
I'm fading with every day (walk away from the sun)
I'm fading with every day (walk away from the sun)

It irks me when I get burned
And I realize I don't get hurt
It always it seems I've lost my way

When I feel you it's not enough
And I need you, you shun my touch
I notice the season's ripe for change

I'm weak, I'm weak

So with every new lesson learned
I can keep you before it turns
In the knowledge that things won't be the same

Now I realize that you have won
And there's nothing to be said or done
And I notice the wind won't blow my way

So run with the eyes of a devil
And keep him in your dreams
If you succumb to the lies of the rebel
You'll cleanse yourself of me

It kills me to watch this fade
And I realize it's all charade
And every mistake I make's the same

I beseech you to let me drown
Will it please you to let me down
Now no one can save me from the pain

So run with the eyes of a devil
And keep him in your dreams
If you succumb to the lies of the rebel
You'll cleanse yourself of me

(Solo)

So run with the eyes of a devil
And keep him in your dreams
If you succumb to the lies of the rebel
You'll cleanse yourself of me

So run with the eyes of a devil
And keep him in your dreams
If you succumb to the lies of the rebel
You'll cleanse yourself of me

Jesus save me
Jesus save me
(I'm weak)
Jesus save me
(I'm weak)
Jesus save me
(I'm weak)
Jesus save me
(I'm weak)
Jesus save me from me

Your heart is carved in stone
And apathy flows in your veins
When flesh falls from the bone
You've taken all you can take
All you can take

Don't believe in anyone
Cause they'll feel you so much more
Deep inside those animals, burning lovers

When stank fades into smell
The liquor has washed you away
When face cracks into smile
You've taken all you can take
All you can take

Don't believe in anyone
Cause they'll feel you so much more
Deep inside those animals, burning lovers

(Solo)

(You can take)
I'll give in
(You can break)
What's broken
(Your mistake)
I'll rest my body in the ground

Don't believe in anyone
Cause they'll feel you so much more
Deep inside those animals, burning lovers

Don't believe in anyone
Cause the day that you were born
Can't deny the enemy's taken over

Go unnoticed, let the freedom wash away
Losing focus, the pretense is second nature
It's a broken life that I cling to
Trying to make right

I feel dismay just like you do
I feel decayed

So find me a way to leave this wasted life behind me (This wasted life)
Find me a way to leave this wasted life behind me after all

Yes I see you surrounded by the hopeless
When they need you, you're much too good and bloated
By the hopeless life that you cling to
Trying to make right

I feel disdain just like you do
I feel decayed

So find me a way to leave this wasted life behind me (This wasted life)
Find me a way to leave this wasted life behind me after all

Go away
Go away

And just leave me here
And just leave me here
Just leave me here

So find me a way to leave this wasted life behind me (This wasted life)
Find me a way to leave this wasted life behind me (This wasted life)

This wasted life
This wasted life
This wasted life

Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be that magazine
That she bases life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me

Last night I saw that beauty queen
She's getting high on Revlon
I wanna be that magazine
That she wastes her life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me
Me.

Do you think I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I’m faking now?

Do you know I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

I guess you know I’m faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there’s nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you. I breathe you.
I can’t go through this all again.
We have to succumb to
the feelings we can never face I need you.
I breathe you. I can’t go through this…

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man
Then she told me she had a gun
she says she wants to use it on me now…

Leave your mark under my skin
Oh my how strong you are
And feast your eyes on my disdain
And hope this one won't scar

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you,
Push if you still need my pain
Cause I will never tell
And scream if you still hate my name
Cause I'll be where I fell

Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me
Hands around my neck
Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me, close to me, yeah

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
Push in 'til it breaks, if it bleeds then I'll be okay

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful

Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me

If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down

[Pearl Jam cover]

Vacate is the word...vengeance has no place so near to her
Cannot find a comfort in this world
Artificial tears...vessel stabbed...next up, volunteers
Vulnerable, wisdom can't adhere...

A truant finds home...and a will to hold on...
There's a trapdoor in the sun...it's immortality...

As privileged as a whore...victims in demand for public show
Swept out through the cracks beneath the door
Holier than thou, how?
Surrendered...executed anyhow
Scrawls resolved, cigar box on the floor...

A truant finds home...and a will to hold on, to...
There's a trapdoor in the sun...

Its immortality...
I cannot stop the thought...of running out the door...
Coming up a which way sign...and all good truants must decide...
Oh, stripped and sold, mom...and an auctioned forearm...
And whiskers in the sink...
A truants finds home...and a will to hold on to..
Some die just to live...
Ohh...

Can you remember when
when we used to live
Never in distress
or can you picture then
how we used to pride
ourselves on neatness

I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied me hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ohh

Can you remember when
when we used to laugh
at those mistakes we made
Can you picture then
how we used to drive
and never reach the end

'Cause I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ohh

Since you went away
made me find
I have nothing to say
Since you went away
made me find
I have nothing to say

'Cause I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied my hands
'Cause I can't understand, what you meant to me
You made me wild, then you tied my hands, ooh

You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands, ooh
You tied my hands

And my words will be here when Im gone
As Im fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As Im failing again now, never to change this

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam

And it seems Im alone here, hollow again
As Im flailing again against the wind
And the scars I am left with swallow again
As Im failing again now, never to change this

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam

The same old feelings are taking over
and I cant seem to make them go away
And I cant take all the pressure sober,
but I cant seem to make it go away
The same old feelings are taking over
and I cant seem to make them go away
And I cant take all the pressure sober
(I cant make it go away. I cant make it go away)

And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As Im falling apart again at the seam
And Im falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, falling, falling
Apart again at the seam.

to moonn6pence from shootingstar


It seems like every days the same and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray and there's no color to behold
They say its over and I'm fine agian yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late just as well

I feel the dream in me expire and there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar 'cause I can't seem to get this through
You say its over, I can sigh again yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyones gonna be fine one day
Too late just as well

And I'm not scared now I must assure you you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now And I'm not scared now no
I am aware now how everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late I'm in hell
I am prepared now seems everyones gonna be fine
One day too late just as well

I am prepared now sees everythings gonna be fine for me
For me For myself
For me for me for myself
For me for me for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now and I am fine again

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; Not know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

youre gone away; you dont feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

Cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away

Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me'

to moonn6pence from shootingstar




I am a plastic man, wish I can be the one you could be proud of.
I'm losin heart again, wish I could show you what you think I'm made of.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.

I am a perfect sell, just wrap me up with a bow and flowers.
I will neglect to tell, I'll sell your story that we love each other.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Why don't you let me be, and I'll pretend I'm well.
Cuz you're blind to see, and I'm too tired to tell.
And in your apathy, your head begins to swell.
Another tragedy, but you're too cold to feel.

Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain

Here I stand before myself
I see somethings out of place
You tasted all my purity
Now there's nothing left to waste
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

I never felt like i had felt
Until the day you came undone
I never felt like I was lost
Until the day you killed me again
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

Are you stronger
For cutting me open
Are you stronger
For leaving me broken

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
(I don't wanna be alone again)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, so follow me down

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, so follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lose your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so raped, now follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

It's all too revealing, your words are deceiving,
I can't let you get in my way
I sense all your actions are meant as distractions,
You must know I won't play your game

Fake, you're more than I can take, and something's gonna break
Get out of my head
No shame, you're passing all the blame, and nothing's gonna change
Get out of my head

You've made me realize that it's all a lie and it comes as no surprise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
There's no compromise

I'm sick of pretending the thoughts are unending,
I can't let you get in my way (there's no way home)
I'm no longer bending my mindset is mending,
And now I have something to say (deny me)

Fake, you're more than I take, and something's gonna break
Get out of my head
No shame, you're passing all the blame, and something's gonna change
Get out of my head

You've made me realize that it's all a lie and it comes as no surprise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
There's no compromise

Fake, you're more than I take, and something's gonna break
Get out of my head
Shame, you're passing all the blame, and nothing's gonna change
Get out of my head

You've made me realize that it's all a lie and it comes as no surprise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
I see no compromise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
I see no compromise
Stay for a while, stay cause you make me smile
There's no compromise

Fake, you're passing all the blame, and nothing's gonna chance
Get out of my head

I'm doing fine
Even though you preyed upon my mind
Been living a lie
Seems every day it eats me

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah and I need retribution
You don't get it man I'm your pollution

I'm breathing sigh
In passing away I'll take my time
I'm still getting high
I love the way it feeds me

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah and I need retribution
Just don't get it man I'm the solution now

You can't keep me down my friend
You can't keep me down my friend

I'm doing fine
Even though this hatred plagues my mind
I'm living a lie
But I love the way you need me

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah and I need retribution
You don't get it man I'm your pollution

Yeah and there's no resolution
Yeah but it makes me think twice
Yeah now I need retribution
You don't get it man I'm the solution now

This fear has me chilled
Down to the bone
And I have been haunted by
These things I still have left to say
I'm weary of fighting this alone
So tired of holding on to
Strings much better left to fray
And I said
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
I'm wilted and faded after all
Too strung out and burnt out to be
Half the man that I could be
I'll never belong inside your world
So black out the sun and leave me
To play out the same old tragedy
And I said
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
You're my savior after all
Use your flame to guide me home
And then lay your hand on me
And I said
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is a part of you

Well, I can't stand to look at you now
This revelation's out of my hands
Still I can't bear the thought of you now
This complication's leaving me scared
Stay when you think you want me
Pray when you need advice
Hey, keep your sickness off me
Trying to get through
Blame all your weakness on me
Shame that I'm so contrived
Hey, keep your fingers off me
Why can't I get through?
You think you have the best of intentions
I cannot shake the taste of blood in my mouth
I keep on thinking that it's all done and all over now
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
My ship is sinking, but it's all good and I can't go down
You got me thinking that the party's all over
Well, I can't stand to be with myself
This liberation's seemingly rare
And I can't stand the taste of your mouth
This sublimation's out of my hands
You stay 'cause you think you want me
Pray when you need advice
Hey, keep your sickness off me
I'm trying to get through
Shame you could take this from me
Bane on an empty mind
Hey, keep your fingers off me
Why can't I get through?
I keep on thinking that it's all done and all over now
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
My ship is sinking, but it's all good and I can't go down
You got me thinking that the party's all over
Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down
Because I'm trying to get through
Say what you want
But you're not gonna win this time
Take what you want
But just leave me alive
Say what you want
But you're not gonna win this time
Take what you want
But just leave me alive
I keep on thinking that it's all done and all over now
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
My ship is sinking, but it's all good and I can't go down
Still you believe that we can start all over
Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down
Because the party's all over
Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down
Because I'm trying to get through

Steal my sight and then
Fill my mind with foreign words
to keep me wanting

And speak now child
And chill my heart
with all the hurt and keep me suffering
All these promises
Lectures and bold face lies
All these promises
Born of a shameless mind

Leave me to heal on my own
With those empty cool promises
You stole my dreams
Yeah all my dreams I'm dead inside
Please let me feel my way home without reason or compromise
You stole my dreams
Now all I believe is dead inside

Be quick now child
And soil my bed with all your dirt
Just keep me suffering
All these promises
Lectures and bold face lies
All these promises
Born of a shameless mind

Leave me to heal on my own
With those empty cool promises
You stole my dreams
Yeah all my dreams I'm dead inside
Please let me feel my way home without reason or compromise
You stole my dreams
Now all I believe is dead inside

Don't let me sleep
Take me back
But don't let me be comfortable
If you get too weak
Cut no slack
But don't me be comfortable

Don't let me sleep
Take me back
But don't let me be comfortable

Leave me to heal on my own
With those empty cool promises
You stole my dreams
Yeah all my dreams I'm dead inside
Please let me feel my way home without reason or compromise
You stole my dreams
Now all I believe is dead inside

If you say you're alive
When you pray you're a liar
Oh you'll hate when I'm right
And you lay in the fire

I`m not gonna waste this
This opportunity`s mine
I`m sick of complaining
About a beautiful life
How did we get here?
Did we forget all the things inside?
And how do we stay here?
Do we embrace all the things tonight?
I feel so alive tonight
You got me feeling sublime
I want to yell it from the rooftop down
Until it`s over and we`re older
For my entertainment
You tell a whimsical lie
To keep me complacent
You knock me down with a smile
How did we get here?
How do we pretend everything`s alright?
And how do we stay here?
Do we erase all the fear inside?
I feel so alive tonight
You got me feeling sublime
I want to yell it from the rooftop down
Until it`s over and we`re older
Like sugar and cyanide
These walls are going to collide
I want to yell it from the rooftops down
Until it`s over and we`re older yeah
So take me
But go slow
Let me hide somewhere I know
And let this
Seed grow
Until we finally call this home
So take me
But go slow
Let me hide somewhere I know
And let this
Seed grow
Until we finally call this home
If I was to die tonight
Would it tear you apart?
Would you yell it from the rooftops down?
Until it`s over and you`re older
I feel so alive tonight
You`ve got me feeling sublime
I want to yell it from the rooftop down
Until it`s over and we`re older
Like sugar and cyanide
I wasn`t meant to collide
I`m gonna yell it from the rooftops down
Until it`s over and we`re older yeah

I think it's time for a change
'Cause things feel out of touch
And I watch you walk,
Away again
Well this feels like to much (Can you take it away?)
And things won't go my way
Now I'll have to fade,
Away my friend
So pass slowly!
And carry me down!
And render me lonely!
When you're not around!
I need to shake off this pain
But courage takes too much!
So I have to walk,
Away again
Oh God, I miss your touch! (Can you take it way?)
The way you keep me safe
I won't let you fade
Away my friend
So pass slowly!
And carry me down!
Remember me only!
When you're not around!
Oh, yeah!
Can't you stay a while longer?
Oh, yeah!
Won't you stay?
God, please stay!
And pass slowly! (It's time for a change)
And whittle me down! ('Cause things feel out of touch)
Render me lonely! (I watch you walk, away again)
When you're not around!
So pass slowly! (Feels like to much)
And let me down easy! (And things won't go my way)
Render me lonely! (Now I have to fade, away my friend)
When you're not around!

Fade out like a photograph
Just a memory to forget
You burn black like a cigarette
I'll discard you when I'm done
You break down when you need the rest
What a selfish way to drown
Then lay down with the thief you met
And enjoy the pride you've won
So let loose those tears darling
Cause I'll turn my back
So tell me the story
How you lose this all I'm guessing
But don't tell me you're sorry
I am through with it all and I won't be back again
I'm burnt out on your etiquette
How you caponize the son
Then lay down with another one
As you canonize yourself
So let loose those tears darling
Cause I'll turn my back
So tell me the story
How you lose this all I'm guessing
But don't tell me you're sorry
I am through with it all and I won't be back again
You're breaking all the rules and killing
All my self esteem that's left
You take me for a fool
You're killing all my self esteem that's left
So tell me the story
How you lose this all I'm guessing
You're looking so worried
Can you feel it come undone?
Such a pitiful story
But I finally learned my lesson
Don't tell me you're sorry
I am through with it all and I won't be back again

You feed this disease
Which you shelter underneath the scars
And dream of bitter themes
Rendered helpless by those wicked charms
But please don't believe, when I say it's hard to breath
Save me even as you break me
Every time you rape me
Leave me coming all undone
Praise me turn your back and hate me
Every time you waste me keep me underneath your thumb
You bleed on the sheets
Whisper softly how you love the stars
Then plead on your knees
Pledge your promises to do no harm
But please just let me be
I still find it hard to breathe
Save me even as you break me
Every time you rape me
Leave me coming all undone
Praise me turn your back and hate me
Every time you waste me keep me underneath your thumb
Save me even as you break me
Every time you rape me
Leave me coming all undone
Praise me turn your back and hate me
Every time you waste me keep me underneath your thumb
Save me you'll turn your back and break me
Every time you rape me
Leave me coming all undone

Well you can take back all the smiles
I realize that you choke me out
As you fill my body with doubt
Save all that`s mine
You feel like you can push me around
And rub my face in the ground
With every lesson that you feel is mine
You`ve got to throw it all upon me
Why`d you have to put me down?
And every breath you take is killing mine
You can`t just throw it all upon me
Why`d you have to put me down?
Wish I could take back all that`s mine
I realize now I`m so run down
But I know I`ll figure it out
Please stay awhile
I really think I need this more
Than I have ever implied
With every lesson that you feel is mine
You`ve got to throw it all upon me
Why`d you have to put me down?
And every breath you take is killing mine
You can`t just throw it all upon me
Why`d you have to put me down?
I guess I`m just another distraction
But who can blame me for wanting it more?
...
With every lesson that you feel is mine
You`ve got to throw it all upon me
Why`d you have to put me down?
And every breath you take is killing mine
You can`t just throw it all upon me
Why`d you have to bring me down?
And every inch you take is suicide
Why`d you f*cking doubt me?
Why`d you have to put me down?
And every breath you take is killing mine
Why`d you f*cking doubt me?
Why`d you have to put me down?

It’s so depressing how you wag your tongue
And name with words as you please
I’m second guessing you’re the chosen one
Think you can cure my disease?
You wear out, and lay claim to my mind
Get out, I’m begging you please
You’re so excited to be
You’ve got me on my knees
Betray desire for me
But I’m giving up Yea I’m giving up
As a confession you reach for your gun
And then cry a hole in my sleeve
It’s over-rated kissing you for fun
Now all I taste is the sleaze
You wear out, and lay claim to my mind
Get out, I’m begging you please
You’re so excited to be
You’ve got me on my knees
Betray desire for me
But I’m giving up Yea I’m giving up
You’re so excited to be
You’ve got me on my knees
Betray desire for me
But I’m giving up Yea I’m giving up
You’ve got me right where you want me
You’ve got me feeling so small
You’ve got me right where you want me
But I’ll never deliver myself
I’ll never deliver myself
You wear out, and lay claim to my mind
Get out, I’m begging you please
You’re so excited to be
You’ve got me on my knees
Betray desire for me
But I’m giving up Yea I’m giving up
You’re so excited to be
You’ve got me on my knees
Betray desire for me
But I’m giving up Yea I’m giving up
I’ll never deliver myself !

Now I'll take the blame
So forget my name
Just close the blinds
So I can come down

I'm naked and shamed
Moth to the flame
Just take my hand
So we can both drown

I'll never believe in you again
I'll never forgive those things you said
My only relief is gone and dead
I'll never forsake myself again

The same sweet game
Your halo is a flame
Feel my heart race
And breathe a sad sigh

Let me wash away
And let go of the pain
Just look away
And turn a blind eye

I'll never believe in you again
I'll never forgive those things you said
My only relief is gone and dead
I'll never forsake myself again

I'll never believe in you again
I'll never forgive those things you said
My only relief is gone and dead
I'll never forsake myself again

So hold me down
If I feed I'm stronger
I don't feel no longer

So hold me down
If I feed I'm stronger
I don't feel no longer

So hold me down
If I feed I'm stronger
I don't feel no longer

I'll never believe in you again
I'll never forgive those things you said
My only relief is gone and dead
I'll never forsake myself again

I'll never believe in you again
I'll never forgive those things you said
My only relief is gone and dead
I'll never forsake myself again

I'll never believe in you again
I'll never forgive those things you said
My only release is gone and dead
I'll never forsake myself again