Melissa Auf Der Maur

And I Believe Them But I Can't Get You Out Of My Mind
Some People Tell Me That I Should Stay Away
Maybe I Will Some Other Day
'cause It Feel Right
And It Feels Good
And I Don't Do Always That I Should
And I Know What Makes Me Happy
And In My Heart You're It Exactly
I Don't Wanna Do Right I Just Want You Tonight
Not Just Only In My Dreams
Save My Best Behavior For A Little Later
'cause I'm Only 17
Think I Made My Mind Up I Got Time To Grow Up
Face Responsibility
Livin' In The Moment Keepin' My Heart Open
While I'm Only 17
Only 17
I'll Learn My Lessons And I'll Make Mistakes
And If I Get Burned Get Burned It'll Be My Heart To Break
It Isn't Easy Hearing What They Say
Sometimes You've Got To Take A Leap Of Faith
'cause It Feel Right
And It Feels Good
And I'm Not Gonna Do Something Stupid
Just This Once I Wanna Feel Like
I Can Do What I Want When I Hold Tight
I Don't Wanna Do Right I Just Want You Tonight
Not Just Only In My Dreams
Save My Best Behavior For A Little Later
'cause I'm Only 17
Think I Made My Mind Up I Got Time To Grow Up
Face Responsibility
Livin' In The Moment Keepin' My Heart Open
While I'm Only 17
Only 17
Bridge
Anyone Who's Ever Been In Love
Has Got To Know
What It Means To Have A Dream
And No One Can Say Anything
To Change My Mind No Not This Time
I Don't Wanna Do Right I Just Want You Tonight
Not Just Only In My Dreams
Save My Best Behavior For A Little Later
'cause I'm Only 17
Think I Made My Mind Up I Got Time To Grow Up
Face Responsibility
Livin' In The Moment Keepin' My Heart Open
While I'm Only 17
Only 17
Baby Got Time To Grow Up
To Face Responsibility
Hopin' Open
Cause I'm Only 17

to moonn6pence from shootingstar


shakedown 1979,
cool kids never have the time
on a live wire right up off the street
you and I should meet
junebug skipping like a stone
with the headlights pointed at the dawn
we were sure we'd never see an end to it all
and I don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed into the earth below

double cross the vacant and the bored
they're not sure just what we have in the store
morphine city slippin dues down to see
that we don't even care
as restless as we are
we feel the pull
in the land of a thousand guilts
and poured cement,
lamented and assured
to the lights and towns below
faster than the speed of sound
faster than we thought we'd go
beneath the sound of hope
justine never knew the rules,
hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
no apologies ever need be made,
I know you better than you fake it
to see that we don't care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
the street heats the urgency of sound
as you can see there's no one around ...

Shakedown 1979 cool kids never have the time On a live wire right up off the street You and I should meet Junebug skipping like a stone With the headlights pointed at the dawn We were sure we'd never see an end to it all And I don't even care to shake these zipper blues And we don't know Just where our bones will rest To dust I guess Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below Double cross the vacant and the bored They're not sure just what we have in store Morphine city slippin dues down to see That we don't even care as restless as we are We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts And poured cement lamented and assured To the lights and towns below Faster than the speed of sound Faster than we thought we'd gobeneath the sound of hope Justine never knew the rules Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls No apologies ever need be made I know you better than you fake it To see that we don't even care to shake these zipper blues And we don't know just where our bones will rest To dust I guess Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below The street heats the urgency of sound As you can see there's no one around -

shakedown 1979,
cool kids never have the time
on a live wire right up off the street
you and I should meet
junebug skipping like a stone
with the headlights pointed at the dawn
we were sure we'd never see an end to it all
and I don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
double cross the vacant and the bored
they're not sure just what we have in the store
morphine city slippin dues down to see
that we don't even care
as restless as we are
we feel the pull
in the land of a thousand guilts
and poured cement,
lamented and assured
to the lights and towns below
faster than the speed of sound
faster than we thought we'd go
beneath the sound of hope
justine never knew the rules,
hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
no apologies ever need be made,
I know you better than you fake it
to see that we don't care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
the street heats the urgency of sound
as you can see there's no one around ...

shakedown 1979,
cool kids never have the time
on a live wire right up off the street
you and I should meet
junebug skipping like a stone
with the headlights pointed at the dawn
we were sure we'd never see an end to it all
and I don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
double cross the vacant and the bored
they're not sure just what we have in the store
morphine city slippin dues down to see
that we don't even care
as restless as we are
we feel the pull
in the land of a thousand guilts
and poured cement,
lamented and assured
to the lights and towns below
faster than the speed of sound
faster than we thought we'd go
beneath the sound of hope
justine never knew the rules,
hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
no apologies ever need be made,
I know you better than you fake it
to see that we don't care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
the street heats the urgency of sound
as you can see there's no one around ...

shakedown 1979,
cool kids never have the time
on a live wire right up off the street
you and I should meet
junebug skipping like a stone
with the headlights pointed at the dawn
we were sure we'd never see an end to it all
and I don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
double cross the vacant and the bored
they're not sure just what we have in the store
morphine city slippin dues down to see
that we don't even care
as restless as we are
we feel the pull
in the land of a thousand guilts
and poured cement,
lamented and assured
to the lights and towns below
faster than the speed of sound
faster than we thought we'd go
beneath the sound of hope
justine never knew the rules,
hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
no apologies ever need be made,
I know you better than you fake it
to see that we don't care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
the street heats the urgency of sound
as you can see there's no one around ...

shakedown 1979,
cool kids never have the time
on a live wire right up off the street
you and I should meet
junebug skipping like a stone
with the headlights pointed at the dawn
we were sure we'd never see an end to it all
and I don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
double cross the vacant and the bored
they're not sure just what we have in the store
morphine city slippin dues down to see
that we don't even care
as restless as we are
we feel the pull
in the land of a thousand guilts
and poured cement,
lamented and assured
to the lights and towns below
faster than the speed of sound
faster than we thought we'd go
beneath the sound of hope
justine never knew the rules,
hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
no apologies ever need be made,
I know you better than you fake it
to see that we don't care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
the street heats the urgency of sound
as you can see there's no one around ...

shakedown 1979,
cool kids never have the time
on a live wire right up off the street
you and I should meet
junebug skipping like a stone
with the headlights pointed at the dawn
we were sure we'd never see an end to it all
and I don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
double cross the vacant and the bored
they're not sure just what we have in the store
morphine city slippin dues down to see
that we don't even care
as restless as we are
we feel the pull
in the land of a thousand guilts
and poured cement,
lamented and assured
to the lights and towns below
faster than the speed of sound
faster than we thought we'd go
beneath the sound of hope
justine never knew the rules,
hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
no apologies ever need be made,
I know you better than you fake it
to see that we don't care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest to dust I guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
the street heats the urgency of sound
as you can see there's no one around ...

She spent twenty years in the dakota
Every single day it was black in the dakota
Riot grrrls think you can stop me
And you're forever in her debt
Well I know you haven't sent me
And you haven't sent her yet
She spent twenty years like a virus
They want to burn the witch who's inside us
Well you, you don't fuck with the fabulous four
Or you spend the rest of your life
Picking things up off the floor
She's still alive but i am sure
That all the stars belong to her
On california king-sized beds
She's wrapped in rags inside my head
This is the story, this is the story of someone who's wild
Big black rules, pearl, life
I don't remember, I forget
Oh, baby dry your dirty eyes
My water breaks like turpentine
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
Are they coming for me
Are they coming soon
Hey jude, hey jude
Are they coming for me
Judy, judy
Are they coming soon
I don't remember, I forget
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
I don't remember, I forget

I'm on the street yeah
I want you
I'm looking for myself
I'm gonna make it
I'll take it
Like everybody else
Belle of the fawning
I'm yawning
Sister can't you spell
Above suspicion
Hey listen
I'm digging my own hell
Cause I want you bad ah
Cause I want you bad
And without peer
And without fear
I'm without anyone at all
I'm torn apart decrying
How unjust you are
For busting
My black heart
Cause you don't
want me no more
But just you worry
Cause when they
scratch scratch my door
You'll hurry
Oh One Two Three
This gun is loaded devoted
You postulate the rest
Riding the seesaw
There's no law
That I have ever met
I'm just a flat punk
On dead junk
Riding a vanguard
Cut from the vaunted
I'm haunted
till death do us part
Cause I want you bad ah
Cause I want you bad
Fall in hate with me
with one trick
You will want it all
The yeah yeah tears
The now and here
The without anyone at all
I'm torn without
I'm crying out for doom

Cause you don't
want me no more
But babe don't worry
Cause when you
scratch scratch my door
I'll show you either or

We are the lurking
The panzers
The black as coal as night
Stealing the stealthy
And stellar
Until we get it right
Notice the yearlings
The dead things
The pretty as you please
I am the regent the marquis
Sowing my bad seeds
Cause I want you bad ah
Cause I want you bad
Fall in hate with me
with one trick
You will want it all
As st Patrick pipes on

We dismiss the backroads
And ride the streets unafraid
Resort to scraping pain
From our bones unashamed

No more the eye upon you
No more the simple bane

Desolation yes hesitation no
Desolation yes

Amphetamine annie-dog
Has her leash and a face
Her velvet spleen her shackle spine
Her dimond curse
It comes with mine

A vessel she
For violent I
Confession arms a wake
Mine, mine you were always mine
Possessed by my taste

And below the angel dog
Combs her hair and sings her psalms
The bombs go off
She doesn't notice
It all goes wrong
She sets things tragic
She is venus
She is mars
She's electric
And the struggle of

Upon my face we leave no trace
But in her stomach mercury aged

She holds the blood
She carves the knives
She digs the wives in our babies

Amphetamine annie-dog
Pulls her trash
And her stories
From place to place
And bed to bed
Gives of herself and the magnet head

Another floor another ceiling
Counting stairs with double meanings

Is it wrong to be swallowed whole
To disappear in her
To give her the priceless peace
Of giving up control

We tumble out into the streets
And annie-dog she drags her leash
Pretty face
Ugly mouth
Bitter bred and so released

And by the no
And by the yes
Annie goes if you couldn't guess

A simple man
A sycophant
Her elephant with the laughing call
She wants clean sheets
And fresh flowers
And dental shots
And the hong kong glue

Amphetamine annie-dog
Has her leash and a face

It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be the mother to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

Lovely girl you're the beauty in my wrold
Without you there aren't reasons left to find

And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste god
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart

Drinking mercury
To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl you're the murder in my wrold
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time
We must never be apart

And you'll always be my whore
Cause you're the one that i adore
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty in you I taste god
We must never be apart

Every time that I sell myself to you
I feel a little bit cheaper than I need to
I will tear the petals off of you
Rose red, I will make you tell the truth

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Did she ask you for it?
Did she ask you twice?

Every time that I stare into the sun
Angel dust and my dress just comes undone
Every time that I stare into the sun
Be a model or just look like one
Wild eye rot gut do me in
Do you think you can make me do it again?

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Did she ask you for it?
Did she ask you twice?

If you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you
And if you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Did she ask you for it?
Did she ask you twice?

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
If she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?

Every time that I sell myself to you
I feel a little bit cheaper than I need to
I will tear the petals off of you
Rose red, I will make you tell the truth

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Did she ask you for it?
Did she ask you twice?

Every time that I stare into the sun
Angel dust and my dress just comes undone
Every time that I stare into the sun
Be a model or just look like one
Wild eye rot gut do me in
Do you think you can make me do it again?

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Did she ask you for it?
Did she ask you twice?

If you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you
And if you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
Did she ask you for it?
Did she ask you twice?

Was she asking for it?
Was she asking nice?
If she was asking for it
Did she ask you twice?

It's you that I adore
you'll always be my whore
you'll be a mother
to my child
and child to my heart
we must never be apart
we must never be apart
lovely girl you're the beauty
in my world
without you there aren't
reasons left to fight

and I'll pull
your crooked teeth
you'll be perfect
just like me
you'll be a lover in my bed
and a gun to my head
we must never be apart
we must never be apart
lovely girl you're the murder
in my world
dressing coffings
for the souls
I've left to die
drinking mercury
to the mystery
of all that you should ever
seek to find
in time

in you I see dirty
in you I count stars
in you I feel so pretty
in you I taste god
in you I feel so hungry
in you I crash cars
we must never be apart

drinking mercury
to the mystery
of all that you should ever
seek to find
lovely girl you're the murder
in my world
dressing coffings
for the souls
I've left behind
in time
we must never be apart
you'll always be my whore
cause you're the
one that I adore
I'll pull your crooked teeth
you'll be perfect
just like me
in you I feel so dirty
in you I crash cars
in you I feel so pretty
in you I taste god

we must never be apart

It's you that I adore
You will always be my whore
You'll be a mother to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
We must never be apart
Lovely girl you're the beauty in my world
Without you there aren't reasons left to find
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head
We must never be apart
We must never be apart
Lovely girl you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left to die
Drinking mercury
To the mystery of all
That you should ever leave behind
In time
In you see I dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste God
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart
Drinking mercury
To the mystery of all
that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time
We must never be apart
And you'll always be my whore
Cause you're the one that I adore
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
In you I feel so dirty
In you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste God
We must never be apart

Swing low sweet cherry, make it awful.
It's your life, it's your party, it's so awful.
Let's start a fire. Let's have a riot! Yeah, it's awful.
It was punk. Yeah, it was perfect, now it's awful.
They know how to break all the girls like you.
And they rob the souls of girls like you.
And they break the hearts of girls.
Swing low, cherry cherry. Yeah, it's awful.
He's drunk. He tastes like candy. He's so beautiful.
He's so deep, like dirty water. God, he's awful.
You're lost, oh, where's your daddy?
It's so awful. And they royalty rate all the girls like you.
And they sell it out to the girls like you.
To incorporate little girls.
Hey, run away with the light.
Run away, its divine. Let's run away, yeah,
tonight and we'll steal the light of the world.
Swing low, sweet cherry, yeah it's awful.
You're ripe for the picking, it's awful.
You've got your youth,
don't waste your money, yeah it's awful.
I was punk! Now I'm just stupid! I'm so awful.
Oh just shut up, you're only 16.
Oh just shut up, you're only 16.
If the world is so wrong, yeah,
you can break them all with one song.
If the world is so wrong, yeah
you can take it all with one song.
Swing low, sweet cherry, make it awful.
They bought it all, just build a new one.
Make it beautiful...yeah......

Here you come sucking my energy
And you suck it up right off the street
Babydoll
Here you are sucking my energy right up
Drill it in my good hole so that I can see
You are so much bigger than me
You are so much bigger than me
Babydoll
My raw hand, my fever blister, watch me
Watch me, watch me disappear
Here she comes, her pants undone
All waste and void, all waste and void
There you go in your Nazi car
Oh babydoll, what a whore you are
You sit around with your old rag
How can I talk when you've got the gag?
Here you come sucking my energy
And you suck it up, baby, right off the street
Babydoll
In the dark I destroy
What I began, what I destroy
She's hanging in the blossom tree
Babydoll just bleeds for me
Babydoll
Babydoll, she's on the field
Her chemical wedding and her chemical peel
I knife me and I slash mine
And I knife me and I slash mine
Sick and sorry me, well, here you are as ugly as me
Drill it in my good hole so that I can see
Drill it in my good hole so that I can see
Here you come sucking my energy
And you suck it up, baby, right off the street
Babydoll
She stares too long into the sun
Now I want a cancer that the crooked eye spun for you
I don't mind my energy
'Cause baby, you are so much bigger than me
Babydoll
Little girl, she's on the floor
She gets it all 'cause she's a whore
Little girl, she's on the ground
She gets it all for falling, falling down
Falling down
"I am, I am," she says
"I am not free," she says
"Help me, I am withering...withering...withering..."
Hang on, you'll get your soul
It's a soul
Hey it's a soul, it comes down
See, see it's a soul

The only boy I understand
The one ashamed to be a man
Just rape the world
Because you can
That's what it takes
To be a man
Well, knock her up
Just slap her hand
Prove it to me just be a man
I think I can
I think I can
I'm big enough to be a man
Tell you the truth
I'm jealous yeah
Give anything to be a man
Be a man
So impotent
Be a man
Ohh...
Take off your dress
Your master plan
Give anything
Just be a man
Oh cut it off
Of course you can
Got what it takes
To be a man
Oh rape us all
Just 'cause you can
Well give it up
Just be a man
The fucking wars
The carnage yeah
Give anything
To be a man
Cut it off
I know you can
'Cause no one cares if you're a man
Be a man
So impotent
Be a man
Ohhh...
Can't get it up?
I understand
Under the gun to be a man
I think I can
I think I can
I'm big enough to be a man
Oh fuck the world because you can
I'm everything
Oh be a man
Oh fuck the world because you can
Give anything
Be a man
I'm potent yeah
Be a man
I'm potent yeah
Be a man
I'm potent yeah
I'm potent yeah

I'm a taste test
At the beast fest
Got your crest on my breast
Take one look, at your cook
Feed yourself, I'm on a hook

At this feast of ours
I'm borne on your back

The feast tastes
You could say
Paints my taste on his face

I've no disguise at this feast of ours
Ours, devour

Fall into the arms of a souvenir of healing
What do we feel, oh oh oh
Fall into the arms of a souvenir of healing
What do we feel, oh oh oh

I am a harm healer
Such a weak feeder
What a gut teaser on a hook
I'm on a hook yeah, I'm on a hook
Smell that cook, uhuh

No more, ditch dealer
I'm your
Dream digger

At this feast of ours
I'm the beast of honor
Honor

Fall into the arms of a souvenir of healing
What do we feel, oh oh oh
Fall into the arms of a souvenir of healing
What do we feel, oh oh oh

Fall into the arms of a souvenir of healing
What do we feel, oh oh oh
Fall into the arms of a souvenir of healing
What do we feel, oh oh oh

Oh, oh, oh

At this feast of ours, ours

beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sun
wonderful, you're wonderful, as wonderful as they come
and i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
with my face pressed up to the glass, wanting you
beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sky
wonderful, it's wonderful, to know that you're just like I
and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't
but you just can't tell
who'll you love and who you won't
and i love you, as you love me
so let the clouds roll by your face
we'll let the world spin on to another place
we'll climb the tallest tree above it all
to look down on you and me and them
and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't
but you just can't tell, who you'll love and who you won't
don't let your life wrap up around you
don't forget to call, whenever
i'll be here just waiting for you
i'll be under your stars forever
neither here nor there just right beside you
i'll be under the stairs forever
neither here nor there just right beside you

beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sun
wonderful, you're wonderful, as wonderful as they come
and i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
with my face pressed up to the glass, wanting you
beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sky
wonderful, it's wonderful, to know that you're just like I
and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't
but you just can't tell
who'll you love and who you won't
and i love you, as you love me
so let the clouds roll by your face
we'll let the world spin on to another place
we'll climb the tallest tree above it all
to look down on you and me and them
and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't
but you just can't tell, who you'll love and who you won't
don't let your life wrap up around you
don't forget to call, whenever
i'll be here just waiting for you
i'll be under your stars forever
neither here nor there just right beside you
i'll be under the stairs forever
neither here nor there just right beside you

You look good in my dress
i get your friends to clean this mess
You look good in my clothes
I could feel where the doctor goes

My beautiful son
My beautiful soon
My beautiful sooon
My beautiful sooooon

yeeeaaah
nooo
yeeeaaah
I know

He had ribbons in his hair
and lipstick was everywhere
you look good in my dress
you look good in my dress

My beautiful son
My beautiful soon
My beautiful sooon
My beautiful sooooon

yeeeaaah
i know
I know

you're buried
like me
you're buried

yeeeaaah
I know
yeeeaaah
I know

My beautiful son
My beautiful soon
My beautiful sooon
My beautiful son (start fade)

Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Delivered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain
Strange
Strange
Strange

I've faced the fathoms in your deep
withstood the suitors quiet siege
pulled down the heavens just to please you
appease you
the wind blows and I know
I can't go on, digging roses from you grave
to linger on, beyond the beyond
where the willows weep
and whirlpools sleep, you'll find me
the coarse tide reflects sky

and the night mare rides on, and the night mare rides on
with a december black psalm
and the night mare rides on
what i fear is lost here
the wind blows and I know

all you have to do is run away
and steal yourself from me
become a mystery to gaze into
you're so cruel in all you do
but still I believe, I believe in you

so may you come with your own knives
you'll never take me alive
with all the force of what is true
is there nothing I can do?

I can't go on, digging roses from you grave
to linger on, beyond the beyond
where the willows weep
and whirlpools sleep, you'll find me

and the night mare rides on, and the night mare rides on
with a december black psalm
and the night mare rides on

I've faced the fathoms in your deep
withstood the suitors quiet siege
pulled down the heavens just to please you
to hold the flower I can't keep

Close your eyes
Until the sunlight dies
In your head a thousand stars
Through the darkness you can see a light
And if they steal your life
Your heart is still mine

I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you, dear

On Sunday

There's a life I hide
Well I tried to disguise
And I can take you a million miles away

I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth is no other
I want to believe in you, dear

On Sunday I made amends
Of all my mistakes
May God speed be with you

Oooh...oooh...oooh...oooh
And I...
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, a lover
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you, dear
On Sunday
On Sunday I made amends
For all my mistakes
May God speed be with you

Oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Do you want a ride on my death machine?
Pump a dime in if you do
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah, I kill what I need
Yeah, I kill what I need
When I die won't you bury me?
'Cause I buried you, baby, deep in me
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Cut it open
What's inside?
You drag me back there
Yeah, I want to know
Baby, I said I want to know
Never know, never know
Cut it open
Say pretty please
You'll drag it to the...
Yeah, I want to know
Baby, I said I want to know
Never know, never know
And when I die, won't you bury me?
'Cause I buried you, baby, deep in me
Yeah, when you fall for the garbage man
You wind up in the garbage

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I write a letter to you
And there'd be nothing to it
I wouldn't hem and haw
On just how to start it

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I wish I'd stand up straight
I wish I'd said things different
I wish I'd said nothing
Things would be so perfect
I wish myself to keep
I pray myself to sleep
I wish myself away
I wish I was blank

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I write a letter to you
And there'd be nothing to it
I wouldn't hem and haw
On just how to start it

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I wish I'd stand up straight
I wish I'd said things different
I wish I'd said nothing
Things would be so perfect
I wish myself to keep
I pray myself to sleep
I wish myself away
I wish I was blank

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I write a letter to you
And there'd be nothing to it
I wouldn't hem and haw
On just how to start it

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I wish I'd stand up straight
I wish I'd said things different
I wish I'd said nothing
Things would be so perfect
I wish myself to keep
I pray myself to sleep
I wish myself away
I wish I was blank

blank page is all the rage
never meant to say anything
in bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
got dressed drove the state line
looking for you at the five and dime
stop sign told me stay at home
told me you were not alone
balnk page was all the rage
never meant to hurt anyone
in bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
you haven't changed
you're still the same
may you rise as you fall
you were easy you are forgotten
you are the ways of my mistakes
I catch the rainfall
through the leaking roof
that you had left behind
you remind me
of that leak in my soul
the rain falls
my friends call
leaking rain on the phone
take a day palnt some trees
may they shade you from me
may your children play beneath

blank page was all the rage
never meant to say anything
in bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
got dressed drove the state line
looking for you at the five and dime
but there I was picking pieces up
you are a ghost
of my indecision
no more little girl

If life is my weakness
Love is my song
If nothing means no one
then blank I belong
If fear conquers easy
I can lead on
Milk from the flower
Blood from the dawn
So here we are
upon your stage
The laughs we shared
The dreams we saved

Bleeding the orchid
we're bleeding the orchid
bleeding the orchid

Blessed my weakness
blessed my wrongs
As hate forms a sequence
Of one by one
As freedoms die easy
With suffrage the want
There's clouds in my shower
Ghosts in my arms
Youth is where you are
Faith some sinner's child
We're bleeding the orchid
We're bleeding the orchid
Bleeding the orchid
Gilded art this silent march
Past triumph thru alarm
So thus charmed
Does this will stand for much
But heart's untouched
by heart's unloved

Bleeding the orchid
Bleeding the orchid
Here we are
Upon your stage
The love we share
The dreams we'll save
They're bleeding the orchid
They're bleeding the orchid
They're bleeding the orchid
They're bleeding the orchid

unleash the armageddon
so all the children go to heaven
i sit by quiet still
with their pictures on my eyes
you'll draw the guns you're given
write down the words as written
and never disturb the presense
of resurrection crutch

and it's about time
it's about drawing near
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears

descend the darkened stairways
make hate with plastic playmates
and fire out remaining traces
of your self esteem
mainline the deepest secrets
lick clean the dirty fingers
i am a stranger to you
as you are to yourself

and it's about time
it's about fear
blue skies bring tears
don't you want me (don't want you)
as i awake the city sight
we'll watch the seasons die

blue skies bring tears
take me inside your body
blue skies bring tears
cover me with your soul
blue skies bring tears
to the darkest recess
blue skies bring tears
is where i wish to go
blue skies bring tears
you are the sweetest flower
blue skies bring tears
that i have ever devoured
blue skies bring tears
i ask for nothing given
blue skies bring tears
for nothing in return
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears
blue skies bring tears

cast the pearls aside, of a simple life of need
come into my life forever
the crumbled cities stand as known
of the sights you have been shown
of the hurt you call your own
love is suicide

the empty bodies stand at rest
casualties of their own flesh
afflicted by their dispossession
but no bodies ever knew
nobodys
no bodies felt like you
nobodys
love is suicide

now we drive the night, to the ironies of peace
you can't help deny forever
the tragedies reside in you
the secret sights hide in you
the lonely nights divide you in two
all my blisters now revealed
in the darkness of my dreams
in the spaces in between us
but no bodies ever knew
nobodys
no bodies felt like you
nobodys
love is suicide

cast the pearls aside, of a simple life of need
come into my life forever
the crumbled cities stand as known
of the sights you have been shown
of the hurt you call your own
love is suicide

the empty bodies stand at rest
casualties of their own flesh
afflicted by their dispossession
but no bodies ever knew
nobodys
no bodies felt like you
nobodys
love is suicide

now we drive the night, to the ironies of peace
you can't help deny forever
the tragedies reside in you
the secret sights hide in you
the lonely nights divide you in two
all my blisters now revealed
in the darkness of my dreams
in the spaces in between us
but no bodies ever knew
nobodys
no bodies felt like you
nobodys
love is suicide

Do what you want, cause I'll do anything
I'll take the blame
What's mine is yours,
you can't have all of it and
I learn to fake

Oh the boys on the radio, they crash and burn
They fold and fade so slow
In the endless summer night,
I'll be on the other side
When you're beautiful and dying,
all the world that you've denied
When the water is too deep,
you can close your eyes and really sleep
Tonight, Tonight

Oh what was yours, oh I'd give anything and
I'll take the blame
I wait alone, for what will never come and
I throw it all away

Oh the boys on the radio, they crash and burn
They fold and fade so slow
In the endless summer night,
I'll be on the other side
When you're beautiful and dying,
all the world that you've denied
When the water is too deep,
you can close your eyes and really sleep Tonight
Your beauty blinds
If I let you, under my skin,
and risen every angel slain

He said he'd never ever ever go
He said heavens heaven heavens no and
I will never ever ever go away
Baby I've gone away
In your endless summer night,
I'll be on the other side
When you're beautiful and dying,
all the world that you've denied
When the water is too deep,
you can close your eyes and really sleep Tonight
Your beauty blinds

I know what you are running to
Please come back, oh, come back again
I hear the truth, it's coming for you
Oh come back, won't come back again
In your endless summer night,
I'll be on the other side
When the water is too deep,
I will ease your suffering
When the glitter fades in morning
Turn away and you will find my empty eyes
your beauty blinds
I know that you are rotten to the core
I know that you don't love me anymore
I know that you are rotten to the core

Shot down I stood
Withstood my neighborhood
I got it wrong
But I could
Follow love lest I learn
It's light
To bring the light
I fought with all my might
With light
Oh bring the light
Light
Bring the light
I never felt so good and right
But tonight
You'll never need another sound
Oh bring the light
Bring the light to me
Here and gone oh I trust
You'd spit upon my dust
And mix my ash with your blood
A son of God you know you must arrive
In the light
Bring the light
Let's bring the light
Light
Oh bring the light
Light
Bring the light
It's yours not mine
If you just want to survive
Go grab a glimpse of any star
In heaven's high
I never felt so real and loved and alive
No shadows follow me unsung
In the light
Bring the light to me
A flower song, clear and bright
Is it wrong in neon white
To insist you are mine
Standing dumb in the light
Bring the light
Oh bring the light
Bring the light
Light
Bring the light
I never felt so real and right and alive
Don't let them steal you from what's yours by right
Light
Bring the light
You know there comes a place and time
You can't deny
With every movement shadows cast and align
Bring the light
Bring the light
Bring the light
Let's bring the light
Light
Bring the light
Bring the light
Let's bring the light
Light
Bring the light
Bring the light
Let's bring the light
Light
Bring the light
Bring the light
Let's bring the light
Light

the world is vampire, sent to drain
secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
and what do i get, for my pain
betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
even though i know-i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
now i'm naked, nothing but an animal
but can you fake it, for just one more show
and what do you want, i want to change
and what have you got
when you feel the same
even though i know-i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

tell me i'm the chosen one
jesus was an only son for you

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
and i still believe that i cannot be saved

Now you complain and say you want the keys
Over my dead body, baby, that's where they'll be
Forget the knots around your neck
You say you remember, baby, you forget

Hey hey, this much is true
I never trusted you
Hey hey, this much is true
Now I'd burn black for you

And I try just to forget
Never, I won't
Never, I won't
Never, ever, never

Saying things that you can't hear
My dumb mouth to your deaf ear
Gushing lump, a violent smear
My dumb mouth to your deaf ear

Hey hey, this much is true
I never twisted you
Hey hey, this much is true
Baby, I'd burn black for you

No, I won't go down to it
Never, I won't
Never, I won't
Never, I won't Never

Crawl right up the wall
Up the stairs and down your hall

Now you beg and you want me
Over my dead body, baby, that's where I'll be
And you laugh at my disease
While sugar runs from my arteries

Hey hey, this much is true
I never bothered you
Hey hey, this much is true
Baby, I'd burn black for you

And I try just to forget
Never, I won't
Never, I won't
Never, I won't
Never

Starts out like magic, some sick religion
That ain't no vulture, that's a fucking pigeon
She's got vultures in her hair
And blood and feathers, they are everywhere
You want retreat, filthy and deep
A dead moon, a drunken seed
Baby, there is a room full of death and whores and truth
And I am waiting in that room
And I am sorry I did that for you
It's all whores, it's all pain
It's all disease, man, it's all the same
My little Judas, my little twin
Where you start, that's where I begin
She said, "I want it NOW!"

Bury me in love
Bury me in love

Shared your kisses, take your heart
Buried me and it hurts

I love my sister so [chain, unchain]
She don't smother me [chain, unchain, unchain]
I played the spades I know [unchain]
I'm a Jack of all trades
Would you bury me

Once you see her
One inside [hide, hide]
Some things you just can't hide
If you see her
Tell me why [why, why]
Why won't she come outside

If you see her
Tell me why [why, why]
Why won't she come outside
Once you see her
One inside [hide, hide]
Some things you just can't hide

She will bury me
She will bury me

by starlight i'll kiss you
and promise to be your one and only
i'll make you feel happy
and leave you to be lost in mine
and where will we go, what will we do?
soon said i, will know
dead eyes, are you just like me?
cause her eyes were as vacant as the seas
dead eyes, are you just like me?
and all along, we knew we'd carry on
just to belong
by starlight i know you
as lovely as a wish granted true
my life has been empty, my life has been untrue
and does she really know, who i really am?
does she really know me at last
dead eyes, are you just like me?

by starlight i'll kiss you
and promise to be your one and only
i'll make you feel happy
and leave you to be lost in mine
and where will we go, what will we do?
soon said i, will know
dead eyes, are you just like me?
cause her eyes were as vacant as the seas
dead eyes, are you just like me?
and all along, we knew we'd carry on
just to belong
by starlight i know you
as lovely as a wish granted true
my life has been empty, my life has been untrue
and does she really know, who i really am?
does she really know me at last
dead eyes, are you just like me?

Oh, make me over I'm all I wanna be A walking study In demonology Hey, so glad you could make it Yeah, now you really made it Hey, so glad you could make it now Oh, look at my face My name is might?ve been My name is never was My name?s forgotten Hey, so glad you could make it Yeah, so glad you could make it Hey, there?s only us left now When I wake up in my makeup It's too early for that dress Wilted and faded Somewhere in Hollywood I'm glad I came here With your pound of flesh No second billing Cause you're a star now Oh, Cinderella They aren't sluts like you Beautiful garbage Beautiful dresses Can you stand up Or will you just fall down? You better watch out For what you wish for It better be worth it So much to die for Hey, so glad you could make it Yeah, now you really made it Hey, there's only us left now When I wake up in my makeup Have you ever felt so used up as this? It's all so sugarless Hooker/waitress/model/actress Oh, just go nameless Honeysuckle She's full of poison She obliterated Everything she kissed Now she's fading Somewhere in Hollywood I'm glad I came here With your pound of flesh You want a part of me Well, I'm not selling cheap No, I'm not selling cheap

Stay with me, I'll set you free
'Cause I can tell you once were pretty
Rose so sad you've lost your petals
And lost the luster of your tattle tales

I need a love to help me find my way
I need a strength that I cannot betray
I need a word to say what I can't say
I need a lover, lover
I need a lover, lover

What are we waiting for?
What are we waiting for?
Time has lost it's hold on me

Hatred sleeps inside my bones
In the stillness of cool air
All the boys have been left for dead
'Cause we know where they fear to tread
The beautiful ones, the ones we'll remember
The precious ones, our greatest pretenders

I need a love to help me find my way
I need a strength that i cannot betray
I need a word to say what I can't say
I need a lover, lover
I need a lover, lover

And if you lose yourself
Could you take me, too?
Could you rest inside the sleep?

Stay with me, I'll set you free from you

Freak out
And give in
Doesn't matter what you believe in
Stay cool
And be somebody's fool this year
'cause they know
Who is righteous, What is bold
So I'm told

Who wants honey
As long as there's some money
Who wants that honey?

Hipsters unite
Come align for the big fight to rock for you
But beware
All those angels with there wings glued on
'cause deep down
We are frightened and we're scared
If you don't stare

Who wants honey
As long as there's some money
Who wants that honey?

Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out

Tell me all of your secrets
Cannot help but believe this is true
Tell me all of your secrets
I know, I know, I know,
Should have listened when I was told

Who wants honey
As long as there is some money
Who wants that honey?

Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out

Freak out
And give in
Doesn't matter what you believe in
Stay cool
And be somebody's fool this year
'cause they know
Who is righteous, What is bold
So I'm told
Who wants honey
As long as there's some money
Who wants that honey?

Hipsters unite
Come align for the big fight to rock for you
But beware
All those angels with there wings glued on
'cause deep down
We are frightened and we're scared
If you don't stare

Who wants honey
As long as there's some money
Who wants that honey?

Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out

Tell me all of your secrets
Cannot help but believe this is true
Tell me all of your secrets
I know, I know, I know,
Should have listened when I was told

Who wants honey
As long as there is some money
Who wants that honey?

Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
let me out

Bad boy

Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So so many things I could've done
But clouds

Angel dust gets in your eyes, your hair
On acid stars you're getting there
My body's assembled into
A little itty-bitty gift to you
When you die, I've looked at life that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
So, so don't let them inside, don't let them know
Don't give yourself ohh away

But now my friends are acting strange
They shake their heads man, they say I've changed, well
Well, something's lost, rearranged
From living every, every, every, I've

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
I'ts just illusions I recall

I really don't know, I really don't know
I really don't know, I really don't know
I really don't, I really don't clouds at all
Why are we here...terrified, terrified, wow

And I will await your highness
I'm so high I cannot walk
And I will await
You cripple, you take away my time
My peace, my empathy
No babies sleep on atrophy
Your unborn love and fetal stress
Hard bitter candy, legless caress

Go for credit in the straight world
Look a dealer in the eye
Go for credit in the real world
Won't you try?

I got some credit in the straight world
I lost a leg, I lost an eye
Go for credit in the real world
You will die
Yeah

It's the credit in the straight world
Leave your money when you die
Lots of credit in the real world
Gets you high
Yeah

I got some credit in the straight world
I lost a leg, I lost an eye
Go for credit in the real world
You will die
Yeah

who am I to need you when I'm down
where are you when I need you around
your life is not your own
and all I ask you
is for another chance
another way around you
to live by circumstance, once again

who am I to need you now
to ask you why to tell you no
to deserve your love and sympathy
you were never meant to belong to me

and you may go, but I know you won't leave
too many years built into memories
your life is not your own

who am I to need you now
to ask you why to tell you no
to deserve your love and sympathy
you were never meant to belong to me

who am I to you?
along the way
I lost my faith

and as you were, you'll be again
to mold like clay, to break like dirt
to tear me uo in your sympathy
you were never meant to belong to me
you were never meant to belong to me
you were never meant to belong to me

who am I

You wrap your arms around
A feeling that surrounds
Like liquid peppermint
Just taste the drinks that she served

And this feeling shivers down your spine
Love comes in colors I can't deny
All that matters is love, love, your love

You're sleeping in your bed
Just rest your weary head
Maybe you shouldn't care
Throw away those dreams and dare

And I wonder if it matters to me
Love comes in colors I can't deny
All that shimmers is love, love, your love
Your love
Your love

cupid hath pulled back his sweetheart's bow
to cast divine arrows into her soul
to grab her attention swift and quick
or morrow the marrow of her bones be thick
with turpentine kisses and mistaken blows

see the devil may do as the devil may care
he loves none sweeter as sweeter the dare
her mouth the mischief he doth seek
her heart the captive of which he speaks
so note all ye lovers in love with the sound
your world be shattered with nary a note
of one cupids arrow under your coat

and in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
forever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pull
we seek the unseekable and we speak the unspeakable
our hopes dead gathering dust to dust
in faith, in compassion, and in love

Sippin' tea
Let the rivers pass me by
These dusty tears
Need no place to cry

I need no reason for the first time in my life
I just need to be on my way

I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
For me there
With my czarina queen of all that I believe
Still born seasons cradle our affairs

I light a candle
My lover to protect
In sack cloth and ashes
My lover will descend

I need no reason for the first time in my life
I just need to be on my way

I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
For me there

Hide behind your walls
I waste a day
If I want
All this and more are under me

I need no reason for the first time in my life
I just need to be on my way

I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
I don't want for anything that I don't have
All I want is waiting for me there
For me there
For me there

When I passed you in the doorway
You took me with a glance
I should have taken that last bus home
But I asked you for a dance

Now we go steady to the pictures
I always get chocolate stains on my pants
'N my father he's going crazy
He say's I'm living in a trance

But I'm dancing in the moonlight
It's caught me in its spotlight
(It's alright, alright)
Dancing in the moonlight
On this long hot summer night

It's three o'clock in the morning
And I'm on the streets again
I disobeyed another warning
I should have been in by ten

I won't get out until Sunday
I'll have to say I stayed with friends
But it's a habit worth forming
If it means to justify the end

Dancing in the moonlight
It's caught me in its spotlight
(It's alright, alright)
Dancing in the moonlight
On this long hot summer night

And I'm walking home
The last bus is long gone
But I'm dancing in the moonlight

Dancing in the moonlight
It's caught me in its spotlight
(It's alright, alright)
Dancing in the moonlight
On this long hot summer night

with the sugar sickness
you spy the kidnap kid
who kids you to oblivion
it's the perfect hassle
for the perfumed kiss
he makes you miss him more than home
you love him
you love him more than this
you love him and you cannot, you can't resist
you love him
you love him for yourself
you love him and no one, no one else

past sidewalk ashes
a last lovers arc
you come apart to intertwine
it was all so simple
as you watched him move
across the darkness in your room

you love him
you love him for youself
you love him and no one, no one else

and the winding vines
the pretty boys dive
and thru the pinhole stars
into the shadow mind
you will lose him then
on some gentle dawn
this boy is here and gone

you love him
you love him for yourself
you love him and no one, no one else
you love him
you love him more than this
you love him and you cannot, you can't resist

you love him

My daydream seems as one inside of you
Though it seems hard to reach through this life
Your blue and hopeless life

My daydream screams bitter 'til the end
The love I share true selfish to the heart
My heart, my sacred heart

My daydream dream
My daydream
My daydream dream
My daydream

I'm going crazy
I'm going crazy
I don't want feelings
Your feelings

I have gone crazy
Motherfuckin' crazy
I have gone

Hey Daddy
Come over here yeah
Got something for you
Dicknail
She liked it
You know she liked it
Well she was asking for it
Dicknail
I said, i said stop
I did what you said
I did what you want
I was a good girl, i was a good girl
i was a good girl
I said i said
I said, i said
NO
Hey Daddy
One thing's for certain baby
You have my guarantee
You won't forget me
I said, i said stop
I did what you said
I did what you want
I was a good girl, i was a good girl
i was a good girl
I said i said
I said, i said
NO
Do you remember Christmas morning?
You know it's real because
Well here comes Santa Claus
Yeah she liked it
You know she liked it
I'm on your fat claw

It'll come down and look you in the eye
The way you're gonna go with no place to die
My water breaks like turpentine
I sit dead in the sacrifice
You get to watch, you get to watch
Now you get to watch me die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Wrap it in turpentine
I see you standing, whatever for?
All the lads know I like it cold and raw
Who really knows where the ruby rides?
I see all the sick reflections in your ruby eyes
And I know all you devils by your Christian names
And I know all you bitches by your Christian names
You get to watch, I get to watch
Now I get to watch you die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Wrap it in turpentine
Acrid, syphilitic coteries
Put your head up over your legs
Count backwards from infinity
Eat the rose and the dirt it grows in
They don't even know what hole that's supposed to go in
And now you're mad and you're slapping me
It stinks up here in the junkie tree
You get to watch, you get to watch
Now you get to watch me die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Wrap it in turpentine
Acrid, syphilic coteries
Put your legs up over your head
I've been walking to your suicide
See the human hometown suicide
I've ceased to exist on the Christmas list
I've ceased to exist in your disease
I lie right down, baby, give it to me
I lie right down
Nowhere to walk, backwards, forwards
Nowhere to walk, backwards, forwards
Nowhere to walk, backwards, forwards
Nowhere to walk, backwards, forwards
Nowhere to walk, black was gold
Nowhere...

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you

disarm you with a smile
and cut you like you want me to
cut that little child
inside of me and such a part of you

I used to be a little boy
so old in my shoes
and what I choose is my choice
what's a boy supposed to do
the killer in me is the killer in you
my love, I send this smile over to you

disarm you with a smile
and leave you like they left me here
to wither in denil
the bitterness of one who's left alone

I used to be a little boy
so old in my shoes
and what I choose is my voice
what's a boy supposed to do
the killer in me is the killer in you
my love, I send this smile over to you

the killer in me is the killer in you
send this smile over to you
the killer in me is the killer in you
send this smile over to you
the killer in me is the killer in you
send this smile over to you

I am
Doll eyes
Doll mouth
Doll legs
I am
Doll arms
Big veins
Dog bait

Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, and I do too

I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much, it just turns to hate
I fake it so real I am beyond fake
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache

I am doll parts
Bad skin
Doll heart
It stands
For knife
For the rest
Of my life

Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, but I do too

I want to be the girl with the most cake
He only loves those things because he loves to see them break
I fake it so real I am beyond fake
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache!
And someday you will ache like I ache!
And someday you will ache like I ache!
And someday you will ache like I ache!
Someday you will ache like I ache

I am
Doll eyes
Doll mouth
Doll legs
I am
Doll arms
Big veins
Dog bait

Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, and I do too

I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much, it just turns to hate
I fake it so real I am beyond fake
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache

I am doll parts
Bad skin
Doll heart
It stands
For knife
For the rest
Of my life

Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you
They really want you, but I do too

I want to be the girl with the most cake
He only loves those things because he loves to see them break
I fake it so real I am beyond fake
And someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache
And someday you will ache like I ache!
And someday you will ache like I ache!
And someday you will ache like I ache!
And someday you will ache like I ache!
Someday you will ache like I ache

Is everyone afraid
Is everyone ashamed
Their running torwards
their holes to find out
Apocalyptic thieves
Are lost amongst our dead
A message to our friends
to get out
There's wagers on this fear
Ooh ooh so clear
Depends on what
you'll pay to hear
They're bound to kill us all
In white washed halls
The jackals lick their paws
Please don't stop
It's lonely at the top
These lonely days
Will they ever stop
This dooms day clock
Tickin' in my heart
not broken

I love life everyday
each and every way
Khafka would be proud
to find out
I'm certain of the end
It's the means
that has me spooked
It takes an unknown truth
to get out
I guess that
I'm born free c'est leve
I was meant to back
from my knees
Please don't stop
It's lonely at the top
These lonely days
Will they ever stop
This dooms day clock
Tickin' in my heart
These lonely days
will they ever stop

Gotta dig in
Gas masks on
Wait in the sunshine
over head
If this is living sakes alive
Well then we can't win
no one survives
Is everyone afraid
You should be ashamed
Apocalyptic screams
mean nothing to the dead
Kiss your little son to
know all there is
C'mon last call
You should want it all
It's lonely at the top
These lonely days
will they ever stop
This dooms day clock
Tickin' in my heart
These lonely days
will they ever stop
It's tickin' in my heart
Is everyone afraid

Is everyone afraid?
Is everyone ashamed?
Their running torwards their holes to find out
Apocalyptic thieves
Are lost amongst our dead
A message to our friends, to get out
There's wagers on this fear
Ooh, ooh so clear
Depends on what you'll pay to hear
They're bound to kill us all
In white-washed halls
The jackals lick their paws
Please don't stop
It's lonely at the top
These lonely days
Will they ever stop?
This doomsday clock
Tickin' in my heart, not broken
<트랜스포머 OST - Doomsday clock(Smashing Pumpkins)>
I love life everyday, each and every way
Khafka would be proud to find out
I'm certain of the end, it's the means that has me spooked
It takes an unknown truth to get out
I guess that I'm born free, c'est le ve
I was meant to beg from my knees
Please don't stop
It's lonely at the top
These lonely days
Will they ever stop?
This doomsday clock
Tickin' in my heart
These lonely days, will they ever stop?

Gotta dig in
Gasmasks on
Wait in the sunshine overhead
If this is living, sakes alive
Well then we can't win, no one survives
Is everyone afraid?
You should be ashamed
Apocalyptic screams mean nothing to the dead
Kiss your little son to know all there is
C'mon, last call!
You should want it all!
It's lonely at the top
These lonely days, will they ever stop?
This doomsday clock
Tickin' in my heart
These lonely days, will they ever stop?
It's tickin' in my heart
Is everyone afraid?

No matter where you are, I can still hear you when you drown
You've traveled very far Just to see you I'll come around, when I'm down
All of those yesterdays
Coming around
No matter where you are, I can still hear you when you dream
You traveled very far
You traveled far, like a star
And you are
All of those yesterdays
Coming around
Is it something someone said?
Was it something someone said?
Yesterday the sky was you
And I still feel the same
Nothing left for me to do
And I still feel the same
I wish, I wish I could fly
I wish, I wish I could lie
I will, I will try
I will, I will
Goodbye

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh God, just let him rape you
Baby, I think you'll understand

Just you wait till everyone is hooked

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh baby, let him break you
Then I think you'll understand

Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I go down
Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I drown

Oh God, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh God, he wants to break you
Take you away from your lies

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh baby, let him break you
Then I think you'll understand

Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I go down
Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I drown

Oh God, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh God, he wants to break you
Take you away from your lies

Well, I sit on the corner and I drink drown soda

I'm gonna bomb the whole state of Minnesota
And it's been a while, I'm a little annoyed
I'm gonna fuck the whole state of Illinois
Yeah, I'm toiling in shit, he's got no place to go
I'm gonna fuck the whole state of Ohio
She sits on Broadway with her rattle

She's gonna fuck the whole city of Seattle

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh God, just let him rape you
Baby, I think you'll understand

Just you wait till everyone is hooked

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh baby, let him break you
Then I think you'll understand

Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I go down
Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I drown

Oh God, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh God, he wants to break you
Take you away from your lies

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh baby, let him break you
Then I think you'll understand

Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I go down
Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I drown

Oh God, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh God, he wants to break you
Take you away from your lies

Well, I sit on the corner and I drink drown soda

I'm gonna bomb the whole state of Minnesota
And it's been a while, I'm a little annoyed
I'm gonna fuck the whole state of Illinois
Yeah, I'm toiling in shit, he's got no place to go
I'm gonna fuck the whole state of Ohio
She sits on Broadway with her rattle

She's gonna fuck the whole city of Seattle

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh God, just let him rape you
Baby, I think you'll understand

Just you wait till everyone is hooked

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh baby, let him break you
Then I think you'll understand

Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I go down
Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I drown

Oh God, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh God, he wants to break you
Take you away from your lies

Oh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Oh baby, let him break you
Then I think you'll understand

Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I go down
Are you gonna sit and watch me?
Watch me while I drown

Oh God, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Oh God, he wants to break you
Take you away from your lies

Well, I sit on the corner and I drink drown soda

I'm gonna bomb the whole state of Minnesota
And it's been a while, I'm a little annoyed
I'm gonna fuck the whole state of Illinois
Yeah, I'm toiling in shit, he's got no place to go
I'm gonna fuck the whole state of Ohio
She sits on Broadway with her rattle

She's gonna fuck the whole city of Seattle

I've seen a cripple dance, baby you're mine,
Baby now's your chance.. It's like cyanide

I am so dumb, just beam me up
I've had it all forever, I've had enough
Remember you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be under your skin
Our love is quicksand, so easy to drown
There's still the gravity from moving ground

Remember you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be under your skin

And now I understand, you leave with everything
You leave with everything I am
memory

And now I know that love is dead,
you come to bury me
There's nothing left here to pretend
Everything

Remember you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be under your skin
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
Under your skin
Under your skin

The sewers belch me up
The heavens spit me out
From ethers tragic I am born again
And now I'm with you now
Inside your world of wow
To move in desires made of deadly pretends
Till the end times begin

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame
You can watch the world devoured in it's pain
Strange

Climb my ribcage to
The replays run for you
Un
my lights to peek behind the flash
For I am crystal chrome
I am shatter dome
I am kremlin king of angels avenged
To destroy the end

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame
You can watch the world devoured in it's pain

The zeppelins rain upon us
The guns of love disastrous
A shadow lies amongst you
To defy the future cast

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame
You can watch the world devoured in it's pain
Strange
Strange

I lie
I wait
I start
I hesitate
I am
I breath
I melt
I think of me

Is it any wonder I can't sleep?
All I have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder I found these
Through you

Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself feel down
Turn away from Eye

It's not enough
Just a touch
It's not enough

I taste
I love
I call
I bleed enough
I hate
I might
I was
I want too much

Is it any wonder I can't sleep?
All I have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder I found these
Through you

Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself feel down
Turn away from Eye

It's not enough
Just a touch
It's not enough
Just a touch
It's not enough
Just a touch
It's not enough
Just a touch

goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tite
may it hold you through the winter of a long night
and keep you from the loneliness of yourself
heart strung is your heart frayed and empty
cause it's hard luck, when no one understands your love
it's unsung, and i say
goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
goodnight, always, to all that's in your heart

goodnight, may your dreams be so happy and your
head lite with the wishes of a sandman and a night light
be careful not to let the bedbugs sleep tight nestled in your covers
the sun shines but i don't
a silver rain will wash away
and you can tell, it's just as well
goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
goodnight, always to all that's pure that's in your heart

goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tite
may it hold you through the winter of a long night
and keep you from the loneliness of yourself
heart strung is your heart frayed and empty
cause it's hard luck, when no one understands your love
it's unsung, and i say
goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
goodnight, always, to all that's in your heart

goodnight, may your dreams be so happy and your
head lite with the wishes of a sandman and a night light
be careful not to let the bedbugs sleep tight nestled in your covers
the sun shines but i don't
a silver rain will wash away
and you can tell, it's just as well
goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
goodnight, always to all that's pure that's in your heart

Feel me I'm sneeking around again
Am I hanging around again
Can't you see
That my heart lies, my heart lies to you

I followed the waves to you
I can not see it through
My heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

I lie
I lie

Please don't
Please don't make a mess
An see me
See me slip again

Break my heart
Your cards are fake
You seal the deal
My heart lies, my heart lies to you
My heart lies, my heart lies to you

I followed the waves to you
I can not see it through
My heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

I followed the waves to you
Can't you see it through
My heart lies to you
I'll never stay with you

Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a druken gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire spend

Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a drunken gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire spend

I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean

Hey
Hey

I followed the waves to you
I can not see it through
My heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

You might find the size in my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a drunken gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire spend

I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean

Feel me I'm sneeking around again
Am I hanging around again
Can't you see
That my heart lies, my heart lies to you

I followed the waves to you
I can not see it through
My heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

I lie
I lie

Please don't
Please don't make a mess
An see me
See me slip again

Break my heart
Your cards are fake
You seal the deal
My heart lies, my heart lies to you
My heart lies, my heart lies to you

I followed the waves to you
I can not see it through
My heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

I followed the waves to you
Can't you see it through
My heart lies to you
I'll never stay with you

Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a druken gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire spend

Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a drunken gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire spend

I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean

Hey
Hey

I followed the waves to you
I can not see it through
My heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

You might find the size in my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a drunken gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire spend

I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean

Feel me sneaking around again
Am I hanging around again
Can't you see
That my heart lies
My heart lies to you

I followed the waves to you
I counted to see it through
But my heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

I lie, I lie

Please don't, please don't make amends (Please don't, please don't make amends)
See me, see me slip again (See me, see me slip again)

Break my heart
The cards of fate
Seal the deal

My heart lies, my heart lies to you
My heart lies, my heart lies

I followed the waves to you
I counted to see it through
But my heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

I followed the waves to you
I counted to see it through
But my heart lies to you
I'll never stay with you

Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a drunken, gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire's thing

Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a drunken, gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire's thing
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean

I followed the waves to you
I counted to see it through
But my heart lies to you
You'll never have me true

Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes
My heart burns wildly in his eyes
He's just a drunken, gambling man
Dealing with the hands of desire's thing
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean
I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean

I want to live for God and country
I want to give for God and country

It's too late for some
It's too late for what you've done
I can't help what I divide in you

For God and country I'll fight
For God and country I'll die
For God and country

My soul is so alive
My soul is so alive
Lay down your arms to me
Lay down your arms for God and country

I want to live where no one's watching my way home
I want to give until I'm bursting with unknown

It's too late for some
It's too late for everyone
I can't help what I destroy in you

Well who needs this anymore
C'mon make it so
That when they build their cross of death
You won't build your own
It's time to wake up!
It's time to wake up for good
I can't help you though I should

For God and country we'll fight
For God and country we'll die
For God and country

My soul is so alive
My soul is so alive
Lay down your arms to me
Lay down your arms for God and country

You can't deny God and country
We're fighting for our lives
You can't deny God and country
Our souls are so aligned
In this time of God and country
We'll take you on our side
It's all right
My soul is so alive
With God and night
With God and country
My soul is so alive

whenever I run
whenever I run to you lost one
it's never done
just hanging on
just past has let me be
returning as if dream
shattered as belief

if you have to go don't say goodbye
if you have to go don't you cry
if you have to go I will get by
someday I'll follow you and see you on the other side

but for the grace of love
I'd will the meaning of
heaven from above

your picture out of time
left aching in my mind
shadows kept alive

if you have to go don't say goodbye
if you have to go don't you cry
if you have to go I will get by
I will follow you and see you on the other side

but for the grace of love
I'd will the meaning of
heaven from above

long horses we are born
creatures more than torn
mourning our way home

You just don't love me
& I just don't care
Oh, I never said I would play fair
Something so perfect & so rare
There is no cure
There's not a prayer, a prayer
Look what I can do.

I am the only perfect choice
You've met your match
I've lost my voice
& when your gone it gets so cold
I swear I'm too young to be this old, this old
Look what I can do.

Oh, I've been cheated
Covered in diamonds & covered in filth
But I'm still breathing
Oh, please stick around & I'll build.

Yes, I've crawled on glass
To grasp at straws
Stuttering, staggering through
& I've pierced the last hole in my arm
To gouge out the pieces of you.

& your staggering, stuttering greed
& your never ending need
& your terrible awful deeds
& your lack of truth in these things.

You know the whole thing is writ
You'll always quit
You always did
To the most delusional stare
& all that I have is out
& laid bare
& laid bare
Look what I can do
Look what I can do
Look what I can do.

Oh, I've been bitter
You know what's true
& you know what's right
Oh, I'm forever
Oh, just do the right thing
For Once In Your Life
In Your Life.

I know that I'm a hungry lost girl
But please stick around & I'll build you a world
I'll build you a world
I'll build you a world.

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
Bonjour!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Bonjour!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Bonjour!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Pledged your faith
My heart embraced
Struggle to renew

Blurry mind
So hypnotized
Fast enough who

Wonder
Where you are

Tristessa

Soul takes soul
As I take eye
I will wait for you

What you believe
You'll wish to receive
I won't believe in you

Hang on to your life
Tristessa

I love you true
Surely I do
I love you true
Surely I do
Surely I do
Surely I do

Do you ever wake up and find yourself alone?
Do you ever wake up far from home?
What you believe
You'll wish to receive
I won't believe in you
Tristessa
Tristessa
Tristessa

I'm never coming back
I'm never giving in
I'll never be the shine in your spit
I disconnect the act
I disconnect the dots
I disconnect the me in me
And you're mistaken, It's you that's faking
Living and breathing and dying too
This message is for anyoine who dares to hear a fool
You can't bring me back, you can't bring me back
Cause I give it all back to you
Thru sacred alleys, the living wrecks
Wreak their havoc upon this world
The disenchanted, the romantics,
The body and face and soul of you is gone down that deep black hole
Destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart
And you, you make me so I need to disconnect
And you make it so real
I don't need your love to disconnect
To runaround kids in get-go cars
With vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
Galaxies full of nobodies
Giving us the farewell runarounds
I took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane,
lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my
face with anvil hands, and coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth
And I give it all back to you
No way, I don't need it, I don't need your love to disconnect
And you make it, so real, I don't need your love to disconnect
No way to disconnect
And you make it so real
I don't need your love to disconnect
No way to disconnect

i'm never coming back
i'm never giving in
i'll never be the shine in your spit
i disconnect the act
i disconnect the dots
i disconnect the me in me
and you're mistaken, it's you that's faking
living and breathing and dying too
this message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool
you can't bring me back, you can't bring me back,
cause i give it all back to you
thru sacred alleys, the living wrecks
wreak their havoc upon this world
the disenchanted, the romantics, the body and
face and soul of you is gone down that deep black hole
destroy the mind-destroy the body
but you cannot destroy the heart
and you, you make me so i need to disconnect
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect
to run around kids in get go cars
with vaseline after births and neon coughs
galaxies full of nobodies
giving us the farewell runarounds
i took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane,
lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my
face with anvil hands, and coil my tongue
around a bumble bee mouth
and i give it all back to you
no way, i don't need it, i don't need your love
to disconnect
and you make it, so real, i don't need your love
to disconnect
no way to disconnect
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect
no way to disconnect

ain't it funny how we pretend we're still a child
softly stolen under our blanket skies
and rescue me from me, and all that i believe
i won't deny the pain
i won't deny the change
and should i fall from grace here with you
will you leave me too?

carve out your heart for keeps in an old oak tree
and hold me for goodbyes-and whispered lullabyes
and tell me i am still
the man i'm supposed to be
i won't deny the pain
i won't deny the change
and should i fall from grace here with you
will you leave me too?

too late to turn to turn back now,
i'm running out of sound
and i am changing, changing
and if we died right now, this fool you
love somehow
ius here with you
i won't deny the pain
i won't deny the change
and should i fall from grace here with you
would you leave me too?

She tears the hole up even wider
Lets all the darkness up inside her
Holy old, yeah, you're mine
Your everything is mine

Without, without a doubt
Without, without a doubt
Hey, where the fuck were you when my lights went out?

Yeah, you don't want to look at it
Yeah, you don't want to look at it

Without, without a doubt
Come on and let me out
Hey, where the fuck were you when my lights went out?

Yeah, you don't want to look at it
Yeah, you don't want to look at me

Come on and let me out
Come on and let me out
Yeah, tie a soul to you when your life goes down

Time flies when you're falling down
I spread my rot all over this town
And every one of you looks the same
And every one of you feels the same

Lover lover let's pretend
We're born as innocents
Cast into the world
With apple eyes
To wish wish dangerous
My dear delirious
To try and leave
The rest of us behind

Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here

Kiss kiss all of this
The hiss that we had missed
And understand what can't be understood

Sear those thoughts of me
Alone and unhappy
I never liked me anyway

If by chance
Or circumstance
We should fail
Don't be so sad

Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here

In a dream
We are connected
Siamese twins
At the wrist

And then I knew we'd been forsaken
Expelled from paradise
I can't believe them
When they say that it's alright

Words can't define what I feel inside
Who needs them?
Caught with this virus of my mind
I give in to my disease, of my needs
To my disease, of my needs

She really loves to break
Her dad says its OK
She really loves to break
And give it all away

Her ma says she's afraid
What more can she fake
She really needs to break
And give herself away

She gave it all away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
We really love the U.S.A.

Lover lover let's pretend
We're born as innocents
Cast into the world
With apple eyes

To wish wish dangerous
My dear delirious
To try and leave
The rest of us behind

Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here

Kiss kiss all of this
The hiss that we had missed
And understand what can't be understood

Sear those thoughts of me
Alone and unhappy
I never liked me anyway

If by chance
Or circumstance
We should fail
Don't be too sad

Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here

In a dream
We are connected
Siamese twins
At the wrist

And then I knew we'd been forsaken
Expelled from paradise
I can't believe them
When they say that it's alright

Words can't define what I feel inside
Who needs them?
Caught with this virus of my mind
I give in to my disease, of my needs
To my disease, of my needs

She really loves to break
Her dad says its OK
She really loves to break
And give it all away

Her ma says she's afraid
What more can she fake
She really needs to break
And give herself away

She gave it all away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
We really love the USA

the center of the earth
or anywhere god decides
full of fever pulling forth
we hear our call as all

and to the center of the earth
as if written in
and dna is reaching out
to your frequency

i want to live
and don't want to die
i want to live
i want to try

all in prayer
prayer in all
all are scared
scared of all

black rooms are calling
to men in leather coats
white labs are cooking
up the silver ghost
the glass migrates under
her translucent skin
and all the spiders wonder
what we've got us in

all is you
you are all
all with you
you in all

i want to live
i don't want to die
i want to live
i want to try

so, it's all very obtuse
because it's all like, like, i don't know
so, like, i started thinking
that everything i operate on
is based on what i believe god was telling me to do
god could be my intuition or whatever
but i always assume
i always assume that the voice i hear is the voice of god
then i started thinking
what if i'm insane
so i'm operating on the premise
that i'm hearing the voice of god
or what i perceive to be god speaking to me
or through me
but maybe i'm completly in...
so all my...
demagoguery in my life about me thinking that my life has importance
my, my..
thinking that my life has importance
my, my, my thought of it
and the fact that i believe that i'm following my intuition
which in and of itself may be completely false
so then i started freaking out thinking...
of itself may be completely false
and again this creature that believes that he's acting upon
heavenly intuition, but meanwhile he's totally rampant
and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
of all the negativity against...
and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
of all the negativity against...
and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
of all the negativity against...

so beats the final coda
of our vinyl storm
one more cherry cola
to lift up her dead arms
a dream of soft focus sunsets
filters through the din
we are losing contact
as she dials it in
she can hear glass calling
or is it someone that looks like him
she eyes tv reflection
and nods a knowing look
she says it doesn't matter
she'd never liked her looks
i have seen a thousand fractures
i have seen everything
cause knowing is its own answer
love something in a book
there's not much left to ponder
not much left to cook
as she counted the spiders
as they crawled up inside her
as she counted the spiders
as they crawled up inside her
as she counted the spiders
as they crawled up inside her
as she counted the spiders
as they crawled up inside her
as she counted the spiders
as they crawled up inside her
as she counted the spiders, oh

Here's a name you cannot forget
Her name is Glynis, yes
And with these tears of respect
Conforms a sadness
For anyone who's ever lost
One who's dearest, and the love of a friend

On our worried knees
Given to all beliefs
Scarecrows and disease haunt us all
Ooh, bury your heads in the sand
Ooh, bury your heads

So have we stumbled from grace
Are we being punished for fate
My god is subtle and great
He can't be wounded
By the gossip and the hate of the frightened
Who took their paths on the sand, yeah

Fear that grips us all
Gives us an awful sound
Can't help anything but ourselves
Ooh, bury your head in the sand
Ooh, bury your head, yeah
Ooh, bury your head

Ooh, I believe in one love
Ooh, I believe in one love
Ooh, I believe in one love
Yeah, yeah

God knows I'm helpless to speak
On my own behalf
God is as helpless as me
Caught in the negatives
We all just do as we please
False transmissions
I hope god forgives me
For my transgressions

It's what you want
To know no consequences
It's what you need
To fucking bleed
It's all too much

God knows I'm restless and weak
Full of piss and vinegar
God knows we sow what we reap
In the dirt of grandeur
When the darkness comes to me
And it fixes its gaze on me
God knows I'm helpless

It's what you want
To know no consequences
It's what you need
It's all to much

God knows I'm helpless

You break your back
For what you can't have
You can't turn back?
God knows I'm helpless

Good sister bad sister
Better burn that dress, sister

Scar tissue, blood blister
Suck upon the dregs sister - whoa

.......but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and

Good sister, bad sister
You're different from the rest, sister

Choke, strangle, rip, twist her
Sell me down the river sister - whoa!

.......but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try.. I try... I try...

C'mere and sit talk about it just for a sec',
Boy you sit back down

You're choking on big, black, bloody mouthfulls of it
Left me lying in your dog descent
And choking on your candy flesh

I'll be the biggest scar in your back
Run down it jagged and naked and black
I'll be the biggest dick that you ever had
Hey want it back hey want it back you want it

Good sister, bad sister
Tell me what you want, sister
Better watch your back, sister
Even you cannot resist her - whoa

....but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I want to so bad and
I try but I can't and I try..i try

Sugarstar comes down to talk to me
She comes to crucify - off with her dress

I am not your ruby to grease
And sugar comes from her arteries
I'll be the biggest... scar
Run down and jagged and naked.. and black

I'll be the biggest star in your sky
You want it back you want it back
You want it back

She's in she is incredulous
? drips off her dress
She wants you in her descent
Choking on her candy flesh

I'll be the biggest scar in your back
Run down and jagged and make it back
I'll be the biggest dick that you ever had
Hey you want it back you want it back
You want it...