Gregor Mackintosh

SET YOU HEART AT A PACE NO ONE COULD FOLLOW
UNTIL ITS RIGHT IN THE FACE NO ONE WOULD SWALLOW

WE THE SUBTLE DAMNED, REFUSE TO FOLLOW
AND WE ARE DETERMINED TO CONTROL

SO MANY HOURS IN THE DAY IN WHICH YOU'LL SUFFER
THE SAVIOUR YOU DELEGATE JUST BASKS IN POWER

WE THE SUBTLE DAMNED, REFUSE TO FOLLOW
AND WE ARE DETERMINED TO CONTROL

WE'VE LOST IT ALL
WE BREED CONTEMPT
WITH YEARS TO GO A WEALTH OF DEBT
A SIMPLE RETREAT

THIS YOUR ONLY GRACE.
THE ART OF CONVERSATION,
REGARDING COMMON SENSE.
AS MERELY AN INFLICTION,

DIVIDED WE STAND
DIVIDED WE STAND

MAYBE YOU'RE CONTENT.
RELYING ON RELIGION,
YOU STEAL WITHOUT CONSENT.
JUST CONSUMMATES MY THEORY,

DIVIDED WE STAND
DIVIDED WE STAND

DIVIDED WE'LL STAND.
REGARDLESS WE'LL FALL.
HOW SUBTLE THE WORDS WE'VE COME TO KNOW,
DIVIDED WE STAND.
DETERMINED TO FALL.
JUST LIKE THIS HOLLOW WORLD THAT SLEEPS INSIDE OF ME................

DIVIDED WE STAND
DIVIDED WE STAND

It's in my heart;
It's in your soul,
You choose to judge,
Is that your role?

Don't analyze or complicate,
You'll criticize,
You can't relate...
And now you want
Some understanding

What's my point of view?

Chorus:
Then I'll just fade away
When I hear all your lies
I choke
Then I'll just fade away
Suffering from the times you spoke
I fade

Regarding more?
Just seems much less
So cynical you must confess
I'm dying here,
Completely blind
Your will to live
Just dampens mine,
And now you want
Some understanding...
What's my point of view?

Chorus

Aware Of Some, Aware Of Nothing More,
I Have No Faith I Cannot Settle Scores,
You Hope Some Day, I'll Move Out Of The Dark,
Your Wishes Fail 'Cause I Am Nothing...

Chorus:
Slave To It All Once Again I Fear,
Slave To It All Are The Ones Most Dear,

Thrilling You All With My Tales Not Real,
You Believe In Them Time After Time...

On Hopeless Days I Sit And Justify,
A Wholesome Life, Of Which I'm So Deprived,
I Hope And Pray, That I Won't Stay Around,
Too Long To Stain, 'Cause I Am Nothing...

Chorus

Hope Someday?
I Could Be Wrong...

Always, Sometimes, Always Seems To Be
Chaos, Crisis, Always Feeds Off Me,
Then You'll Get Carried Away,
The Trauma Is All Too Real.

And Ohh Too Much, It's In My Soul Don't Let It Show
And Ohh Too Much, It's In My Head Don't Let It Grow Again

As I'm Walking I'm Breathless, I'd Welcome Clarity
My Final Excitement Was Failing To Agree
Then You'll Get Carried Away
The Drama Is All Too Near...

And Ooh Too Much, It's In My Soul Don't Let It Show And Ooh,
Too Much, It's In My Head Don't Let It Grow Again

I need it the most, most subtle
Unnecessary trouble
Abusing too much, regardless
The smallest taste is harmless

So look at me now
So look at me now

So eager to say, it's "Nothing"
The lifestyle that you're offering...
A promise of hope has shattered
But does it really matter?

So look at me now
So look at me now

Middle 8
With alluring honesty
It seems my only crutch,
My acquired profanity
It seems to be
It seems to be too much

So look at me now
So look at me now

Murder more or less,
The anger rages
Blame your loneliness,
Blame your situation.

The essence is how
Much pleasure allowed
Solution is stealing
The times that you try,
So many must die,
Their loss so appealing

Murder more or less
The sense engages
Blame unwillingness
Blame your complications

The essence is how,
Much pleasure allowed,
Solution is stealing
Times that you try
So many must die
Their loss appealing

Is it too much to say?
Never again, never again.
Is it too much to say?
Never again, never again.

But you say it's all over,
You're down by the water
There some thing's you can't conceal,
It's the same old show,
May be you don't know,
Go and find some reasons to live...

Always a mistake I'm selfless,
Always a mistake I feel,
But there's many times when
You seem so shallow,
There's many times when
You're without worth

But you say it's all over,
You're down by the water,
There some thing's you can't conceal,
It's the same old show,
May be you don't know,
Go and find some reasons to live...

There are different ways to hear this,
There are different ways to learn,
And there may be years when
You're lost in darkness
May be years when you're incomplete

But you say it's all over,
You're down by the water,
There some thing's you can't conceal,
It's the same old show,
Maybe you don't know,
Go and find some reasons to live...

It's not without its consequence
It's not without its joy

Sell it to myself
Sell it to myself
Then sell it to the world

It's not without belligerence
It's not without a ploy

Sell it to myself
Sell it to myself
Then sell it to the world

It thrives in one fraternity
And slowly will destroy
Sell it to myself
Sell it to myself
Then sell it to the world

Array of fortunate life
But could you live through the fight
No you couldn't...

All the years of sheltered emotion
All these years I've seen no devotion

From you I could
I offer honesty

If everyday offered something Real
Decay of fortune and might
But would you stand up and fight
No you wouldn't
All these years without any notion
All the years
I've seen no devotion from you

Washed out your simple world,
But it seems to reappear,
Without, your simple words,
You cannot interfere.

And now it's so absurd
What you're saying to me now
Your world's pretending
You're saying to me now
Your world's pretending
You're saying to me now
Your world's pretending
And for your "so called" friends
They always seemed so dear
But when it all got worse
They seemed to disappear

And now it's so absurd
What you're saying to me now
Your world's pretending
You're saying to me now
Your world's pretending
You're saying to me now
Your world's pretending

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Note:
This completes this album.

I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?

See me shaking never making
All my life and there is no other way
'til I'm old enough and hit the ground,

Never choose, because I'm here just to lose,
Besides a win would just release,
And just maybe solve my minor problems

Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause I'm taking all the things
That prevent me from knowing the truth
Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause although my mind is breaking
My existence makes a channel for the pain



I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?

See me taking never giving all my life
And there is no other way
Till I'm old enough and hit the ground
I only lose cause I never did choose and all the loneliness
That's there is just the core of all my problems

Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause I'm taking all the things
That prevent me from knowing the truth
Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause although my mind is breaking
My

I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?

See me shaking never making
All my life and there is no other way
'til I'm old enough and hit the ground,

Never choose, because I'm here just to lose,
Besides a win would just release,
And just maybe solve my minor problems

Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause I'm taking all the things
That prevent me from knowing the truth
Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause although my mind is breaking
My existence makes a channel for the pain



I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?

See me taking never giving all my life
And there is no other way
Till I'm old enough and hit the ground
I only lose cause I never did choose and all the loneliness
That's there is just the core of all my problems

Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause I'm taking all the things
That prevent me from knowing the truth
Don't wanna seek, I wont make a demand,
Cause although my mind is breaking
My

I don't owe anything
I don't owe anyone
Shoot pride for all it's worth
I don't belong

In a situation now
That I could not repair
I assert myself to sleep
Show others that I've cared
How cold is this poor life
Lay ashes at my grave

If it takes me away from you


A subtle gesture

I don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
I don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)

This is erased I promise not a trace
This is erased I promise no delay not a trace

I don't owe anything
I don't owe anyone
Shoot pride for all it's worth
I don't belong

In a situation now
That I could not repair
I assert myself to sleep
Show others that I've cared
How cold is this poor life
Lay ashes at my grave

If it takes me away from you


A subtle gesture

I don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
I don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)

This is erased I promise not a trace
This is erased I promise no delay not a trace

I'm sent for elimination
To where I cannot know, but I'm lost without a chance in hell
And I'm lost with doubts I can avoid this come feel the fire burn I'll slowly drift away
A victim of the future my mind and soul decayed

Isolate

I'm sent for eradication
By whom I cannot know, but I'm lost without a chance in hell
I'm the last one out I can't avoid this

Exposed to fire but I'll burn another way
A victim of the future I embrace the tourniquet



Isolate

Lead us all to pastures green
To search and learn
From ones I cannot be

Lead us all to harmony
To search and learn
The one I cannot be

I'm sent for elimination
To where I cannot know, but I'm lost without a chance in hell
And I'm lost with doubts I can avoid this come feel the fire burn I'll slowly drift away
A victim of the future my mind and soul decayed

Isolate

I'm sent for eradication
By whom I cannot know, but I'm lost without a chance in hell
I'm the last one out I can't avoid this

Exposed to fire but I'll burn another way
A victim of the future I embrace the tourniquet



Isolate

Lead us all to pastures green
To search and learn
From ones I cannot be

Lead us all to harmony
To search and learn
The one I cannot be

Faced with shame,
I accept a will that that's long departed
Phased with games,
I resent a world I once regarded
But now it seems the changes must be made창?짝

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

Laced with shame,
I reject a thrill that's so misguided
Faith in flames,
I'm exempt to blame that's so demanded



But now it seems that changes have been made창?짝..

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

A simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
A simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
A simple lie창?짝

Faced with shame,
I accept a will that that's long departed
Phased with games,
I resent a world I once regarded
But now it seems the changes must be made창?짝

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

Laced with shame,
I reject a thrill that's so misguided
Faith in flames,
I'm exempt to blame that's so demanded



But now it seems that changes have been made창?짝..

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

Celebrate! terrify me
Don't mystify your love

A simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
A simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
A simple lie창?짝

Take my hand,
Hurray for the winters come창?짝
Cease my plans
Excuse me from the scenes of old


I can meet you there? , I just don't care
On this new years day
With no celebration from me

Understand
There's comfort with the wealth of gold
Increase demands


Release me from the scenes of old

I can't make it clear you just won't hear
On this new years day
There's no celebration from me

I could see you there? , we just don't care
On this new years day
Without hesitation
There's no celebration from me

Take my hand,
Hurray for the winters come창?짝
Cease my plans
Excuse me from the scenes of old


I can meet you there? , I just don't care
On this new years day
With no celebration from me

Understand
There's comfort with the wealth of gold
Increase demands


Release me from the scenes of old

I can't make it clear you just won't hear
On this new years day
There's no celebration from me

I could see you there? , we just don't care
On this new years day
Without hesitation
There's no celebration from me

I live behind the perfect mask
Erase the rule forever

I live behind the perfect mask
Unleash the truth forever

I live behind the perfect mask
Too late gonna live at last

I live behind the perfect mask
Too late gonna live at last

I live behind the perfect mask
Erase the truth forever



I live behind the perfect mask
Only the true endevour

Help me창?짝. I dare say theres no other way
Help me창?짝. I dare say theres no other way to go

Wanton fallacy again
Merciless until the end
Recognise my heart is there
So reveal me and disgrace me

I live behind the perfect mask
Erase the rule forever

I live behind the perfect mask
Unleash the truth forever

I live behind the perfect mask
Too late gonna live at last

I live behind the perfect mask
Too late gonna live at last

I live behind the perfect mask
Erase the truth forever



I live behind the perfect mask
Only the true endevour

Help me창?짝. I dare say theres no other way
Help me창?짝. I dare say theres no other way to go

Wanton fallacy again
Merciless until the end
Recognise my heart is there
So reveal me and disgrace me

In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head창?짝

I hold on tight for this mortal ride
Rest my head 'til the mornings coming down on me
I realise my own sacrifice
Better rest my head before somebody's going out창?짝

In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head창?짝

Pray nightfall release me
Then I could wander, wander to deep sleep

Awake despite, another mortal night
Rest my head, for the sun is shining down on me


I realise try to synchronize
Rest my head or somebody's going down

In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head창?짝

Pray nightfall release me
Then I could wander, wander to deep sleep

Trying to make things work
Trying to make things right
Trying to make things work
Without serendipity in my life창?짝

In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head창?짝

I hold on tight for this mortal ride
Rest my head 'til the mornings coming down on me
I realise my own sacrifice
Better rest my head before somebody's going out창?짝

In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head창?짝

Pray nightfall release me
Then I could wander, wander to deep sleep

Awake despite, another mortal night
Rest my head, for the sun is shining down on me


I realise try to synchronize
Rest my head or somebody's going down

In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head this all is in my head this all is
In my head창?짝

Pray nightfall release me
Then I could wander, wander to deep sleep

Trying to make things work
Trying to make things right
Trying to make things work
Without serendipity in my life창?짝

It's deep in the mind
So slick by design
I'll end up the same way maybe

Don't hold on to pride
You'll lose if you try
You'll end up the same way someday

Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down
Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down

Can't feel it inside
How long can it hide
You'll end up the same way maybe

Redemption denied
As life passes by


I'll end up the same way someday

Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down
Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down

Gets deeper inside
So strong the divide
I'll end up the same way maybe
Don't loose an insight
Abuse till you die
We'll all end the same way someday

Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down
Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down

It's deep in the mind
So slick by design
I'll end up the same way maybe

Don't hold on to pride
You'll lose if you try
You'll end up the same way someday

Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down
Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down

Can't feel it inside
How long can it hide
You'll end up the same way maybe

Redemption denied
As life passes by


I'll end up the same way someday

Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down
Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down

Gets deeper inside
So strong the divide
I'll end up the same way maybe
Don't loose an insight
Abuse till you die
We'll all end the same way someday

Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down
Lord I'm on my way, don't let me down

I'm self obsessed
Wrong words I said
It's clear that some things ain't worth really trying

So let it go, let it be
Then we'll talk and I can
Dream you're not here
Persevere, I could live without this

The one you'd like to go
Is taken much too slow

You're not impressed
Wrong words I said
A mere subject of your self indulgence

So let it go, let it be
Shall we talk about it?
My misery
Is when you breathe there's no doubt about it

The one you'd like to go
Is taken much too slow

I'm self obsessed
Wrong words I said
It's clear that some things ain't worth really trying

So let it go, let it be
Then we'll talk and I can
Dream you're not here
Persevere, I could live without this

The one you'd like to go
Is taken much too slow

You're not impressed
Wrong words I said
A mere subject of your self indulgence

So let it go, let it be
Shall we talk about it?
My misery
Is when you breathe there's no doubt about it

The one you'd like to go
Is taken much too slow

All alone beside myself
All alone beside myself
And I've troubles on my mind

And I've reached the depths of life
And I hear that deaths alright
Still I'll wait for you to try

When the dreams have been and gone
And the torment has begun
My emotions run

Can't get by with what I've got
Always dwell on what I've lost
Just a loaded gun창?짝

A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

On the floor I crawl and writhe
As the day turns into night


I remove myself from sight

And I reached the depths alright
And I hear deaths part of life
Still I wish that you would try

When a dream has been and gone
And the torment has begun
The rejections done

I get by with what I've got
Always aware of what I've lost
Just a loaded gun창?짝

A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

Nothing more, nothing more to say to me

All alone beside myself
All alone beside myself
And I've troubles on my mind

And I've reached the depths of life
And I hear that deaths alright
Still I'll wait for you to try

When the dreams have been and gone
And the torment has begun
My emotions run

Can't get by with what I've got
Always dwell on what I've lost
Just a loaded gun창?짝

A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

On the floor I crawl and writhe
As the day turns into night


I remove myself from sight

And I reached the depths alright
And I hear deaths part of life
Still I wish that you would try

When a dream has been and gone
And the torment has begun
The rejections done

I get by with what I've got
Always aware of what I've lost
Just a loaded gun창?짝

A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

Nothing more, nothing more to say to me

The Sense Required Is All Too Vague
Within My Faculties, Building Me
This Awesome Presence Longs To See
The Times Ive Fallen
The Times Ive Failed

And Ive Never Seen My Hands
And I Couldnt Walk Away
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
Still I Must Not Complain

The Sense Acquired Is All Too Grave
With Less Than One Percent Left In Me
This Awesome Prison Locked And Sealed
For Times Ive Borrowed, For Times Ive Failed




And Ive Never Seen My Hands
And I Couldnt Walk Away
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
Still I Must Not Complain

And Ive Never Seen My Hands
And I Couldnt Walk Away
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
Still I Must Not Complain

And Ive Never Heard A Whisper
And Id Never Speak Of Pain
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
To All I Seem Inane

The Sense Required Is All Too Vague
Within My Faculties, Building Me
This Awesome Presence Longs To See
The Times Ive Fallen
The Times Ive Failed

And Ive Never Seen My Hands
And I Couldnt Walk Away
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
Still I Must Not Complain

The Sense Acquired Is All Too Grave
With Less Than One Percent Left In Me
This Awesome Prison Locked And Sealed
For Times Ive Borrowed, For Times Ive Failed




And Ive Never Seen My Hands
And I Couldnt Walk Away
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
Still I Must Not Complain

And Ive Never Seen My Hands
And I Couldnt Walk Away
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
Still I Must Not Complain

And Ive Never Heard A Whisper
And Id Never Speak Of Pain
Two Worlds Are The Same Tomorrow
To All I Seem Inane

As I die

Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me... The love has crippled you

Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise

As I die

Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue

Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool

Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die

Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total release is out of harms way until I can decide
You punish me, can't you see, I'm not real

As I die

Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me... The love has crippled you

Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise

As I die

Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue

Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool

Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die

Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total release is out of harms way until I can decide
You punish me, can't you see, I'm not real

Lying here alone and cold
And I'm waiting for the dawn
Laughter at my every move
As if crippled by my thoughts
And I'm burning cold, burning cold

You prevail in the end
(Unlike your god's obscenity)
Hating the disgrace
(Of a child's insanity)
I'm taken all the more
And I'll take all that I see
You'll do it all for me (is this the end - it cannot be)

All the more, you feed off my rejection (all the more)
All the more, I tear your soul in two (all the more)

Lonely are my tears of pain
And I'm punished by their cause
I'll rest on my burning throne
A release I move towards is eternal sleep

And I'm burning cold
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
Away

All the more, I battle through the heartache (all the more)
All the more, I'd lay myself to rest (all the more)

Lying here alone and cold
And I'm waiting for the dawn
Laughter at my every move
As if crippled by my thoughts
And I'm burning cold, burning cold

You prevail in the end
(Unlike your god's obscenity)
Hating the disgrace
(Of a child's insanity)
I'm taken all the more
And I'll take all that I see
You'll do it all for me (is this the end - it cannot be)

All the more, you feed off my rejection (all the more)
All the more, I tear your soul in two (all the more)

Lonely are my tears of pain
And I'm punished by their cause
I'll rest on my burning throne
A release I move towards is eternal sleep

And I'm burning cold
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
Away

All the more, I battle through the heartache (all the more)
All the more, I'd lay myself to rest (all the more)

I am oppressed by lack of power
Holding on until the end
Helping me tread on your life
Life is the game, strengthen my anger
Reshape the misguided times
See me then, die, fate has control of us all
Blemish the quest of all
Create the dread

Waiting in line, lost in your prayer
Lost in your insanity
It seems to be real
Soothing the pain that you feel
Can't find the key to destiny
Life is your quest, erase your quest

Your christ is failing you, like poison running through
Does god know what to do, as I tell the harboured truth
While grief lies at your door, for shreds of flesh you've torn
The pain comes back for me, too vague for you too see

Lord, smile at me
My ashes have scattered the plains
Won't return again...
Lord stare at me
Wait here for me to rise, rise again...

Finding the truth, behind lies, logic is paralysed
Feeding the flesh, consuming the rest
You'll reach your end, you'll pay the debts and silently send

I am oppressed by lack of power
Holding on until the end
Helping me tread on your life
Life is the game, strengthen my anger
Reshape the misguided times
See me then, die, fate has control of us all
Blemish the quest of all
Create the dread

Waiting in line, lost in your prayer
Lost in your insanity
It seems to be real
Soothing the pain that you feel
Can't find the key to destiny
Life is your quest, erase your quest

Your christ is failing you, like poison running through
Does god know what to do, as I tell the harboured truth
While grief lies at your door, for shreds of flesh you've torn
The pain comes back for me, too vague for you too see

Lord, smile at me
My ashes have scattered the plains
Won't return again...
Lord stare at me
Wait here for me to rise, rise again...

Finding the truth, behind lies, logic is paralysed
Feeding the flesh, consuming the rest
You'll reach your end, you'll pay the debts and silently send

Pain... is what we are waiting for
Lying deep in comfort, I awake now
I cannot believe this tale
I cannot believe the echoes... or your petty lies

Take away our world, thrown into the stars
Take away our world, worship all that's ours

Cry at echoes in your heart
Lying in the ocean until the end of time
Solitude embracing us
Suicide our hearts embrace
Life and death become the race

Take away the world, hold it to the sky
Take away the world, pity your demise

Array of fear, controls me now
And I cry - in dark despair

Take me away
Take away our world
Take me away
Take away our world

Pain... is what we are waiting for
Lying deep in comfort, I awake now
I cannot believe this tale
I cannot believe the echoes... or your petty lies

Take away our world, thrown into the stars
Take away our world, worship all that's ours

Cry at echoes in your heart
Lying in the ocean until the end of time
Solitude embracing us
Suicide our hearts embrace
Life and death become the race

Take away the world, hold it to the sky
Take away the world, pity your demise

Array of fear, controls me now
And I cry - in dark despair

Take me away
Take away our world
Take me away
Take away our world

Plead forgiveness father
All my troubles fade from view
Pale the four walls surround
Have I madness in my eyes?

While mortals watch the day
Our fear will pave the way
Hidden until the end

See a room of crimson
Nothing I have seen before
Coldness wrapped around me
Struggle not for hell is here

While tyrants close the doors
Each one will know the score
Sorrow takes it all

Saved the sick of life's bliss
Charity of utmost guilt
Fear the blinded temper
It has lied it's way to you...

While mortals watch the day
And light has turned to grey
What lies up ahead

Light shines into your eyes
That I'm blinded by, your eyes
Mortal throughout the days
Until we're saved (...we're saved)

Turning to black
I can't see through this
No option from turning away
We will see another day
(Turning away... will we see another day)

Plead forgiveness father
All my troubles fade from view
Pale the four walls surround
Have I madness in my eyes?

While mortals watch the day
Our fear will pave the way
Hidden until the end

See a room of crimson
Nothing I have seen before
Coldness wrapped around me
Struggle not for hell is here

While tyrants close the doors
Each one will know the score
Sorrow takes it all

Saved the sick of life's bliss
Charity of utmost guilt
Fear the blinded temper
It has lied it's way to you...

While mortals watch the day
And light has turned to grey
What lies up ahead

Light shines into your eyes
That I'm blinded by, your eyes
Mortal throughout the days
Until we're saved (...we're saved)

Turning to black
I can't see through this
No option from turning away
We will see another day
(Turning away... will we see another day)

I have seen for myself
The rogues of all life born
And I'm lying through the night
My solemn end
And a cold touch of death
Takes my hand
The only way... the only way

Well, I'm fighting for my life
And I'm wasting away the time I've got left
The only way... the only way

Hearing you talk is a waste of silence
I can't bare... I no longer care
I no longer care... no longer care

I create the cross that I must wear
And I am flying to my plight successfully
The only way... (oh the only way)

Turning around to an empty space
I cried despair... I no longer care
I no longer care... I no longer care

Feelings... Feelings of remorse
Now locked away, another day, to live again

Feeling the pressure high
Holding on to the fire

I have seen for myself
The rogues of all life born
And I'm lying through the night
My solemn end
And a cold touch of death
Takes my hand
The only way... the only way

Well, I'm fighting for my life
And I'm wasting away the time I've got left
The only way... the only way

Hearing you talk is a waste of silence
I can't bare... I no longer care
I no longer care... no longer care

I create the cross that I must wear
And I am flying to my plight successfully
The only way... (oh the only way)

Turning around to an empty space
I cried despair... I no longer care
I no longer care... I no longer care

Feelings... Feelings of remorse
Now locked away, another day, to live again

Feeling the pressure high
Holding on to the fire

Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contempt and sins priorities...
To crush good fortune to its knees
Morning...

Morning's calm, inside I cry
This painful live has raped my mind
Take me down, slow release
From sorrow's penetration
Morning...

Life is there for me
Hell is there for me

Sunlight greets my open wounds
Morning's light reflects the doom
My soul is free, it lives again
To roam alone in darkness
Morning...

I've cried for god
And I've cried for you
I pray that in the end your sense will break though

Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contest my sins priorities
Crushed my spirit to its knees

Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contempt and sins priorities...
To crush good fortune to its knees
Morning...

Morning's calm, inside I cry
This painful live has raped my mind
Take me down, slow release
From sorrow's penetration
Morning...

Life is there for me
Hell is there for me

Sunlight greets my open wounds
Morning's light reflects the doom
My soul is free, it lives again
To roam alone in darkness
Morning...

I've cried for god
And I've cried for you
I pray that in the end your sense will break though

Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contest my sins priorities
Crushed my spirit to its knees

It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight
It twists me from inside
Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed
What is this, thing I've been, you can set me free
The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me
From within, worn away [sings: within]
Find, by mind, abusive ways
Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape)
Create the obscene, you can set me free
Sense predicts the scorn
The hour of peace is gone
The one I see, a blind deaf fool forever be
Burning me... [burning me]
Worn fools that prey
On a faith filled day
Laughter stays, out of my way
Pass through my dismay

It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight
It twists me from inside
Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed
What is this, thing I've been, you can set me free
The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me
From within, worn away [sings: within]
Find, by mind, abusive ways
Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape)
Create the obscene, you can set me free
Sense predicts the scorn
The hour of peace is gone
The one I see, a blind deaf fool forever be
Burning me... [burning me]
Worn fools that prey
On a faith filled day
Laughter stays, out of my way
Pass through my dismay

Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight of the night upon my back
You cannot believe the pain that I've seen

Crawling out of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back

Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone
Insinuate what's gone...

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless

Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy
The ecstasy...

Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold all others
Your hand in mine
Are you alive, with flames of sadness

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless

Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight of the night upon my back
You cannot believe the pain that I've seen

Crawling out of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back

Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone
Insinuate what's gone...

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless

Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy
The ecstasy...

Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold all others
Your hand in mine
Are you alive, with flames of sadness

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless

Staring down into the depths
Subconscious has taken my life
Breathing this foul and dank air
Eyes cannot penetrate the light
No room to panic or move
I pray my death will come soon

My sorrows breeding on my fear

The tombs of one thousand lie near
Soon to diminish am I?
Lying there, minutes from my death
The nausea breeds on my fear
Calling to the victims of fate
The dead cannot answer my calls

My body falls to the depths
As darkness has engraved my mind
No visions or solution
Gagged for air deeper below I sink...

A Sea of twisted shapes
Seek salvage from this carnage
Frustration deep inside
Write in utmost rage
A tortuous embrace is embedded in their minds
As hands from above grasp
Emptiness they find

Paralysed from neck down
Like fluid drinks
Pressures increase on flesh
Excruciating pain...

These mindless thoughtless fools
Corrupted in mind
Crying out for the death
Innocence they find...
The Silence looms before us
Free of trouble and strife
While bodies pile in hundreds
Free from the gift of Life

Drown in Misery
Deadly Inner Sense
This place of doom
A sacred shrine
Eternal Punishment for all time

The deadly inner sense...

As you stare into the depths of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured by horror
Standing on a plain of desolation
The streams of frozen mist are shattered by the sun
Travel through the uncaring skies
Prepare for this defeat
Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever
Is it just the darkness that greets our pleas?

Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside
Can't express my feelings, the pain I must hide
My body possessed by an unseen force
Crippled for life
As I try to speak my voice...
No physical pain you will feel
Is this mental insanity real?

No future an obscenity
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul

Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...?
Not allowed to make decisions
If only I could tell them all I can think

In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all...
Able to think, flex my limbs, talk and socialise, live my life

Kneel on the ground and pray to the Lord
But will he hear your prayers
Will he hear your call?
As you sit in the Church
And the madman speaks...
Listen with awe at the lies he'll preach

Only the mindless will listen and obey
World-wide Wars are caused by this uproar

Pray to rest your Conscience - For the sins you have done
Where is your God now as you're dying alone?
Brutal wounds cut deep
No miracles to heal
Watch your life now fade
He's not there to help you die

Raised upon repulsive lies
From the time we were born
Driven into heads holy laws
Cast into a circle of preaching vomit
All decent holy people
Their conscience free
Massive neurosis and impending doom
And the holy power will be silent
(Repeat verses 2, 3, 4)

Claws of death grip my life
Empty my mind and my knowledge is deceased
Mindless and dumb instinct gone

Running in circles
Not knowing where my fate lies…

Blindly running through the eternal maze
Surrounded by people the same
Not knowing this place as the darkness falls above
Will we ever see the sun deteriorate away?

Feelings disappear
Your eyes stare blank
Another world to greet
Life now ends…

Unleashed upon man
Their poisoning brains
An empty grasp ? a threat to all those sane

The daggers poised
For shallow minds
Unheard laughs
Disrupting all mankind…

This rotting misery

The beggars are all gathered
No others rule supreme
Rotting misery

Clouded realities
Brought before us
Their pointless lives
As all their faith is lost

Morbid existence
Of these poor souls
Now must die to exist no more

It's in my heart;
It's in your soul,
You choose to judge,
Is that your role?

Don't analyze or complicate,
You'll criticize,
You can't relate...
And now you want
Some understanding

What's my point of view?

Chorus:
Then I'll just fade away
When I hear all your lies
I choke
Then I'll just fade away
Suffering from the times you spoke
I fade

Regarding more?
Just seems much less
So cynical you must confess
I'm dying here,
Completely blind
Your will to live
Just dampens mine,
And now you want
Some understanding...
What's my point of view?

Chorus

It's in my heart;
It's in your soul,
You choose to judge,
Is that your role?

Don't analyze or complicate,
You'll criticize,
You can't relate...
And now you want
Some understanding

What's my point of view?

Chorus:
Then I'll just fade away
When I hear all your lies
I choke
Then I'll just fade away
Suffering from the times you spoke
I fade

Regarding more?
Just seems much less
So cynical you must confess
I'm dying here,
Completely blind
Your will to live
Just dampens mine,
And now you want
Some understanding...
What's my point of view?

Chorus

Wish it all away; it's all the same to you
Living eternally is all you wish to do

And if I said that you'll come down
You'll remain...
And if I said you must come down
You'll remain¡­

Villain or a saint it's all a game to me
Laughing in the face of it all
I swear you've always been

And if I said that you'll come down
You'll remain....
And if I said you must come down


You'll remain....

And if I said that you seem lonely again
Cause your speaking too much, but your efforts in vein
And I think that you'll lose your mind someday
Why don't you leave this alone?
Why don't you leave this alone?

Wish it all away; it's all the same to you
Laughing eternally is all you seem to do

And if I said that you'll come down
You'll remain....
And if I said you must come down
You'll remain....

I BIDE MY TIME ON THESE LONELY NIGHTS
BUT IT'S ALWAYS ON MY MIND

SEEMS A SHAME CAUSE IT'S SO INANE
BUT IT'S ALWAYS ON MY MIND

THE LESSONS THAT WE'VE LEARNED
THE LESSONS THAT ARE WAITING
ALL THE SINS I'VE DONE
ALL THE LIVES WERE TAKING

ALL THE TIME THAT I'VE SET ASIDE
BUT IT'S ALWAYS ON MY MIND
ILL AWAKE, I ACQUIRE AND TAKE
BUT THERE'S SOMETHING I CAN'T FIND

THE YEARS THAT I'VE SPENT COLD
ARE YEARS THAT I'VE BEING WASTING
ALL THE SINS THAT I'VE DONE
ALL THE TIME I'VE TAKEN

ALL THE SINS WE'VE LEARNED
ALL THE SIN THAT'S WAITING
LESSONS THAT WE'VE HEARD
PROMISES I'M BREAKING

Like a fever, fever - inside of me
Like a fever, fever - inside of me

Stand fast, faithful one
See the moon and not the sun but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Breakdown frail affairs
Turn from the elusive starts but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Guilt is feeding, feeding, inside I'm cold

In depth grasp the chains
Struggle as the waters gain but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Observe the formation fight until the battle's won
But I...... All I need is a simple reminder

There's no rule to say you'll cry alone
Just find the strength to help you carry the load
Reverse the frown and let the power surge
But when alone you cannot resist the urge

Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying
Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying

Hold on face to face damaged by the
sad disgrace but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Twisting the knife in vain end the
grief but who will gain but I......
All I need is a simple excuse

Understand procedure, understand war
Understand rules, regulations
I don't understand sorry

You must feel frustration
'Cause your mind feels such temptation
And your ways appear a total lack of faith

You may feel elation
At your body's recreation
And the joy you need, restricted by one thought

Are you forever - Loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever - Pale, regarded as a waste of time

High times are courageous
But in truth they suit no purpose
Induced, reduced, unable and afraid

Can you feel rejection
And a lack of motivation
And the joy you need, restricted and delayed

Are you forever - Loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever - Pale, regarded as a waste of time

I don't really know what sorry means, I've been sorry all my life
I'm sorry I was born, that's what my mother told me
I don't really know what sorry means
I've been sorry all my life

I don't really know what sorry means

You'd love to be so far away
It's not a long way to go, it's gonna end in your pain
Greet open handed stranger
Create the turmoil, you're not sane
I want the last one to go to embers will revive,
So stay

You want to live a lifetime each and every day

You've struggled before, I swear to do it again
You've told it before till I, until I'm weakened and sore

Seek hallowed land

You'd love to see right through my veins
The pale reflection tells all, predominations sustain
Crawl over land or mountain in
sight the ultimate escape
A silhouette subsiding, enticed unable to relate

You want to live a lifetime each and every day

You've beckoned before, you'll never do it again
You've prayed before who are the prayers for

Seek hallowed land
Seek hallowed land

Begone the fools that lead me - I need not to know
accept reclining spirit I need to endure
You try to live a lifetime each and every day
In this short time of promise, you're a memory......

Coming back today, the pounding thoughts relay
It's a time that's for myself
I'm laying low, strife is gaining slow
A kind of anguish I don't need......

When I see your frown, hurt will put me down
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time
That I can see a light shining

Will you make it slow, pure evil makes it slow
I know you're brandishing the sign
Dare I take a chance? In this circumstance
Or will I leave without a hope
When you seal me fate sorrow turns to hate
If I can see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time
That I can see a light shining

What one man makes is there for one to take
A single handed fall from grace
Hearts beating just, beating till the last
A draining feeling's all that I know

When I see your frown, it becomes my frown
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
That I can see a light shining

Opaque the dissident establishment
That we all suffer
Refill the porous shell with words that mean so many things

Words mean so many things

The feeling can't avoid you

Stoking the fires of absence
Loss and anguish long departed
Adjust to changes re-arranging, burns in many ways

Pain burns in many ways

The feeling can't avoid you

Once solemn, the things I'm leaving alone
Once solemn, the looks that turn one to stone
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the panic inside
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the fake promises

Your powers electrify me
Your prowess repels apathy
Your image can turn a soul to stone

I can't find another way
I can't find the words to say

Unchaining the thing that's holding me down
And it's frustrating, the pressure's getting me down
And it's trying to live with a bad decision every day
It's a fever that's eating away in search of a fast release

I say
Your powers electrify me
Devour the one that's guilty
Your image can turn a soul to stone

I can't find another way
I can't find the words to say

Your powers electrify me
Devour the one who's guilty
Your prowess repels apathy
Your image can turn a soul to stone

The fire is gone, a time to search and then replace
I'll never know just how the blind can lead the way
They search for faith, it shows the way... It leads the way
The distant smile, banished denial, no more denial
Are you the one who tries to send me to the grave
I cannot know who deals resent who deals the pain
Weak search for faith
A path to take, you tread in vain

A spiral movement, the ultimate mystery
Will you show....will you show who you are?

It's the truth that untrue suspicion is
spreading like a disease
Do you know if it is real?

Voices appear inside my brain
Their need, to set me free
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong

Encourage the madness they welcome impurity
I don't know....I don't know....who I am!
Fallen blind to the cruel hysteria that's
constantly challenging
Me, all alone...all alone... can't be real

Voices approve I can't relate
Their need to celebrate
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong

Voices approve, the quest begins
Fuel for the shadowkings
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong

It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave

The time you're looking at the door
And you're thinking to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon

Hearts beating...

I raise a sunken smile
As I serve the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe

It's a cruel misfortune
Forbidding us to see
When stories may collide
It's a sad state of mind

Hearts beating...

Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind
Hearts beating for the last time
The peace you cannot find

Approaching a silence, a blur of subsidence

Time may heal all troubles, is that what I've found?
Joy entices all, until death's lonely shroud
But I know it's forever......

Praying for a change

Our lives leading onwards, the essence is stronger

Memories of life drifting further away I must doubt that where
There's a will there's a way......
But I know, it's forever

Life is all the pain we endeavour

Innocent, beneath this sorry veil see 'you have'
Plenitude, the sweetness of a new born child
Its lost deserted reverence

For my life and the stars creation
For my life it's the same rejection
Lost in life, I'll blame it all on you

Loss of hope, falling situation
Readapt, death is life's temptation
Dying slow, I'll blame it all on you

Resurrect, the harsh tones of our self contempt recall
Fail to breathe, in sight no normal state of mind
In time the hour will fail to chimc

They bettray, uphold the law, accuse the future

Into a depth of haze, I'll see you dead
The colossal rains flow like the breeze
A sheltered scenery as the arms outstretch for me
You'll never walk again
(In a sorry sea of pale sound uplifting here,
Dark waters flow free through the ashways of silent dreams)

Brought back from centuries, creation seen
The colossal rains mortal spirits drained
Can this be real, what the frozen rains reveal
You'll never walk again
(hear cries, way of reach and shallow the silver breathes,
The sun wakes the sleeping heat and drowns in a mass disease)

As a withered hand grips right through fear
The cold caressing rains
The reaping arms of silence, evolve for us to see

Overruled by a lack of paitence, it's untold, it's untold
That's the secret that has mad us

Constructive powers flow desire
The last intense degree
Scratching at the surface, for all of us to hear

Gather around, the secrets that you know
And the speech that makes blood flow
Blame desire, you'll blame revenge

Standing at the solemn shores
Where blessed fools are born
Happiness is wasted, waster blood and tears

Re-abuse infiltration, it's untold, it's untold
Raping life from other nations

The ritual explosive fires
Rewarding enemies
Shells of empty faces, crying to be free

Dying free, the spirits gather round
While the soul lays underground
Will the voices call again?

A fallen time that's bygone
A crude elite that's from a distant zone
You don't know if It's the truth you told

Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones

Hold back desire for danger
A bet you lose, you'll have no way to turn
I see the man who lives and breathes corruption
Into a circle that you call you own

Don't run away, from the pain, A claim that you deal with
A power game, from within, Impossible for you to see this

Laid down the laws of deceit
The ones who cherish are the ones who'll go
Into the ashes of a tortured world
Only in mind's eye can you see a light

Harmony break, dark awakes, in old eyes - the trouble, feel it
Here to stay, mark the way, improvise the judgment hearing

Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the scense incandescent ones

All remains of the glowing embers
is a bleak cold irrelevance

A mass of breathing souls
For times are desolate
Passing judgement on my sentence
As I perceive my dying day
Gime me a promise.
The word I will never hear
Sympathies forging, stalling in me

I'm closing all the doors
While my frown remians
Until I reach my golden haven
I'll let the sadness pass my way

Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man

My halo's fading with all the sin I deal
Have I been banished, 'a fogery'

Sear, the tender feeling as my solar glow dies
And I'm waiting for my sweet hell
You'll wait for 'your' hell, I wish you hell...

In time the hate corrodes
Our brains are desolate
And this prison which we serve in
Will be a witness to our pains

Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man

Come taste a century of hatred
Free from the sanity of them

Is there something, that you see in all of them
Non-believer, a time will come, but when ?

All you worship in life, destroyed by human hands,
Spare the trouble you feel, save a breath for your next

Spit on the laws that I made for you
Betray the treasures within hearts

Is there something in death that you think
reflects your life?
Come taste the loss that I feel, challenge paradise

All you worship in life destroyed by human hands,
Save the trouble you feel, a treasure with no price

It's disturbing, the joy I feel, but I feel it more

I am the one, to which you'll go
You are the one, from which I'll run...

Fading to grey, the wanton pray

You'll find shelter, I'll find none
I'll leave you pointless life undone

Breathing your days, my anguish stays

Fate of my face, I've seen your face
I turn and run, you'll have no place

Time is the father, in my corrupt mind
Pain, echoes, in the silent sky...
Remember life now?

The sullen man before me turns a head and demonstrates
The power of a weak mind can't conceal or captivate

It's lost in a bleak scope of fragmented ways
Eternal non-events occur throughout its poor days
You're lost forever unable to see yourself
The thoughts arising, there's
no disguising where you've been...

Reveal to me, your mind's identify

You'll pay, pay for the feelings that you feed me
Don't hold on to what you call a life...

Anger compels a force of weakness or fear
I'll promise no forgiveness for the rest of my years
A negative release, subliminal urge
Unwish declining, grey thoughts reviving all the way...

Your fallen prey, a loser pays

You'll pay for the feelings that you feed me
Don't hold on to what you call a life...

Wretched will, host of pleasure surreal
Closed the room where the last is buried

Rise or fall at your master's request
You're unable to accept redemption

I don't know about a true belief here
With the 'lost' it's the same as always

All I want is the same, a true belief

You can't wait to become a memory
With the 'weak' it's the same as always

Stand confused lack of comprehension,
Re-aroused by a thought of madness

And I know that the truth is always right
But it's time to search for lies
You're the only I try to save
But the blood spills from your veins

All I want is the same, a true belief

Call counting time till the end
Death's wicked smile never fails
The curse is cast, you've lost the past
Forevermore, a candle burns here no more

I don't know about a century of life
When the love of generations die

I can see no good in taking your own life
When any moment death calls...

All I want is the same, A true belief

Fear this more (the more) than the hands of man's (disgrace)
It crushes forth (resenting) conquest its plan

Don't look back, will ever see your face again?

The domination (is in all) Imagination (space)
Caress endlessly (until we) inflame the soul...

Faling to return what's borrowed, devotion rights to me
I see a summer of winters merging gracefully

Don't look back, will we ever see your face again
Don't look back, will hear the weeping words again

I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken
I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken
I've seen it many times
Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different
Soil
You've felt an omen..
"oh another" I've heard this many times
When I speak, silence
So assured that you could find ...I seek it more
Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different
Soil
I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken
Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day when your feet could walk on different
Soil
Prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
Prey for that day, and that night you came
You came and saw the earth...

Living life today
When tomorrow brings this trail of desperate thoughts
Living so afraid
When tomorrow brings this trail of simple thoughts
Give in for one day
Face the absolute that things won't go your way
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before
Living for today
When tomorrow brings this trail of damaged thoughts
Living for today
Until the afternoon reactions take their course
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before
Anger so deep and anger so alive
Anger so deep and anger so alive
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before

The need to know gives a strange reaction
The need to know kills my soul, my passion
When will I know, just how far this goes
I feel the glow of a man whose tasted loss
Fail each time, strong in mind
Turn each page that you wrote
Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair
The safe release bears no threat or danger
The tide is weak, but may welcome strangers
This joy it seems maybe just a dream
A soul unclean, like a man whose tasted woe
Fail each time, strong in mind
Harbour tales of your woe
Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair
Fail each time, strong in mind
Turn each page that you wrote
Now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair

Hear your soothing comfort loud
One knows it's not too quiet
All consuming circumstance
Can lead to our dysfunction
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss
Say you'll pay the consequence
And though we all can't see it
Time will challenge your defence
Alive but you can't feel it
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss

Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change
But their all washed away with laughter
As we wait to perish, turn to ashes
Things we've all gone through....
Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone annihilate all words of praise
When it all seems to spell disaster...
Words of wisdom have no meaning
In all honesty
Its just fiction, your religion
No apology
There's no concealing the things that I do
There's no concealing the things that I choose
Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change
But their all washed away with laughter
Words of wisdom have no meaning
In all honesty
Your religions contradiction
But you cannot see
Words of wisdom add frustration
To our agony
Constant knowing, always showing
Endless sympathy

Feared and loathed besides...
It's such a tragedy
I've seen all others try
It ends in misery
Could you stand back and take this all in
Before it's too late?
Fragrant your remarks
You offered sympathy
Read between the lines?
The dream is honesty
Could you stand back and take this all in
Before it's too late? Now,
Could you stand back and set this soul free
Before it's too late?
Dealt the loosing hand
No need for jealousy
As our worlds collapse
Who will the saviours be?
Could you stand back and take this all in
Before it's too late? Now,
Could you stand back and set this soul free
Before it's too late?

You may need some honest words to heal
You may need some honest words, so ill say them..
Oh lord knows why..
Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way
You may have fortune enough to breathe
You may feel that that's enough, so lets pray then..
Oh lord knows why
Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I choose to fear rejection that's my way...
Do you think you'll live forever, a goal at any cost
You control your prize endeavor a game in which you've lost..
Live to breathe new life forever blinded by the cause
If you think you'll live forever the games already lost
Its so cold...many years to go
Its so cold...many years to go
Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I struggle with ill fortune that's my way
Cause I'm made of the same as your made
If I choose to fear rejection that's my way...
Cause I'm made of the same as your made

My life is not too whole
Its understanding why
I take when I owe
I can't explain
But it seems like its going wrong again
And it feels like its going wrong again
My life is oh so cold
Misunderstanding now
It seems that I'm slow
Its seems obscene
But you steal and you're on the run again
And you steal and you're on the run again

Without the strength to hold
Onto what's sinking
I'll pretend its all show
I can reveal
But it seems like its going wrong again
And it feels like its going wrong again
But it seems like its going wrong again
And it feels like its going wrong again

Breathing life, as true as honest work
Breathing life, a truth for all its worth
You want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to roll inside that shell you call a mind
Breathing life, as frail as insincere
Breathing life, too cold to shed a tear
You want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sits inside of me
I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days
You want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sits inside of me
I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days