Craig Jones [기타]

*i've felt the hate rise up in me
kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
i wander out where you can't see
inside my shell, i wait and bleed (x2)

goodbye

i wipe it off in tile, the light is brighter this time
everything is 3D blasphemy
my eyes are red and gold, the hair is
standing straight up
this is not the way i pictured me
i can't control my shakes
how the hell did i get here
something about this, so very wrong
i have to laugh out loud, i wish i didn't like this
is it dream or a memory

* Repeat

gey outta my head cuz i don't need this
why i didn't i see this
i'm a victim - manchurian candidate
i - have - sinned - by - just
makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

* Repeat (X2)

goodbye

you haven't learned a thing
i haven't changed a thing
my flesh was in my bones
the pain was always free

* Repeat (X2)

and it waits for you

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday abusive things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
And if you touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Bitch you call a heart...

*I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

*Repeat

Here comes the PAINEnemy - show me what you wanna be
i can handle anything
even if i cant handle you
readily - either way it better be
dont you fucking pity me
get up get offwhat the hell am i saying?
i dont know about malevolent
sure as hell decadent
i want somebody to step up, step off
walls, let me fall, fuck you all!
get a grip, dont let me slip till i drop the ballfuck this shit, im sic of it
your going down
this is a war!who the fuck am i to criticize you
twisted state of mind?
your leaving me suspect, im leaving you grotesque
feels like a burn from which you never learn
cause and effect, you jealous ass
press your face against the glass - sufferfuck this shit, im sic of it
your going down
this is a war!i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time gonna get mineyou cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you SICK SICK SICK SICK

Here we go again, motherfucker

Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that i can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a would, like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead

One more time, mother fucker

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I
Don't know why, I'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so i can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I don't wanna diein this place

People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit

It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone
Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP

C'mon mother fucker, everybody has to die

People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit

I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean

My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out, coz you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises, noises, people make noises
people make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin' at?
I'll tell you what you're lookin' at
Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at

Look in my eyes for the answers - typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to poser them
Once again, it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands
And it's shaking - you'll never take me

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

NOTHING!

(HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me
(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and crying
I'm not supposed to behere
I'm not supoosed to be

(WHY) When do I get to know why?
(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Pull your hands away
I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case

(COVET) Everything around me's mine
(STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

(DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way
(STAY) You won't let me fucking stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

(LIVE) Is there another way to live?
(DIE) Cuz it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel miniscule
If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...that's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you
Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you
I can't fuckin' take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it's fuckin' war
Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
Like a dead beat winner, I want to be a sinner
An idolized bang for the industry killer
A hideous man that you don't understand
Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranted to fucking snap
It's evilsonic, it's pornoholic
Breakdowns, obscenities, it's all I wanna be

If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
(What's it like to be a heretic?)

Everybody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
TOY - nobody wants anything I've got
Which is fine, because you're made of
Everything - I'm - NOT

If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
(What's it like to be a heretic?)

30 seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell you why
I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest
They're listening, clamoring
All the money in the world can't buy me
GO AHEAD, LIE TO ME
Tell me again how you're tortured
I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
You're full of SHIT
You had a dream, but this ain't it

IIf you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
(What's it like to be a heretic?)

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
my mind off the reality of my life,
my past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears to somewhere in the back
of my mind. It will remain there,
until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,
for I need the break. A break from the
pressures of life, and everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands.

This mode is incredible. It's out of
this world. Too bad I must always leave it...
... but that's life.

I've known faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures made to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered what I've done to
Calcify...

(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away

I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face
Don't even try it! You had be a liar just to
Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning

(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away

Take...this...away...
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the holy ghost
And kill you if you get too close

Too tragic to stay with you
Too static to try for you
These scars, they swallow hard
The part of the past that's hollow and dark
Too horrid to kill for you
Too sordid to die with you
Unstable as always, come down
Everything else is just dust and sound

SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

I'd give it all away, come take it all away
You can't resent the fear
Somebody tell me how I got here
I'd give it all to you, come take it, it's all for you
The noise is so damn loud, but
Everything else is just dust and sound

I don't wanna do this anymore
Everything's shit - everything's been taken
Forsaken - gotta start it over cuz I'm hearing it
Backwards - DON'T make sense - DON'T feel better
Who's better? It's not that simple
You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult
It's not a word, it's a problem, the problem was easy
Draw your conclusions - solutions?
Anybody else wanna run?
Contorting, distorting - I am undone
One less propaganda nightmare fixture
Are you getting the picture?

The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay - because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP
Nobody gives a fuck
it doesn't change the fact that you suck

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But waht's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

I AM HATED
YOU ARE HATED
WE ARE HATED

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Idividuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

(We Are) The source of conscience
(We Are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We Are) The absolute
(We Are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I AM HATED

Zero and zero is nothing but zero
Cancer and people conspire together
Running and running and going forever
Collected and sampled, starving for zero

Come see my cage - built in my grain

Minus the inside and minus the circle
Inhabit the riddle and fill in the hovel
Wherein and herein, between us and near us
Zero and zero is nothing but zero

Come see my cage - built-in migraine

Keeping myself alive...
through your EMPATHY

I'm ethereal, my children are legion, serial
They stick to my skin like beloved cysts
I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists
Touch the hands of inverted saints
Follow my heart through the threaded pain
Callow man is a sentinel screaming
I see the future; the future is bleeding

Sores, every goddamn minute I can feel 'em now
Like a virus, you will never kill me now
Goin' underground, comin' on like hepatitis
We're out - and you can't reshape us
Another bug in the construct
Tearin' up the main bus B
Zeros and ones are everything - execute me

Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL
This is where the line is drawn, see
YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

What do you need to see? Ya feel the impact?
Gotta retract - everybody get back
What is this? It's like a big conspiracy
Fields of dejected morbid progeny
They always say that it's always our fault
But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt
Man, it's always the same, if we talk or complain
We only wanna upset the balance
How's it feel to be the New Abortioin?
The only generation to suffer extortion

Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL
This is where the line is drawn, see
YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

Gone - I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way

Once - inside - all I hold is ash...

Fail - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it!

The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you

My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way...
To face everyday with this face - goodbye

My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

When I blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breath - I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlly every urge
To mutilate - the one and only answer
So much for memories...
I wanna derss in your insecurities
And be the perfect you - I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony

Relax...it's over,you belong to me,I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax...it's over,you can never leave
I take your second digit with me... Love...
You are...my first,I can barely breath
I find you fascinating
You are...my favorite,lay you down to sleep
It's all that I can do to stop...Love...
So blue...so broken,paper doll decays
I haven't left you yet
So cold...subversive,your eyes are full of bleach
Tomorrow,I will go away again...Love...
YOU ARE MINE,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE,I CAN TEAR YOU APART
I CAN RECOMBINE YOU
ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL
YOU BELONG TO ME
I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.(LOVE)

(pain!)
Here come's the pain!

Enemy - Show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything
Even if I can't handle you
Readily - Either way it better be
Don't you fuckin' pity me
Get up, get off...
What the hell am I sayin'?
I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent
I want somebody to step up, step off
Walls! Let me fall! Fuck you all!
Get a grip, don't let me slip 'till I drop the ball
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin' down, this is a war!

Fuck it

Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted state of mind?
You're leavin' me suspect, I'm leavin' you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press your face against the glass - suffer
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin' down, this is a war....

(Go)

I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine (x4)

You can't kill me
Cuz I'm already inside you (x4)

(Sic) (x4)

(Yeah)

Insane - Am I the only muthafucka with a brain?
I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain
How many times have you wanted to kill
Everything and everyone, Say you'll do it but never will

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes (x3)

I am my Father's son
He's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me
Nothing!
How many times have you wanted to die?
It's too late for me. All you have to do is get rid of me!

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes (x3)

It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head
yeah

I tried - You lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit
It's shit that you gave me

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes (x3)

It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head
yeah

Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the fuck are you? Fuck you!
Better suck it up cuz you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the fuck away from me!

I feel safe - Seems your saved (x2)

Look me in my brand new eye (x3)

(Motherfucker)

Look me in my brand new eye (x3)
Look me in my brand new

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed (x2)

Goodbye

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this?
Well I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed (x3)

Goodbye

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free (x2)

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed (x2)

And it waits for you

Fuck you all

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is doing me in..

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is doing me in!

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

....and don't you fuckin' Judge me!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fucking thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move (x4)

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty...

...MAN NEARLY KILLED ME
Steppin' where you fear to tread
Stop, drop and roll - you were DEAD FROM THE GIT-GO!
BIG MOUTH FUCKER - STUPID COCKSUCKER
Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought
Always is, never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear ya -Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT!
Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
Is there any way to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
It's gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, Literal Profanity HIT ME!

SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumour fodder
Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realise
Step up, fairy
I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
If you know what's good - sit, shut up and beg, brother
Backstab - Don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe - we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE KISSIN'!
BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY, HALFWAY HAUSER
Can't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder
Step up, and you get a face full o' tactic
Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN'
Now you start shit? Well, ain't that somethin'?
Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want
But I'LL FIND YOU - Comin' up behind you!

SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

'Bout time I set this record straight
All the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate
Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
Where YOU gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools, and all the politix
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got DICK when they passed out the good stuff
Bam
Are you sick of me? GOOD ENOUGH - HAD ENOUGH

FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemies!
FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemas!

SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

Kill Me
Tattered and torn
Something aches
Tattered and torn
Bad things slither
Tattered and torn
My floors are burning down
Tattered and torn
And I can't find a window

Tattered and torn
This is medieval
Tattered and torn
This is cerebral
Tattered and torn
Suffocated
Tattered and torn
Melodramatic

Tattered and torn
Driven to the verge of
Tattered and torn
I make you my enemy
The nerves you sever
Tattered and torn
Can serve you better
(laughs)

Tattered and torn
In the blink of an eye
Tattered and torn
In the space of a second
Tattered and torn
Open my wrists
Tattered and torn
Give me my lessons

Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt! (x8)

Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
Snap! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This fucking life is killing me!

Tearing me / Inside

Too far gone, I'm catatonic
Leaving you to criticize
Empty shell and running naked
All alone... lobotomized
Back and forth between my hang-ups
It isn't easy to be hated
Where do ya go? Whaddya do?
Simpleton, impromptu, crazy eight
I never cared, not once
Gotta get away!

Tearing me / Inside

I wasn't promised a thing
You keep mocking me
But you will never again
Before you know - after you're gone

Gone

Somos feos apestamos y pero reinamos joto muthafucka

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to...

Section off myself
Put a wall up/What the hell have I done
Keep the dog at bay
Survive by saving me!
Values and the game
Not a fuck-up - Not a part of your lie
I am one, I am all - I'm above and beyond!

Back off of the shit
Stand off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out

Liberate my madness...

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to...

I am not ashamed
What is vital, isn't always humane
You can break in vain
But you can't break away
Even in my face
Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth
I can't see from here
But I can smell your fear

Back off of the shit
Stand off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out

Saved - You're such a slave - I don't expect a
Name - You don't care - I wasn't witness -
I can't be a part of a system such as this
Hard eyes - Glow right - In my - Darkness - Again
With the sickness, rengade blisters, sisters,
Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness
Fuck this - How long have I had this?
I don't need this - Outta my business
Insert, engage, betrayed, my God
Fraud

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to...

Even if you run... I will find you
I decided I wanted you
Now I know...I need
If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought
Keep in mind - I am with you
Never left out fate, can't concentrate

You will be mine!
Ah, fucking you will be mine!
Ah, fucking you will be mine!
Ah, fucking you will be mine!

I found you

Leanin' out of an open window
You laughed (my fingers clenched)
Too perfect, far too careless
I couldn't help myself - I just took you

Dammit man I knew it was a mistake (x4)
(You brought it outta me) mistake (x4)

Better make yourself out home
You're here to stay
You won't bother me...If you let me bother you
All the doors are locked, all the windows shut
Keep in mind - I watch you
Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker
Even if you run

What the fuck is different? Man,
I can't believe I'm doin' this (x6)

(Dammit) man I knew it was a mistake (x4)
(You brought it outta me) mistake (x4

My freedom is best
Whole country's on house arrest
And everyone's a suspect
You can't feel the flow because you died
Face down on a "suicide"
The muthafucker's on self-destruct
Nobody guardin' your back, it's all a front
Save this! My rage is bliss!
I'm takin' names and gettin' pissed!

Where's Chuck D when ya need him?
You ain't shit, just a puddle on the
Bed spread
The maniac psycho
Cool j screamed the shit
But I still can't believe it
Man, it's funny that you scare me so
Just enough to fuck me up again and again
Hard life is hard as hell
Better back the fuck on up
Cuz this is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

Can't be real no more - Your mask is skin and bone
Savor every flavor you want cuz it's not your own
Bad-ass at bat, man
Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win
Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! On more - Seethe!
Freak like you gotta pair
Won't be my fault
When you're painted in the corner of a no-good life
This is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

I can't remember, I don't understand,
Is it malice that makes you this way?
Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you
I laugh cuz there's nothing to say
You can't begin to consider the
Palpable hate in the air when you're here
None of us wonder what weather you're under
You're making it perfectly clear!

Lights ain't on - shit ain't right
Never had peace so I had to fight
Can you look in my eyes when my back's against
The wall, slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
You're all reality and sound bites
And the freedom is never in plain sight
The feelings, the question, the price is too
Human, for fucking sake - This is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase

God what the fuck is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing

All I ever wanted out of you was
Something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

I see you in me

I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer

Why am I so fascinated by
Bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

Fuck!

Pain - made to order

I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed
You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few
Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
Entire legion of me, totalitarian
The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man

Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
In other words, consider me branded
Another version of me, another version of you
Both barrels - what you gonna do?

All I hear is human noise
You made your own fuckin' choice
I belong to only me
Silence for my revelry

I can over die over time
Filthy hands, stay away from mine
Every reason is a right to hate
Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme mine

Only one of us walks away

Somebody explain this
You don't care cuz you don't exist
What the fuck is this another joke?
Reckoning!

I play doctor for five minutes flat
Before I cut my heart open...and let the air out
Three bugs, a pound of dust
Some wind spilled over me
In the strangest manner that had
Broke away my tear spout

As I lie there
With my tongue spread wide open
A black widow had offered me
A sweatheart tube
As I injected
The candid heart that I selected
She said don't hesitate
Just do what you have to do!

It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red CUZ I CAN'T FEEL!

Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...
It's time

It is time

I don't like a fuckin' thing! Music sucks dick
Suck the snot end of the tip of my prick
You fucking cunts, get off of my back
I don't wanna do a show with your shitty
fuckin' band - You suck, they suck, guess what, get fucked
I can't think of any other words to say but fuck
Don't drag our opinions, our opinions are great
It's new school face muthafuckers I hate

[SO:] Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

Don't berate me - Cuz you can't stop me
From breakin' your face - It's you I'll erase
It's Hate - Muthafucker - Hate - Muthafucker - Hate

[SO:] Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great?

Get this or die!

[SO:] Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty...

...Man nearly killed me
Steppin' where you fear to tread
Stop, drop and roll - you were dead from the git-go!!
Big mouth fucker, stupid cocksucker!
Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought
Always is, never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear ya - Think I fear ya? bullshit!
Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
Is there any way to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
It's gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, Literal Profanity hit me!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumour fodder
Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realise
Step up, fairy
I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard that right, bitch, I didn't stutter
If you know what's good - sit, shut up and beg, brother
Backstab - Don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe - we know the ass that you're kissin'!
Bigidy - bigidy bitch boy, halfwat hauser
Can't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder
Step up, and you get a face full o' tactic
Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no nuthin'
Now you start shit? Well, ain't that somethin'?
Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want
But I'll find you - Comin' up behind you!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

'Bout time I set this record straight
All the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate
Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
Where YOU gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools, and all the politix
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
Bam
Are you sick of me? Good enough - had enough

Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemas!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

And it waits for you!

Many have come and gone,
Still left out of the guttural swansong
Takin' nothin' but the best in the area,
Givin' me grief, but fucker I'll stare you -
down, 2-3 you're out of there,
Maybe it's me but I'm frantic, in a panic
Ain't never had a problem since you stopped comin' here
Big man walkin' but bitch, I'm still talkin'

Can't you see it's gotta be this way?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

Ain't gonna leave and you know I'm never gone fade,
Here it comes again, gotta burn again
Time now, throw down, don't dirty me,
Right on your ugly-ass face cuz

I aint the one who let you in,
And I ain't the one who set you off
But I know damn well when someone's pushing my buttons,
Let tell you somethin', I'LL PUSH YOU BACK!

"Soon as that camera goes off, he's gonna fuck that little dog."

Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

Gimme any reason why I'd need you (bitch)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (bitch)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (bitch)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

You're made of flesh....
(What I'm focused on)

Despise!!!

Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, lash out at all I despise

HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT

Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak...standing on my feet...listening incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one you dog

HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT

Never - ever - surrender - I WANT IT ALL!
Never - ever - surrender - DESPISE
My state of mind gets so one-sided
Despise!

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
Willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die

Never - ever - surrender - I WANT IT ALL!
Never - ever - surrender - DESPISE
My state of mind gets so one-sided

Despise!
Truth hurts when it's in your face
Are you afraid of it?

i don't know why i never told you
i don't know why i never tried
when we shed these bitter skins again
all these reasons come to life
but now it's over
i don't know wht you never asked me
i don't know why you never cared
when we hide these little sins again
all the reasons have to die
but now it's over......

NO!

Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul?
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another headline pseudo-statistic
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to what's beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - Push the button, pull the rage
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven

I am the damaged one All my life and the damage done
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces

One One
Two Two
Three Three
NIL!
Chaos It's just the beginning
Every promise I made i´m rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning in the constant
Cry for help It's debatable
The only reason that you love me is I'med up for miles
To see the great big mouth shut up and apologize
This is not my war This is not my fight
This is something more This is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Only reason to question why
Today

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Watch those idiosyncrasies
Watch all the idiots fall on me
Running out of ways to get outta the way
Take another shot just to stay the same
But I need some balance - Back it off
Fill your lungs 'til it makes you cough
Tell me everything's gonna be alright
'Cause I don't think I'll make it through tonight

The only way - Is all the way

Oh - my - God
It's judgement day and I'm not prepared
Everybody out there's running scared
So - Take a little bit off the top
I don't care, just make it stop

I won't give another soul... to you
I won't give another life... to you
You have to stop
Stop!

Do one thing and say something cryptic
But the styles always clash
One thing I know for sure
The hypothetical won't work anymore
One wrong move and they will pound!
My nails are tight inside my wrists
This sacrament is sacrilege and sentimental
Deity experimental - Faith is accidental

I won't give another soul... to you
I won't give another life... to you
I won't give another thought... to you
I won't give anymore of my hope... to you

Give me the dust of my father
Stand on the face of the ancients
Bare the secret flesh of time itself
Follow me (Follow me)
I've come so far, I'm behind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I wish so hard I'm there again
Follow me (Follow me)
Follow me (Follow me)
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings waiting to begin
I know the way but I falter
Can't be afraid of my patience
There's a sacred place Razel keeps safe
Follow me (Follow me)
I've seen so much I'm blind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I feel so bad I'm alive again
Follow me (Follow me)
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings waiting to begin

I am a product - Of your conduct
The uncontrollable urges that made me
Have made us all - Are you proud? Do you even care?
You tought us all to lie - That's how we made it here
You should have buried the truth with your secrets
But you were far to impressed with your pretense
Now as far as I know, I don't know anything
'Cause you made damn sure It wasn't anything
Distractions, Reactions
The only way ito go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me
Clawed away from human clay
We are the borken shards, the art disarray I
Before you condemn, you rape them, feed us meconium
Stunt our growth from our souls to our throats - Cut!
You shouldn't wall us up with your apathy
But you did - Now you're only growing enemies
This is the catalyst, the alpha, the first breed
'Cause you made damn sure - Now we're everything
Distractions, Reactions
The only way ito go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me
Much to my surprise, I will wake up
And follow the path of the ones I am made of
But this time... I won't give in
I will save you from my sins
(What is wrong with this manipulation... voilent and chaotic)

Ensconced.. In all that's wrong
I slam you shut... I can only take so much
How many times do I have to mistreat you?
Constantly biting my hand as I feed you
Maybe now you'll understand severity
I'll sum it up with the best amount of brevity
Welcome to the transformation
Welcome to annihilation
Welcome to the man that wanted
Everything but couldn't have it!
Distractions, Reactions
The only way ito go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me
Much to my surprise, I will wake up
And follow the path of the ones I am made of
But this time... I won't give in
I will save you from my sins

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fradgile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples in my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

She is everytihng and more
The solemn hypnotic
My doll you′re bathed in posession
She is home to me

I get neverous, perversed when I see her to
worse But the stress is astounding
It′s now or never she′s coming home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Call my name in my face, to recognize
Such a fair amount called, to terrorize

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I′m a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my name, to self ablige
There is something in me, the darkness finds

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)
(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)

I fight for the unconventional
My right and its unconditional
I can only be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
This isn't just a way to be a martyr
I can't walk alone any longer
I fight for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose, at least I tried!
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
I won't be the inconsequential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
It isn't a one-sided version
We've dealt with a manic subversion
I won't let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victom deserted
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes

Say it again, say it again (We won't die)
We fight 'til no one can fight us
We live and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed to far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back in their face
We won't walk alone any loger
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes
Say it again, say it again (We won't die)

Go!

Stapled shut, inside and ouside would and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catostrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle

Fray the strings
Throw the sheathes
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm
I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscrestions
I've got no right to way, I'm just caught up all the battles

Locked in clutch
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

My end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road is my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
THE END OF THE ROAD!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH!

She seems dressed in all the rings.. of past fatalaties
그녀는 과거의 모든 비운의 고리를 입고있는것 처럼 보였지
So fragile, yet so devious - she continues to see
너무 연약해, 그렇지만 너무 사악해 - 그녀는 계속 보고있어
Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest
기후적인 요인들이 그녀의 관자놀이와 나의 가슴을 짓눌러
Enter the night that she came home - Forever
밤이 되자 그녀는 집으로 왔지 - 영원히

Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad
오, 그녀는 날 슬프게 만드는 단 한사람

She is everytihng and more. The solemn hypnotic
그녀는 모든것 그 이상이지, 엄숙한 최면
My Dahlia. Bathed in possession - She is home to me
나의 달리아. 소유물에 젖어있는 - 그녀는 나에게 돌아왔지
I get neverous, perverse, when I see her. It's worse
내가 그녀를 볼때면 괴팍해지지 않을 수 없지, 이건 나쁜일이야
But the stress is astounding
하지만 스트레스는 몹시 놀라게 하지
It's now or never, she's coming home - Forever
지금 아니면 절대없을거야, 그녀는 집에 오고있어 - 영원히

Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad
오, 그녀는 날 슬프게 만드는 단 한사람

Hard to say what caught my attention
무엇이 날 끌어당겼는지 말하긴 힘들어
Fixed and crazy - aphid attraction
확고하고 열중해 - 진딧물의 끌어당김
Carve my name in my face - to recognize
내 얼굴에 나의 이름을 새겨놓았지 - 알아보기 위해서
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
탄압하기 위한 페로몬 숭배처럼

I won't let this build up inside of me...
난 나의 내면을 이렇게 만들고 싶지 않아

I'm a slave and I am a master
난 노예이자 지배자이지
No restraints and unchecked collectors
구속과 억제되지 않은 수집가는 없어
I exist throught my need - to self-oblige
난 스스로의 요구를 통해 존재하고 있어
She is something in me that I despise
그녀는 내가 멸시하는 내안의 무엇가야

I won't let this build up inside of me...
난 나의 내면을 이렇게 만들고 싶지 않아

She isn't real - I can't make her real
그녀는 실제가 아니야 - 난 그녀를 현실로 만들수 없어

Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (caged)
Malice (heart of weakness)
No toleration
Invade (committed)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Decide (decay)
Dissapoint (delay)
You suffered then, now suffer unto me.

Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide, you live with me
Or give up - any thought you want to be free

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL)
Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME)
I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU)
I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU
Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME)
Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME)

Possesion (feed my only vice)
Confession (i wont tell you twice)
Decide - (either die for me)
Or give up - any thought you want to be free.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

(Yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)
Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate)
You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)
Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent)
Fingers on your skin, let me savage in
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine
YOU'RE MINE

(Yeah)
I can see you but you can't see me
I'd protect you if you wouldn't, kill me
Are you certain that you fell down?
I'm just waiting, so you really let your gun down?
Your relaxed, your sublime, your amazing
You don't even know the danger you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me I'll make sure to try to find you
I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
I've been beaten and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to enter you and kill you there with me
The violet's down
Don't get to make a sound
Oh God I'm feeling it
It's making feeling pecks
My skin is caving in
My heart is craving out
No mercy, no remorse
And its going off course
(watch me) Bring me to my knees
(waiting) I am your disease
(lover) Can I step down please
(lover) You don't love me
(wait, no, wait, no, wait, wait, not yet, no wait)
I'm treading through my veins
I'm trying to hold on
You can bare a mole thats almost worth from me
I'm gonna to tear you apart and make you see
MAKE YOU SEE!
(watch me) Bring me to my knees
(waiting) I am your disease
(lover) Can I step down please
(lover) You don't love me

This is the virus
THE VIRUS OF LIFE
It gets inside us
AND HURTS US INSIDE
This is the virus
THE VIRUS OF LIFE
This is inside us
THE ONE THAT CONNECTS
It's almost time to play
It's time to be afraid
I can't control the pain
I can't control in me
I'm glad I'm ready now
You're almost ready now
I'm gunna raid it now
I'm gonna break it down
I see you in the dark
I see you all the way
I see you in the light
I see you bright as day
I wanna suck your face
I wanna suck your soul
I wanna wear your face
I WANT TO BREAK IT ALL
(watch me) Bring me to my knees
(waiting) I am your disease
(lover) Can I step down please
(lover) You don't love me
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!

We too feel alone

That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine

Where have I been all this time?
Lost enslaved fatal decline
I've been waiting for this to unfold (Good)
The pieces are only as good as the whole

Severed myself from my whole life
Cut out the only thing that was right
What If I never saw you again
I'd die right next to you in the end

That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine

I won't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fradgile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples in my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

She is everytihng and more
The solemn hypnotic
My doll you′re bathed in posession
She is home to me

I get neverous, perversed when I see her to
worse But the stress is astounding
It′s now or never she′s coming home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Call my name in my face, to recognize
Such a fair amount called, to terrorize

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I′m a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my name, to self ablige
There is something in me, the darkness finds

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)
(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul?
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another headline pseudo-statistic
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to what's beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - Push the button, pull the rage
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven

I am the damaged one All my life and the damage done
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces

Here comes the PAINEnemy - show me what you wanna be
i can handle anything
even if i cant handle you
readily - either way it better be
dont you fucking pity me
get up get offwhat the hell am i saying?
i dont know about malevolent
sure as hell decadent
i want somebody to step up, step off
walls, let me fall, fuck you all!
get a grip, dont let me slip till i drop the ballfuck this shit, im sic of it
your going down
this is a war!who the fuck am i to criticize you
twisted state of mind?
your leaving me suspect, im leaving you grotesque
feels like a burn from which you never learn
cause and effect, you jealous ass
press your face against the glass - sufferfuck this shit, im sic of it
your going down
this is a war!i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time gonna get mineyou cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you SICK SICK SICK SICK

Disasterpiece
I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside,find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean
My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out,cuz you were never alive
I am infinite,I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why
(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises,noises,people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING
How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin' at?
I'll tell you what you're lookin' at
Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at
Look in my eyes for the answers - typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everbody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to power them
Once again,it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine,it's not fair,it's outta my hands
And it's shaking - you'll never take me
(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises,noises,people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING
NOTHING!
(HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me
(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and cring
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(WHY) When do I get to know why?
(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Pull your hands away
I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead,so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case
(COVET) Everything around me's mine
(STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way
(STAY) You won't let me fucking stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(LIVE) Is there another way to live?
(DIE) Cuz it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here

Go!

Stapled shut, inside and ouside would and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catostrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle

Fray the strings
Throw the sheathes
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm
I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscrestions
I've got no right to way, I'm just caught up all the battles

Locked in clutch
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

My end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road is my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
THE END OF THE ROAD!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH!

I've known faces that
have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in
glass and slowly
soaked in lime
All my friends have
pictures meant to
make you cry
I've seen this and
wondered what
I've done to Calcify
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away

I can't stand to see your
thalidomide robot face
I don't even try it You
had to be a liar just to
Infiltrate me
I'm still drowning
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away

Take this away
Take this away
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you
on my fingers
I can hear you
like the holy ghost
And kill you if you
get too close
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to... (x2)

Section off myself
Put a wall up/What the hell have I done
Keep the dog at bay
Survive by saving me!
Values and the game
Not a fuck-up - Not a part of your lie
I am one, I am all - I'm above and beyond!

Stand off of the shit
Back off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out

Liberate my madness..

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness

I just want to... (x2)

I am not ashamed
What is vital, isn't always humane
You can break in vain
But you can't break away
Even in my face
Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth
I can't see from here
But I can smell your fear

Back off of the shit
Stand off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out

Saved - You're such a slave - I don't expect a
Name - You don't care - I wasn't witness -
I can't be a part of a system such as this
Hard eyes - Glow right - In my - Darkness - Again
With the sickness, renagade blisters, sisters,
Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness
Fuck this - How long have I had this?
I don't need this - Outta my business
Insert, engage, betrayed, my God
Fraud (x3)

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to... (x2)
Liberate

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fradgile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples in my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

She is everytihng and more
The solemn hypnotic
My doll you′re bathed in posession
She is home to me

I get neverous, perversed when I see her to
worse But the stress is astounding
It′s now or never she′s coming home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Call my name in my face, to recognize
Such a fair amount called, to terrorize

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I′m a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my name, to self ablige
There is something in me, the darkness finds

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)
(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)

I fight for the unconventional
My right and its unconditional
I can only be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
This isn't just a way to be a martyr
I can't walk alone any longer
I fight for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose, at least I tried!
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
I won't be the inconsequential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
It isn't a one-sided version
We've dealt with a manic subversion
I won't let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victom deserted
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes

Say it again, say it again (We won't die)
We fight 'til no one can fight us
We live and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed to far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back in their face
We won't walk alone any loger
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes
Say it again, say it again (We won't die)

Maze...psychopathic daze...
I create this waste
Back away from tangents,
on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...
I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes,
I think I'm slowly dying

Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please,
all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe,
and I can hardly take it

HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T GET OUT
HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T...

Lost...run at my own cost...fearing laughter, scoffed
Running from the rush,
detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog,
but I'm the one your dogging

I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please,
losing all reserve
I am fucking gone,
I think I'm fucking dying

HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T GET OUT
HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T...

You all stare, but you'll never see
There's something inside me(x3)
You all stare, but you'll never see
There's something in you I despise

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
willing and able and never any danger
to myself
Knowledge of my pain,
knowledge of my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die(x4)

You all stare, but you'll never see
there's something inside me(x3)
You all stare, but you'll never see
there's something in you I despise

Despise... despise...

Purity(x8)

Have you ever seen God? (x4)

Insane
I the only muthafucker
with a brain
I'm hearing voices
but all they do is complain
How many times have you
wanted to kill
Everything and everyone
Say you'll do it but never will
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
I am my Father's son
Cuz he's a phantom a mystery
and that leaves me nothing
How many times have
you wanted to die
It's too late for me
all you have to
do is get rid of me
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head

I tried
You lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go
there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics
and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit
it's shit that you gave me
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head

Do you wanna feel pain
Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride
Do you wanna take my life
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the fuck are you
Fuck you
Better suck it up
'cause you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the fuck away from me

I feel safe
seems your saved
I feel safe
seems your saved

Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
muthafucker

Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new

Meet the man that made me
Greet the can that I came from
Oh the fucking sacred heart of Jesus
BLEW it in the back room
Feelin' like a real goon
Slam the fuck aside, man
I'M ON - YOU'RE NOT

I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH
I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH

BURN!

Good riddance - though I'm sad to say
I didn't get to kill you............
Rhetoric - Better look both ways
I gotta get an arm through..........
STAIN
What the fuck is up? Get the fuck away
Run if you want to............
Innocent? You're a guilty conscience
A jumped on - break through
STAIN

Prepare you fucker......... (x4)

I don't give a shit, bitch
I don't give a fuck, bitch
I don't understand this
You don't matter
I don't give a fuck, man
I don't give a shit, man
I don't really care, man
I'm the super sized man

Fuck.........
Fuck....
You..........
Your Mine...........

I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH

STUPID FUCK
FUCK.......... (x3)
STUPID FUCK
STUPID FUCKING
STUPID FUCK (x2)
FUCK
STUPID
FUCK
STUPID FUCK


(TAKE THAT MOTHERFUCKER)

One One
Two Two
Three Three
NIL!
Chaos It's just the beginning
Every promise I made i´m rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning in the constant
Cry for help It's debatable
The only reason that you love me is I'med up for miles
To see the great big mouth shut up and apologize
This is not my war This is not my fight
This is something more This is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Only reason to question why
Today

Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (caged)
Malice (heart of weakness)
No toleration
Invade (committed)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Decide (decay)
Dissapoint (delay)
You suffered then, now suffer unto me.

Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide, you live with me
Or give up - any thought you want to be free

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL)
Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME)
I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU)
I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU
Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME)
Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME)

Possesion (feed my only vice)
Confession (i wont tell you twice)
Decide - (either die for me)
Or give up - any thought you want to be free.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

(Yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)
Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate)
You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)
Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent)
Fingers on your skin, let me savage in
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine
YOU'RE MINE

Zero and zero is nothing but zero
Cancer and people conspire together
Running and running and going forever
Collected and sampled,starving for zero

Come see my cage - built in my grave
Minus the inside and minus the circle
Inhabhit the riddle and fill in the hovel
Wherein and herein,between us and near us
Zero and zero is nothing but zero

Come see my cage - builtin my grave
Keeping myself alive...
through your EMPATHY

EVERYTHING ENDS

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
Like a dead beat winner,I wanna to be a sinner
An idolized bang for the industry killer
A hideous man that you don't understand
Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap
It's evilsonic,it's pornoholic
Breakdown,obscenities it's all I wanna be
If you're 555,then I'm 666
If you're 555,I'm 666
(What's it like to be a heretic?)
Everbody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face,thay haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
TOY - nobody wants anything I've got
Which is fine,because you're made of
Everything - I'm - NOT
If you're 555,then I'm 666
If you're 555,I'm 666
(What's it like to be a heretic?)

3D seconds,16,8,4,lemme tell you why
I haven't the slightest,I'm teaching your brightest
They're listening,clamoring
All the money in the world can't buy me
G0 AHEAD,LIE TO ME
Tell me again how you're tortured
I wanna know how you followed your ordere so well
You're full of SHIT
You had a dream,but this ain't it

Relax...it's over,you belong to me; I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax...it's over,you can never leave
I take your second digit with me...
Love...
You are...my first,I can barely breathe
I find you fascinating
You are...my favorite,lay you down to sleep
It's all that I can do to stop...
Love...
So blue...so broken,paper doll decays
I haven't left you yet
So cold...subversive,your eyes are full of bleach
Tomorrow,I will go away again...Love...
YOU ARE MINE,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE,I CAN TEAR YOU APART
I CAN RECOMBINE YOU
ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL
YOU BELONG TO ME
I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.(LOVE

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Since you never gave a damn in the

first place Maybe it's time you

had the tables turned Cuz in the

interest of all involved I got the

problem solved And the verdict is

guilty... ...MAN NEARLY KILLED

ME Steppin' where you fear to tread Stop,

drop and roll - you were DEAD FROM

THE GIT-GO! BIG MOUTH FUCKER - STUPID

COCKSUCKER Are you scared of me

now? Then you're dumber than I thought Always

is, never was Foundation made of

piss and vinegar Step to me, I'll

smear ya -Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT! Just

another dumb punk chompin' at this

tit Is there any way to break through

the noise? Was it something that

I said that got you bent? It's gotta

be that way if you want it Sanity,

Literal Profanity HIT ME! SPIT

- IT OUT All you wanna do is drag

me down All I wanna do is stamp

you out Maybe it's the way you

spread a lotta rumour fodder Keepin'

all your little spies and leavin'

when you realise Step up, fairy I

guess it's time to bury your ass

with the chrome Straight to the

dome You heard me right, bitch,

I didn't stutter If you know what's

good - sit, shut up and beg, brother Backstab

- Don't you know who you're dissin'? Side

swipe - we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE

KISSIN'! BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY,

HALFWAY HAUSER Can't hear shit cuz

I keep gettin' louder Step up, and

you get a face full o' tactic Lippin'

off hard, goin' home in a basket You

got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN' Now

you start shit? Well, ain't that

somethin'? Payoffs don't protect,

and you can't hide if you want But

I'LL FIND YOU - Comin' up behind

you! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna

do is drag me down All I wanna do

is stamp you out 'Bout time I

set this record straight All the

needlenose punchin' is makin' me

irate Sick o' my bitchin' fallin'

on deaf ears Where YOU gonna be

in the next five years? The crew

and all the fools, and all the politix Get

your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna

make you sick You got DICK when

they passed out the good stuff Bam Are

you sick of me? GOOD ENOUGH - HAD

ENOUGH FUCK ME! I'm all out of

enemies! FUCK ME! I'm all out of

enemas! SPIT - IT OUT All you

wanna do is drag me down All I wanna

do is stamp you out

HERE WE GO AGAIN MOTHERFUCKER

Come on down
And see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg
and not afraid to care
Whats the matter
with calamity anyway
Right get the fuck outta my face
Understand that i can't feel anything
It isn't like
i wanna sift through the decay
i feel like a wound
like a got a fuckin
Gun against my head
you live when i'm die

ONE MORE TIME MOTHERFUCKER

Everybody hates me now so fuck it
Bloods on my face and hands and i
don't know why
i'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
whose life is it
Get it See it Feel it Eat it
Spin it around so
I can spit in his face
I wanna leave without a trace
cuz I don't wanna die in this place

PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
whatcha gonna do
PEOPLE=SHIT
cuz i'm not afraid of you
PEOPLE=SHIT
I'm everything you'll never be
PEOPLE=SHIT

It never stops
You can't be everything for everyone
contagion i'm sittin
at the side of satan
what do you want from me
they never told me the failure
I was meant to be now
over do it don't tell me you blew it
stop your bitchin'
and fight your way through it
I'M NOT LIKE YOU
I JUST FUCK UP
come on motherfucker
everybody has to die
come on motherfucker
everybody has to die

PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE=SHIT

"Give me a scream Corey."

**YYYAAAGGGGHHHHH**

I don't like **a** fucking thing
Music sucks dick
Suck the snot end of the tip of my prick
You fucking **cunt**
Get off of my back
I don't wanna do a show with your shitty fuckin' band
You suck, they suck, guess what, get fucked
I can't think of any other words to say but
"Fuck"
Don't drag our opinions, our opinions are great
It's new school face muthafuckers I hate

So
Local bands: suck these nuts
U.S. bands: suck these nuts
Worldwide bands: suck these nuts
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts

Go!

Don't berate me - Cuz you can't stop me
From breakin' your face - It's you I'll erase
It's hate - Muthafucker - Hate - Muthafucker - Hate

Local bands: suck these nuts
U.S. bands: suck these nuts
Worldwide bands: suck these nuts
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts

Go!

Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great?
Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great?
Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great?
Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great?

Get this or die! (26x)

Local bands: suck these nuts
U.S. bands: suck these nuts
Worldwide bands: suck these nuts
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts

**cuz**

Local bands: suck these nuts
U.S. bands: suck these nuts
**U.S. bands: suck these nuts**
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts

Woo! Yeah!

I've felt the hate rise up in me...

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...

I wander out where you can't see...

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time

Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I pictured me

I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!

How the hell did I get here?

Something about this, so very wrong...

I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this

Is it a dream or a memory?



GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!

Why I didn't I see this?

I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate

I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST

Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
GOODBYE!

You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

My flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free

You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

My flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free

FUCK IT ALL!

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE ME A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fuck thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

The whole world is my enemy, and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay, because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside, shut up
Nobody gives a fuck
It doesn't change the fact that you suck

(we are) the anti-cancer
(we are) the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(we are) bipolar gods
(we are) you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud, so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent, this is our religion

(we are) the anti-cancer
(we are) the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(we are) bipolar gods
(we are) you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

I am hated
You are hated
We are hated

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
The other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

(we are) the anti-cancer
(we are) the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(we are) bipolar gods
(we are) you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

(we are) the source of conscience
(we are) distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(we are) the absolute
(we are) controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I am hated

Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul?
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another headline pseudo-statistic
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to what's beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - Push the button, pull the rage
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven

I am the damaged one All my life and the damage done
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces

Here comes the PAINEnemy - show me what you wanna be
i can handle anything
even if i cant handle you
readily - either way it better be
dont you fucking pity me
get up get offwhat the hell am i saying?
i dont know about malevolent
sure as hell decadent
i want somebody to step up, step off
walls, let me fall, fuck you all!
get a grip, dont let me slip till i drop the ballfuck this shit, im sic of it
your going down
this is a war!who the fuck am i to criticize you
twisted state of mind?
your leaving me suspect, im leaving you grotesque
feels like a burn from which you never learn
cause and effect, you jealous ass
press your face against the glass - sufferfuck this shit, im sic of it
your going down
this is a war!i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time
i've just begun
its about that time gonna get mineyou cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you
you cant kill me cause im already inside you SICK SICK SICK SICK

Disasterpiece
I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside,find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean
My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out,cuz you were never alive
I am infinite,I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why
(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises,noises,people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING
How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin' at?
I'll tell you what you're lookin' at
Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at
Look in my eyes for the answers - typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everbody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to power them
Once again,it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine,it's not fair,it's outta my hands
And it's shaking - you'll never take me
(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises,noises,people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING
NOTHING!
(HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me
(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and cring
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(WHY) When do I get to know why?
(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Pull your hands away
I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead,so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case
(COVET) Everything around me's mine
(STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way
(STAY) You won't let me fucking stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(LIVE) Is there another way to live?
(DIE) Cuz it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here

Stapled shut -
Inside an outside world
And I'm sealed in tight -
Bizarre but right at home
I'm claustrophobic - Closing in
And I'm catastrophic - Not again
I'm smeared across the page and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain,
yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections
I've got no time to lose -
I'm just caught up in all the cattle
Fray the strings... Throw the shapes...
Hold your breath... Listen
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I'm ripped across the ditch
and settled in the dirt
And I wear you like a stitch,
yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I've got no right to win -
I'm just caught up in all the battles
Locked in clutch... Pushed in place...
Hold your breath... Listen
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

My end, it justifies my means
All I could ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road and my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I've known faces that
have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in
glass and slowly
soaked in lime
All my friends have
pictures meant to
make you cry
I've seen this and
wondered what
I've done to Calcify
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away

I can't stand to see your
thalidomide robot face
I don't even try it You
had to be a liar just to
Infiltrate me
I'm still drowning
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away

Take this away
Take this away
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you
on my fingers
I can hear you
like the holy ghost
And kill you if you
get too close
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
I ignore you
As I close my eyes
I feel it all slipping away
I come toward you
We all got left behind
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away
we let it all slip away

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to... (x2)

Section off myself
Put a wall up/What the hell have I done
Keep the dog at bay
Survive by saving me!
Values and the game
Not a fuck-up - Not a part of your lie
I am one, I am all - I'm above and beyond!

Stand off of the shit
Back off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out

Liberate my madness..

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness

I just want to... (x2)

I am not ashamed
What is vital, isn't always humane
You can break in vain
But you can't break away
Even in my face
Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth
I can't see from here
But I can smell your fear

Back off of the shit
Stand off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out

Saved - You're such a slave - I don't expect a
Name - You don't care - I wasn't witness -
I can't be a part of a system such as this
Hard eyes - Glow right - In my - Darkness - Again
With the sickness, renagade blisters, sisters,
Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness
Fuck this - How long have I had this?
I don't need this - Outta my business
Insert, engage, betrayed, my God
Fraud (x3)

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to... (x2)
Liberate

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fradgile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples in my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

She is everytihng and more
The solemn hypnotic
My doll you′re bathed in posession
She is home to me

I get neverous, perversed when I see her to
worse But the stress is astounding
It′s now or never she′s coming home
Forever

Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Call my name in my face, to recognize
Such a fair amount called, to terrorize

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I′m a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my name, to self ablige
There is something in me, the darkness finds

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me
I won′t let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN′T REAL!
I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)
(She isn′t real, I can′t make her real)

I fight for the unconventional
My right and its unconditional
I can only be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
This isn't just a way to be a martyr
I can't walk alone any longer
I fight for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose, at least I tried!
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
I won't be the inconsequential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
It isn't a one-sided version
We've dealt with a manic subversion
I won't let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victom deserted
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes

Say it again, say it again (We won't die)
We fight 'til no one can fight us
We live and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed to far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back in their face
We won't walk alone any loger
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes
Say it again, say it again (We won't die)

Maze...psychopathic daze...
I create this waste
Back away from tangents,
on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...
I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes,
I think I'm slowly dying

Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please,
all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe,
and I can hardly take it

HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T GET OUT
HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T...

Lost...run at my own cost...fearing laughter, scoffed
Running from the rush,
detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog,
but I'm the one your dogging

I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please,
losing all reserve
I am fucking gone,
I think I'm fucking dying

HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T GET OUT
HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING
I CAN'T...

You all stare, but you'll never see
There's something inside me(x3)
You all stare, but you'll never see
There's something in you I despise

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
willing and able and never any danger
to myself
Knowledge of my pain,
knowledge of my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die(x4)

You all stare, but you'll never see
there's something inside me(x3)
You all stare, but you'll never see
there's something in you I despise

Despise... despise...

Purity(x8)

Have you ever seen God? (x4)

Insane
I the only muthafucker
with a brain
I'm hearing voices
but all they do is complain
How many times have you
wanted to kill
Everything and everyone
Say you'll do it but never will
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
I am my Father's son
Cuz he's a phantom a mystery
and that leaves me nothing
How many times have
you wanted to die
It's too late for me
all you have to
do is get rid of me
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head

I tried
You lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go
there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics
and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit
it's shit that you gave me
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
You can't see California
without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head

Do you wanna feel pain
Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride
Do you wanna take my life
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the fuck are you
Fuck you
Better suck it up
'cause you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the fuck away from me

I feel safe
seems your saved
I feel safe
seems your saved

Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
muthafucker

Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new eye
Look me in my brand new

Meet the man that made me
Greet the can that I came from
Oh the fucking sacred heart of Jesus
BLEW it in the back room
Feelin' like a real goon
Slam the fuck aside, man
I'M ON - YOU'RE NOT

I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH
I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH

BURN!

Good riddance - though I'm sad to say
I didn't get to kill you............
Rhetoric - Better look both ways
I gotta get an arm through..........
STAIN
What the fuck is up? Get the fuck away
Run if you want to............
Innocent? You're a guilty conscience
A jumped on - break through
STAIN

Prepare you fucker......... (x4)

I don't give a shit, bitch
I don't give a fuck, bitch
I don't understand this
You don't matter
I don't give a fuck, man
I don't give a shit, man
I don't really care, man
I'm the super sized man

Fuck.........
Fuck....
You..........
Your Mine...........

I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH

STUPID FUCK
FUCK.......... (x3)
STUPID FUCK
STUPID FUCKING
STUPID FUCK (x2)
FUCK
STUPID
FUCK
STUPID FUCK


(TAKE THAT MOTHERFUCKER)

Chaos - It's just the beginning
Every promise I made I'm rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning the constant
Cry for help - It's debatable
The only reason that you love me is I'm hated by all
Come on ?? come see dysfunction
I guess we're gonna leave it open for discussion
Who am I? And where am I going?
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction
Maybe I'm looking for any direction

This is not my war ?? this is not my fight
This is something more ?? this is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Expectation
(This is not my) Desperation

Holed up, scarred and tamed for the hell of it
Look at me ?? I am the glorified malcontent
Save me? Save this!
All I gotta do is give up and all is forgiven
I'm sick ?? of being the butt of a cosmic joke
And I don't get the punch line
A million people lined up for miles
To see the great big mouth shut up and apologize

This is not my war ?? this is not my fight
This is something more ?? this is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Only reason to question why

Today, I said goodbye! Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today, I said goodbye
I'm the pariah (break me)
I am the liar (save me)
I can take anything (make me)
Accuse me of everything (take me)
Cut off the system (shape me)
Deny my existence (waste me)
I won't be afraid (try me)
I won't be unmade (deny me)
So come on ?? break it off
Come on ?? buy the lie
Come on ?? say it, say it
Come on
Say goodbye! Goodbye!

Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today, I said goodbye! Goodbye! [x2]

Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (caged)
Malice (heart of weakness)
No toleration
Invade (committed)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Decide (decay)
Dissapoint (delay)
You suffered then, now suffer unto me.

Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide, you live with me
Or give up - any thought you want to be free

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL)
Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME)
I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU)
I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU
Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME)
Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME)

Possesion (feed my only vice)
Confession (i wont tell you twice)
Decide - (either die for me)
Or give up - any thought you want to be free.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

(Yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)
Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate)
You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)
Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent)
Fingers on your skin, let me savage in
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)
(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine
YOU'RE MINE

Zero and zero is nothing but zero
Cancer and people conspire together
Running and running and going forever
Collected and sampled,starving for zero

Come see my cage - built in my grave
Minus the inside and minus the circle
Inhabhit the riddle and fill in the hovel
Wherein and herein,between us and near us
Zero and zero is nothing but zero

Come see my cage - builtin my grave
Keeping myself alive...
through your EMPATHY

EVERYTHING ENDS

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

8 7 6 6 6 5 4 3 2 1

YEAH

I'm a pop star threat and
I'm not dead yet
got a super dread bet
with an angel drug head
like a dead beat winner
I wanna be a sinner
an idolized bang
for the industry killer
a hideous man that
you don't understand
throw a suicide party and
I'm guaranteed to fuckin snap
it evilsonic it's pornoholic
breakdowns obscenities
its all i wanna be
if you're 555 then I'm 666
if you're 555 then I'm 666
Well if you're 555 then I'm 666
If you're 555 then I'm 666
eveybody's so infatuated
everybody's so completely sure
of what we are
everybody defamates
from miles away
but face to face
they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and
I bleed for you
still you look in my face like
I'm somebody new
toy nobody wants anything
I've got
which is fine because
you're made of everything
I'm not
if you're 555 then i'm 666
if you're 555 then i'm 666
Well if you're 555 then I'm 666
If you're 555 then I'm 666
YEAH

argh argh HERETIC
YEAH

30 seconds 16 8 4
lemme tell ya why
I haven't the slightest
I'm teaching your brightest
they're listening clamouring
all the money in the world
can't buy me
go ahead lie to me
tell me again how your tortured
I wanna know how
you followed your orders so well
you're full of shit
you had a dream
but this ain't it
If you're 555 then im 666
If you're 555 then im 666
If you're 555 then im 666
If you're 555 then im 666
If you're 555 then im 666
If you're 555 then im 666
If you're 555 then im 666
If you're 555 then im 666

Relax...it's over,you belong to me; I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax...it's over,you can never leave
I take your second digit with me...
Love...
You are...my first,I can barely breathe
I find you fascinating
You are...my favorite,lay you down to sleep
It's all that I can do to stop...
Love...
So blue...so broken,paper doll decays
I haven't left you yet
So cold...subversive,your eyes are full of bleach
Tomorrow,I will go away again...Love...
YOU ARE MINE,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE,I CAN TEAR YOU APART
I CAN RECOMBINE YOU
ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL
YOU BELONG TO ME
I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.(LOVE

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Since you never gave a damn in the

first place Maybe it's time you

had the tables turned Cuz in the

interest of all involved I got the

problem solved And the verdict is

guilty... ...MAN NEARLY KILLED

ME Steppin' where you fear to tread Stop,

drop and roll - you were DEAD FROM

THE GIT-GO! BIG MOUTH FUCKER - STUPID

COCKSUCKER Are you scared of me

now? Then you're dumber than I thought Always

is, never was Foundation made of

piss and vinegar Step to me, I'll

smear ya -Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT! Just

another dumb punk chompin' at this

tit Is there any way to break through

the noise? Was it something that

I said that got you bent? It's gotta

be that way if you want it Sanity,

Literal Profanity HIT ME! SPIT

- IT OUT All you wanna do is drag

me down All I wanna do is stamp

you out Maybe it's the way you

spread a lotta rumour fodder Keepin'

all your little spies and leavin'

when you realise Step up, fairy I

guess it's time to bury your ass

with the chrome Straight to the

dome You heard me right, bitch,

I didn't stutter If you know what's

good - sit, shut up and beg, brother Backstab

- Don't you know who you're dissin'? Side

swipe - we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE

KISSIN'! BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY,

HALFWAY HAUSER Can't hear shit cuz

I keep gettin' louder Step up, and

you get a face full o' tactic Lippin'

off hard, goin' home in a basket You

got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN' Now

you start shit? Well, ain't that

somethin'? Payoffs don't protect,

and you can't hide if you want But

I'LL FIND YOU - Comin' up behind

you! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna

do is drag me down All I wanna do

is stamp you out 'Bout time I

set this record straight All the

needlenose punchin' is makin' me

irate Sick o' my bitchin' fallin'

on deaf ears Where YOU gonna be

in the next five years? The crew

and all the fools, and all the politix Get

your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna

make you sick You got DICK when

they passed out the good stuff Bam Are

you sick of me? GOOD ENOUGH - HAD

ENOUGH FUCK ME! I'm all out of

enemies! FUCK ME! I'm all out of

enemas! SPIT - IT OUT All you

wanna do is drag me down All I wanna

do is stamp you out