Christian Steiner

Pour you
Fall on you
Into, your arms
For your, for your end
That comes, comes for you

All tears, will bring you
For the, the last time
Why can't you see
That everything, can't bleed for you

Leave me scared
Suck my lust
The past is everything
Leave me

Light onto me
Carry, all my tearful love
I am nothing
But you are my heaven

Bleed my blood
Everything
But love is nothing at all
Cant you

I lost myself
In you
For every tear
I'm true

And when you weep
I understand what you mean to me
I break into
And for a while
I die

I bleed with your heart
And for the first start
I can't cope with you

To adore you...you

A winter poem
Written in water
Carven in stone and sky
As marble sleep enchants
The fragile beauty
Of this wasteland's
Secret gardens
...and storm will conquer
The waning flames

Of a summer dying...

A summer's end
Another winter's dawn
A summer's end
A year of youth is lost

But we left the feeling of emtiness
To discover the new doom
Of silence but

I could adore the silence more
And everything is nothing
Solicitude I never thought
I thought it was

Could escape from
My dreams
And heal my wounds

So what we become
So what we become
Is silence, heal me

I hope that we broke the silence.

Shine through
You take me to all
All I become
For nothing more I

And what we thought, was a theft for us
For us to bleed in it and drown, through

Fall away from you
But never we can make these seconds undone

It was the only sin
To breathe you again
And not to fall apart
And leave you

All the tears on you
All your sadest wishes
For your last dance I
And nothing was true

But never to be felt
For all the blackest heart
In nothing we drown
And leave you

And so, and so
We aren't
And look how everything changes,
And how we become, what we never wanted

All I want is you
And everthing you can't do
Pour your tears in me
And never leave me

And for you
I take everything
But you aren't mine
goodbye

Homewards
Another pilgrimage
In the rain
Of a bleak grey morning

In twilight we walked
And forgotten our path...

Fall away from me
My tears won't dry
So what is
You must not
Leave me

My life on you
Into your arms
I cling to
And where are
You you're a lie

Hating you
So what is you must not

For the things you do
Break me into
And all tears we weep
Will flow for you
But you're a lie

O never, o never
I could imagine,
How you

O leave, o leave
This for us and for us
And for a while
For a while to break

...and kissed the fairytale-land with pride
under the trees of lust
the leaves pure shadows on me
which shelter me from the darkness
which I was
I hold the dreams, within my arms
thrash the earth, within my tears
and heal my wounds in meadows of light
forgotten in the drowning land
now I leave my wishes
but love conquers all...
and every angel needs a tear to laugh
calling the fall
trust me, I am your lunacy
embolded, enthroned so it's a king for a while
but gloominess it sends so gentle
the gestures of the gist
ingrowing taste of dreams
infatuate my gift, now it becomes light
inexact but clear

Cras te victurum, cras dices (Postume) semper.
Dic mihi, cras istud (Postume) quando venit?
Quam longe cras istud, ubi est? Aut unde petendum?
Numquid apud Parthos (Armeniosque) latet?
Iam cras istud habet Priami vel Nestoris annos.
Cras istud quanti, dic mihi, possit emi?
Cras vives? Hodie iam vivere (Postume) serum est:
ille sapit, quisquis, (Postume), vixit heri.

Zeersetz in blassem litch, das werme gab
schlief der mensch im lilienmeer
scheinbar ewig wartend, aber werdend
betrachtet von den auden derer die ihn liebten

...and there is no sun
not then and never again
gloss nativity
desirable perfume of light
flavourless silence
the beauty of the gist
...but what is the gist
nothing or everything
embeded in lies about the real sense of life
the poise between the beginning and the end
...but this is the last dance
escape from this thorn undying
enrich me please in my truth
the slumber in enchantment
deify the breath, my only passion
...but there is no sun
no gesture no gist
only me, only freedom, only life

Still drunken of spring's shining meadows and the myriads of flowers,
we shut our eyes to the beauty and fell asleep
...and oblivion erased our memories of fall and blinded our eyes.
Overwhelming were the days, as autumn embraced
the land of zephyr kissed the sky with passion...
But more seldom we remembered the perfume
of a long withered spring and summer's caress
faded like a candle in the wind, leaving a legacy of gold...
...and still we slumbered - dreamless and forlorn...
But for the sleepless who perceive, a blossom's tear
will be a monument of those long faded summers
and bears the seed of a new spring
...and those will feel no mourning as fall
grands them a farewell kiss in the orchid-fileds
because their gardens will gleam everlasting...

...and than she became older and left her friend in admiration
studded with bitter tears sickening falls the colour
taste for taste drowning in the nectar of clouds
which pass the light blind and bleeding
as the summer ever walks through winter's woods
...those tales...
stay far from me I lie to myself... and still I wish
I woke up again in the shining of help freedom and immortality
I opened my hands and call for me... but any beauty has its thorns
in the empty pictures of your life surrounded by radiance.
in the dust of every little hope no one can see
what happens in the end and you didn't want to see dry tears...

I am the only one
who understands me
in my ebony dreams
why can't I be just like them
...happy

life is gone
beautiful, suffering
my eyes drown, in delusion

my body paled and cold, let the
silence bloom I never will arise
in your arms again

now, with her hand, she closed my eyes
and gave me the last kiss, her tears drip
in my pool of blood

but, I've died with a
smile, 'cause no one did really search the
tenderness which sleeped in me, no

why could I not feel the love which flows through
all of our souls it was the fear that I never could fall in it

but so I'm gone and no one can bring me back
now shed tears what you on earth never did for me

now, they weep on my grave
weep they all just for me
now, I'm sad about my mistake

why can't I return to earth, why?
there so many who loved me really
o. pain

I cry for fate for you
Heal me to
To you and cover me inside all
I guess its true to cover me
I didnt want to I soon belong
I cry for fate for you
and one small moment cant be not me
I just tried me too
cover me

I gave it up and
It ends
When youth collide in me
I got it
Dont wash your tears in me
I gave it up for you
Being nothing
But,I cant do that
I need no one or no lives so everthing will be nothing
I cant ease your burden
I need no one or just any life
?ts all in me be my every
When thist shit's over
you will cry a tear soon
Its over and you cant stop it

Another day in bad times (hold)
back your fears that belong "to me
ride into the last time
I trust in you
for you last adorer
and then we are
into the purensess of my soul (nothing more)
fuck the dreams which drown in (me)
please give up and let it be
ride into the last time

cover me
fall cover me
fall cover my heart
sear me pale sun
sear me pale sun light
my bleak heartand says
wont get better
by the shivering of your breath
cover me
fall cover me
fall cover my heart
sear me fale sun
sear me pale sun light
my bleak heart
it cant be that in ends
for no one
feels like this

What is evening
What is "to let me fall"
What is to "to shed a tear"
With every breath
you will sail
so try to touch
my ocean
so this is sailing
but who can now hold on
and that is to run with fear
your ship will be nothing
in every heaven
and now you see
that you cantbe
any thing or nothing everthing
you are a life
you are a life to me

Give!
it all to me my love
I hope its not the end for us
please come into me or not
how cant be
I understand your blood maybe (your wounds)
and all we shall adore or not (fuck)
I hope you feel it too
please do carry me in you

Your life
can it be that you
your times is
I cant breathe a lie
I cant believe that we will die
I cant believe that all is gone
to pour your tears in our eves
it means nothing to you
every touch
cannot be for you
your dead escape is all
I need times we shared

Its you and high
I cry for
our time
- time -
I love your tears falling down and no heart should go on
your hair is like wine
your skin
"h"
- time -
I love your tears falling down to kiss our love goodbye
so pour me out and burn me down
I be with you and when
It all ends my soul ends to
I fall for you my tears
will belong to all
your times and to cloudy touch for every breath my heart beats with
I cant be me
for me
Its a feeling a nevertrust a thought
can you give up
and drown back just never forgive up
please drown
I never fornever you

It's my gallow, oh
And it's yours
And we can't swallow enough of
And every little thing we had to do
Fell in our throat and dies into
There's nothing to be found and nothing to go through
We had our glasses and thought
They were true
Please believe me bitch
It can't go on
And we can't do it one more time

Please let me be and I would do everything to
To let me in your pillar-heart again
It sounds perverted but it's true
Without you
I give you all but you want more
Sad believe
To every little shallow thing
I agreed
So throw away what we once had
And give up
It's a supreme surrender
Without your tears it is over for me baby
You could save it all but you say maybe
Go on
And leave
It all
It won't be told again
A face in the crowd

Can't you see that you deny yourself and
Would you say that I miss someone else and
I can't tell you the truth anyway but
You should try to bleed on another day for me
Nothing moves on
Everything's wrong
Cannot go on

What I said to her:
Can't you see
That we should be
Till nothing's left to feed
Or can you betray me
Everything's out and is erased
An error in my breast
Or are you
Oh no no
Nothing can be guaranteed
Please give me a chance to understand
And I would do anything
To wake up your shallow heart again
What she said to me:
Sorrowly doesn't work
We shouldn't meet again
And I'm sure it's better
I should try to
Forget her
And I should do the same
As she did
Ha, ha, ha

It's nothing
alone
and everything
...infinity cannot be eternity

...What have we done
o. to leave
fail... was I...
more to cover me
o. one
o. tear
Oblivion beneath, passion of all pity,
more than the barren tears
which your blood wept,
can't you see, there's no beloved
they're just helpless, another pale abuse
left in all...
I can't live for you
o. we can't, we hold our fault
we must die in
divinity, help me
help me, I wasn't your heaven
all you, all your tears you've once shed

Heal my sins
I can't bleed more for you
but you mustn't shed more tears for
our fall, to suffer in
what will we become
if nothing...
so my abuse is your tired mask
and the cure is not fast enough for
me to give you any poise or
any blood
and the revenge is life
...bidding you farewell

...So embrace the flowers of fall
and remember the rain
which will ever weep over landscapes wide and grey
and feed the rivers flowing into the waters of life
though oblivion is a mightier water -
so majestic, so cold, so fathomless deep...

Tears are in you
for me my...
somehow restless
annoying
peacefully, to all
for our time
feeling
could it be, you
The past is all what we will
become, to enthrone everything
what will be, to flow in nothing
and if there is a god, everyone
would be just a rememberance
for him, not to forget life...

...And so we take the gift of crying
and bask in the fire of past
the grandeous hope undying
the wish will fall at last
...So this is the sweetest choice
unhearing gate unhearing breath
embrace the stigma of the voice
the kiss of life the kiss of death
...Bewitch the sense of the forgotten
disarm the fear of all the pain
when all what hurts is slowly rotten
it's the symbol's garden's gain
...And now it's the triumph of leaving
let all your tears behind
take farewell of all the griefing
it's only your eternal mind
...Leave it all in serenades
the only real love is between your grace
take a look behind the gates
black is blue and haze is haze...

Left, on me
but tears are a part of you
hooked, what is it
all is coming
taste it, to be foolish
on you
embrace the tears
embrace the past
for all what you are dying for
it's the only thing you can decide
o. you forget the breathes, forget
another skin, it's the piece of
unknown peaces
somehow helpless, isn't it

Fall, and come back to
your only adorned wish
my final soul, for your sun
sometimes we
bask in the
mortality... drown in it
but this could mean the earth to me
and if everything seems like spring
it's often just a dream of
breathing liquid of all, and just
a piece
enchantment is everything, you thought
but only the time of eternity is
able to heal the bottomless wound

o. what harm to be inbalanced
to fall down, this is the only real part
of equilibrium, because everything is
what it seems to be, and the
balance is the end of eternity