Nole Summerville [Engineer]

DYING IS A WAY OF REACTING TO DEATH
LIFE IS FINDING THE DEATH THAT WILL COME
LIMITS OF LAW, FIGHT FOR POWER
CHAOTIC REBELLION AGAINTS THE TYRANTS

I CAN'T BREATH
I WON'T BREATHE x2

MY BROKEN BODY CAST AWAY
REFUSE THIS FATE
OPINIONS TWIST AND AMPUTATE
THOUGHTS CRUMBLE BENEATH THE WEIGHT

FALLING BEHIND WE CANNOT BREATHE
ABNORMAL GROWTH OF REALITY
BOMBASTIC MEDIA
TRIBES OF FEAR AGGRAVATE

I CAN'T BREATH
I WON'T BREATHE x2

I CAN'T BREATH
I WON'T BREATHE x4

EYES STARE AT EMPTY SPACE
REDUCED TO SPASMS
SLOW BREATHING, PAINFUL PULSE
A SHADOW OF MY NOTHINGNESS

MY MIND ON THE KNIFE'S EDGE OF A STRAINED LIFE
SOAK MY HEAD IN MY CUP
ONE SMALL DEATH WHAT'S THE PRICE?
NERVES PARALYZED
SENSITIVITY MODIFIED
THIS GODDAMN
DISSIPATED MIND
STATUS INCOMPLETE

THESE SPASMS ARE A REBELLION
PROBLEMS I CANNOT HANDLE
REALITY STANDS AGAINST THE FLOW
AS THE PAST IS RIPPED AND TORN AWAY

MY MIND ON THE KNIFE'S EDGE OF A STRAINED LIFE
SOAK MY HEAD IN MY CUP
ONE SMALL DEATH WHAT'S THE PRICE?
NERVES PARALYZED
SENSITIVITY MODIFIED
SENSITIVITY MODIFIED
THIS GODDAMN
DISSIPATED MIND
STATUS INCOMPLETE

MY MIND ON THE KNIFE'S EDGE OF A STRAINED LIFE
SOAK MY HEAD IN MY CUP
ONE SMALL DEATH WHAT'S THE PRICE?
NERVES PARALYZED
SENSITIVITY MODIFIED
SENSITIVITY MODIFIED
THIS GODDAMN
DISSIPATED MIND
STATUS INCOMPLETE

With baleful expressions The tragic accident The common incident Witness the unnamed truth Exchanging blows Everyone else Rushing the door Raised to al fever pitch You should know why Why should I care about it This is bomb cult Personal warzone Head crammed between knees Pinpricks of vertigo My actions will define Natural selection Wubstance a lie Condemned dying God is over You should know why Why should I care about it This is bomb cult With baleful expressions The tragic accent The common incident Witness the unnamed truth Exchanging blows Bomb cult Everyone else Bomb cult Rushing the door Bomb cult Rised to a fever pitch

With baleful expressions The tragic accident The common incident Witness the unnamed truth Exchanging blows Everyone else Rushing the door Raised to al fever pitch You should know why Why should I care about it This is bomb cult Personal warzone Head crammed between knees Pinpricks of vertigo My actions will define Natural selection Wubstance a lie Condemned dying God is over You should know why Why should I care about it This is bomb cult With baleful expressions The tragic accent The common incident Witness the unnamed truth Exchanging blows Bomb cult Everyone else Bomb cult Rushing the door Bomb cult Rised to a fever pitch

I NEVER CARE, I ALWAYS DARE
INDECENT AS CAN BE
FACE IN YOUR FACE, VIOLENT DISGRACE
RELEASING TRAGIC ENERGY

PAIN HONED TO A KNIFE
DEATH SEETHING WITH LIFE
I AM GALL
HATE UNLIMITED

NO STRENGTH IN MUSCLE
I'M EMOTION
HATE UNLIMITED

MY FEAR IS A STONE EMBEDDED ALONE
IT'S SCARRING ME FOR LIFE
I'M CHOKING ON BILE DESTRUCTION IN STYLE
WELDING THIS BOND IN STRIFE

PAIN HONED TO A KNIFE
DEATH SEETHING WITH LIFE
I AM GALL
HATE UNLIMITED

SABOTAGE YOUR LOYALTY
REBORN WITH INSANITY
BREEDING CONTINUITY
INVOLVING ME
UNLIMITED

PAIN HONED TO A KNIFE
DEATH SEETHING WITH LIFE
I AM GALL
HATE UNLIMITED

FORGOTTEN OR JUST TRYING TO FORGET
PAST ISN'T BURIED TOO DEEP TO
REMEMBER
YOU'RE RIGHT, THERE'S NO JUSTICE THERE
THEY BIND US TO THE END. THE NAKED SUN
UNDECIDED
DESTINY
EXPRESSIONS ARE SLAUGHTERED

I HATE THE SUN
THE SUN THAT WON'T GO DOWN
I HATE YOUR SUN
THE SUN THAT STILL BURNS RED
YOU LIE AGAIN

THE WRONGS YOU DID ROT YOUR SOUL
KNOW THE TRUTH, WHAT I NEED
ARE ANSWERS
THE JUSTICE WE DID NOT NEED
FEAR OF THINGS WE COULD NOT SEE
YOU THOUGHT IT ALL BURIED AND DEAD
I NEED TO FIND THE STOLEN TRUTH

I HATE THE SUN
THE SUN THAT WON'T GO DOWN
I HATE THE SUN
THE SUN THAT STILL BURNS RED
YOU LIE AGAIN

YOU LIE AGAIN
I HATE THE SUN
THE SUN THAT WON'T GO DOWN
YOU LIE AGAIN

I HATE THE SUN
THE SUN THAT WON'T GO DOWN
I HATE THE SUN
THE SUN THAT STILL BURNS RED
YOU LIE AGAIN

아직은 끝나지도 않은 작은 전쟁과도 같은 서로간에 대립된 싸움들로 흐려지는죽어가는 너의 표정 서로에 대립된 이유로 우린 계속 싸웠고 어느 누구의 승리라고 말 할 수 없는 것이 되었지. 가눌 수 없던 많던 꿈들은 힘없이 하나 둘 씩 버려져 가고 거짓과 가식된 책임감으로 너와 나의 퇴색되 가는 모습들 cr 죽어가는 외로움으로 아무도 몰라줄 죽음 으로 흐려지는 의식으로 엿같은 죄책감으로 단순한 인간으로 일부로 부터의 책임으로 길들여진 생각으로 엿같은 기어감의 연속으로

FACES BEYOND RECOGNITION
SUICIDE HOMOCIDE
LIFE BEYOND COMPREHENSION
WRAPPED WITH REGRET

HERE IN THIS PLACE LIKE RATS IN ISOLATION
HUMAN ANIMALS FORCED BEYOND THEIR WILLS
TRY TO BREATHE IN REGENERATION
COLD CHEMICAL IMAGINATION

POWER, THE ESSENCE OF MANKIND
BECOMING WEAK YET MORE CONFUSED
CURIOUS, DRIPPING WITH BAD QUESTIONS
CURIOUS, LADEN WITH SIDE EFFECTS

I CANNOT LOOK BACK
CHAOS WITHIN THE MAZE
I CANNOT LOOK BACK
CHAOS WITHIN THE MAZE

THE LAW, THE TWISTED FRAME OF
COMPROMISES
NOTHING IS ALONE

RATS IN ISOLATION
IN REGENERATION
BEYOND RECOGNITION
CHEMICALS

I CANNOT LOOK BACK
CHAOS WITHIN THE MAZE
I CANNOT LOOK BACK
CHAOS WITHIN THE MAZE

MORE MEMORY NEEDED FOR MY BRAIN
INFINITE CAPACITY, CONCENTRATED MIND CONTROL
DOUBLE-FACED CALCULATION
MANY-SIDED TRANSFORMATION
OBSOLETE IDEAS, AUTHORITY
SHIELDS THAT DEFEND OBSTINANCY

OVERFLOW OF INFORMATION HUMANS GROW CORPULENT
ARMS AND LEGS DEVOLUTION DULLED MINDS FEEL DEAD
DOUBLE-FACED CALCULATION
MANY-SIDED TRANSFORMATION
WORTHLESS WORDS AND DESCRIPTIONS
IMPERFECTIONS STIMULATIONS

SLOWLY ANNEXED AND DUPLICATED
MACHINERY
SLOWLY ANNEXED AND DUPLICATED
MACHINERY x2

MORE MEMORY NEEDED FOR MY BRAIN
FINITE CAPACITY, ANARCHISTIC MIND CONTROL

SLOWLY ANNEXED AND DUPLICATED
MACHINERY
SLOWLY ANNEXED AND DUPLICATED
MACHINERY x2

SOMEWHERE AT THIS VERY MOMENT
SOMEONE WANTS TO KNOW WHAT HE HAS
VIEWING THE LOVE AND LIFE BEFORE HIM
DELUSIONS OF A TIME LONG PAST
LIVING TO EXIST TRYING HARD NOT TO THROW IT ALL
REALITY CAUGHT IN CHAOTIC HAZE
UNWANTED SITUATIONS FUCKED UP CALCULATIONS
FUCKED UP CALCULATIONS

BURIED BY DECISIONS OF OTHERS
WORDS SOMETIMES HIDDEN
WHEN HE'S WALKED FAR ENOUGH
SHELL LEFT FAR FROM HIS SOUL
LIVING TO EXITST TRYING HARD NOT TO THROW IT ALL
REALITY CAUGHT IN CHAOTIC HAZE

ANOTHER
ANOTHER WEAKNESS
ANOTHER
ANOTHER WEAKNESS

ANOTHER
ANOTHER WEAKNESS
ANOTHER
ANOTHER WEAKNESS
UNWANTED SITUATIONS FUCKED UP CALCULATIONS
FUCKED UP CALCULATIONS

ANOTHER
ANOTHER WEAKNESS
ANOTHER
ANOTHER WEAKNESS
UNWANTED SITUATIONS FUCKED UP CALCULATIONS
FUCKED UP CALCULATIONS

HE STOOD AND FACED THE WORLD
WITH THE SUN BEHIND THE HIM
SHADOWS DID NOT EXIST
HE DID NOT KNOW THIS
NOT KNOW THIS

Failure
potential self realisticself
another failure
find myself another failure

The Sarcasm of sticky romance
my weak reaction
weavering between mind
my wanderings are
the meaningless
my weak reaction
wavering a chaoticage
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaningless
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaningless
I am denided I collide
I provide I'm justified
Failure
potential self realisticself
another failure
find myself another failure

come back to my room where
the ruins await the
beyond the window
my wandering are sum of you
look at a sky ho one
has seen before
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaningless
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaninvless
I am denied I collide
I provide I'm justified

Failure
another failure

Failure
Failure
Failure
another failure
potential self realisticself
find myself find myself
potential self realisticself
find myself find myself
Failure
potential self realisticself
another failure
another failure
Failure
potential self realisticself
another failure
another failure

The Sarcasm of sticky romance
my weak reaction
weavering between mind
my wanderings are
the meaningless
my weak reaction
wavering a chaoticage
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaningless
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaningless
I am denided I collide
I provide I'm justified
Failure
potential self realisticself
another failure
find myself another failure

come back to my room where
the ruins await the
beyond the window
my wandering are sum of you
look at a sky ho one
has seen before
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaningless
I lived meaninglessly
I live so I'm meaninvless
I am denied I collide
I provide I'm justified
Failure
Failure
potential self realisticself
Another Failure
find myself Another failure
Failure
potential self realisticself
Another Failure
find myself Another failure

Failure
potential self realisticself
Another Failure
find myself Another failure
Failure
potential self realisticself
another failure
find myself Another failure

나는 너의 수호천사
그리고 검은 옷의 사자
천국과 지옥은
나의 가슴에서 함께 자라
난 너에겐 아름다운 노랠 불러주마
또 다른 네겐 타는
마그마를 뿌려주마

난 화사한 MENTHOL
또 어두운 DUNGEON 의 METHOD
한 여름날의 SEA BREEZE
극한의 HEAVY SNWIOES
연약한 양들을 지켜내는 용맹한
준마
하지만 배반 앞에
사나운 야수가 되리라
난 헌신 할수 있다
날 제어 할 순 없다
이렇듯 나 하나 속에 자라나고 있는
또 하나의 모습으로서의 나
그 두 가지 모두가 바로 여기 나
뭘 바라나
뭘 바라나
네게 무슨 얼굴을 원하나 바라나
뭘 바라나 뭘 바라나
내게 어떤 모습을 바라나
뭘 바라나
뭘 바라나 내게오로지
오로지 한가지 색만을 보는 자여
그대여
자신의 가시적 한계를
인식하지 못한 채마치 그것을
계율로 받들매 그 안에 죄
모든 것을 조율 하려만 하네
누굴 어떻게 토막내
자신에 맞추려고 하나
그 하나 외에 다른 건
바라볼 수 없나
그 좁은 울타리에
그 밖의 세계를
모두 외면함에
결국 도태되어가네 WHAT
날 내려다보는
거만한 껍데기
내 손은 무엇을 쥐고있는가
날 올려 다 보는 어리석은
머리들 머리 속에 박혀버린
빌어먹을 규칙들

극단으로만 치달아 가는
순수 이데올로기
그렇게 양극화된 논리
끝없는 줄다리기 하나로 인해
둘을 알았지
하지만 그 뒤에 셋은 볼 수 없지
이 원론의 틀에 갇힌
좁아 가는 머리 가시 무지
이미 뒤틀려 버린 진리
그것은 괴리
감히 정체성 이라
이름 지어진 코메디
악취의 쓰레기 그 우스운
페러다임에서
여전히 원리를 찾는
어리석은 DUMMY들

날 내려다보는
거만한 껍데기
내 손은 무엇을
쥐고 있는가
날 올려 다 보는
어리석은 머리들
머리속에 박혀버린
빌어먹을 규칙들

날 내려다보는
거만한 껍데기
내 손은 무엇을
쥐고 있는가
날 올려 다 보는
어리석은 머리들
머리속에 박혀버린
빌어먹을 규칙들

Didn't I see the
rising sun just yesterday
Didn't I hold my
head up just yesterday
Been too long
since I rebelled
against the world
Freedom with
no regrets For love in
an overrated world
Raving heathens Clench your
splintered first
until Raving heathens
Clench your splintered
fist until you bite
downhard Raving heathens

I don't live to see the
same sun everyday
I don't live
devoid of humbleness
Drinking and
screaming this barren
freedom was your life
Bleeding and
spitting on misery
For love in an
overrated world
Raving heathens
Clench your splintered first
until Raving heathens
Clench your splintered
fist until you bite
downhard Raving heathens
Raving heathens
Clench your splintered first
until Raving heathens
Clench your splintered
fist until you bite
downhard Raving heathens

Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Aim for the head until
your vanity is justified
Clench your splintered
fist until you
Raving heathens
Clench your splintered
fist until
Raving heathens
Clench your splintered
fist until
Raving heathens
Clench your splintered
fist until
Raving heathens

난 창 밖에 숨을 쉬고 있어
난 네 이름 부른적이 있어
난 창 밖에 숨을 쉬고 있어
난 네 이름 부른적이 있어
난 창 밖에 숨을 쉬고 있어
난 네 이름 부른적이 있어
난 창 밖에 숨을 쉬고 있어
난 네 이름 부른적이 있어
번들거리는 검은 유리창밖 사이로
그 길 밖으로 그 사이로
흘러내려 겉잡을 수 없는
숨막힘으로
겉잡을 수 없는
커다란 두려움으로 알게 돼
나의 어눌함에 난 돌아서게 돼
가눌 수 없는 누추한 모습으로
돌아서게 돼
이해할 수 없는
빠짐없이 살아나는
흘러가버린 기억을
아무도 만진적이 없는
마지막을 보게 돼
구름위에 앉아 있어
힘든 선택 내 눈물을 따라와
누구에게 나의 처음
15분 전에 이미 끝났어

난 창 밖에 숨을 쉬고 있어
난 네 이름 부른적이 있어
난 창 밖에 숨을 쉬고 있어
난 네 이름 부른적이 있어
난 두려워 하지 않아
아무것도 기억하지 않아
아무것도 갖고 있지 않아
아무것도 생각하지 않아
아무것도 움직이질 않아
아무것도 잡고 있지 않아
나를 가리려 해
구름위에 앉아 있어
힘든 선택 내 눈물을 따라와
누구에게 나의 처음
15분 전에 이미 끝났어

날 멀리 데려가
내가 기억하는 그때까지만
단 한번도 날
죽었다고 생각하지마
내 눈이 움직이는
내 손이 닿을 수 있는
너무 빨리 밀려오는
커다란 상처 때문에
돌릴 수 없는 느린 걸음 때문에
잊혀지지 않는
짧은 속임수 때문에
하늘 더러운 명예욕에
남아있는 자들의
절망뒤에 섞여있는
또 다른 젊은 피

Tomorrow,
today is gone again i saw yesterday through its narrow cracks

Today, tomorrow will come again i always had to move aside

BR:A place no one can go A place no one can solve
i need to find something i can be safe or myself again

Shut out carved out Shut out tied up

CR:Beauty to learn More beautiful than any emptiness

Different,
you say what's different Repeated memories, twistde thoughts

Through the narrow cracks To hide myself, i encased myself

BR:I'm not shut out I'm not tied up Perhaps, maybe,
too much i can be safe for myself again

Shut out carved out Shut out tied up*REPEAT
CR Shoot it you better shoot it.....................

BR:A place no one can go A place no one can solve
i need to fine something

I can be safe for myself
again.....................shoot......................shoot it!

Two first at my side
people are lies
Unknouwn desires
i didn't belive myslef
Stupid pilgrims loser
modesty of the dead
silence of the dead
my reactions are black pages
React yeah
lied not to lie to myself
React yeah
lied to lie to anything else
React yeah
lied not to lie to myself
React yeah
lied to lie to anything else
Fales hope my loss
cannot give you
stuck on repeat
my release
i lid to you
i didn't belive myself
Not to my taste
can't fit your taste
Knowledge without wisdom
i didn't belive my self
violence force
perpetuated violence
The reality of you
rips The reality od you eyes
my reactions are black pages
React yeah
lied not to lie to myself
React yeah
lied to lie to anything else
React yeah
lied not to lie to myself
React yeah
lied to lie to anything else
Fales hope my loss
cannot give you
stuck on repeat
my realease i lid to you
lied to not to myself

React yeah
lied not to lie to myself
React yeah
lied to lie to anything else
React yeah
lied not to lie to myself
React yeah
lied to lie to anything else
Fales hope my loss
cannot give you
stuck on repeat
my realease i lid to you
lied to not to myself
Fales hope my loss
cannot give you
stuck on repeat
my realease i lid to you
lied to not to myself

When chaos approaches
reason dies
two faces and
two reasons delight
the input of same numbers
cause malfunction
the existence of same reasons
cause malfunction

Hold up the rules rules
defy the reign of reason
outsider of the reason wars
lie on the floor
the cold floor
Mass media twisted
Multi media illusory lies
My media not here yet
My media
When chaos reigns reason runs
Thought of thinking
causes malfunction
the input of same numbers
causes overload
the same media
causes misjudgement
Hold up the rule rules
defy the reign of reason
outsider of the reason wars
lie on the floor
the cold floor
Mass media twisted
Multi media illusory lies
My Media not here yet
My media just like me
Mass media twisted
Multi media illusory lies
My Media not here yet
My media just like me

Hold up the rule rules
defy the reign of reason
outsider of the reason wars
lie on the floor
the cold floor
Mass media twisted
Multi media illusory lies
My Media not here yet
My media just like me
Mass media twisted
Multi media illusory lies
My Media not here yet
My media just like me