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Rollin from your brat sarcastic eye
A California tear, a drop of gold Maybe you were cold, yah, so was I Holding back Holding back the year The year before the poison took its toll Made you paper thin, me wrinkled old Eventually, yea finally it caught up Held you back, grabbed you by the arm Played upon your fear But rollin down the window won't I Order up some breakfast if I can Hold me back hold me by the arm Wipe Away my tear The story ends with friends and early nights Kitten grown to cat and no more fight How'd we ever stay together love... Holdin back, holding back the year Hold me back grab me by the arm Whisper in my ear Holdin back the year |
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| 2. |
| 3:21 |
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Look at you hiding behind your sweater
What I want to say Let it fall away I don't care If we're alone, can be trusted on my own I can never bring you home Second guess I drift in all directions Once impressed, half undressed all day I'm not strong You don't believe I may be wrong That I can never bring you home If I do and don't resist you I'm too in love to really miss you In fact I'm frozen over joy Yes I did and yes I want to But nothing good can come to Someone pretending he is alone Yes I did and yes I want to But nothing good can come to Someone pretending he is alone Who can never bring you home |
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| 3:34 |
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Hit me like a kick to a thickening gut
The beat has done beaten me up No one's gonna lift me out of this rut The groove has done ground me to dust I'm knocking on the wrong cocoon Spun another web of lies And then you break through And dry before my eyes Take me with you Where you hide tonight Did you feel the beat in a fetal curl? Could you be original, caterpillar girl Crawling up the vine Splitting your spine Flowing through the motions Leave your shell behind And then you break through And dry before my eyes Take me with you Where you hide tonight Away... Look out The birds like me They want you now They want you now Caterpillar Girl And then you break through And dry before my eyes Take me with you Where you hide tonight |
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| 4:09 |
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I know you've given all that you can give to me
I know there'll come a day I understand Until then I'll be trying to solve your mystery And Wonder why I couldn't make you stay Smiling through denial , my specialty I thought that was a good thing for a while You gave me all your secrets were you testing me? How could I do anything but smile? Reenact your legendary tragedy And do to me what has been done to you Is that the only point to all this misery? Is there any reason I should cry? Heal takes time And you gave me all you had I know in time I will believe That I loved you Did you love me? Did you love me? Heal it takes time And you gave me all you had I know in time I will believe That I loved you You loved me You loved me |
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| 3:43 |
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Who are your royalty, who are you trying to please
Who will you follow tonight I know that look you get playing dumb for respect There when our eyes just met, off with you, go play the room What do you have in mind, kind of Frankenstein Pieces of people you know Collected, rearranged, who's around, how to change How to be perfectly cool I've seen you bend and shape, turn on me I can wait Soon we'll be here all alone Slowly reappear, not tonight I fear You've found a new you to be Someone, nothing like me Don't let me pick a fight Let me say goodnight and go ome Before I'm enraged You are getting too close to the throne Could be in me, my jealousy, making things ugly again Making me curse your name, light a fire of blame Burning what good things we had Making me nothing but sad No, it's not me, I am one of the many You've used and betrayed, in your way On your way And I know you don't know what you do When you find your king When you find your queen You'll do anything but try To be honest and true, not hide |
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| 3:34 |
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It's a puzzle that served us well
I think you're funny, and you love my smell Not enough, a lifetime of stuff we could want We were simply burried alive Trapped in rapture tied to the sky Cuddle on the couch, tranquilize And then you left me, if only in your eyes Dont you want me? Rusted halo, use your wings Hands on your hips miss "didnt miss a thing" You're not mine, though you wear that ring, on your finger One crush had me crawling away You crush me, brush me aside But how could i be surprised? That inbetween your shadow and your light I did lose you Fly without, never be denied Let happen. Fall, you'll be alright I will catch you Fly without, never be denied If you love me, tell me with your eyes They never lie It's been a long year this year Good or bad, I can't tell from here What a thrill, mop up the spill with my heart Theres a puzzle in your angel eyes A piece we may never find A piece we may never find, at the same time Inbetween your shadow and your light Theres an answer Inbetween your shadow and your light |
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| 3:40 |
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If I could be your lover, be your lover true
One day to be discovered lying next to you But I know my lack of grace continues to turn you off and this could be my fate here never to be touched Wish I could be, if I could be I feel it in the morning, nothing going on tonight and I get the feeling that my love for you's not right and I can't help thinking that you might not like my style watching television let me chew on you awhile Then face down, so face down love me tonight love me tonight. But what if my fortune turns, will I turn away? The battle of the heart we wage, the quiet game we play What if it's me unequal? I'm the one who's not, excited forever with it in your touch I'd miss you way too much. But you'd feel it in the morning, nothing going on tonight and you'd get the feeling that your love for me's not right. We're always turning but never turn away, I'll try to be patient tell me everything's OK. Hmmmm, hmmm, hmmm Hmmmm, hmmm, hmmm Hmmmm, hmmm, hmmm love me tonight Hmmmm, hmmm, hmmm love me tonight |
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| 2:42 |
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For balance and control, a battle rages in my soul
Am I monkey, am I man? One finger holding back the dam Confusion was alright, until it kept me up at night Heavy breathing ok, until you took my breath away Now I feel like I've just begun I feel I've just begun There's no worry, we're all undone I feel I've just be.. feel I've just begun Am I ever overconfident? Have I ever been untrue? I've been over and under and through Nothing much at all, oh there's so much more to do Now I feel like I've just begun I feel I've just begun There's no hurry, no race to run I feel I've just be.. life has just begun Something ended, before it ended (Feel a sunset in your eyes) We're alright |
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| 3:43 |
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Not yet, no heart or flower
Nothing speaks to me I am your indolent soldier No authority have I Daydreaming, fetal feeling, on the void again I am close, getting closer, closer to the end Oh my lover, morning's after me No more running Face the dawn and turn your back on me Blue eyed lizard, I am ordered to withdraw Strip mined my own mind With a needle needle crawl Replace, abandon a love that couldn't give no more Is it wrong? To be long for a world I've never seen before Oh my lover, morning's after me No more running Face the dawn and turn your back on me A crack in the brances hung from the family tree Morning's after me The other side, the boy the soldier be Into the light, into the void, I am free Another life morning after A crack in the branches hung from the family tree |
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| 11. |
| 3:09 |
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Immaculate conception, yeah right
Crazing Mary, good that you lied A test tomb baby, seed of the lord Breaking the law with the man next door Blame it on it an angel, they'll believe Joseph will wonder but you know he won't leave Cause they all love you, I still do Magic in the air swirling all around you Mary, Mary under a veil of stars You changed the world, You broke my Heart Thank you Mary, you saved me too They'd stone us both if they ever knew You sold out the manger, well all right They Mystery They say that he's the one Brother Joseph got a king for a stepson Mary, Mary under a veil of stars You changed the world, You broke my Heart Thank you Mary, you saved me too They'd stone us both if they ever knew Mary kissed me, we lost control The oldest story never told Crazy Mary, ever divine They'll never know the baby was mine Mary, Mary under a veil of stars You changed the world, You broke my Heart Thank you Mary, you saved me too They'd stone us both if they ever knew |
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| 3:44 |
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I've been up, down, knees, cloud
Fading into view Rise and fall, don't we all, love to be confused Make it natural naked fun Force it make it wrong Wait a day, a year, far too long Don't you feel abused? Drifting through the night, nodding at the moon Waited till the day withdrew, confused Are you here to give it back? Are you afraid I won't let go? That I'm a warm denier, a cold desire Remote without control Cross the border through your room and into mine If there's something you want Let it tell you what to do Tonight let's feast on you, confused |
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| 4:13 |
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My blood ran hot, I turned to liquid
The day I held your hand in mine It happened so slowly Then there wasn't any time You held the air between us carefully The season turned behind the wheel I became what you believed me to be Fell the way you made me feel Out of my imagined life The circle in my brainn The pattern trap that holds me back If you could love me I could find a way Now what of what the heart is wanting That this day may not allow Changes, planning Things that cannot happen now Change is happening right now Out of my imagined life The circle in my brain The pattern trap that holds me back If you could love me I could find a way, away |
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| 4:01 |
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