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1. |
| 4:01 | ||||
When I'm asleep
I leave the light on And try to breathe Relive the moment I was born I feel the breeze It feels electric Then mockery Another headache I reject Suppose the feeling's real You'd never know Suppose it's what you feel You'll never know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know Now I'm awake I leave the light on And take a swim Beneath the rocks and undertow I try to scream I don't remember where I've been A trampoline Another lack of oxygen Suppose the feeling's real You'd never know Suppose it's what you feel You'll never know I open my mouth but there's Nothing to swallow down I'm scratching my face like there's Something, farther down It's like a drug I turn the light off And pull the plug But still it always comes back on Suppose you change your mind And back again Suppose you had more time And adrenaline |
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2. |
| 3:42 | ||||
And you're primitive
And you're cynical to me And I chewed down on the bit And almost swallowed it You sit all alone with your color t.v. Your hair starts to glisten In spite of the fleas We don't have to stay friends Let's pretend to be enemies Yeah, whatever makes you happy Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied Cuz I'm out of time For now And you're paranoid As you look me up and down And I'm soaked in gasoline Mud and ice cream You sit by the phone With your tongue hanging out You cradle the flies in the back of your mouth We don't have to stay friends Let's pretend to be enemies Damned if you do Fucked if you don't Damned if you do What if you won't You must be aware what you're Doing to me We sunk like a stone on a rock In the sea We don't have to stay friends (Not for very long) We don't have to stay friends (Just because you're gone) You get what you want cause you won't let it die Yeah, whatever makes you happy Yeah, whatever leaves you insecure Yeah, whatever seems to break you down Cuz I'm out of time But I'm feelin' fine |
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3. |
| 3:03 | ||||
Roll over monotone I've got something to say to you I can't speak in stereo And I don't want you to be confused There's no need to analyze There's no need to form an affliction You're so bored and paralyzed As you're making another excuse I can't handle it, I'm intolerant I rip off my shirt and I deal with it I won't through a fit, I don't give a shit I fall flat on my face in the back Of this one Collect me monotone Cause I think I'm falling to pieces I'm so strange, you should've known While I lick all the salt off these wounds For this one I'm hating myself for I want nothing more We have such a strange design |
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4. |
| 3:39 | ||||
I won't tell you my name
I avoid all those things All together I'm so high Well I know it was dumb Staring right at the sun Stoned forever Well it won't be the first or the last time The world passes by I'm a spaceboy I don't want to be found I'm a spaceboy So stop holding me down And I'd love If I never returned to the ground Well can we still be friends? Well I guess that depends How's the weather from so high? Well I know it's a shame Why do you cause all this strain All together Well it won't be the first or the last Time I wanted to try I'm a spaceboy I don't want to look down I'm a spaceboy I've been floating around And I'd love If I never returned to the ground I can see all the world going by I'm a spaceboy I don't want to be found I'm a killjoy So stop holding me down And I'd love If I never returned to the ground |
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5. |
| 3:11 | ||||
Better be good, I've said
Better be bad, I've done Better be told what you want Better believe in what? Better to think about it Better to live without it Better be told what you want Better believe in what? You think you're so special You think you're so clean You think you're just better than me Well first I chew you in And then I spit you out Better to leave, I doubt Better to talk, about it Better be told what you want Better believe in what? I wanna let go I wanna stay home And be myself I wanna let go I wanna stay home I'm justified You think it gets better than this? But should I take you in? |
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6. |
| 3:57 | ||||
There's a lot of things I understand And there's a lot of things that I don't want to know But you're the only face I recognize It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes It's alright, I'm ok I think God can explain I believe I'm the same I get carried away It's alright, I'm ok I think God can explain I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get over it in the end The scent of vaseline in the summertime The feel of an ice cube melting over time The world seems bigger than both of us Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry It's alright, I'm ok I think God can explain I believe I'm the same I get carried away It alright, I'm ok I think God can explain I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get over it in the end I'm so much better than you guessed I'm so much bigger than you guessed I'm so much brighter than you guessed It's alright, I'm ok I think God can explain I believe I'm the same I get carried away It's alright, I'm ok I think God can explain I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get off of your back I think God can explain, I think God can explain I think God can explain |
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7. |
| 4:06 | ||||
Beautiful feather hovering overground
We're similar We're both being pushed by the wind Through the air To wherever Haven't I seen you before? Haven't you been here before? As we both sit together Whatever As the wind blows It's so supernatural Let it fly Wonderful words lying in the grass We're similar We're both getting cut of again Together Whatever As we both sway We must stop meeting this way We've both been living ok Cause we fell so far From this tree again And the sun is my best friend And the earth opened up to me We've been separate for so long So long It's so supernatural Now everything's beautiful We fell far from this tree For so long We crawled out of this stream For so long What's become of you? What's become of me? It's ok, it's ok It's part of everything It's natural It's part of everything |
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8. |
| 3:08 | ||||
You've been pushing, but I don't agree
'Cause there was nothing ever here for me If you could see the circles in my eyes I tried Let's get this whole thing out I cannot be responsible I don't care I cannot be responsible For you Do you know where you are? God, I can't believe that I'm still here And it's purpose wasn't very clear I'm gonna take the time to wash away This day Let's get the whole thing out With all I have and all you know Don't trust me 'cause I'll hurt you so As simple as a syllable Be tired of my kind |
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9. |
| 3:21 | ||||
You're down
So stay there I'm clipping your unearned wings My dear You cry For the outside But I don't think you'll see it know For rain that's fallen Halfway down the sky I apologize You float like an angel But then I wipe your cloud And throw you out You fall Cause you can't fly But I don't think you'll Feel it now For rain that's fallen Halfway down the sky I apologize For sunlight burning holes in through your eyes I apologize The scent of the semen Is what brought you here We've made this clear We slide on your inside But I don't think we'll Need it now |
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10. |
| 3:42 | ||||
There was a bright light
But it was an off white Upside down memory 1: I'm caught in a landslide I'm caught in a joyride As my blood Begins to thin 2: You say it's a fact You say it's a feeling To stab in my back So long, sorry It makes me cry (it makes me sad) So wrong, so rare But I don't feel And you're not there And I don't want you back Well you had a hard day Of pushing me away Please don't push I fall easily Well you put a hard strain Hard on the membrane I react to words you say It's not like I care It's not like I'm bleeding Or numb everywhere But I don't Cause I stopped spinning around for you There was a bright light But it was an off white All the world came Crashing down Repeat 1 Repeat 2 But I don't feel it coming on again It's making me high Cause I stopped spinning around for you |
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11. |
| 4:01 | ||||
Got myself a job
Gonna move up that corporate ladder Follow in the footsteps of all my friends Have another cigarette So why you tripping on me? I can't take all the pressure Gotta find some way to cope with this Have another cigarette And live 'til you die I'm not afraid I'm unafraid I'm different from the rest somehow Blind to the wind, the news And the culture Deaf to the sound that leaks From your voice Take a deep breath and pray For a second one Have another cigarette So what do you think of me now? I'm not here to impress you I'm not the one who's insecure Springtime, Jesus, flower, firefly Sister, Sunday, winter, mother Start learning to fall I could never be like this I could never be like this Start learning how to fall down Will you ever believe me? Will you never be with me? Start learning to crawl Springtime, Jesus, flower, mother |
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12. |
| 3:59 | ||||
Two more days is all you ever wanted
Paint your face it's time to be social Standing on the edge of your feeling So special Looking at the center of a downward Circle It's a side we offend It's the work of a fool It's the sign of a freak Who's uncool Nobody understands wallflower Nobody gives a damn wallflower Cannot get into you Look what you made me do Down, I'm so down If you kiss the dirt Well then you'd see my reflection Look around and I start to laugh No more need for photographs Was there something you meant to say As I walked away? It's the way we collide It's the way we connect It's the way we confuse So rude No one will want from you Haven't you got a clue? Cannot get over you Look what you put me through Down, I'm so down If you kiss the dirt Well then you'd see my reflection intentions - aggressions - pretensions |
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13. |
| 6:12 | ||||
I've been to London
I've sailed a ship around the world I've counted angels I've seen a tangerine girl And though it's leading me on And though I know that it's wrong And though I'm living my dream I still can't seem to move on I've swallowed aspirin I've seen the white of my own eyes I've felt the hunger I've swallowed handfuls of flies I've watched the felines I've watched them scratch My skin away I've tripped the land mines I've watched them Blow my face away I still can't finish this song As she sang on |