Disc 1 | ||||||
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1. |
| 4:56 | ||||
I wanna shake. I wanna wind out. I wanna leave this mind and shout. I've lived all this life like an ocean in disguise. I don't live forever. You can't keep me here. I wanna race with the sundown. I want a last breath. I don't let out. Forgive every being. The bad feelings. It's just me. I won't wait for answers. You can't keep me here. I wanna rise and say goodnight. I wanna take a look on the other side. I've lived all those lives. It's been wonder. Full at night. I will live for ever. You can't keep me here. |
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2. |
| 3:15 | ||||
Oh please don't go out on me Don't go on me now never acted up before Don't go on me now I swear I never Took it for granted just thought of it now Suppose I abused you just passing it on Go fuck once fastened survile Now your getting sharp moving oh so swiftly With such disarm I pulled The covers over him shoulda' pulled The ALARM turned to my nemesis A fool no fucking god no time suck my Please don't go on me don't go on me Don't go on me don't go on me~ Suck blood touch please tunnel vision Tuck time see please please please Don't go on me don't go on me Don't go on me don't go on me Don't you want me don't go on me Don't go on me~ |
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3. |
| 3:54 | ||||
I'm gonna save you fucker. Not gonna lose you. I'm feeling cocky and strong. Can't let you go. Too important to me. Too important to us. We'd be lost without you. I'm baby, let yourself fall. I'm right below you now. And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear. Fuck me. And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear. Fuck me if I care but I'm not leaving here. You helped me when I was down. I'll help when you're down. Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon hit me instead. Let's pick up your will. It's grown fat and lazy. I'm sympathetic as well. Don't go on me now. And I'm not living this life without you. I'm selfish and clear. You're not leaving here without me. I don't wanna be without my best friend. Wake up to see you could have it all. Cause there is but you. And something within you. It's taken control. Let's beat it. Get up. Let's go. Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world. Let's pick up your soul. Fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear. Fuck me. Fuck me if you only hear the treble in your head. Please help me to help you help yourself. Help me help yourself. Please want me to. Please let me to help you. |
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4. |
| 3:38 | ||||
Hail, Hail Ah, is there room for both of us? Both of us apart? Are we bound out of obligation? Is that all we've got? I get the words, and then I get to thinkin' But I don't want to think, I want to feel! How do I feel? And how do I... If you're the only one, well I'll never be enough, yeah... Hail, hail, the lucky ones, I refer to those in love, yeah... A-how I love you till the day I die...ah, and beyond... Are we going to the same place? If so, can I come? It's egg rollin' thick and heavy...all the past we carry... Oh, I could be new...you underestimate me... If you're the only one, well I'll never be enough, yeah... Hail, hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love, yeah... I sometimes realize...I could only be as good as you'll let me... Are you woman enough to be my man? Bandaged hand in hand... Yeah... I find it on my run in a race that can't be won, yeah... All hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love, yeah... If you're my only one...so good, you only one... I want to be your one...enough, you won...your one...your hun... |
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5. |
| 3:44 | ||||
Light green to green, dark green, brown. Every life is falling down. Brown to black, it's coming back. Dies to be part of the ground. Seed to seedling, root to stem. Eyes, no eyes, there's no difference. Every life is looking in. Swallowing seeds on the deathbed. Dig a hole in the garden. Everyone is practicing. But this world's an accident. I was the fool because I thought. I thought the world. Turns out the world thought me. It's all the other way round. We're upside down. Daddy's gone up flames. But this ain't no movie. This ain't no book you can close. When the big lie hits your eye. Everybody's practicing. Our world's an accident. I was the fool because I thought. I thought the world. Turns out the world thought me. It's all the other way round. We're upside down. Let the fluence sat it down. (x2) There's an upside of down. The moon is rolling round the world. (x2) |
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6. |
| 4:54 | ||||
The waiting drove me mad. You're finally here and I'm a mess. I take your entrance back. Can't let you roam inside my head. I don't want to take what you can give. I would rather starve than eat your bread. I would rather run but I can't walk. Guess I lie alone just like before. I'll take the varmints path. Oh, and I must refuse your test. A-push me and I will resist. This behavior's not unique. I don't want to hear from those who know. They can buy but can't put on my clothes. I don't want to wait for them to walk. Never would have known of me before. I don't want to be held in your debt. I'll pay it off in blood let I be wed. I'm already cut up and half dead. I'll end up alone like I began. Yea... Everything has chains. Absolutely nothing's changed. "Take my hand, not my picture." Spilled my teacher. I don't want to take what you can give. I would rather starve than eat your breast. All the things that others want for me. Can't buy what I want because it's free. (x2) Can't be what you want because I... Why ain't it susposed to be just fun? Oh, to live and die let it be done. I figure I'll be damned. All alone like I began. It's your move now. I thought you were a friend but I guess, I... I guess I hate you |
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7. |
| 4:17 | ||||
The selfish. They're all standing in line. Fathing and hoping to buy themselves time. He I figure as each breath goes by. I only own my mind. The north is to south what the clock is to time. There's east and there's west and there's everywhere lines. I know I was born and I know that I'll die. The in between is mine. I am mine. And the feeling it gets left behind. All the innocence lost at one time. Significant behind the eyes. There's no need to hide. We're safe tonight. The ocean is full cause everyone's crying. The full moon is looking for friends at high tide. The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied. I only know my mind. I am mine. And the meaning it gets left behind. All the innocents lost at one time. Significant behind the eyes. There's no need to hide. We're safe tonight. What. And the feelings that get left behind. All the innocence broken with lies. Significance between the lines. We may need to hide. And the meaning that get left behind. All the innocence lost at one time. We're all different behind the eyes. There's no need to hide. |
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8. |
| 5:54 | ||||
Don't feel like home. He's a little out. And all these words elope. It's nothing like your poem. Putting in. Inputting in. Don't feel like methadone. A scratching voice all alone it's nothing like your baritone. It's nothing as it seems. The little that |
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9. |
| 3:49 | ||||
He could have tuned in, tuned in, but he tuned out. A bad time nothing could save him. Alone in a corridor, waiting, locked out. He got up outta there ran for hundreds of miles. He made it to the ocean, had a smoke in a tree. The wind rose up set him down |
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10. |
| 3:02 | ||||
G-R-E-E-D It's a disease and they're all green It emminates from their being Agitation with occupation And like weeds with big leaves Stealing light from what's beneath Where they have more Still they take more Course I know Then I don't There's a stoway with my throat It's deceiving I don't believe him We can scream out our doors Behind the wall a fat man snores In his dreams he's choking on leaves Well I guess there's nothing wrong with what you say But don't sell me There can't be better ways Tell the captain This boat's not safe, and we're drowning Turns up he's the one making waves Waves Waves I said there's nothing wrong with what you say Believe me just asking you to sway No white or black just grey Can you feel this world with your heart and not your brain G-R-E-E-D |
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11. |
| 5:26 | ||||
Freezin rests his head on a pillow made of concrete again Oh Feelin maybe he'll see a little better set a days ooh yeah Oh hand out faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar ooh yeah Oh dark grin he can't help when he's happy looks insane oh yeah Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away yeah Oh someday yeah he'll begin his life again life again life again Kneelin looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read ooh yeah Oh prayin now to something that has never showed him anything Oh feelin understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh ceilings few and far between all the legal halls of shame yeah Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away yeah Someday yet he'll begin his life again Oh whispering hands gently lead him away him away him away Yeah Wooah yeah fuck it up Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away Ooh someday yet he'll begin his life again Oh whispering hands gently lead him away him away him away Yeah Woouh huh yeah |
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12. |
| 7:41 | ||||
You guys ready... Alone...listless...breakfast table in an otherwise empty room Young girl...violins...center of her own attention The, mother reads aloud, child, tries to understand it Tries to make her proud The shades go down, it's in her head Painted room...can't deny there's something wrong... Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don't call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will...rise above...ooh...oh... Don't call me daughter, not fit to } The picture kept will remind me } (2x) Don't call me daughter, not fit to be } The picture kept will remind me } Don't call me... The shades go down (2x) The shades go, go, go... |
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13. |
| 4:37 | ||||
Climbing on a mountain Floating out on the sea Far from lights of a city The elements they speak to me Whispering that life Existed long before breed Balancing the world On its knee Don't see some men as 1/2 empty See them 1/2 full of shit Thinking that we're all but slaves There's ain't gonna be No middle anymore It's been said before The haves be having more Yet still bored Won't someone save? Won't someone save The world? |
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14. |
| 5:13 | ||||
I wish I was a neutron bomb for once I could go off I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on The Christmas tree I wish I was the star that went on top I wish I was the evidence I wish I was the gr |
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Disc 2 | ||||||
1. |
| 5:57 | ||||
Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (3x) Can't find a better...man... Ohh...ohh... Uh huh... (5x) Ohh... |
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2. |
| 7:06 | ||||
Hey...oooh... Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me, as her body once did All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught |
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3. |
| 3:33 | ||||
Ooh spin me round roll me over fuckin' circus Stab it down one way needle pulled so slowly Drains and spills soaks the pages fills their sponges It's my blood (x2) Paint Ed big turn Ed into one of his enemies It's my blood (x3) Stab it down fill the pages suck my life out Maker of my enemies Take my why why why why why why |
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4. |
| 6:33 | ||||
5. |
| 3:06 | ||||
I don't mind all the guys dancing with my girl
That's fine,I know them all pretty well And I know sometimes I must get out in the light Better leave her behind where the kids are alright... The kids are alright... Sometimes,I know I gotta get away Bells chime,I know I gotta get away And I know if I don't,I'll go out of my mind Better leave her behind where the kids are alright... The kids are alright... I know if I go things would be a lot better for her I had this plan but her folks wouldn't let her I don't mind,I feel I gotta get away Bells chime,I know I gotta get away And I know if I don't I'll go out of my fuckin' mind Better leave her behind where the kids are alright... The kids are alright... (X3) |
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6. |
| 3:44 | ||||
I seem to recognize your face Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place, I wish I'd seen the place But no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x) I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just want to scream...hello... My god its been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts they fade...away... Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x) Hearts and thoughts they fade...away... Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (3x) Hearts and thoughts they fade... |
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7. |
| 5:00 | ||||
How does he do it? How do they do it? Uncanny and immutable
This is such a happening tailpipe of a party Like sugar, the guests are so refined A confidence man, but why so beleaguered? He's not a leader, he's a Texas leaguer Swinging for the fence, got lucky with a strike Drilling for fear makes the job simple Born on third, thinks he got a triple Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way I remember when you sang That song about today Now it's tomorrow and Everything has changed A think tank of aloof multiplication A nicotine wish and a columbus decanter Retrenchment and hoggishness The aristocrat choir sings "What's the ruckus?" The haves have not a clue The immenseness of suffering And the odd negotiation, a rarity With onion-skin plausibility of life And a keyboard reaffirmation Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way I remember when you sang That song about today Now it's tomorrow and Everything has changed. |
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9. |
| 7:43 | ||||
I took a drive today Time to emancipate I guess it was the beatings made me wise But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down Hand on my face, pushed to the ground Enmity gauged, united by fear S'pose to endure what I could not forgive... I seem to look away Wounds in the mirror waved It wasn't my surface most defiled Head at your feet, fool to your crown Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gauged, united by fear Tried to endure what I could not forgive Saw things (4x) Clearer (2x) Once you, were in my...Rearview mirror... I gather speed from you fucking with me Once and for all I'm far away I hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...hey... Saw things so much clearer } Once you, once you... } (3x) Rearview mirror } Saw things so much clearer Once you...oh yeah... |
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| 1:04 | ||||
11. |
| 8:07 | ||||
She lived on the curve in the road In an old tar paper shack. On the south side of the town On the wrong side of the tracks. Sometimes on the way into town We'd say, "Mama can we stop and give her a ride?" Sometimes we did But her hands flew from her side. Wild eyed Crazy Mary. Down a long dirt road Past the Parson's place. That old blue car We used to race. Little country store with a sign tacked to the side. Said 'NO L-O-I-T-E-R-I-N-G ALLOWED.' Underneath that sign always congregated quite a crowd. Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it around. Take a bottle drink it down. Drink it... Pass it around. Pass ita... A-take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it a... Pass itaround. One night thunder cracked. Mercy backed outside my windowsill. Dreamed I was flying high Above the trees over the hills. Looked down into the house of Mary. A bare bulb on. Newspaper covered walls. And Mary rising up above it all. Oh... Oh... Oh... Next morning on the way into town Saw some skid marks and followed them around. Over the curve, Through the fields, Into the house of Mary. That what you fear the most could meet you halfway. (x2) Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it around. Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it around. Pass ita... Take a bottle drink it down. Pass it... Pass it a... Pass itaround. Oh, pass it a... Pass it arround. Pass it a... Pass it a... Passit a... Oh yeah. |