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I keep on thinking that I've
seen it all before I can't see through the shades It's getting hard for you to know me anymore I'm hiding from the days And I want to keep all of my privacy And keep it to myself A circle of friends in my memory I hope they're doing well I saw sunshine yesterday I looked to the sky Then I ran back inside I saw sunshine yesterday It blinded my eyes It made me realize That I'm not missing anything I'm drawing pictures of myself on the wall They're not that flattering I'm singing songs that I've never heard at all And singing out of key Please uncle, please show me what I should do now Please uncle, please show me Show me the way out I'm scraping all I can from the bottom of a jar So I don't have to leave I'm keeping shelter from a giant burning star That isn't kind to me |
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| 2:32 |
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All of beef town know my name. Let us word in did I say? I'm confused 'Bout all the things I do. Cause nothing that I said is true. And If I tell A lie, please be my alibi. I want to make my lemons real. That just the way I feel. Nothing left that bothers me. Did I mention this is all a lie? I hide my idenity. Truth is my worst enemy. I'm confused. Bout all the things I do. Cause nothing that I said is true. And if I tell A lie, please be my alibi. I wanna make my lemons real. That's just the way I feel. Nothing else bothers me. Did I mention this is all A lie? I just cant help! Pulling my self. I hide my idenity. Truth is my worst enemy. Im confused. Bout all the things I do Cause nothing that I said is true And if I tell a lie, please be my alibi I wanna make my lemons real That's just the way I feel. Nothing else bothers me. Did I mention this is all A lie |
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| 3. |
| 3:44 |
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Next to the sidewalk
I have been layed up there for days And if I could walk I would walk away Does someone miss me? Does someone wonder where I've gone? Are they unhappy? They won't see me again My bones are broken But I need to get up and go My insides showing They don't need to show This situation seems to have put me in a hole I need attention They won't see me again I don??짝??????째 think I'll be going home today I'm not that healthy I don't imagine I look well I'm getting messy Everyone can tell I've been invaded There's something picking at my skin I am degrading They won't see me again I'm so ashamed now I'm well behaved now I think I'm tame now I've lost the game now I'm rearranged now I feel estranged now I need a change now I don't feel pain now |
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| 4. |
| 2:03 |
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I throw you down
But there??짝??????짱 no pain I kick your head And act insane If I do anything to you Enjoy the illusion Cause it won??짝??????째 hurt at all I slap your face Without contact I wanna hear The crowd react This confrontation is not exactly what it seems No one else seems to care |
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| 5. |
| 2:45 |
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The whole world is watching me
As I light up the TV screen My life??짝??????짱 a parade But I??짝??????쨀e got it made I hope everyone will see I want my ratings to go up I hope you all wish me luck I??짝??????짙l act like I care About your welfare And I??짝??????짙l pretend I??짝??????짙l stay in touch I want to be on your good side I??짝??????쨀e got nowhere else to hide Everything that you hear May not be sincere At least my voice is amplified I think my credibility has gone away The colors on your television will turn gray I??짝??????짙l make a living while i exploit everyone I never thought this way of life would be so fun Please come onto my talk show I??짝??????짙l share everything I know |
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| 2:49 |
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I don??짝??????째 want anything from the flea market
Please don??짝??????째 pressure me I don??짝??????째 want to buy anything that is in front of me Why do you try to pawn on me your worst disease I have no need for sunburnt tapes of Spanish songs I cannot wear a pair of used brand new thongs I??짝??????짝 waiting for the chance I can go home So I can show someone how much I've grown |
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| 3:14 |
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I can't complain
I always try I know no other way I go against the grain And eat some pie I don??짝??????째 feel well today I don't feel need to compromise It's something I despise I think that I should never try Eating pie I'll change my mind three times a day It all happens against my will What must go down must always come up So I can search for my diet pill Everything I do is so overdone It has to be that way I want it all or else I want it none There are no shades of gray If I'm crying out to everyone I'm crying everyday |
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| 8. |
| 1:24 |
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My stepson has a gun
He shows me who? number one He? aware of my welfare He tells me he doesn? care He never listened to me He turned his mom against me I think he needs therapy He was young, he was small I showed him I knew it all It hurt him more than it hurt me He lives in a penitentiary Which one of us is more guilty |
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| 9. |
| 4:12 |
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I see myself with nothing to do
Nothing to show for the last year or two I don??짝??????째 have much left that I can prove I try not to dwell on past mistakes I try not to believe my life??짝??????짱 been a waste But it comes to haunt me everyday Envy fills my mind Envy takes up all of my precious time It leaves me with nothing else I've lost my pride Jealousy has become part of my life And everyone else can tell Suffering regrets of things that I have done I don??짝??????째 feel content with second to me I feel like I let down everyone |
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| 10. |
| 0:22 |
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Please leave me
Leave me alone |
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