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o'great fanged mother
i call upon thee arise .. with vengeance & a voice of blasphemy [bring out your dead] touch, taste, feel ... NO, DON'T DO IT. STOP. [i'm sorry, no, i can't, please, can u hear me? help me.] that's impossible. THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE. STOP LISTENING! as long as you're under my roof, you will respect me [HELP ME, STOP THEM ... BEFORE I DO] AS LONG AS YOU'RE UNDER MY ROOF, YOU WILL RESPECT ME! the only truth is suffering. The Only Truth Is Suffering. & it's ok to hate yourself, just lay still, don't cry for help .... every time he comes, you disappear. NO. NO. NO. RUN. ANYWHERE YOU CAN. IT'S COMING. The Suffering Is HERE. I'M SICK BUT I NEED MY DISEASE [no one is safe, no where is safe] I'M SORRY. It was a mistake. Someone let me out of here. Please, let me out of here. GO AWAY, GO AWAY, GO AWAY. [ghost child sings] .... surrender is your only hope. |
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Why?
The king of lies Is alive Look around Look inside Infidel [x3] It begins here, it ends now The prince must pay His head or the crown Rob the poor, slaughter the weak Distort the law, perfect deceit Do I need a gas mask? Should I get inoculated? Will this war last? Will we be incincerated? False gods Death squads Blind This is a catastrophe Weapon systems activated Puritans have invaded This is a catastrohpe To protect against the threat Order must be kept [x3] Do I need a gas mask? Should I get inoculated? Will this war last? Will we be incincerated? False gods Death squads Blind The elephants march to war Concede Conform Concede Conform Deny the big lie My tribe Join me An alliance of defiance, in the warhead [x3] An alliance of defiance All are welcome here Give me your tired, give me your sick, give me your indulgence and decadence [x3] He lied, they died, keep the peasants terrified [x2] This is a catastrophe You must lead if they get me On my command Break free [x4] |
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I speak in verses, prophecies and curses
I speak in verses, prophecies and curses I hate my life No miracle is coming (hate you) It's just a hole (hate you) Nothing's wrong with you (hate you) Just maintain control (hate you) Everyone's asking questions No place is safe I'll forfeit resurrection To escape the pain I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I speak in verses, prophecies and curses This storm of thorns is growing (hate me) There's no end in sight (hate me) Chaos claws my jaw (hate me) And incites a mental riot (hate me) I'm in the mouth of madness With this tongue of poetry I ate the spine of Atlas Now the world is crushing me I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life I hate my life (life) Buried alive behind enemy lines Surrogate child for the sins of all mankind Hate Buried alive behind enemy lines (Buried alive, buried alive) Buried alive behind enemy lines (Buried alive, buried alive) Buried alive behind enemy lines (Buried alive, buried alive) For the sins of all mankind |
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SHA NAGBA IMURRU!!
SHA NAGBA IMURRU!! ALL NAMES, ALL FORMS! obsessed about money & power obsessed about sexual encounters obsessed about passion & pain possessed like martyr getting high off the flames I HAVE A BULIMIC MIND! I HAVE A SOUL THAT'S ONE OF A KIND! I HAVE A BULIMIC MIND! LOOK AT ME ENEMY OPEN YOUR EYES! accept your fate for the hate you create i'm sick of pretending that you're world is not ending! (i've seen the mysteries) ALL NAMES, ALL FORMS! SHA NAGBA IMURRU! I SAW THE MYSTERY! I KNOW THE SECRET! obsessed about dominion & death obsessed about infecting the nest obsessed about seeking revenge for being trapped in this body of wounds & regret I KNOW THE MYSTERY I KNOW THE SECRET I SAW THE MYSTERY I KNOW THE SECRET OPEN YOUR EYES OPEN YOUR EYES OPEN YOUR EYES OPEN YOUR EYES! said the serpent to the snake ... YOU WERE SHIT WHEN I FOUND YOU! PINPRICKS & EMPTINESS! DECEIVER!!! YOU DOUBT ME? EAT MY WRATH! I WILL PULL DOWN THE GATES OF ABADDON! I WILL LET THE DEAD ROAM FREE! THEY WILL EAT THE LIVING! AGONY! AGONY!! OBSESSED OPPRESSED OBSESSED OPPRESSED SESPIS. sepsisepsisepsisepsisepsissssepsissepsi sepsisepsisepsisepsissssepsissepsisepsisepsisepsisepsissss (smells like victory) |
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Shh, it's okay, it's okay
This is our Dirty little secret We're all alone in the city My hands are stoned with pity I could get by or get high with fifty, yeah And I, I, I, don't feel pretty Today And there's a lady in a stable Her daddy reads her fables About the moon and his bride He's in her room every night And feeds upon a table Of silken robes, an altar of stone But the child is unable To run, run, run And flee his Tower of Babel So blood, blood, blood Slithers down her ankles We're all alone in the city My hands are stoned with pity I could get by or get high with fifty, yeah And I, I, I, don't feel pretty Today Come one, come all, witness the fall Cry to the sky Today we break away Uprising, uprising, uprising In the house of secrets What happens here stays here, say nothing disappear What happens here stays here, say nothing disappear Uprising, what happens here stays here, uprising, say nothing disappear Uprising, uprising Locked away In the chamber of hysterics Here in the house of secrets In the house of secrets I will tell you of loneliness Shhhhh |
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[intro/gutter]
i once, dreamed of a world ... without consequences, without reminders ... of this brutal, gutter i am collapsed in. once i dreamed, but then ... i ... woke ... up. |
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...open wide, look inside
at my autopsy i feel like a woman i feel like i care i feel like i shouldn't i feel like a child of despair i feel like it's over i feel like it's coming after me i feel like it's closer i feel like this is all i'll ever be i feel like a failure i feel like a hungry parasite i feel like a razor i feel like a prayer lost in flight i feel like ... i'm hopeless i'm afraid i'm a slave i'm weak & average i feel like a hammer i feel like a nail i feel like i'm guilty i feel like the wrist that it impales i feel like a butcher i feel like i'm being deceived i feel like a beautiful loser i feel like all you sheep are laughing AT ME!! OPEN WIDE LOOK INSIDE AT MY AUTOPSY. look inside open wide look inside open wide i feel i'm a complete waste of time i feel i'm transparent i feel like i can't escape my mind. |
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(1)
i spent my whole life in love with despair kept my lungs full with the breath of their mute atmosphere ... i became what i hate. and thus shall i remain to give birth to a mighty assassin armed with a weapon of words to defy the lies to never compromise no. today, my name .... is pain. (2) i stood beyond the world whispering secret syllables in the eyeless dark dancing wildly round and round on the rotting ground surrounded by the dead dusts of Hell ... this is how i delete myself & this is how i corrupt everyone else obey obey betray betray you are not unique. you do not need to think. take it, take it! i will, i will ... i will. you succumb, so nicely. (like an insect staring back, like a dying dove) my love ..... (no) ..... my love. (song) so here we are again the sheets are stained & bloodied the animals scratch at my skin here we are again my face is scraped & bloodied i've nothing left to give - i wasn't there, - i'm not involved, - i'm innocent, - it's not my fault. - i wasn't there, - i'm not involved, - i'm innocent, - it's not my fault. .. here in the suicide trees. .. here in the suicide trees. no. bloody, bloody, bloody, MURDER! AMONG THE EXCREMENT OF MY SINS!! it's not happening, it can't be happening, it's not happening. so here we are again in secret ceremonies changing shape, amen. here we are again pretending not to notice the illness sneaking in. - i wasn't there, - i'm not involved, - i'm innocent, - it's not my fault. - i wasn't there, - i'm not involved, - i'm innocent, - it's not my fault. .. here in the suicide trees. .. here in the suicide trees. toil & labor hate your neighbor faith in favor obey! toil & labor hate your neighbor faith in favor obey! OBEY. OBEY. HERE, I DO AS I PLEASE! HERE IN THE SUICIDE TREES! HERE, I DO AS I PLEASE! HERE IN THE SUICIDE TREES!! OBEY!! HATE YOUR NEIGHBORS! HATE YOUR NEIGHBORS!! (the animals scratch at my skin) it's not happening, it's not happening. |
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MY PAIN, MY PRIDE
THESE SCARS ARE MINE MY PAIN, MY PRIDE THESE SCARS ARE MINE i will tell you a story, that's never been told i will tell you a secret, 5 lifetimes old ... my life has been a prison, a labyrinth built beneath the mountain of Tragedy. i'm a stain on the cloth. i'm just an after-thought. but i would die for this .... but through the veins of decay i'll remain to betray to live like Caesar. to die like Jesus. to build my own religion, no gods, no laws to celebrate pain forsaken & ashamed to watch them all, crawl beneath us ... on this bed of nails & regret dying of fevers, betrayal, & sweat I CRY ... (chorus) my organs are rotting, my enemies are plotting ... I AM MADE OF PAGES PARAGRAPHS & INSPIRATIONS PAPER GIRL, BURN THE WORLD, I PASS THE FLAME TO YOU!! MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM FUCK HER SLAY THEM!! (verse) my pain, my pride these scars are mine my pain ..... MY MISERY HAS BEEN FORMULATED INTO AN EQUATION OF NIEN MY SANITY WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE BUT ONE OF US IS ILLITERATE AND THE OTHER ... IS BLIND MY 1st ACT OF TREASON WAS PICKING UP A PEN MY 1st ACT OF LOVE WAS FINDING MYSELF AGAIN THE HARDEST THING TO DO WAS STANDING UP TO YOU NOW I'M OFF MY KNEES NOW YOU'RE BEGGING ME "PLEASE" I'M THE WOUND & THE WEAPON THE FRACTURE & THE FIST (chorus) my organs are rotting, my enemies are plotting ... I AM MADE OF PAGES PARAGRAPHS & INSPIRATIONS PAPER GIRL, BURN THE WORLD, I PASS THE FLAME TO YOU!! MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM FUCK HER SLAY THEM!! (outro) THAT STABBING IN YOUR HEART, THAT BLACK HOLE IN YOUR SOUL, SLOWLY RIPPING YOU APART .... THAT'S ME!!! THAT'S ME!!! SO LET IT BE WRITTEN, SO LET IT BE DONE! THE BRIGHTER THEY SHINE, THE DARKER WE BECOME!! VAE VICTUS! ABOMINATION! |
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No
No No Into the defect The reason The source Of all this Misery And extract it Forever What heals me kills me I'm a natural assassin A massacre in action I've never known remorse Or felt any compassion This is my drug of choice The reason demons rejoice My rage remains a beast untamed I bet you'll remember me now Glutton I am heartbreak and depression Regret without redemption A wounded animal Afraid of my reflection I am an epidemic This is a crime of passion The willing weak deserve defeat The penance will be savage I bet you'll remember me now I bet you'll remember me now Bi-polar Self-abortion Mind fuck Can't escape These chains Of shame I'm stuck Swollen in the mud Barely Standing still Hungry for the hunt And the thrill Of the kill Come on I've always been a shadow Content with my disease You'll never see it coming 'Cause you never notice me Unload Words are the remedy Words are the remedy What heals me kills me What heals me kills me What heals me kills me What heals me kills me What heals me kills me What heals me kills me What heals me kills me What heals me kills me What heals me kills me The plague rages on I've built myself out of ash and agony I am ready I Am I I am my own creation, I am, self-made I am my own creation, I am, self-made I am my own creation, I am, self-made Destroyers I am I A bone heals A bruise fades But art is forever |
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And this is how the world died [x2]
I can hear you judging me I'll hear your confession I found the best piece of me Kneel down Alone Shivering in the dark Three centimeters tall And talk to god Eating it's heart But you will not feast on me today This is how the world died Who will slay this thing I forgive you Who will play the butcher and End my suffering I forgive you I fucked the minds of the masses with the fingers of liberty This is not a threat This is not A threat I'm not perfect I'm not a beauty queen I'm just me I'm just me We are all Prisoners here All shapes and sizes I've screamed for all the women I've never been but hoped I would be I'm proud of who I am Forever Chasing the sun I'm proud of me She bites her trembling mind It began as all tragedies do Forgive me [x2] With pain and deception If you'll be the paper I'll be the pen This is it I've tasted hell And it tastes just like you My final plea No one is coming to save me No one is going to change things The answers will not drop from the sky I will not one day wake with a different disguise No The only solution Is revolution Art is war Fight [x2] The odds were always against me Lose weight Clearly think I exist I am broken [x2] If god is my father Then I am an orphan I am broken I am not a mistake [x2] My ancestry is a ghost story I'm a prophecy My love life is a crime scene I'm an omen My self-esteem is a string of unsolved murders The radio is brainwashing me filling my head with these Self conspiracies I am an emotional nightmare I can't hide the pain inside Builder of my own mythology Just tell me You're listening |
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