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You know how it feels when the real world encroaches
Rubbing elbows with the unemployed and you
You're so beautiful
You're so rude
Peeling mangos on a fold out couch
I'm scooped out
You're inscrutable
You're all mine
Swimming is a 'lude
Wine opens your mind
Your guitar's a race car
Sex is your best friend
What's your dirty answer?
My fantasies are unloved histories
You know what it's like when mistakes go unmade
It was beautiful
It was you
I'm giving up the ugly
I thought you'd make pretty
I'll be goddamned
This is beautiful
Hold my hand
Swimming is a 'lude
Wine opens your mind
Your guitar's a race car
Sex is your best friend
What's your dirty answer ?
I don't judge people
I just watch them 'til it's time to look away
I want to look away now
Somebody's coming
I don't want to live backwards,
I don't want to even look backwards
It's not my fault
It's not my fault you don't love me
It's not my fault you don't love me
When I'm drunk
I'm wiped
I'm so tired
Carry me for a little while
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Four days in Spain
Smoky Spain
And I take off again
Then I take off again, smiling back
The engine is idling
And the car seems to be expanding
Weird
Blindfolded kissing
Looking for the truth in your tiny moves
I hate to loose
Four days in Spain
Spooky Spain
And you're my missing thing:
Too sweet and pointless
Complete and somewhere else
I was sick of being asked
I didn't want to to anyways
Sucking down mother's milk
Singing my throat away
It's not an awful secret, you know
It's just a secret
Spitting out your blue gum
Kissing your breath away
I wanted you to sleep with her and
Hate yourself instead of me
I wanted you untrue,
Hating yourself like me
After all, what am I missing
I haven't missed before,
Sucking down the precious lies
I should have swallowed way before?
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Let the ache out
Spread it around
You want to fly him in
You want him
Play a grownup
'Til you grow up
If you could you would
I swallowed some bad voodoo
Caught it in the gut
Wish you were here
Wish I was not
You hear someone wanting you
How can I fume
Then be bursting with kindness?
A gracious cocoon in the shadows
We're in good company
Us lefty Lucy's
Play a grownup
'Til you grow up
If you could you would
This is a touch prayer
Praying for you
Wish you were here
Wish I was too
Come see how okay we are
Come see how okay we can be
Picture her Silica
Lifting her shirt to the sun
Cherry neck sea
Easy now
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Let's back up and act like we're sober
Newborn clean
Head over heals for a cold blooded creature
Limbic somersaults
For a toxic thing you sure smell pretty
Summer, salt and wine
For an ugly boy you sure look pretty
A cowboy frankenstein
I dreamt you were playing along
I dreamt you were playing along
I dreamt you were playing along
In your dreams
When it's touch and go you blow your wad
Like no one ever fails
For a quiet boy you sure talk dirty
A velvet bed of nails
I dreamt you were playing along
I dreamt you were playing along
I dreamt you were playing along
In your dreams
While I did nifty somersaults
You were thinking after all
After it all
I don't have to talk
I don't have to talk
But when I do and this is true
There's nothing I won't say
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Trouble Oh trouble set me free
I have seen your face
And it's too much too much for me
Trouble Oh trouble
can't you see
You're eating my heart away
And there's nothing much
left to me
I've drunk your wine
You have made your world mine
So won't you be fair
So won't you be fair
I don't want no more of you
So won't you be kind to me
Just let me go where
I'll have to go there
Trouble Oh trouble
move away
I have seen your face
And it's too much for me today
Trouble Oh trouble
can't you see
You have made me a wreck
Now won't you leave me
in my misery
I've seen your eyes
And I can see death's disguise
Hangin' on me
Hangin' on me
I'm beat, I'm torn
Shattered and tossed and worn
Too shocking to see
Too shocking to see
Trouble Oh trouble
move from me
I have paid my debt
won't you leave me
in my misery
Trouble Oh trouble
please be kind
I don't want no fight
And I haven't got a lot of time
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I Lost a boy
And now I look for him
Through every window
And behind every door
My son went down
This isn't trauma
It's not even drama anymore
I was born
With a sad song in my mouth
He gave me a reason to sing it
It's like this boy
Took all my clear cold nights
Left me hot and dry
And when he falls
I can't hear it
This isnt vodka
It's not even chocolate
I don't know how long I can stay straight
And still see straight
He gave me a reason to say it
Don't wait for pain
To find out you exist
Don't look for shame
Your better off without it
Life is unkind
This isn't candyland
I know you don't understand
So nice not to be ashamed
So nice not to be creeped out
Ice is unkind
'Till it freezes your enemies
Life is unkind
'Till it burns up your memories
Life is unkind
He gave me a reason
To live it
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Do you have a face
I can measure the day by
How alive?
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We were awake together all night long
Sharing paraphernalia 'till dawn
You didn't dissapoint me Not at all
You never disappoint me
You lubricate the morning
Shining and yawning
You were nice but twisted the same old story
We were a match made in purgatory
You didn't disappoint me
Totally
You never disappoint me
You animate the morning
Shining and yawning
You come off like a distant moth
Aimless and driven
Yet you seem to be living it up
Walking around in your busted shoes
Like you've got nothing better to do
I don't like I was I don't know what I've become
But shaken out of my pallour I'm filled up
You didn't disappoint me
Not once
You never disappoint me
you mutilate the morning
Shining and yawning
You run by like a spazzing fly
Shameless and smiling
Yeah, you seem to be living it up
Driving around in your souped-up jeep
Like you've got somewhere better to be
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There's always drooling zombies
Or at least one dick
I'm having trouble focusing
'Cause all I see in front of me is
You when we're finally alone
He was the bone king
Dead to all the world
Maybe dead's like being
Really high without the low
But I enjoy hangovers here
I could see them on the flipside of a molecule
But I have all the energy I can take for now
Holy floating
We're holy floating
Holy shit I think I'd rather be on the ground than flying
We're still fucking up in a healthy way for now
How dare you save my life
Then try to break my heart
You make alone so goddamn lonely
Makes me want to fall in love with
Everything and float above the ground
These days I do the same thing
Commit the same damn crime
If I'm not feeling out the flipside
Maybe I'm supposed to be here,
Maybe you're supposed to be here too
I could see them on the flipside of a molecule
But I have all the energy I can take for now
Holy floating
We're holy floating
Holy shit I think I'd rather be on the ground than flying
We're still fucking up in a healthy way for now
And my feet dont touch the ground
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Listerine covers your tracks
Doesn't do shit for the facts
I'm lying on the couch
Scary memories fill my mouth
How did I love a breaking thing?
How did I sleep through a kidnapping?
How'd I trust a band who'd leave me one by one?
I only wanted the spark
I only wanted your hearts
It's hard
It's hard and stupid
I'm the one who let you do it
I only wanted the high
Wasn't much more to my life
I couldn't wait to come down
There's nothing here but the ground
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