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Falling apart I'm sickening I'm sickening Losing my heart I'm sickening I'm sickening Retract Trying to forget Trying to protect 5 Crawling this far I'm sickening I'm sickening Soiled and scarred I'm sickening I'm sickening Retract Lying to subject Dying to collect 5 I'm coming apart Finally Maybe this time I'll forget about you I've tried But you keep coming back Retract 5 I'm coming apart |
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| 3. |
| 3:38 |
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Pull me from the toaster
Straight into the roaster Fill my head with the stuff Brightest dreams are made of Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Duh Promising the big guns Reward when the light comes Screaming from the damage done Screaming from the damage done Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Duh Butter me up, butter me up Butter me up, butter me up Butter me up, butter me up Butter me up, butter me up Butter me up like I know you will Cover it up like I know you will Better yourself like I know you will Breaking the trust like you always will Be good for it, you never will Be good for it, you never will Be good for it, you never will Be good for it, you never will Butter me up, butter me up Butter me up, butter me up Butter me up, butter me up Butter me up, butter me up Duh So you think you got the best Thought I was like all the rest Reaping from the damage done Reaping from the damage done Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Bringing me down again Duh |
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| 4. |
| 4:26 |
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Lifting up from this
Balance under pressure shifts Feel the gears slip Feel the gears slip Strain Nothing ever lifts Nothing ever lifts Drain Nothing ever shifts Nothing ever shifts Wiping sweat from battered brow Dreaded thinking living now Feel the years shift Feel the years shift Strain Nothing ever lifts Nothing ever lifts Drain Nothing ever shifts Nothing ever shifts Again And I've been here before Bled Again The machine turns out more Blackened from the dirt My vision seared and blurred Here beneath the wheel My face against the steel Clutching at the earth Where is my support Falling into line Is losing what is mine Falling into line Losing what is mine Here beneath the wheel My face against the steel |
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| 5. |
| 3:19 |
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An icy grip
Creeps over me A shivering glimpse Of what's about to be Think That's all it's gonna take Think That's all there is at stake It should be getting easier I don't know what it is I feel myself falling apart I wish I could start...again I wish I could start again I wish I could start I've known these parts I've known this loneliness I've known these parts I still feel misinformed on this Suck until there's no way out Is just what this is all about Suck until there's no way out Must be a better way Suck until there's no way out Suck until there's no |
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| 6. |
| 4:07 |
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Hold me to the light
All this for me Arms wrapped around me Breathe Out Gold Cold Hold me to the light Hold me to the light All this for me Arms wrapped around me Breathe Out Gold Cold All I could want All I could need All I could feel All I could see Damn myself Am I safe Bought myself a better life Gave myself a reward A worse hand was never dealt A worse hit was never felt Damn myself Am I safe Back My Self Paid the price Back My Self Bought you a better life Hold me to the light See what I just might Offer up forgiveness Think that I'd forget this? With all I could want With all I could need With all I could feel With all I could see Bought myself a better life Gave myself a reward A worse hand was never dealt A worse hit was never felt Hold me to the light All this for me Arms wrapped around me I don't think so |
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| 7. |
| 4:41 |
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Clinging to a hope
Dust that makes me choke A tiny piece of dirt Happiness assured Can't be too far Can't be too hard Traction having slipped I think I've lost my grip Mine But not for long Mine Think I'm losing pressure Think I'm losing ground Think I'm losing pressure Think I'm losing Ground down Falls down Hurts me Much less So good, so good So perfect like How could, how could How could you try What for, what for What better life Once more, once more It all slips By me...again By me Think I'm losing pressure Think I'm losing ground Think I'm losing pressure Think I'm losing Once more Put it in a package of perfect like Leave it in package of perfect size Never opened up and it can't slip By It all slips by |
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| 8. |
| 4:53 |
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You fell on me
For the last time Ugly of the worst kind Imposing like a dark cloud Reaching out Wrong Push away Holding me Crushing me Push away Holding me Crushing me Hungry Dig in Hungry Please Push away Holding me Crushing me Push away Holding me Crushing me I can bet that you pucker up I can bet that you lie down I can bet that you get yours I can bet that you get yours Because that's your life Wanting Needing Taking Stealing Imposing like a dark cloud Reaching out Wrong Push Back Pull the wool over your eyes I can bet that you pucker up I can bet that you lie down I can bet that you get yours I can bet that you get yours Because that's your life |
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| 9. |
| 3:14 |
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Feel the waking up
Feel the breaking loose Start the engine turning Feel the inside burning Fired Push it to the red line Push it to the edge and it starts to unwind Latched on sucker Holds you steady as it starts to shudder Tell me when it f**king hurts Crash it through the base line Leave it in the dust as you begin the climb All out crusher Shedding the skin as it fuels the within Tell me when it f**king hurts Hurts It f**king hurts Half feeling alive Half feeling alone Half feeling the pressure Half feeling the anger Fired Pushed it to the red line Pushed it to the edge to begin the unwind Saw toothed sucker Ripped the within so the out could begin Told you it would f**king hurt Reach back |
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| 10. |
| 4:57 |
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Working so hard
To keep myself in I'm wearing the scars Of where I haven't been...yet Working so hard Crawling this far Clutching the shards Of what was torn apart Patience worn down Edges worn round Threading unwound Losing my ground I'm up against an old brick wall I've dug my nails in Anchored to the same old sore Here is where I know I've been Worn out Draws me in Brace myself Again Pour out I'm giving this up I pace myself again Dug my nails in I've carried this torch This...far I can't take this much Worn out Draws me in I brace myself Again Pour out I'm giving this up I pace myself again Working so hard Holding this in I'm wearing the scars Of what I haven't been I'm up against an old brick wall I've dug my nails in Anchored to the same old sore Here is where I know I've been Worn out Draws me in I brace myself Again Pour out I'm giving this up O pace myself again Carried this torch On my head... Never again |
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| 11. |
| 3:57 |
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Crawl from my hole
Covered in mud Force my face up Towards the sun Burnt This happened to me Once before Now I've let myself go back Am I there? Ignore me Smother me Forget I even exist Am I really? I don't need you I don't need your help Leave me down here Faceless pounded pulp I know I am You I shouldn't be Continue to exist Under all of this Rubbing me out Pushing me down Is picking me up Is moving me on Starving me Depriving me Starving me Depriving me Leaving me Out Stick your neck out Ignore me Smother me Forget I even exist I don't need you I don't need your help Leave me down here Faceless pounded pulp I know I am You I shouldn't be Continue to exist Under all of this Rubbing me out Pushing me down Is picking me up Is moving me on |
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| 2:44 |
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