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Where you're at, you shouldn't be
Although I wish I was there too Back and forth, through the course My mind is not made up, still Do you lie to everyone? You don't have to lie to me Is your sight without light? You can't see me, still My mind is not made up... still |
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I hate to break it to you
But this convenience ain't convenient anymore Now I realize I had different eyes Back when I thought this was a good thing Here I am, my anger and me Temper makes it hard to see This situation I'm in again Everything must come to an end now There's some things that I wanna do And I don't wanna lie to you But it still makes me go And do the things I know All wrong I'll dig to learn about you I'm sure I'll find you were as evil as me We can call it even, you can let me leave then You can leave me to my own thing |
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These days I'm getting older
Before my time To say I'm getting stronger Would be a lie I think you're trying to break me Seems so unreal Don't know how to take me Don't know how I feel Look around you Do you see what I see? Other people think you try to Make a fool of me It seems to take so long 'Til anything gets done Why do I have to lose to get things? I've never won I'm defeated again I see the look on your face I've got that feeling again My mouth has a bad taste My hope in empty promise Put me to shame I know it's what you wanted I need the pain I was gonna be someone You held me down Didn't want me to move on You let me drown |
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Why won't you face me?
It's been such a long time I'm walking a fine line Now we're walking out Why can't I see things Like I'm supposed to see things? I'm not supposed to be this way Not this time around Sometimes I feel so empty So much pain I still ignore Everyday I endure Sometimes I feel so empty So much pain I still ignore Everyday you want more My expectations Were high in the first place Were high in the worst way It leaves me so down I give up easily Can't speak so freely Won't someone release me? Just this time around Sometimes I feel so empty So much pain I still ignore Everyday I endure Sometimes I feel so empty So much pain I still ignore Everyday you want more |
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I can see
See the signs I've been waiting here for you But nothing's getting through I am gone Up in the clouds Praying I can turn, Turn myself around A year ago I gave it a year I hoped it wouldn't happen Now its here It took so long I can't carry on I know the reason that you left me You had nothing more to give me No more love I can see See your eyes I can feel your heady stare I run my fingers through my hair I am high As one can be And I hope I don't come down, I hate when I come down A month ago I know you lied Took my life into your hands You just don't understand How it feels To be free I know the reason that you left me You had nothing more to give me |
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I'm breathing the air
The air I always breathe I don't have a lot I want someone to share it with me I really only want a few things They've all been taken away What does the next life bring? I just want to feel O.K. I'm searching forever For someone or something I want to be high And I want someone to love me I've spent 23 years now Trying to get by Other people make it day to day I still wonder why I really only had a few thing They've all turned to tears One tried to kill me The other kept me here I'm still here |
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Breathe
Turning blue and I can't breathe In the water underneath And we're way too deep To save ourselves Now that you don't know me And I've been away for long Have you also been growing? Seen how we were wrong Deep My misery is now complete I've been falling under feet And I'm way too deep To save myself Please I'm losing consciousness it seems Like everyone's on top of me And these suffocating dreams Are real to me |
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Here I am
Understand No one sees How I feel How's it feel To be free? Why does everything come true When I don't want it to? Everyone and everything, pushing me to weaken Feel like I am sinking Wish that I could push this all away Push this all away Please, you remember I will never be the same Please, you remember I will always be ashamed Here I am Back again In the trees Now I'm lost And I've lost What was me How could anyone give me What I want and what I need? Everyone and everything, pushing me to weaken Feel like I am sinking Wish that I could push this all away Push this all away |
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I know what it takes to normalize
To slow me down, to cut me down to size I wanna get that feeling To touch the ceiling To send me reeling I want to know How can I ease my mind, ease my mind? Yeah, I'm being taken away I'm feeling that I'm finding my way To something that's completely overwhelming me I get tired of most everything I anxiously await the gifts you bring I spend my time thinking And I hate thinking To stop this thinking I want to know How can I pass the time, pass the time? |
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I'm scared of you
There's nothing I can do No sense in wasting time I want you out of my mind You make me feel unhappy I wish you weren't real You only make me unhappy And I can't deal With it I never wanted you But I'm afraid it's true You're gonna catch me by surprise I hope there's time to realize |
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