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| 3:42 | 
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Creation imperfect
Do you defy this? Could you and your swollen ego fit into my master plan for failure? I take the shame to heart and lock it away in a place thats sees not the light of day I will use it when i see your face again your head in your hands and this is my cue, if three words could heal you i would only speak two, your eyelids grow heavy and this is my cue, If three words could heal you i'd only speak two How could you think after all you put me through and all you put on my shoulders that i would answer your cries for help? How could you think after all you put me through and all you put on my shoulders that i would answer your cries for help? Unleash the rage built up (in my throat) Show you how you hurt me and hopefully you see you have the power to destroy my will to live |
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| 4:29 |
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This is the end result of so many meetings at late night dinners with no one eating,
we sit in corners and sip burnt coffee, count the tiles up on the ceiling, lets skip the pretense and cut straight to dying, just dont beg me to keep your eyes from crying, you said so much without even parting your lips, its past 3am and i'm still far from sleep, and this is a habit i cant break, you're my only company, i'm skipping stones down a suburban street, street lights flicker like this match in my hand, it was begging to strike, I keep repeating but this payphone tele stopped receiving, flat out of change now and i'm sure you won't accept the charges, its all the same because by morning i'll be halfway to colarado, or someplace like that, she keeps on asking "do you think it hurts much to die?" its hurting so much more to stay alive now, shes gonna find out how much it hurts to die she laced her perfume up with death, i feel it in my lungs, so i'll pull in the deepest breath and drop my head |
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| 4. |
| 0:49 |
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| 4:05 |
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The sound of my breath flutters past your ear
Tearing down fear Grasp your heart strings by their frayed ends to choke down the feeling left inside The sands of time slide down your cheek in the form of liquefied dreams Each one stands for more than the next You give yourself to all but you To take all you had and give all thats left How could you have been so blind? The shallow waters that you come upon, show how empty your life truly is You look into the vast nothingness to see something that is not there You try to discern where to go from here You try to make sense of this confusion that you have inside (your heart) And how you can get there. [this van is on a one way trip we'll rock it straight to hell, our Crue is Motley and our theatres filled with pain, across the creek and into your home, be there by eight because she doesn't want you any other way] But by a force unknown (held back) Deep inside you, your veins tied in knots Bind your blistering hands To keep you in this world forsaken As you leave your wilting soul behind. |
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| 5:18 |
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You break my heart into a thousand pieces, and you say it's becuase I deserve better?
You break my heart You break my heart You break my heart You break my heart into a thousand pieces, and you say it's becuase I deserve better? Emotionless grey skies bleed somber dreams of sorrow Blackened unseen heart tears a virgins godlike innocence from its pristine palace Paint sarcastic smiles upon new wounds Tears of misery stain scar filled minds Hatred new like tomorrow flows from bitter memories Purity now embraced by sinful ideals why Lifeless tomb rests weary with prowling peering eyes Silence falls upon deaf ears covered by night Alone in thought, shaking Biting tongues of lead at unfit moments Screaming disbelief with no faith in site [and her disgust has no borders, no limits to strive for, she bends and breaks to the rules set by the weak] She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop the world Stolen her skin he sews her mouth shut, means nothing to him, her screams just die out As she cries out here voice dies out As she cries out her voice dies out Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands Was it asked for? Was it implied? What could have been done? Inside her mind dies. |
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| 4:16 |
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Darkness chokes my emotions
Your breath numbs my soul Stand with me, by my side Take my hand and lead the way Out from the shadows and into the real world Show me how to live a life owned by regret My blood runs cold, lifeless in shame Now is the time, to right the wrong Inside my veins, poison words lie Within a mind as guilty as yours take what is left inside of me I've no use for it Stained with thoughts uncaring, open and let me in [it spun my head when i thought you were talking to me, i guess i'm just a fool for thinking your thinking of me, and now, I press my fist to the pillows wishing it was your teeth] Show your world, deceit Let me live as you, Need not to feel Emotions rain down Drowned by innocence, thoughts escape me Harsh words spit blindly and open paths of life Take all that is me, a lifeless somber soul Curse the day you wake as solace sets in Darkness chokes my emotions Your breath numbs my soul Stand with me, by my side Take my hand, and lead the way Out from the shadows and into my world [My soul is not for you to own] I will not live life to see your face anymore. |
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| 7:30 |
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I felt you slip away
Far away from me Further from me You seem to drift far away I caught myself wishing you back, as i fight to catch you Anger wells inside me I see me, frowning, in your eyes (I see the fear in you where no one should ever be, I find myself striving to catch you from This will hurt me less and less every time until i feel nothing) I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone Anger wells inside of me I see me, frowning in your eyes Far away from me Further from me You seem to drift far away I caught myself wishing you back as i strive for you (She said "its not that i don't love you anymore, But it would be much more accurate to say that i never loved you in the first place) I put the fear in you where no one should ever be Nothing to me Everything to you Nothing to me Everything to you. |
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| 4:18 |
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In a world of despair, our lives will end
Some without warning, while others die by design Under watchful eyes, we tread on evil ground, With jaded eyes around us each step is scrutinized (in the pouring rain, we speed this car, i try so hard, Wish i was more prepared for this time, you shouldn't have passed before me) In this life we lead, a choice will be made Where we go from here, when our time is done At the gates of heavan, angels stare at us May they lead you home to where you'll live in peace? You take without warning (i'll shut myself up and black out the windows) As we sit and wait (its best to consider me dead as well) Breath in take a life (i'm hoping in time i'll get over) Breath out, cleanse your soul (i might be fine when i get older..no way) You took her life I gave you mine, to ease the pain of my soul, to show you how much shes meant to me I will fight for our lives and take them to our graves In a world of despair, our lives will end Some with out warning, while others die by design Under watchful eyes we tread on evil ground, With jaded eyes around us, each step is scrutinized I will defy you The evil from above Open my mind Let you in I will not forgive the sins you made You took her life from me. |
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| 10. |
| 9:24 |
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Here you stand seething with guilt. Silence only justifies this act of cowardice. The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness, the one thing that I cannot give. (Did you ever see that one person and the way they do these things and it hurts you so much it's like choking...choking) I can give you freedom from your guilt, with a flick of my wrist onto yours. I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile. I can give you death with the look upon my face. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy, with no last kiss & no regrets; you don't deserve good bye. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy, with no last kiss & no good bye. Here you stand seething with guilt. Silence only justifies this act of cowardice. With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss. No story book ending for this fairy tale of you. Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. Mourn, wish the end Mourn, wish the end Mourn, wish the end Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person, and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much? So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment. And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have... I'll never have... I'll never... Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in... standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in... But this table for one has become bearable. I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you. Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much? So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. And you let this one person come down...come down...I cherish you...I cherish you. Just say that you would do the same for me... just say you would do the same for me... just say you would do the same... just say you would do the same, for me For as much as I love Autumn, I'm giving myself to Ashes. |
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