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i was on my way to be with you today well you know it's true because i wouldn't lie to you first my car broke down so then i had to hitch a ride i was almost there when the motor died don't hate me forever i'm better late than never i failed you i'm sorry that's simply my life story i know it's much too late to take you on a date i know it's no use but this is my excuse i was in a plane and it was falling from the sky i knew i had to survive so i could say goodbye you change your mind like i change the time that i was gonna call you or say i was about to you change your mind like i change the time i said that i would be there but then i didn't have a thing to wear |
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waking up is hard to do when no one loves you years pass by, that's something you have gotten used to some of us are dumb and blind and out of our minds walking passed each day through fields of land mines let the weak say i am strong let yourself say i was wrong let your heart move on let your heart move on wipe the drool up off your face and make your plans the prison where you hang your head missed your demands it's highly time, throw down your wine, put foolish things away don't forget, prepare your set, be true to your own way do you find yourself from day to day? staring at a stranger's face? as you find yourself to your dismay looking into your own face |
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| 2:40 |
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i don't want this responsibility and don't use me because i don't agree why lie, do or die? why lie, do or? responsibility? what's that? responsibility? not quite yet responsibility? what's that? i don't want to think about it; we'd be better off without it. you think i'm so simplistic i'm onto you and your tricks i'm still young and i'd like to stay that way cause growing up won't make everything ok i'm still young and i'd like to stay that way i've got a voice and i've got a lot to say i've got a lot to say... |
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| 4. |
| 2:44 |
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well this is true i miss you and this is true, i've got to see you well i know we're both so busy and i know that you're driving me crazy, you drive me crazy it's been 2 whole years and 3 months before that since we first met how could i forget you know it's all my fault and this is true you're gonna get mad whenever i've been bad i'll have to make it up to you one white rose or one sweet song for you anything for you i'm a fool to think that i deserve you i'm pretty foolish anyway i've been planning to hold on to you and so far things have, things have gone my way |
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| 2:34 |
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i can't hold back i can't relax i can't let go i can't say no can't take the time can't make you mine can't know for sure can't find the cure and what does this all mean? after all i've seen i'm gonna prove it to the world i'm gonna prove it to the world i'm gonna prove it to the world so here i go can't ascertain i can't refrain i can't decline i won't fall behind i won't sit down i won't leave town i can't deny and i won't cry and what does this all mean? and after all i've seen i'm gonna prove it to the world i'm gonna prove it to the world i'm gonna prove it to the world so here i go uh oh oh... |
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| 6. |
| 1:46 |
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everything's gotten so complicated now you're older now you're jaded you despise what you used to love cursing everything under the sky above when you think back does it ever make you cry? like it does me with the tears all in my eyes crying driving in my car looking back on my life so far all the things you believe in lies all lies they've been decieving you when we were young we were told so many times prepare for you future cause it won't be easy they never did tell us to enjoy life, here it is because before you know it life has passed you by all the things... all the time you have invested wasted time not to be trusted washed away from you away from me they've been deceiving you, deceiving me |
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| 7. |
| 2:10 | 
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| 8. |
| 2:26 |
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| 9. |
| 2:53 |
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some people say that i threw my brain away that i'm illogical and don't have much to say some people say that it's foolish to believe in what we cannot see, so we're decieved all that i can do is listen to you all that you can be is out there, you'll see every single time that i explain to you my reasons why you turn away you close your eyes and then you cut me down to size some people say that i threw my vote away the moment i decided to live life this way some people say that it's foolish to believe in what we cannot see, so we're decieved i'm not here to make you all agree but have you truly studied this historically? every single time that i explain to you my reasons why you turn away you close your eyes and then you cut me down to size every single time that i explain to you my reasons why you turn away you close your eyes your heart's just not prepared to find some meaning, some meaning just wait, and listen to that voice it calls so quietly, for you to make a choice what will it be? what will it be? |
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| 3:11 |
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some would say tomorrow is just one step closer to death i'd say tomorrow is just one step closer to life and understanding and to know it's gonna be alright so in conclusion have i made my decisions clear? with every passing moment of my life this year well not exactly so that's what i am doing here no one's on display and no one's gonna be passed around today i won't let it happen, if i can help it take your inconsistence away would it be right to say that no one ever truly listens? or takes the time to understand what something means without opinion, bias, without a one-track mind what can be done about a habbit born in our minds? first step to kiros is take to the shells out of our eyes and then to wonder, enjoy life maybe even relax, even relax |
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| 11. |
| 3:00 |
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somwhere deep inside your mind you don't want anyone to find that you're someone with very big ideas the words that just came off your lips just crossed your name off the list it's long gone and already forgotten i was thinking just the other day some things are better left undone some battles better left unwon some sad songs better left unsung is there something more to know? and is there anyone at all? not one to make that final call to all those people wondering? some things... some fires are better left unfed some pages better left unread some words are better left unsaid what kind of person would you be? if less is what you see, then less is everything and if you look what will you find? would that make up your mind? and make up everything, make up everything |
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| 2:12 |
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would it be too much to ask? too much too fast i'm all-alone and i want you here with me i'm not the best at romance i've had my chance i don't want much but i want you here with me i want you here with me why can't you just see? i want you here with me i'm on the other side now please help me out catch the next plane because i want you here with me could i be out of my head? pronounced brain dead i think with my heart and i want you here with me |
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| 2:37 |
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i got a confession to make that my heart would break to hear you say goodbye you're my every dream you're the threadwork to my seems and you know that i can't lie, when i say i can't stop thinking about you i can't stop thinking about how my heart's empty without you my dreams will never come true without you i just hate myself to think of you with someone else to hear you say good bye i love you for who you are no more no less and you know that i can't lie when i say... my dreams will never come true without you |
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| 2:47 |
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It doesn't matter what you need just where you go to get it Maybe you were waiting for the wake up call It doesn't matter what you've done there's no need to regret it If you're a loser just like me then life hasn't been easy And when it came, your line was busy If I don't slow down and listen (and listen) I know it's happened to me. And it will happen again It's undeniable; we're so much smaller than we think we are There's a willingness that comes alive The first step that I needed to take was giving God control When you begin tearing down the walls That's a struggle for me everyday, and I'm letting you all know But the first step is so very hard if you take a first step at all I know it's happened to me. And it will happen again If I don't sit down and listen (and listen) If I don't slow down and listen (and listen) And after all, and after all When we've built up walls around us our hardened hearts can't bear The healing hurts so badly that no one seems to care
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| 15. |
| 3:33 |
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if i could take what i've learned from all the mistakes i've made from the pages that i've turned from the lost games that i've played i'd be a better person for it better than deciding to ignore it it meant so much to me i want to make things right with you and me misplaces memories i've, retraced my steps so many times well maybe it was meant to be and maybe all the answers are right here in front of me what else can i say, i let the past get to me if things could go differently if we could learn to agree i'm willing to apologize because i realize seems like yesterday, i was crusing down chico way .. .. |
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