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| 1. |
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What makes me think that it'll all work out in the end
Afraid to feel bad, better off to try and pretend I'm immortal, immune to all that is wrong Just keep on wishing, crossing my fingers so long Is this helping, I'm growing weaker each day Can't stop whining, still afraid of what I might say Or reactions that control us one and all It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself Inside, we all know, only the strong survive So now I'm bleeding, on myself yes once again Seems I trusted another deceitful friend, My fault should've known the deal Keep your friends close, but your enemy's closer for real Seems easy, but nothing could be so hard Trying to guess life's dealing what's the next card I'm surely folding, I don't like this hand at all It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself Inside, we all know, only the strong survive Maybe things happen for a reason, and where in lies the answer To overcome the grieving, of life's unruly lessons I'm handed in succession, it builds my pain which makes me strong It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself Inside, we all know, only the strong survive It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself Inside, we all know, only the strong survive It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself Inside, we all know, only the strong survive And you will survive, And I will survive, And we will survive. |
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| 2. |
| 4:02 |
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There's another reflection involved up in my mind
A wholeness that has just been lost Striving hard for perfection but still nothing to find Some value with a cheaper cost And as I reach out to hear you the sound is so muffled It makes a lesser man of me So the only thing left to bring up to date is You s~~k!(2x)Watch me fall while I go down I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with me then I'll frown On your fucking whole life The systematic hype still means a bit much to me I'm at the point of retraction and still slipping further This place is getting worse for me There's such a lack of direction and models to live by No bright skies ahead of me And as I reach out for your hand you turn and then wander Why I simply just can't see No separation of gender no difference in me You're just leading me on and on and on You lead me on and on and on and on (chorus) Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn Pretty soon you're gonna be the one that burns (chorus) Your turn now |
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| 3. |
| 4:36 |
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This is my letter to you
We started following a certain description. We started simple and fair once again Before there wasn't any need for an answer Things were much different then But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a man for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn? Engulf myself into a permanent mystery. No one day just as the next. (Not for me.) It's so confusing when I look at my history. I just can't handle that yet. No. (chorus) One more friendship ends. And then for awhile. I can breathe again. (chorus |
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| 4. |
| 2:57 |
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Here we go again
A very temperamental process Beginning with all of our excess Affecting our very own ingest This side of you is speechless Overwhelmed with an abscess Creating new diseases And infecting whomever it pleases We've been living this way for too long, too long Then I noticed a difference In the way that I saw other insects Who were living a life of indulgence Sheltered by their parents Such an unlucky existence Not given a chance to experience And make their own decisions I wouldn't trade my own mistakes at all {Chorus} Reach out your hands Out for the ones who, aid when the going gets rough Until the end These are the ones who, help when the times get tough And times will get tough Get up again Times will get tough Get up again Here it comes once again |
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| 5. |
| 3:52 |
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So maybe I am bound by fate
A problematic scarring induced by hate It never seems to all pan out Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout You seemed to have a bad effect Your rules and contradictions, I would neglect Though not my fault, you made me feel Like my own education wasn't truly real Then you came right in, tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal? I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold Since you took you life, mine has not been whole Has not been whole So there I stood a scolded child The reasons never questioned my pains been filed Inside this place that makes me feel I learned life is unfair and that is very real Then you came right in, tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal? I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold Since you took you life, mine has just not been whole Has not been whole My life is just not whole My life is just not whole While you try to overcome the lesson Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have Solitude breaking me down you always seemed glad To let yourself and stick me in the little pit Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit Then I became the person that you hated most Disrespecting the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost A small example of what the things you've done to me Have changed in my life and changed the things that I can't be I'll never Be Then you came right in, tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal? I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold Since you took you life, mine has just not been whole Has not been whole My life is just not whole |
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| 6. |
| 5:20 |
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Come on and brace your fate
Engulfed up in the rat race we hold our futures down So just resist the plot and find the answer etched eternal as we self destruct day by day one by one more example of disrespect that you seem to offer no more than complete neglect a generation with fate all tied this aint a game we dont enjoy this ride try to perceive the lie all caught up in your own high opinions of yourself should be concerned about your life theres been enough strife to crash a persons hope and as the days delay our every other move we've been consumed by apathy thats right it has become a pain inside my brain is screaming look what you've done to me *chorus* Break its just the break we're givin em its just the break that you're givn' em layed to waste out in the open turned away once again this isn't right this ain't supposed to happen now life's too short we shouln't have to die and i have had to stop all of my emotions why oh bittering faith escapes again, again just look at what we have done will look at who we've become priorities astray it goes on and on each day we've wrecked their only try and still we wonder why we're recipients of hate Motherfucker break your back just once and then you know you gotta face your fright that's right yeah with your five second morals and your three second smile you just |
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| 7. |
| 3:48 |
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It woke in me years ago.
How this was meant to be. All of those falsehoods plain to see, They dug, And hung their greed Will there be profit you could see If only we were blind Lonley and sheltered your life is free but it's still one step behindthey tried their rules on me, me, me... i broke those chains anf fucking split. and so you, and so you, and so you, just like me they tried their rules on me pass all the fascist asses ignore those classes of bottleneck masses producing an all but awful stench, delivering a section of all the money stole and spent. As you start to reconize your in the game growing afflictions head to toe, this never should have been But placing blame is cowardly. restructure must begin will there be profit you could see. if only we were blind lonley and sheltered your life is free but it's still one step behind. *ChrouS* Yes and the playing board is you |
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| 8. |
| 5:41 |
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Well it seems as though everyone's been led
Astray far away from From what we know. still can't find a reason or The right words to say, it'll be ok Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong It's the only trial so far as the verdict falls Down you still break away *Chorus* Caught up in a social degradation, you can't Even see the truth We're only half as good at personal relations Look around and see the proof Only a few of us go in the right direction, even Though we're singled out It's the only thing that keeps me alive, I do what I have to do How was I to know, force fed corporate trials Each day, every single day But we must grow, echoing the single most Thing in the way Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong It's the only trial so far as the verdict falls Down you still break away *Chorus* Caught up in a social degradation, you can't Even see the truth We're only half as good at personal relations Look around and see the proof Only a few of us go in the right direction, even Though we're singled out It's the only thing that keeps me alive, I do what I have to do Not slipping, drifting, falling, one step further From the norm, what is the norm Not living, longing, trying so much harder than before What if I, what if I, run far away Would I still be seen the same, break away *Chorus* Caught up in a social degradation, you can't Even see the truth We're only half as good at personal relations Look around and see the proof Only a few of us go in the right direction, even Though we're singled out It's the only thing that keeps me alive, I do what I have to do It's what I want |
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| 9. |
| 3:43 |
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Here we sit alone in an outnumbered fight
Led to decipher between wrong and right And some may fail, at this joke that some of Us call life Yes at this game that some call life But the system can't bail me out of hell I've made this discovery and it has helped Believe and one day, you'll do just as well now As you were, you little puppet, you pauper, you Freak, that's right That's what some of them have said to me So I object, and try to figure things out for myself I'm building up full emotional wealth (Chorus) The inner strength, is what the hate, it wants Us not to feel It's time that we helped, there's no room to fail You already know the way out of hell All we got is ourselves, I have faith in that Believe and one day We'll put the system in jail, we'll put the system in jail I made it through, scraped, black and blue But so can you. I made it through so black and blue But you can too, I made it through scraped Black and blue But so can you. I've made it through, we'll all make it through |
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| 10. |
| 4:36 |
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Long.
I've Been Running away for far too long Afraid of what Afraid of what I know is soon to come I may not be much of an example right now But I can give you all of my knowledge on how to get along in this place right now all i can say is i will do the best that i can to be a good example of man And I know one day that You'll understand you deserve the best that i am you deserve the best that i am It's So hard so hard to think about when i was a child so angry at life I blamed the world for such a long long time But things happened so quickly some people just go I needed answers to heal me I wanted to know how to get by and now its my turn to say That i will do the best that i can To be a good example of man And i know one day that You'll understand You deserve the best that i am So i gotta do the best that i can To be a good example of man And i know one day that You'll understand You deserve the best that I am..I am ..I am THIS IS ALL FOR YOU (everything in this world) (everything in this world) This is all for you (everything in this world) (everything in your world) Things wont (everything in this world) Always, Go Right (everything in my world) In this life Theres always changes(everything in your world) We'll make it Thats why i gotta do the best that i can To be a good example of man And i know one day that You'll understand you deserve the best I am...I am...I am And i will... Cuz i will... I WILL... I will do the best that i can |
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| 11. |
| 3:48 |
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Maybe nobody told you about this life
Maybe nobody answered your questions why Simple revelations, they come in time Those liars told us things would all be fine Born out of whack, give him something possible You thought it would've mattered Not likely to change things we've come too far Where innocent young kids are put behind bars But it's an easy decision, banished so far You're not as civil as you think you are (Chorus) You say we're all born out of whack Well, don't act so surprised now, there's been A lot going on Since you realized that we're all just kids trying To get along So answer one thing Are you gonna stay inside, are you gonna stay Inside of your minds? Are we all born wrong? |
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| 12. |
| 3:25 |
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So you think the areas gray, but it continues each day
A bad example of the attitude you portray Act like I owe you my life, you should be Burdened with strife Can't find a single reason I could live with You as my wife So I continue to pray, and hope that You'll go away A bad addiction to a home wrecking thing who plays With my heart and that's the bottom line I feel so empty What can you give me I can't give myself And what part of my life can you fix, that I Can't fix my damn self God I'm losing patience each day, I've put Myself in harms way Can't seem to justify none of the s*** you say Can't find another way out, there's nothing left But pure doubt I'm on the verge of pulling all my hair straight out So if you listen to me, not to the powers that be We're not supposed to be together, can't you see Indecision is the bottom line, I feel so empty now (Chorus) I'm gonna show you now, this time I'm getting out I've said it many times, but this time I have Figured out Just how I'm moving on, it's taken way too long Inside I know I'll feel much better, when you're Really gone |
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| 13. |
| 11:07 |
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There must be something you can recommend. I've
lost my faith in man again So sick of trying to pretend. Same pain over and over again How much longer do you think we'll stand. So little left here to live for By the time my life is at its end. I'll want it back One more time Let me try one more time. Live my life one more time We never seem ready for this It keeps on. It keeps on It keeps on haunting me day after day. Am I going about things the right way Which thruth's to pass and with which thruth's to say It's all so hard I'm just so damn afraid Had about as much as I can take. So little left here to live for By the time my life is at its end. I'll want it back (chorus) I need the chance to live my life one more time Give me the chance to live my life one more time |
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