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| 7:46 | 
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on candystripe legs the spiderman comes
softly through the shadow of the evening sun stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead looking for the victim shivering in bed searching out fear in the gathering gloom and suddenly! a movement in the corner of the room! and there is nothing i can do when i realise with fright that the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight! quietly he laughs and shaking his head creeps closer now closer to the foot of the bed and softer than shadow and quicker than flies his arms are all around me and his tongue in my eyes "be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy don't struggle like that or i will only love you more for it's much too late to get away or turn on the light the spiderman is having you for dinner tonight" and i feel like i'm being eaten by a thousand million shivering furry holes and i know that in the morning i will wake up in the shivering cold and the spiderman is always hungry... |
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| 2. |
| 5:46 |
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I've waited hours for this, I've made myself so sick, I wish I'd stayed Asleep today, Thought this day would never end Never thought tonight could ever be So close to me Just try to see in the dark, Just try to make it work, I feel the fear Before you're here, Make the shapes come much too close, Pull my eyes out, Hold my breath and wait, 'Til I shake But if I had your faith, I could make it safe and clean If only I was sure, That your hand on the door was a dream I've waited hours for this, I made myself so sick I wished I'd stayed Asleep today Never thought this day would end, Never thought tonight could ever be So close to me, But if I had your faith, I could make it safe and clean If only I was sure, That your hand on the door was a dream |
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| 3. |
| 8:49 |
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down on fascination street
so let's cut the conversation and get out for a bit because i feel it all fading and paling and i'm begging to drag you down with me to kick the last nail in yeah! i like you in that like i like you to scream but if you open your mouth then i can't be responsible for quite what goes in or to care what comes out so just pull on your hair just pull on your pout and let's move to the beat like we know that it's over if you slip going under slip over my shoulder so just pull on your face just pull on your feet and let's hit opening time down on fascination street so pull on your hair pull on your pout cut the conversation just open your mouth pull on your face pull on your feet and let's hit opening time down on fascination street |
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| 4. |
| 5:29 |
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I called you after midnight
Then ran until I burst I passed the howling woman And stood outside your door We walked around a lake And woke up in the rain And everyone turned over Troubled in their dreams again Visiting time is over And so we walk away And both play dead then cry out loud Why we always cry this way? I kissed you in the water And made your dry lips sing I saw you look Like a Japanese baby In an instant I remembered everything... I called you after midnight Then ran until my heart burst I passed the howling woman And stood outside your door I kissed you in the water And made your dry lips sing I saw you look Like a Japanese baby In an instant I remembered everything... |
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| 5. |
| 6:20 |
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Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you |
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| 6. |
| 6:56 |
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Come closer and see
See into the trees Find the girl While you can Come closer and see See into the dark Just follow your eyes Just follow your eyes I hear her voice Calling my name The sound is deep In the dark I hear her voice And start to run Into the trees Into the trees Into the trees Suddenly I stop But I know it's too late I'm lost in a forest All alone The girl was never there It's always the same I'm running towards nothing Again and again and again |
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| 6:42 |
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that i almost believe that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you that i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel remembering you standing quiet in the rain as i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close how i always held close in your fear remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go remembering you fallen into my arms crying for the death of your heart you were stone white so delicate lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark remembering you how you used to be slow drowned you were angels so much more than everything hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but i never see anything if only i'd thought of the right words i could have held on to your heart if only i'd thought of the right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you looking so long at these pictures of you but i never hold on to your heart looking so long for the words to be true but always just breaking apart my pictures of you there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to never feel the breaking apart all my pictures of you |
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| 8. |
| 7:03 |
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the first time i saw lightning strike
i saw it underground six deep feet below the street the sky came crashing down for a second that place was lost in space then everything went black i left that basement burning and i never went back the second time i saw it strike i saw it at sea it lit up all the fish like rain and rained them down on me for a second that boat was still afloat then everything went black i left it underwater and i never went back hey hey hey!!! but i like it when that lightning comes hey hey hey!!! yes ilike it a lot hey hey hey!!! yes i'm jumping like a jumping jack dancing screaming itching squealing fevered feeling hot hot hot!!! the third time i saw lightning strike it hit me in bed it threw me around and left me for dead for a second that room was on the moon then everything went black i left that house on fire and i never went back hey hey hey!!! but i like it when that lightning comes hey hey hey!!! yes ilike it a lot hey hey hey!!! yes i'm jumping like a jumping jack dancing screaming itching squealing fevered feeling hot hot hot!!! |
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| 9. |
| 5:41 |
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Here you are
Caterpillar girl Flowing in and filling up my hopeless heart Oh never never go Oh I dust my lemon lies With powder pink and sweet The day I stop is the day you change And fly away from me You flicker and you're beautiful You glow inside my head You hold me hypnotized I'm mesmerized Your flames The flames that kiss me dead I dust my lemon lies With powder pink and sweet The day I stop is the day you change And fly away from me Here you are Caterpillar girl Flowing in and filling up my hopeless heart Oh never never go Oh I dust my lemon lies With powder pink and sweet The day I stop is the day you change And fly away from me |
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| 10. |
| 6:24 |
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Yesterday I got so old
I felt like I could die Yesterday I got so old It made me want to cry Go on go on Just walk away Go on go on Your choice is made Go on go on And disappear Go on go on Away from here And I know I was wrong When I said it was true That it couldn't be me And be her inbetween without you Without you Yesterday I got so scared I shivered like a child Yesterday away from you It froze me deep inside Come back come back Don't walk away Come back come back Come back today Come back come back Why can't you see Come back come back Come back to me And I know I was wrong When I said it was true That it couldn't be me And be her inbetween without you Without you Without you |
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| 11. |
| 6:10 |
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however much i push it down
it's never enough however much i push it around it's never enough however much i make it out it's never enough never enough however much i do however big i ever feel it's never enough whatever i do to make it real it's never enough in any way i try to speak it's never enough never enough however much i try to speak it's never enough however much i'm falling down it's never enough however much i'm falling out it's never enough whatever smile i smile the most it's never enough never enough however i smile i smile the most so let me hold it up just one more go holding it up for just once more one more time to fill it up one more time to kill but whatever i do it's never enough it's never enough it's never enough |
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