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| 8:14 | 
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| 2. |
| 8:23 |
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| 3. |
| 5:02 | 
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Daybreak at the bottom of lake it's a hundred degrees I can't breathe And I won't get out til I figure it out Though I'm weak like I can't believe So you tell me trust me l can trust you Just let me show you But I gotta work it out in a shadow of doubt cause I don't know if I know you Doing fine but don't waste my time Tell me what it is you want to say You sin you win just let me in hurry I've been out in the rain all day So you tell me trust me I can trust you as far as I can throw you And I'm trying to get out of a shadow of doubt cause I don't know if I know you Don't tell me you wanted me Don't tell me you thought of me I won't I swear I won't I'll try I swear I'll try Mother Mary quite contrary Kiss the boys and make them wary Things are getting just a little bit scary It's a wonder I can still breathe Never been much of a doubting Thomas but nothing breaks like a broken promise You tell me bout your two more coming but once is just enough for me Don't tell me you wanted me Don't tell me you thought of me I won't I swear I won't I'll try I swear I'll try I had gotten used to being a soul destroyed She comes in apparently to fill the void All dogs need a leash and at least I'll forget it And she would never hurt me though she's never said it But I'm not gonna ask her today I don't wanna scare her away Your town I'm all alone and I just can't stare at the phone I wanna talk about lifelong mistakes and you can tell your stepfather I said so Don't tell me you wanted me Don't tell me you thought of me I won't I swear I won't I'll try I swear I'll try |
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| 4. |
| 6:43 |
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There there it is I swear he's gonna murder that poor kid Wait I hear it again Don't turn on the lights until we Hear the way it ends Under peruvian skies Vanessa regretfully waits The story unfolds in her eyes Where midnight hysteria's No big surprise Battered and bruised Always confusing The love that she's losing for hate Poor Vanessa Poor Vanessa Hey I hope you know I'm taking all of this time with me when I go Shame you're not to blame I'm the monster you created In your daddy's name Under peruvian skies Vanessa regretfully waits The story unfolds in her eyes Where midnight hysteria's No big surprise Battered and bruised Always confusing The love that she's losing for hate Poor Vanessa Poor Vanessa Terror by night Liar by day Telling her secrets Won't take them away Under peruvian skies Vanessa regretfully waits The story unfolds in her eyes Where midnight hysteria's No big surprise Battered and bruised Always confusing The love that she's losing for hate |
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| 5. |
| 5:39 |
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Shine lake of fire Lines take me higher My mind drips desire Confined and overtired Living this charade Is getting me nowhere I can't shake this charade The city's cold blood calls me home Home It's what I long for Back home where I belong The city it calls to me Decadent scenes from my memory Sorrow eternity My demons are coming to drown me Help I'm falling I'm crawling I can't keep away from its clutch Can't have it this habit It's calling me back to my home I never thought that I Could carry on with this life But I can't resist myself No matter how hard I try Living their other life Is getting them nowhere I'll make her my wife Her sweet temptation calls me home Home It's what I long for My home where she belongs Her story it holds the key Unlocking dreams from my memory Solving this mystery Is everything that is a part of me Help regression obsession I can't keep away from it's clutch Leave no doubt to find out It's calling me back to my home |
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| 6. |
| 5:15 |
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| 7. |
| 5:01 |
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Standing in the darkness Waiting for the light The smell of pure adrenaline Burning in the night Random blinding flashes Aiming at the stage Intro tape begins to roll Igniting sonic rage Still they keep me between these hollow walls Hoping to find in me The answers to the test that stumped them all The boy is simply crazy Suffering from delusions We honestly think that maybe He might need an institution He lives in a world of fiction And really could use some help We have just the place to fix him To save him from himself Curled up in the darkness Searching for the light The smell of stale sweat and shit Streaming through the night Random urine testing Pills red pink and blue Counseling and therapy Providing not a clue Still they keep me between these hollow walls Hoping to find in me The answers to the test that stumped them all We can't seem to find the answers He seemed such a clear cut case We cannot just let him leave here And put all this work to waste Why don't we try shock treatment It really might do some help We have just the tools to fix him To save him from himself |
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| 8. |
| 7:15 |
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Don't Tell me what's in Tell me how to write Don't tell me how to win This fight Isn't your life It isn't your right To take the only thing that's mine Proven over time It's over your head Don't try to read between the Lines Are clearly defined Never lose sight of Something you believe in Takin' in the view from the outside Feeling like the underdog Watching through the window I'm on the outside Living like the underdog I've been trying to justify you In the end I will just defy you To those who understand I extend my hand To the doubtful I demand take me as I am Not under your command I know where I stand I won't change to fit your man Take me as I am As I am Still Running uphill Swimming against the current I wish I weren't so Fucked Feels like I'm stuck Lost in a sea of mediocrity Slow down You're thinking too much Where is your soul You cannot touch The way I Play Or tell me what to say You're in the way Of all that I believe in Takin in the view from the outside Feeling like the underdog Watching through the window I'm on the outside Living like the underdog I've been wasting my breath on you Open minds will descend upon you To those who understand I extend my hand To the doubtful I demand take me as I am Not under your command I know where I stand I won't change to fit your plan take me as I am To those who understand I extend my hand To the doubtful I demand take me as I am Not under your command I know where I stand I won't change to fit your plan take me as I am As I am Yeah As I am |
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| 9. |
| 11:24 |
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Cold Lying in my bed Staring into darkness Lost I hear footsteps overhead And my thoughts return Again Like a child who's run away And won't be coming back Time keeps passing by As night turns into day I'm so far away And so alone I need to see your face To keep me sane To make we whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Pain It saddens me to know The helplessness you feel Your light Shines on my soul While a thousand candles Burn Outside this barren room The rain is pouring down The emptiness inside Is growing deeper still You're so far away And so alone You long for love's embrace To keep you sane To make you whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice Over the distance We try to make sense Of surviving together While living apart Striving for balance We rise to the challenge Of staying connected In spite of circumstance All you've forsaken And all that you've done So that I could live out This undying dream Won't be forgotten Or taken for granted I'll always remember Your endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice |
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| 10. |
| 7:16 |
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Proud enough for you to Call me arrogant Greedy enough to be labeled a thief Angry enough for me to go and hurt a man Cruel enough for me to feel no grief Never could have just a part of it I always need more to get by Getting right down to the heart of it The root of all evil has been running my whole life Dirty enough for me to lust Leaving nothing left to trust Jealous enough to still feel envious Lazy enough to sleep all day And let my life just waste away Selfish enough to make you wait for me Travelling blindly by our sins Mislead so easily Entirely ready to leave all behind I'm begging to break free Take all of me The desires that keep burning deep inside Cast them all away And help to give me strenght to face another day I am ready Help me be what I can't be Self centered fear has got a hold me Clutching my throat Self righteous anger running all through me Ready to explode Procrastination paralyzing me Wanting me dead These obsessions that keep haunting me Won't leave my head Help to do for me what I can't do myself Take this tear and pain I can't break out of this prison all alone Help me break these chains Humility now my only hope Won't you take all of me Heal this dying soul I can feel my body breaking I can feel my body breaking I'm ready to let it all go I can feel my body shaking Right down to the foundation The root of it all Take all of me The desires that keep burning deep inside Cast them all away And help to give me strenghtt to face another day I am ready Help me be What I can't be I am ready Come to me Take me away |
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| 11. |
| 9:41 |
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DWalls are closing anxiously Channel surfing frantically Burning city, smoke and fire Planes, we're certain Faith inspired No clues a complete surprise We'll be coming home tonight Heads are turning towards the sky Towers crumble, heroes die Who would wish this on our people And proclaim that his will be done Scriptures say he had misled them All praise their sacrificed sons All praise their sacrificed sons Teach them what to think and say Your ways so enlightening Words they preach I can't relate If God's true Love Are acts of Hate Who would wish this on our people And proclaim that his will be done Scriptures say he had misled them All praise their sacrificed sons All praise their sacrificed sons God on high A mistake Will mankind Be extinct There's no time Time to waste Who serves the truth For heaven's sake |
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| 1. |
| 4:25 |
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| 2. |
| 4:56 |
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| 3. |
| 6:10 |
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| 4. |
| 3:48 |
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| 5. |
| 5:56 |
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| 6. |
| 6:03 |
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| 7. |
| 6:40 |
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| 8. |
| 4:11 |
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| 9. |
| 4:29 |
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| 10. |
| 5:16 |
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| 11. |
| 6:45 |
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