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| 1. |
| 3:31 | 
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It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by what I create It left the nerve exposed Feels like a lost cause Frustration's all I have left It's what reduced me to this Turned me against myself It's still a lost cause I can't keep doing this to myself But it's the only way to forget who I am Your disability Kept pushing me away It went beneath what's so real to me And threw it all away I underestimated The lengths that you would have gone To deny who you are You threw it all away I will keep doing this to myself 'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am I never wanted your help I never needed your help The failure has to be all mine all mine now I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out It can only help me if it hurts I won't give in to, I won't give in to... I wont become one with your lies I never wanted your help I never needed your help The failure has to be all mine all mine now I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out I'm too tired to feel anything anyway I will keep doing this to myself 'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am I never wanted your help I never needed your help The failure has to be all mine all mine now I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out I'm too tired to feel anything anyway I have become one with your lies |
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| 2. |
| 3:05 | 
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| 3. |
| 3:11 |
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I can never feel the way you do
but it still becomes me now I can't take the way you do but it's still inside me Synthetic solution Synthetic, i'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Synthetic solution Synthetic, i'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? Now, I let you get inside of me? Twist my words the way that you do 'cause it falls on deaf ears now Still, i've learned to numb your views But they're still inside me Synthetic solution Synthetic, i'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Synthetic solution Synthetic, i'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? Now, I let you get inside of me? I will never follow you... I will never follow you... I will never follow you... I will never follow you... All this time I thought I was myself And I thought I never could become you All this time I thought I was myself And I thought I never could become you wrongggggg, WRONGGGGGGGG Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? Now, I let you get inside of me? Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? Now, I let you get inside of me? I have become synthetic I have become synthetic |
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| 4. |
| 3:15 |
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Bow I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because it's the only thing that I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never even knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come Because I have gone too far now Chorus: Nobody, nobody, nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me Watered down my senses and turned them on me Fuck morality and everything I know If I didn't hate this then I couldn't cope Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Chorus Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Doubt Did I ever want this It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been Doubt Did I ever want this? It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be |
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| 5. |
| 3:12 |
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It goes beneath what I’ve done
It’s bigger than the helplessness I felt It comes around without a face And redefines my sub-conscience again I can’t be fixed, I can’t be fixed I can’t be fixed, ‘cause I won’t change Reverse the cause to numb the sense It’s meaningless if I can’t be ashamed I latch myself onto the need The only thing that isolates me now I can’t be fixed, I can’t be fixed I can’t be fixed, cause I won’t change It goes beneath who I am And turns into the recklessness I felt It comes around without a face And redefines my sub-conscience for good I can’t be fixed, I can’t be fixed I can’t be fixed, ‘cause I won’t change |
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| 6. |
| 3:10 |
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your disease is a fucking waste of time
turn it on when it fits your need never mattered that I couldn't feel a thing anything that you meant was forgot tear it down, it's what you don't know turn it around because it questions your integrity take it away because you can't control it throw it away because it's what you are your tongue's a dying wasted lie i've seen through you when you need what makes you thinks it's not your fault everything you were is so far gone you don't want to know if you don't get it everything you touch is dead or terminal everything you were walks from me everything you were is lost realize what you've become criticize to make it all numb seperate yourself from your views what it takes to redeem yourself I can see it start to begin everything that you thought was so clear shutting down what you thought was real giving up to a lesser god it's all you're worth and it's all you are shutting down what you thought was real what it takes to redeem yourself realize what you've become criticize to make it all numb spereate yourself from your views what it takes to redeem yourself what it takes to redeem yourself it's all you're worth...... |
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| 7. |
| 4:03 |
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Trying to understand
How someone like you can still sleep at night Or are you too busy playing God To fuckers that are chewing on your lies Another loser born? Fed on my fragile mind Still I stood up on my broken knees ‘Cause everything that you took Gave me immunity to your disease Another life is torn! I won’t hear, I won’t see I will never be a part of your cause I’m alive and I still breathe And you’re just a fucking waste of… Time, what you tried to offer me Was it really worth it? Sew up this hole inside of me 'Cause you’ll never take it I don’t fear what you are Because you’re only dangerous to what is weak Clinging to the stories you create You make a living off of souls that bleed Another dotted line! I won’t hear, I won’t see I will never be a part of your cause I’m alive and I still breathe And you’re just a fucking waste of… Time, what you tried to offer me Was it really worth it? Sew up this hole inside of me 'Cause you’ll never take it I’m becoming of nothing, this is what you started Time, what you tried to offer me Was it really worth it? Sew up this hole inside of me 'Cause you’ll never take it Never take it… never take it |
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| 8. |
| 3:31 |
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Dismiss your true state of mind
‘Cause it’s too hard to be Convince yourself it’s a lie The guilt you do achieve Failure disguised your choice You need another voice Regrets confirmed your faults I need another voice You’re too far gone… Disengage yourself to replace yourself Look right through yourself and deny yourself Guilt, it’s in your voice, it’s on your face But it looks malnourished Greed, it took control and fed your mind But it’s still malnourished The contradictions you live Have canceled out the truth The desperation you show Is just the focal point Nothing more than image You need another voice. Your faults became regret I need another choice You’re too far gone… Realign yourself to escape yourself See right through yourself, give up on yourself Guilt, it’s in your voice, it’s on your face But it looks malnourished Greed, it took control and fed your mind But it’s still malnourished |
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| 9. |
| 3:45 |
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If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You’re just a liar, everything inside me is dead It’s nice of you to think that I could ever be that But I’m not, I’m just a failure instead Don’t preach a story of success and gifted thinking. ‘Cause in the end we’re gonna end up the same way Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees ‘Cause I’ll be standing waiting, life ends the same way Never wanted this life Because it’s meaningless Gone away from me The life you’ve given is a poorly painted picture The colors running and it’s staggering my life A definition of the truth is all I wanted Not mental beating falling short of stupidity Don’t give a speech on your prolific ways of living You speak in vain whether you think you do or not Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies You are the shame inside of me, you are mindrot Never wanted this life Because it’s meaningless Gone away from me If you said that you could kill the things inside me You’re just a liar, everything inside me is dead It’s nice of you to think that I could ever be that But I’m not, I’m just a failure instead INSTEAD!!! I'M JUST A FAILURE INSTEAD!!! INSTEAD!!! You’re so mistaken on the life you think I wanted I’ll give you credit for the effort you put forth ‘Cause as it ends you’re gonna start to realize that Your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard Never wanted this life Because it’s meaningless Gone away from me |
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| 10. |
| 2:39 |
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I don’t have what you need
You don’t know but I still see The situation brings me down See wasted days inside me No changing ways becoming Falling away from nothing Sobering days I’m dying now!!! I don’t care what you want You don’t know I’m already gone The situation brings me down See wasted days inside me No changing ways becoming Falling away from nothing Sobering days I’m dying now!!! What I feel everyday keeps everything nice and cold I’m not sure what you need, it’s not me anymore All of our memories are just a thought away Get the fuck away from me See wasted days inside me No changing ways becoming Falling away from nothing Sobering days I’m dying now |
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| 11. |
| 3:54 |
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I spend my time
Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life Force me to hide Just create a truth to all these lies I will never be the same So just leave me down while I’m separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It’s only this way falling on my own I made this mess now it’s over It was nobody’s fault It was all my own Everything’s wasted forever The only hand That I know how to hold belongs to me How it began What I thought was right became my insecurity I will never be the same So just leave me down while I’m separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It’s only this way falling on my own I made this mess now it’s over It was nobody’s fault It was all my own Everything’s wasted forever It’s on my own, it’s on my own... GO!!! Weakness becomes me My faults relieve me My fear excludes me Turns it against me My fault, my fear Turned it against me It’s only this way falling on my own I made this mess now it’s over It was nobody’s fault It was all my own Everything’s wasted forever It’s only this way falling on my own!!! It’s only this way falling on my own!!! It’s only this way falling on my own!!! It’s only this way, it’s only this way!!! It’s on my own, it’s on my own My own |
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