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| 1. |
| 1:42 | 
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| 6:42 | 
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I wonder how it would be if my mother was still around
The types of talk The relationships we could have had The three of us Me, you and dad My mouth went dry My stomach felt queasy too So empty and scared It's all because of you A dead body that turned out not to be dead No one understands Wish I really knew what happened to my mom Because my family they told me nothing but lies They figured if they just told me the truth I'd break down and cry Feel betrayed and hurt Profoundly insecure Want to knock ten times on heaven's door Still suffering from old emotional wounds I was getting worse Can't depend on them and their lies Why did see leave? How did she die? And when it gets colder outside I'll be back next year With that feeling to make me cry Wanna go visit her grave Because it's been a long, long time Want to pick a peach rose And rest it on it's side Say a prayer eventhough I don't believe And say goodbye Don't get me wrong I have a mind to keep me strong But there's this feeling of not knowing what went wrong And how she's dead and gone Don't think anyone thinks Of you as much as I do |
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| 3. |
| 5:36 |
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I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine
Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is Everyday that's slipping, come closer, the quicker to death Drink up the magic potions, now you see me in your head Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree Can you see the world I see? Everybody slips including....me |
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| 4. |
| 7:50 |
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If tomorrow never shows
I want you all to know That I loved you all, you're beautiful And I had myself a ball I've wasted so much precious time Been skating along these fine lines Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown And my life has passed me by And my life has passed me by And I don't know why I keep searching for something that I never found While these weeds get deeper as I turn around And time grows older and I've grown colder So long has passed that I forgot to count These weeds have grown where the sun once shown And I can feel it Today I cut off all the ties Been led blind for all this time But somewhere in between the lies Are the hearts and minds of those who tried And although I've heard your lies This space between us |
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| 5. |
| 5:04 |
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Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today
Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday I'm comfortable feeling miserable And I never want to change Forgive me for I know not what I've done or what I'll do Forgive us all cause we have all begun to do as we choose Never again will I trust a friend Cause I know I'll always lose No desire to live No desire to change No desire to try Cause it always stays the same No desire Disregard all of my words, I don't feel that way today Disregard everything I've done, it meant nothing anyway |
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| 6. |
| 6:40 |
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I look in the mirror and guess what I see
A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game |
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| 7. |
| 5:26 |
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In the stilness of the night my eyes are closed.
My mouth is wide. I could see her face. Her beautifull hair I could recognize. She looks at me cold. She probably don't know who I am. Mommy it is me, it's Keith. You had me back when... But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. My mind it's dreaming, God it's so misleading. Do you thing it's 'cause I've grown old. Is it true that what I was told? You cried to leave me? You know I know it's not your fault. You had a husband who was (now you're ?) selfish and cold. Believe me I know. And now I hear you used to treat me cold. You disappeared and left me all alone. I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong. 'cause both of you were always getting stoned. But sometimes I like to pretend. But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. |
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| 8. |
| 3:41 |
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I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist I've got this fever burnin' fist That does as I wish But when I get downtown And see what's around I just know there's got to be A better place to be found Oh, God help me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Well I know there'd come a day When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid" Well all I know is that I been down here tryin' Well, I'll bleed on through the night I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Oh, God help me |
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| 9. |
| 4:10 |
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There's blood on the floor
And you're not even moving Don't really know if it's mine or yours But you aint moving Eyes are ide as you grin at me You know there's a place that you'd rather be But if you should die and I survive How could I go on knowing that I am still alive Here breathing There's a beast that's living deep within me Forcing me to feed all my needs Yeah he's in me And he brought us here to end our fears To wave goodbye to all of the tears To start a new life on the other side of the river Well my world would be over Hold on, hold on, I won't be long Wait for me, man, I won't ne long You were such in a rush to reach the other side Look at yourself with that look in your eye Smilimg wide and pre-occupied with that river Well my world would be over |
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| 10. |
| 5:27 |
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It disturbs me to see that you're gorwing old
It concerns me to be the one you want to hold Too busy running on fuel Thand God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Lost as father and son Bring us back together as one Seasons change and so did your son Strife with emotions that can't be one Too busy running on fuel Thank God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Want to hand you a piece of my delicate heart This song is to uplift you and not to tear you apart Father's lost in the mountains But no mountain I can't see But if that mountain should crumble come crumble on top of me |
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| 11. |
| 2:21 |
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| 12. |
| 4:38 |
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From day one I could not comprhend
Was it us, was it me, or was it them? Friends will come and go as it seems And now I have no shoulder on which to lean Still I do not understand You break your back for something Well where's the fans? Show me - respect And I'll Show me - Show you right back I see the boys that I once called my friends They'll fake a smile and then they'll shake your hand When will this ever end? I look around at my brothers My only true friends You got a lot to learn my friend You've got a lot to learn about respect! |
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| 13. |
| 6:03 |
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When all is said and done
I'll always be your son But all is not forgiven Well I'm on my knees pleading Just 'cause I'm grown you think I don't need Much more than what you've ever given me [Chorus] So when we gonna get together Seems there's no time for me You act like you got forever You've got time, but you ain't got time for me You said you've got time But you ain't got time for me Now that you've gone and tossed The bottle away now will ya Start a new life with the new wife Well she'll never be my mother I suppose that you know you oughta Remember the ones you left behind [Chorus] You're just letting it slip away now You act like things are fine I know you think you've been born again But this time You're leaving your son behind This time This time This time |
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| 14. |
| 4:48 |
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We've got the method of groove that grabbed your attention
Now that you're aware we're gonna give you the message My father taught me many things Living deaf, dumb, & blind will get you nothing So listen up and hear what I have to say It's never too late to learn in this day and age We'll point you in a new direction Passed down to this generation If you've hread anything from me It would be to hold on to your dreams Learn from my mistakes And it will take off some weight He said "You got your whole life to live, And so much more to give, Never compromise and you will never live a lie" He said "Son, remember where you came from" We never doubted ourselves for a minute Ah they may criticize and compromise, but we were always in it So come on down and see what this is all about It's in our soul, on the road, wherever we may go So wake up, nothing can stop us, We got the chaos so just let us Provide the lines that make your mind spend the time Think before you sink to the bottom He said "Son, remember where you came from" |
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| 15. |
| 2:54 |
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A little older, little wiser
With every breath I learn just a little more And with all I've seen, I've finally made up my mind Enough of this world Enough blood in these eyes So, so, so sick of this life Chorus It's about time I realized Release this hate from inside Enough blood in my eyes Call it what you will Call it suicide Disregard how you feel I'm just freeing my mind Clench my teeth as I sleep So, so, so sick of this life Cannot take, cannot fake Can't shake this blood from these eyes Chorus All I have and all I will be Nevertheless I'll live for all eternity 'cause you can't erase my words, can't erase my mind You can't wipe out my thoughts Can't shake this blood from my eyes So, so, so don't even try Chorus Just give me one good reason to live I'll give you three to die Let's leave this world behind |
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