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1. |
| 2:43 | ||||
Suicide's an alternative
Sick of people - no ones real Sick of chicks - they're all bitches Sick of you - you're to hip Sick of life - it sucks Suicide's an alternative Sick of trying - what's the point Sick of talking - no one listens Sick of listening - its all lies Sick of thinking - just end up confused Sick of moving - never get nowhere Sick of myself - don't wanna live Sick and tired - and no one cares Sick of life - it sucks Sick of politics - for the rich Sick of power - only oppresses Sick of government - full of tyrants Sick of school - total brainwash Sick of music - top 40 sucks Sick of myself - don't wanna live Sick and tired - and no one cares Sick of life - it sucks Suicide's an alternative Sick of life - it sucks Sick and tired - and no one cares Sick of myself - don't wanna live Sick of living - I'm gonna die |
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2. |
| 3:34 | ||||
I got a story to tell, now listen up real well
Pay attention this way to what I got to say Took it to the street, rap to the people we meet Now we쨈re rocking out hard to the Suicidal beat Tried to deny our right, so we쨈re putting up a fight Just doing our thang, they tried to call it a gang Saw the way we look, that쨈s all that it took That쨈s all she wrote, they had their scapegoat Dressed down, homeboyz, minority-join the Army We쨈re the few, we쨈re the proud, we like to jam it loud The music we play won쨈t have it any other way We쨈re armed to the bone with our music and our tone Recruiting on the street fwith the sound of our beat Growing larger every day and every time we play Don쨈t need no college plan, we쨈re just a hard-rocking band We like our music to please but we ain쨈t gonna appease No pressure쨈s too much to make us change our touch Hardcore, metal, the new wave We쨈re not a gang-join the Army Don쨈t be no fool, don쨈t let your prejudice rule Don쨈t judge why your fear, judge us by your ear Can쨈t believe every word of every story that you쨈ve heard Just play the song, I know you쨈ll start to rock along Well I don쨈t care 쨈bout the clothes you wear It쨈s the size of your heart, not the length of your hair Don쨈t make no difference to me, the color that you be Black, white or brown, it쨈s all the same to me Well if you still don쨈t believe you best get up and leave Do what you must do, but this ain쨈t the place for you You got no right but if you start a fight We쨈ll be rockin쨈 your head but with our fists instead I쨈ll fight it with the band, right down till the end Ask anyone I쨈ve met, this ain쨈t no idle threat Don쨈t flap no fit and it won쨈t come to this Bust as for me, I쨈m down with the Army New York, London, Venice Why join a gang? Join the Army Suicidal rock-join the Army Suicidal rock-join the Army Suicidal rock-join the Army Suicidal rock-join the Army Suicidal rock-I want you to join the Army-S.T. |
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3. |
| 4:30 | ||||
I gotta gotta get away, get away from the human race I gotta gotta take a trip, gotta take a trip out of this place I don't know what to pack, never been to a trip at the mind CHORUS I don't know what I'll see, don't even know what I'll find Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain- Do you know what I'm saying Well I'm going insane I took a wrong turn and ended up at my heart Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain- Thank it for working overtime in pain and misery I t could barely even pump no blood it was so thrashed and torn apart CHORUS Then I set back on the trail, headed for my destiny Fly with me Flying free Tripping You must be tripping Trip, trip, tripping Ya ya ya ya you're tripping I cannot stop this trip, I forgot to pack the brakes Crashed straight into a concrete wall of my mistakes But that's alright with me, cause that's where most of my memories lay Ended up in a cemetary of a thousand wasted days |
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4. |
| 2:53 | ||||
father forgive me for i know not what i do i tried everything but i'll leave it up to you i don't want to live, i don't know why i don't have no reasons, i just want to die (chorus) i'm a suicidal failure, i've got to get some help i have suicidal tendencies but i can't kill myself i'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried i'm barely just 20 but my life i will retire i went down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun i point it at my head but i couldn't get the job done (chorus) i took all my mother's sleeping pills i jumped off a freeway bridge i drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge i beat myself with a bat put a noose around my head i overdosed on heroin but i'm still not dead (chorus) death may not be the answer it can't be all that great but me i'm not into living with life i can't relate by some masochistic reasoning i think that it will be fun i want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun (chorus) i'm looking forward-suicidal i'm really bored-suicidal you wanna die-suicidal then die-suicidal honestly-suicidal at the game-suicidal at my school-suicidal at the bar-suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal
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5. |
| 1:49 | ||||
I shot Reagan I shot Sadat
I'm gonna shoot you dead in heaven you'll rot You're gonna rot in heaven, hear an Angels voice You're too bad for hell although it's your first choice Rot in heaven, you're too bad for hell Rot in heaven, cause you're forgiven in hell I shot Lennon, I shot the Pope I shot the devil now you ain't got no hope You're gonna rot in heaven, hear an Angels voice You're too bad for hell although it's your first choice |
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6. |
| 2:55 | ||||
A birth that came from more than sound
Now rages on from town to town A giant grows more every day And now the maniac is here to stay A feeling you can't kill It's the power, it's a will Controls your thoughts but you can't see Just when you thought it safe he suddenly appears He feels no pain, he has no mercy or no fears He gives the message and your mind is filled with blue And now the maniac lives inside of you (Chorus) He's back. The suicidal maniac. Each day he grows more and more He's bigger now than ever before His thoughts he'll compromise on never He can't be stopped. He'll live forever Blast away through the mind A power of another kind A presence that is growing out of sound And now it's come, the time the maniac I'll meet He takes my hand and now I bow down to his feet His love for me is like a father to a son And now the maniac and I are one I bow to his might Too powerful to fight It's my destiny Now the maniac lives inside of me He's back An army at his command A strength that you can't comprehend A force unknown can now be told The power of the world he holds A feeling you can't kill It's the power. It's the will Controls your thoughts but you can't see Just when you thought it safe he suddenly appears He feels no pain, he has no mercry or no fears He gives the message and your mind is filled with blue And now the maniac's a part of you And the time has come. The maniac you'll meet He takes your hand and now you bow down to his feet His love for you is like a father to a son And now the maniac and you are one (Chorus) |
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7. |
| 3:47 | ||||
so you're gonna be institutionalized you'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes you won't have any say they'll brainwash you until you see their way (chorus) they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect from the enemy myself they give you a white shirt with long sleeves tied around your back, you're treated like thieves drug you up because they're lazy it's too much work to help a crazy (chorus) they say they're gonna fix my brain alleviate my suffering and my pain but by the time they fix my head mentally i'll be dead
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8. |
| 3:25 | ||||
Survive
You cannot understand a single word I say But you manage to hear every word anyway Your eyes they always seem to be fixed on me But not for love but for misery You say nothing yet still I hear I am the thing that you most fear I cause the pain deep in your heart Oh, how I love to tear your world apart Well, I feel your pain and I survive And I survive I see your anger, I can hardly wait How it feels so good to cause you such hate Tried to ignore me, thought I'd go away But I'm back for good, I'm here to stay You say nothing yet still I hear I am the thing that you most fear I cause the pain deep in your heart Oh, how I love to tear your world apart Well, I feel your pain and I survive You say nothing yet still I hear I am the thing that you most fear I cause the pain deep in your heart Oh, how I love to tear your world apart Well, I feel your pain and I survive And I survive, survive You thought that you could get the best of me To put me down it seemed so easily I take such pride in the work I do You hoped I'd fail but I'm not like you You say nothing yet still I hear I am the thing that you most fear I cause the pain deep in your heart Oh, how I love to tear your world apart Well, I feel your pain and I survive I feel your pain so I survive |
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9. |
| 6:42 | ||||
Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall I cry for help but no one's around Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain It seems like no one cares at all The same with my pain Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain- Am I living or am I dead Sometimes I got to think k to myself is this life or death. Problems never solved-just rearranged The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change So few good-so many bad And when I think about all the times that I've had I search for personality and look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony-thru my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears? If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow-last thing that I'll say How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can't even smile today Today today-when I can't even smile today Today today-when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile todayHow will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today |
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10. |
| 2:05 | ||||
when i go down the street the people watch me shiver and shake i'm a prisoner of a demon i think my head's about to break it stays with me wherever i go i can't break away from its hold this must be punishment for selling my soul (chorus) too much pressure my pulse is rising my heart is pounding my head really hurts i can't take it all this pressure )from all these things inside of me everywhere i look i see them everywhere i go they're at what did i do to deserve this why won't they just leave my body are they people or are they spirits do they belong to the human race why do they want me so bad why won't they come out of their hiding place i can't see them but i know they're here i can feel it in my veins all this pressure on my body is causing all my strength to drain (chorus) am i crazy or am i insane or have i already lost my mind is it real or is it fake or am i in a permanent bind am i in power or am i a slave who in the hell is in control am i still living or am i dead do i still have a soul i know i can't keep going this way i have to give my mind some leisure if i keep on going like this i never again will taste pleasure if they will not break the oath i will have to disband i have lost all control this thing has now taken command possessed
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11. |
| 4:52 | ||||
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my
birth Why do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earth Strength has left-has to be-something has died inside of me If I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone care If I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be there You can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignore But now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UP Why should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted day Why should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anyway That was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the door I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not fail I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trail Might not be smart, but if I'm strong I know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong |
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12. |
| 2:45 | ||||
13. |
| 4:51 | ||||
Yesterday, as I went out the house
I saw a body lying down quiet as a mouse Lying face down in the sewer I got up close and realized that I knew her All her organs coming from her insides Slashed up skin sliced up hide Turned over and saw the tire tracks on her head That's when I realized she was dead I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead Twisted body chopped off feet Her body was minced meat Bugs crawling on her arms She's dead, can't do no harm Gnarled up legs, broken and bent Her last breath has been spent I wonder, how much would I pay To get your mom killed in such a bloody way I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead I watched her as she bled Chewed off toes on her chopped off feet I took a picture cuz I thought it looked neat But the thing I liked seeing the best Was the rodents using her hair as a nest I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead Twisted body chopped off feet Her body was minced meat Bugs crawling on her arms She's dead, can't do no harm Gnarled up legs, broken and bent Her last breath has been spent I know, that she won't really be missed But make it look good at her funeral and giver her a little kiss I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead I saw her lying in a pool of red I think it's the greatest thing I'll ever see Your dead mommy right in front of me I'll always remember her lying dead on the floor I hope she dies twenty times more I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead Twisted body chopped off feet Her body was minced meat Bugs crawling on her arms She's dead, can't do no harm Gnarled up legs, broken and bent Her last breath has been spent I wonder, how much would I pay To get your mom killed in such a bloody way |
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14. |
| 2:03 | ||||
Lying on my back, wheeled under blinding light
Shackled restraints resist my attempted fight The scalpels hovers over me, the incision is made Once again they're watching me, no new sensation, just frustration They said it was for science But I'm the human guinea pig The guinea pig The guinea pig The guinea pig The guinea pig The guinea pig My sleep has been altered, I open my eyes The nightmare continues, I see through their lies The papers keep turning, the tests never ends Once again they're watching me, no new sensation, just frustration They said it was for science But I feel like the human guinea pig Time may have passed on, but I won't soon forget The old sensation, pure frustration of a human guinea, guinea pig |
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15. |
| 3:06 | ||||
flashing pictures on my screen shown too quickly to be seen does not register in my conscious mind propaganda of another kind they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus) danger-nightmare doomsday-nightmare murder-nightmare nightmare-nightmare watching tv, i start to cry for no reason, i don't know why could it be from messages on my tv which i'm getting subliminally? they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus) mind control the easiest way sponsored by the cia it's a weapon you cannot see it's propaganda subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus)
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16. |
| 2:50 | ||||
17. |
| 2:29 | ||||
Louiche/Mike Muir)
Let's skate! Seemed like such an innocent toy Got a skate at eight years old He was the All-American boy Now the story can be told Beware he's possessed to skate! Skating takes him up in height He's a pilot on a modern flight See him flying through the air If he don't land then he don't care CHORUS When he skates-he skates Cause he never hesitates Cause he rips-he rips Like a modern gladiator ain't got no fears He's the wizard on the wheels So skate He shoots the pool like a launching pad Skating is all that's on his mind If it ain't insane then you can't get rad He's skating radical all the time CHORUS Beware he's possessed to skate! Six foot airiels inverts backside Looks like a magic carpet ride Optical illusion it must be He redefines insanity CHORUS Doesn't understand why you'd wanna walk Ain't got time to sit and talk Used to be just like you and me Now he's an outcast of society Beware he's possessed to skate! And the skating's getting radical -------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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18. |
| 2:23 | ||||
In times of trouble fall to my knees and I look to the sky
Cause me, me I want more The classification of our heart's a sin Cause me, me I want more Don't wanna pump nobody's gas-I want more Don't wanna kiss my boss's ass-I want more Don't wanna take the first job I find-I want more Don't wanna dig coal out of a mine-I want more Slaving in a factory, a different kind of insanity Feels like I'm locked in a cage Working like a maniac, gave myself a heart attack For a job that pays minimum wage Don't wanna work at the golden arches-I want more Don't wanna was no rich man's cars-I want more Don't wanna be nobody's gardener-I want more Don't wanna be no garbage man-I want more Slaving in a factory, a different kind of insanity Feels like I'm locked in a cage Working like a maniac, gave myself a heart attack For a job that pays minimum wage I sit and reflect about all that I've learned and all that I've seen Cause me me I want more The memories come and they go away Cause me me I want more Don't wanna pump nobody's gas-I want more Don't wanna kiss my boss's ass-I want more Don't wanna take the first job I find-I want more Don't wanna dig coal out of a mine-I want more I want more |
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19. |
| 3:56 | ||||
I wrote a letter just the other day to nobody in particular
But if anyone were to read a bit-they'd think I was a bit peculiar But it matters not what they think of me, it's only what I know is real And so all that's left that matters now-is that the feeling's back CHORUS The feeling's back and you just can't stop it The feeling's back and you just can't stop it I fought a thousand times-I never knew the meaning of the word fear Till that one day when I stood alone-staring straight into the mirror It's not a pretty sight-and even worse it's so hard to face Until I realize I'm the only one that put me in this place CHORUS I'm gonna breathe I'm gonna live-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me I7m gonna shout I'm gonna scream-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me I'm gonna run I'm gonna fly-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me I'm gonna fight I'm gonna win-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me Nothing's gonna stop me, nothing's gonna stop me now- Cause the feeling's back and you gotta love the feeling I dug my hole too deep-I couldn't admit, I didn't know when to stop But you can only dig your hole six feet until the dirt comes back on top I've got a long way left to climb but I'll still look you straight in the eye And I can honestly say I'll never quit-not even on the day I die CHORUS |
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20. |
| 4:05 | ||||
Came and whispered in my ear Took a walk down under the street Never thought that I'd see the day I would meet But I tried to pretend that I didn't hear Turned my head and walked away And I tried to forget what they had to say Put on a smile and I tried to hide But I couldn't keep myself from crying inside CHORUS Oh, I...So I turned my head and I walked away Oh, I...And I tried to forget what he had to say Oh, I say...I died a little today And they saw the scars and they felt my pain Oh, I...And I chalked it up as another day Took a journey through my brain Thought if I lied I was going to win Knew the dreams I had over a bottle of wine Saw the things I didn't want to find But they said the battle wouldn't even begin Thought about the lies that I said to myself But I knew it's too late to find the help CHORUS I die a little each day |
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21. |
| 5:46 | ||||
(Turn the lights down? I think I lost something)
Ya! Thrashing…Thrashing…Thrashing…Thrashing… Mmm, think it over...Mmm, think it over… Mmm, think it over...Mmm, think I think I think I got Hey...Hey...Hey...S-S-S-S-S-S-S-Suicyco Mania (Mania-Mania-Mania) Don’t you talk about Lord and even don’t look out (Even don’t look out, even) Don’t you talk about Lord, no, you’re leaving still (Here, it’s for me) Give me the keys, gonna set you free, going near Getting closer, when can I see you when you’re together? Where you going with a (Suicyco Mania) You got that (Suicyco Mania) Go kill ‘er (Suicyco Mania) I guess that (Suicyco Mania) Corridor...Same ol’ ten… It’s coming down...so long...right there with you Getting into some trouble with me, getting it right up for speed Don’t have to get ‘em anymore Taking him into master stains, taking him back to what’s-her-name? Taking him in from salty rain Then I caught you decimate, get up what you gotta say Get up what you gotta dare Ooh...Ooh...Ooh...Ooh (Suicyco Mania) Feels just like we’re being in love when I get you to the sky Silhouettes have been away Breaking down this whiskey can, taking down, it’s all the same Getting down, it’s all for me Peter Piper Pickled Liver, whene’er I go see him surf We go back into the due We’re supposed to let you know, feel like what you gotta go Feel like what was in a soul Ooh...Ooh...Ooh...Ooh (Suicyco Mania) No no no (Wah ha ha ha ha ha) No no no no no no no (Ha ha ha ha ha ha) Yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe (Ha ha ha ha ha ha) Guess again, guess again, guess again, guess again Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch... You got that (Suicyco Mania) We’re putting in...We’re gonna deal it with your...I’m feeling lonely The rollers still got that (Suicyco Mania) You got that (Suicyco Mania) Go sit down (Suicyco Mania) We got that (Suicyco Mania) If you don’t know, if you don’t know, we never never would |
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22. |
| 4:30 | ||||
I never said I don't like religion-I just don't like TV You say control my temper-but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit You say I got a bad attitude-around you that comes naturally CHORUS You say I need more compassion-I can forgive, I just can't forget And I'll always be-ST Cause I was born to be-ST Not afraid to die-ST Cause I'm down OG-ST Don't get down on me-ST Just you promise me-ST Yo got to carry on-ST You gotta carry on-ST Am I supposed to believe everything-or just everything said by you? Why can't I ask any questions if what you say is true And what did He say? And how can you call me stupid-when you don't understand what I say And how can you call me evil-have you spoken to God today- CHORUS As long as your heart beats-pledge your allegiance You can call me ugly-but I still dress the way I choose How you gonna judge me-you've never taken a walk in my shoes Why don't you ever trust me when I'm smiling-is it a sin to have fun? And why should I repent when there's nothin' wrong with anything that I've done CHORUS Suicidal Suicidal Suicidal Pledge your allegiance.................................................... |