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Turn away from the pain you don't want
Turning down to avoid them when they call Strange words I heard a long long time ago I wish I could go back to the summer time I knew more than twenty years ago Can't lay between the sheets We lie underneath the maple tree Now I can't smile Lying in the grass with the wind around us As we smile and talk Listen to your Grandma Sing those country songs She'd tell us how the maple turns to fire every four years We'd sit in the grass all summer Just to watch the autumn come around... I can't smile Now I live alone And you're so far away I call you once a year Just around the holidays I still see you in the night Lying above me in the grass... I can't smile Turn away from the pain you don't want Turning down to avoid them when they call I can't believe this letter That says you died I think I'm gonna go back to the house In North Carolina and lay in the backyard Get drunk and let the leaves just bury me Bury me... I can't smile |
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| 2. |
| 3:48 |
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Slide
by Everclear we were fading like the bottom of a bad dream we would heading south, looking for a good time faces look so pretty in the spotlight all blown out, & bathed inside a world of white sometimes I feel like I'm holding it together sometimes I feel like everything is fine sometimes I feel like I'm out of control I feel like I'm fallin, like my life is on a slide slide(x5) it was sunny on the streets down there by the water we would get hammered on the beach right down by the water she was slightly out of reach a rich man's only daughter I think she slept with me just so she could piss off her faher I am elastic I am easy with the damage I am ecstatic I am hungry for the climb sometimes I feel like I'm fallin apart I feel like I am falling, like my life is a slide slide(x4) I know it's wrong, but I just cant seem to act my age I know it's wrong, but I just cant seem control my rage my heart is racing & I'm losing my mind sometimes I feel like my life is on a slide those faces look so scary in the harsh light all blown out, & bathed inside a world of whight we were shinin like the good part of a bad time we were laughin, happy just to be along for the ride sometimes I feel like I am really lucky I have made it through, bruised & scared & half alive sometimes I feel like I am out of control I feel like I am fallin, like my life is on a slide slide yes I know it's wrong, but I just cant seem to act my age yes I know it's wrong, but I just cant seem control my rage my heart is racin & I'm losing my mind sometimes I feel like my life is on a slide |
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| 3. |
| 3:02 |
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This is a song about Spike
He is a bad ass guy Who just happens to be A really good friend of mine Everyone I know...yeah Who knows Spike too Would agree when I say the words That Spike is cool The problem with my friend Spike He has fallen into a true love with a nice girl Who has gotta lot of tattoos He always talks crazy Whenever she calls He always talks like a baby It's obvious now... She has got him by the balls She has got him by the balls... She has got him by the balls My weird little brother...James And his ex-girlfriend They would talk in those ridiculous voices We would all be hanging out getting drunk in the neighborhood And they both would make those ridiculous noises He would always talk crazy Whenever she calls He always talks like a baby It is obvious now They have got him by the balls I hate you when you talk like that I wish you could act like a grown man (they have got you by the balls) I hate you when you talk like that I wish you could act like a grown man (they have got you by the balls) I hate you when you talk like that I wish you could act like a grown up man (they have got you by the balls) You will never see me... walking that walk You will never catch me... talking that babytalk (you know it's true... they've got you by the balls) Which brings me back to Spike A good guy to have in a fight Unless he was With his girlfriend Obnoxious on Saturday night You know he couldn't care less What anyone thinks He does not give a damn No, because he has no shame He looks so happy Just like everything is fine He is oblivious to the fact That he has no spine He always talks crazy (you have no shame) Whenever she calls (you have no shame) He talks like a baby (you have no shame) It is obvious... they have got him by the balls I hate you when you talk like that I wish you could act like a grown man (they have got him by the balls) I hate you when you talk like that I wish you could act like a grown man (they have got him by the balls) You will never see me... walking that walk You will never catch me ....talking that babytalk (you know it's true... they've got you by the balls) I am not going to let it get to me They've got you by the balls |
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| 4. |
| 3:30 |
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Rock Star
by Everclear I don't want to be a loser No! I don't want to be an almost was I don't want to be a white trash Working class chump I don't want to be a loser anymore That's why I want to be a rock star I want to be the king I want to be on top, yeah I just want to be a rock star Yeah, now I just want to be famous I want to be the guy That everybody wants I want to be on tv shows And wear designer clothes I want a girlfriend who does not drink beer I want to drive a fast car And sleep with certain movie stars I want to sing the songs That all those little people want to hear I just want to be a rock star I want to be like all those people up in first class I just want to be a rock star I want to tell the little people They can kiss my ass I just want to be a rock star I just want to get laid I just want to be a rock star A different girl For every different day That's why I want to be a rock star Be like all those guys on the MTV I just want to be a rock star I want to make those girls on the Real World Fantazise about me I just want to be a rock star I want to be the king I want to be on top, yeah I just want to be a rock star Yeah, now I just want to be famous Everybody everywhere wants to be famous And everybody everywhere wishes they could tell Everybody everywhere to go to hell I just want to be a rock star I just want to get high I just want to party like a rock star Until the day I die! I just want to be a rock star Yeah, I just want to be a rock star... |
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| 5. |
| 3:25 |
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Hey I think this is
getting to me... First class living In a goldfish bowl Just when I think I have driven my life Where I wanted it to be It takes me to a place That I do not want to go All I ever wanted to do Was to learn how to break This world in two To teach it all the tricks I wanted it to learn To teach it how to do What I want it to do No one really understands Just how simple and plain And predictable I am Because all I ever wanted to do Was to play guitar In a rock and roll band Now I'm just losing my hair and I'm Learning how to smile Like I just don't care No, I just don't care (I hear them under their breath) (what they say...when they think that I can't hear them) I see them point and I see them stare There goes that stupid guy With the short blonde hair Yeah, I think this is getting to me... First class living In a goldfish bowl Just when I think I have driven my life Where I wanted it to be It takes me to a place That I don't want to go All I ever wanted to do Was to learn how to break This world in two Teach it all the tracks I wanted it to learn Teach it how to do What I want it to do No one really understands Just how simple and plain And predictable I am Because all I ever wanted real bad Was to play guitar In a rock and roll band Now I'm just losing my hair and learning how to smile No, I just don't care (I hear them under their breath) No, I just don't care (what they say...when they think that I can't hear them) I see them point and I see them stare There goes that stupid guy With the short blonde hair Say la de da de da de da |
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| 6. |
| 4:21 |
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Walking wounded with a belly
full of pain And a big bad attitude We are shaking shadows for that perfect dark room Where we can do just what we want to do There is a place... Where we can leave behind All those simple minds They would not like the way we live When we are all alone In this house that we call home You will become my misery whip (yes...I said like a misery whip) Walking hungry with a pocket full of promise And a big black song in my head I know the answers to my questions They are purple black and blue And they are waiting for me in my bed There is a place... Where we can leave behind All those simple minds They would not like they way we live When we are all alone In this house that we call home You will become my misery whip (I will say it again... like a misery whip) Stop! I get no pleasure When I'm going through the motions Of my mediocre day to day I'm just an actor Just like Robert fucking Redford When I say those stupid words That they expect me to say Yes we can leave behind All those simple minds They would not like the dirty things we do Yeah When we are all alone In this house that we call home... I will fall down like a bitch for you I need you to hit me and make me Shake I need you to hurt me and make me Beg for more I need you to bend me and make me Break I need you to make me feel like I am your whore I feel complete when I feel sick inside I need to feel like I am real inside I need to feel like I am really alive I need you to make me feel I need you to hit me and make me Shake I need you to hurt me and make me Beg for more I need you to bend me and make me Break I need you to make me feel Like we can leave behind All those simple minds They would not like the way we live When we are all alone In this house that we call home You will become my misery whip You will become my misery whip You will become my friend |
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| 4:33 |
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Out of my depth
Lost in the air Falling faster Like a broken elevator Out of my depth Lost in the dark Waiting for the other shoe To come down hard I cannot communicate Like I wish I could I do not deal with my problems Like I know I should I am out of my depth I am out of my league Watching everything...just Slip away from me Something bad is going to happen I can feel it deep inside There are shadows all around me Like a bad moon on the rise I am in over my head I am in too deep here over my head I guess I should keep my opinions to myself I guess I am out of my depth Out of my depth Right from the start I feel like I was born With an invisible heart Out of my depth Seems like everyday I can't find the words To make the good things Come my way I feel like I am faking it I feel like I am wrong I feel like I'm a guest ...like I just do not belong I am out of my depth Every single day I just cannot find the words To make my monsters go away Something bad is going to happen I can feel it deep inside There are shadows all around me Like a bad moon on the rise I am in too deep here over my head I should seek some professional help Because I'm out of my depth Yes, I'm out of my depth And I am slowly going out of my mind Oh, go away Make them go away Someday I know I will make them go away Make them go away Make them go away Someday I know...I will make my monsters go away I am in over my head I should seek some professional help I should keep my opinions to myself I guess I am out of my depth I am out of my depth Yes, I am slowly going out of my mind |
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| 2:40 |
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You pull me down
To the floor Of our apartment A little while later We are laughing at our carpet burns I like the way that it glows outside As the room gets darker How I wish we could stay like this While the rest of the world turns There has never been a time When I didn't want to be your boyfriend There has never been a time When I didn't want to know your name Free falling from a work in progress Free falling from a life on hold There has never been a time When I didn't want you My good lover Is my one good thing these days You help me keep it all From slipping away I swear I'm going to Marry you Someday (someday) I am all alone And it seems like All I do is wait We spend hours on the phone But it's never the same No, nothing good ever does come easy Nothing good ever comes without a fight I am all alone And I wish I was home With you tonight Yes, my good lover Is my one good thing these days You help me keep it all From slipping away I swear I'm going to Marry you Someday My girlfriend is like Magic in the hand When I lose my sparkle She's the one that understands I know I'm going to marry you someday I swear I'm going to marry you someday I swear I'm going to marry you... Someday |
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| 3:21 |
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| 4:04 |
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| 12. |
| 4:53 |
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Sometimes I get to a point where
I don't give a damn about anything...anymore Sometimes I get to a point where I feel numb and I just don't care Sometimes I feel like I just don't care I sit in my car and listen to the radio I think about the past and it seems so long ago I know the pain is slowly going to fade This life is going to get better (Things are going to be better) I wait until my ex-wife has gone away I walk around the house Getting lost inside the old day I see a picture where everybody's smiling... I know... I got to keep it on the inside I want to get lost from my life sometimes Sit on the side and watch the world go by I want to get lost and I don't know why Sometimes I want to get lost and I don't know why (Sometimes I want to get lost and dream for a while) Waiting for my little girl Waiting on the school bus We're going to the movies Yeah just the two of us Sit inside the dark and dream for awhile Our life is going to get better (Yeah it's going to be better) I wake up weird in the middle of the night I walk the floor until my mind gets right I think about the past and it makes me want to cry I know... I got to keep it on the inside I want to get lost from my life sometimes Sit on the side and watch the world go by I want to get lost in the dark and dream for awhile Just sit inside a dark room and dream for awhile The only thing that ever makes sense to me Is the words to a song from an American movie The only thing that ever made sense in my life Is the sound of my little girl laughing Alive and happy in the summertime I am just like everyone I know I am afraid of things that I don't know I am afraid of ever really being alone I want to find myself a brand new heart I want to find a girl and make a brand new start I want to find a girl and get lost in the dark The only thing that ever makes sense to me Is the words to a song from an American movie The only thing that ever made sense in my life Is the sound of my little girl laughing Through the window of a summer night I sit alone in the backyard Wishing I could be inside Just the sound of my little girl laughing Makes me happy just to be alive Sometimes I am happy just to be alive |
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