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How 'bout getting off of these antibiotics
How 'bout stopping eating when I'm full up How 'bout them transparent dangling carrots How 'bout that ever elusive kudo Thank you, India Thank you, terror Thank you, disillusionment Thank you, frailty Thank you, consequence Thank you, thank you, silence How 'bout me not blaming you for everything How 'bout me enjoying the moment for once How 'bout how good it feels to finally forgive you How 'bout grieving it all one at a time Thank you, India Thank you, terror Thank you, disillusionment Thank you, frailty Thank you, consequence Thank you, thank you, silence The moment I let go of it was The moment I got more than I could handle The moment I jumped off of it was The moment I touched down How 'bout no longer being masochistic How 'bout remembering your divinity How 'bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out How 'bout not equating death with stopping Thank you, India Thank you, Providence Thank you, disillusionment Thank you, nothingness Thank you, clarity Thank you, thank you, silence |
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| 2. |
| 4:07 |
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(Through you I see I)
Between a broken nose and a fake smile Between piety and gun powder Between fighting and fleeing the scene Between murder and diplomacy Between aggression and end of the odd Between brutal and realistically well behaved Between screaming and pulling in the reins Between tiptoeing and ambling What am i to do with all this fire? (I'd like to hate you but I'd never hate you) Why are you still with me in this red space? (I'd like to slap you but I'd never slap you) Between violence and silently seething Between my fist and my Pollyanna flower Between "fuck you" to your face and it's alright Between war and denial (repeat) Between flying vases and secretly weeping Between loose cannons and ever downplaying Between bruises and rudely differing Between bursting and boiling What am I to do with all this burning? (I'd like to hurt you but I'd never hurt you) Do I overwhelm you in this place? (I'd like to kill you but I'd never kill you) Between violence and silently seething Between my fist and my Pollyanna flower Between "fuck you" to your face and it's alright Between war and denial (repeat) What am I to do with all this fire? Can you understand me in this place? |
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| 3:06 |
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Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me Like any hot blooded woman I have simply wanted an object to crave But you, you're not allowed You're uninvited An unfortunate slight Must be strangely exciting To watch the stoic squirm Must be somewhat heartening To watch shepherd need shepherd But you, you're not allowed You're uninvited An unfortunate slight Like any uncharted territory I must seem greatly intriguing You speak of my love like You have experienced love like mine before But this is not allowed You're uninvited An unfortunate slight I don't think you unworthy I need a moment to deliberate |
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