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| 1. |
| 3:35 | 
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Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me (I'm going under) Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once) Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under (going under) Drowning in you (drowning in you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under (going under) Drowning in you (drowning in you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under I'm dying again I'm going under (going under) Drowning in you (drowning in you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through I'm going under (going under) Going under (drowning in you) I'm going under |
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| 2. |
| 3:56 |
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How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb without a soul My spirit sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie there's nothing inside) Bring me to life Frozen inside without your touch without your love Darling only you are the life among the dead (All this time I can't believe I couldn't see Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me) I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems Got to open my eyes to everything (Without a thought without a voice without a soul) Don't let me die here (There must be something more) Bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie there's nothing inside) Bring me to life |
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| 3. |
| 3:16 |
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Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame don't you see me You know you've got everybody fooled Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled Without the mask where will you hide Can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore It never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool |
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| 4. |
| 4:24 |
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I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me, me, me |
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| 5. |
| 3:07 |
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Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me raping me Watching me Watching me wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you loving you I won't let you pull me down |
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| 6. |
| 4:38 |
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I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more (so much more) I lay dying And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved Am I too lost? My God my Tourniquet Return to me salvation My God my Tourniquet Return to me salvation Do you remember me Lost for so long Will you be on the other side Or will you forget me I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved Am I too lost? My God my Tourniquet Return to me salvation My God my Tourniquet Return to me salvation (Return to me salvation) I want to die My God my Tourniquet Return to me salvation My God my Tourniquet Return to me salvation My wounds cry for the grave My soul cries for deliverance Will I be denied Christ Tourniquet My suicide Return to me salvation Return to me salvation |
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| 7. |
| 4:17 |
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Paper flowers
Paper flowers I linger in the doorway Of alarm clocks screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As they're falling tell a story In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers) Don't say I'm out of touch With this rampant chaos - your reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers) Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of an Imaginary light In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers) Paper flowers Paper flowers |
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| 8. |
| 3:49 |
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You don't remember me
But I remember you I lie awake and try so hard Not to think of you But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do... I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me Have you forgotten all I know And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me then I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me I look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough So many things inside that are Just like you are taking over I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me (Taking over me) You're taking over me (Taking over me) Taking over me |
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| 9. |
| 3:40 |
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Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello I'm your mind giving you Someone to talk to Hello If I smile and don't believe Soon I know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me I'm not broken Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide Don't cry Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping Hello I'm still here All that's left of yesterday |
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| 10. |
| 4:07 |
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Hold on to me love You know I can't stay long All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid Oh can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms? Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight I'll miss the winter A world of fragile things Look for me in the white forest Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) I know you hear me I can taste it in your tears Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight Closing your eyes to disappear You pray your dreams will leave you here But still you wake and know the truth No one's there Say goodnight Don't be afraid Calling me calling me as you fade to black (Say goodnight) Holding my last breath (Don't be afraid) Safe inside myself (Calling me...) Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight Holding my last breath |
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| 11. |
| 5:28 |
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Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me into madness I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away If I will it all away Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep, never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know that there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be blinded by tears I can stop the pain if I will it all away If I will it all away Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep, never die) Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep, never die) Don't turn away Don't try to hide Don't close your eyes Don't turn out the light Don't turn away Don't try to hide Don't close your eyes Don't turn out the light Servatis a periculum Servatis a maleficum Servatis a periculum Servatis a maleficum Servatis a periculum Servatis a maleficum Servatis a periculum Servatis a maleficum Servatis a periculum Servatis a maleficum Servatis a periculum Servatis a maleficum Servatis a periculum |
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| 12. |
| 4:33 |
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I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me, me, me |
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