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As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura It seems that life's so fragile I guess I'll fly some other time I lack from superhighway thoughts Won't live as long as the city lights Soaked by underwater times Electric splash on a midnight drive Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride Sometimes I don't belong Release me from your world Pacified by the small things in life I wait for earthquakes to rearrange Never been able to use the force I only have it read to me Despite all the misguided faith I'll find a place in this mess Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Early morning moments A glimpse of joy But soon it's over And I return to dust As I try to be Everything and everyone I shrivel up and waste away -Solo- Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride |
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I can not frame, that’s why I lose control I aim, I stumble and I fall Our adaptation can’t be faithful Your world does not attract me This is the end you see There is no more truth in me As if you would deserve it You are my enemy I can’t ignore the way you make me bleed I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall Got to wake up and make a stand The desperation forces another mistake I count again….I know who to blame My life in vain Who said I was sane Follow your instinct It usually takes you home Don’t let these words tear you down You see me hanging by the end of the rope I tell you……Slow I go And the wait seems to be over. All I know Is that my life has become such a waste for you I blame and run, sadly all too often I dive into the day without your sympathy I tend to try but lack the focus Becoming a distant memory What once was is quickly forgotten All wrapped up inside Delete all resemblance I feel your relief
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Call me by my astral name
Breeding fear through wordless tongue Heavenly thirst - unspeakable pain Emptied from all human motion Confront the faceless wrath Beckoning silent from a sphere behind space Through twisted ruins of uncompleted dreams Sights of towers reaching for the moon Clawing at the skies - they gonna pull it down Intensity - I feel the lava rushing through my veins Stars are reforming - to enter the fourth dimension Beyond all galaxies Through timeless eons of frost Unearthly hunger - angels descent We are entering dimensions behind space Beyond all galaxies Through timeless eons of frost |
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People like you
You live in a dream world You despise the outside And you fear you're the next one It's in your dream There's just one question Should I kill? Or should I be left behind? Sick and tired Of all your complaints This is the hour We bring it down I've come to realize Every little glimpse, you fade I was told that I could fly When least expected, cloud connected You seem to be So introverted How come we fail? With all that is given? You crossed the line You remember my name Time runs backwards As long as you are heading that way |
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| 5. |
| 3:33 |
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It hurts to think
Can't get the sums together Would you draw my bitterness Make the pictures fade Could it be that I see What's beneath when we fall The truth in ever I'm scared that I'll be The sentence is light But my eyes see a different world And all I do is turn into flames Will time open my vault New solution, I'm begging Break the fuse that holds me back The I is lost in me But I'm ready To give you the M It might even be the E As I begin to search for I The I is lost in me Distract, push me in another direction This wall that I stare into It's getting old Give me faith to reach for the new Pull me apart and do me all over I'll need a re-make To make up for my mistakes What if I stop to care? What if I let you fall? |
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me I'm not in this to be a slave Push the dirt Make me feel Locate what swallows life Night bird, you build, build my world And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today Drown the monster Make all bad dreams go away Whatever it takes to keep your hands free Open scars The quiet place All the bridges fall to the ground And you say you sacrificed And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much better from today A king in my own mind... |
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| 7. |
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Have we lost the spark or a guide?
What's the latest on the screen? Can't be too late to turn around I need all the help from you I need to find something to blame for a long lost time I am running from something, I don't know I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what't real I'm running in a wheel Is it dark or is it bright? What's the latest on the screen? Can you please tell me my name, I haven't checked it today I am running from something, I don't know I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what't real Im running in a wheel From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend Avoid infinity? Are you for real? Just scratch the surface, and you will find Something to blame for a long lost time From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend Just scratch the surface, and you will find Something to blame for a long lost time From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend. From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend. From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few |
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me? I followed - something's missing Self control - forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above her I'm endless When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I'll drown in seconds Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be |
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| 9. |
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity To fill the holes inside An ever moving stream With glowing rays of light Emotions tied to past lies And I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded? A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. |
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I'll always belong to the shadow
Don't show me new results I'll never enter your heaven Make the most out of my dirty cell Creeps infected by control That's what put me in here Dig deep don't think you ever get To the place where they buried me The last glimpse that I have Fragments, pieces of some things valuable even though it doesn't make sense anymore I release my last tear My frustration My conversation Why are we even here? the abuse That we use I do not longer care The cold worms and me We are all right We are free The dead light inside Fuel to new seed New world I hide When there are only my bones Please put them in use Want to be part of a new dawn The day darkness disappears Don't release these chains Never been closer to myself All your mistakes run through As I realize what we become The end is here to bid farewell I'll turn to ash and hear them sing Songs about my emotions dead and alone Don't make an effort You don't know me anyway |
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I can be as angry as I want to be
Just watch me burn (need to be motivated) I think you're way to cold Just watch and learn I'll never sleep here anymore My house is not my home I like you better dead I'm better off alone Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow Your vision may be in colour But you look all pale In these times we should be learning But with you I'll always fail Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow I need to save myself before I drown It took so long to see The world your mind creates It Pushes me under Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow |
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| 3:50 |
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We were one in words
You finished my sentences I could never attract tomorrow It pushes me aside I sink in waters deep Your presence kept me floating Far from depths where secrets lie Maybe in another lifetime I could be the first you meet I once read a poem Held my breath But that moment's gone First time I felt life somewhat hurts I need an option, a reason, and some hope Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines But my ground is shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say I wish that I could be your evil in a closet Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines But my ground is shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say I wish that I could be your evil in a closet |
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Take a knife and carve it in
Want to see your faults As a part of your pretty skin Everyone has a tragedy I want you to wear yours in pain Oblivion can no longer shade you Reminder by the tattered tissue Bleak silence Errors stigmatised in you A weak worn out friend There's nothing left for me Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way I will crawl into your vault Pass snakes and old rotten thoughts Leaving a hotbed of virulence Your world inside slowly redesigned Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way. |
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I am the past
Future I've been chosen You think it's over But I'm ready to go I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time I am a surprise Even to myself I'm a genious Superhero of the computer rage In plastic I'll bury I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time Everything you say is denied I'll be the devil on this ride Dark clouds in your heaven Your end has only begun You can scream but the re's no rescue I promise I'll make you sure you die in time I am the maggot In your infected life No matter how hard you try I'll leave without a scar I am a legend In your infotainment life It's when I say it's over It's you who's been chosen |
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| 3:32 |
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep You push me out, I feel far The absence, close to me The otherside I crawl You push me out, I fall Heal my wounds with everything Away you complicate me Sick of cycles, drop to zero A while just like last times My least favourite re-run Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey Escape familiar home Memories remains alone Reality trapped inside The wicked descend - I hide Testing higher mentality I conquer myself through this A furious path to walk New space does exist beyond In silence I dwell Displeased Remain with the seed of unfulfilment Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there |
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I really don't have anything to say
Just pass me by Don't ask me the same questions Just deny I'm there Like the time around me This room is filled with nothing Fell awkward in a place with many Leave this space to me I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward Still and breathless I don't care what's behind To you I look for energy To catch my breath again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I'm in circles again The world looks old to me Tonight I drink myself sober Soon this could be over Tale a picture of the pale New morning knocking Feels just like always Pen down my regrets I reach to you again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I'm in circles again I'm in circles again |
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| 3:08 |
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Stood there leaning to the city moon,
Casting silhouettes tall to grip her white rooms The black-clad voyeur in his black-clad masque In the serpentine sun of tragedy basked Stood there cursing at the soul-dead mass With their fabled illusions, the vain dreams that passed Splinters of a life rushing by in the whirl Alone, silent warrior in a fantasy world He cried for night / but night could not come So, swept in the shroud of misanthropia he went away And fed the empty galleries With the artifacts of the black rain Sunken into the shadows with a dry, sardonic smile He made the footprints a part of his heart To rouse a sacred confrontation Stood there carving on the monument to lies Digging of the Earth, making friends with the soil As the all-mother rises and bares her bleeding thighs He disappears into her cold and icy womb |
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| 4:27 |
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Tired of dull ages, I walk the same ground
Collecting the tragedies still Hollow ambitions in a hollow mind Carried my cross to the hill And how I lust for the dance and the fire Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink Spill me the wind and its fire To steal of the colors I’m the Moonshield Shattered hope became my guide And grief and pain my friends A brother pact in a blood-ink pen Declared my silent end Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone How I lust for the dance and the fire Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink Spill me the wind and its fire To steal of the colors I am... I am... I am... I'm the Moonshield |
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Shame marries the guilt,
Introduces itself to the concept of total loneliness! Sensations repressed, Make friends with suicidia! And here the leeches begin To suck away the lust for life! [Chorus:] Escape takes the lead into a world unknown, Uncontrolled by all, Where borders are erased and potential infinite. Chosen cells, glands and transmitters Blast the body with joy! Astral feet running up To dimensions covered with gold! Stairs of glowing ectoplasma, Sapphire, onyx, and buzzing vibrations! A dead men's banquet, Food for the gods! There's only one real world, Our Earth is but a shadow! Created from a child's heart, a living jewel, From now on abode for a soul in its setting! [Chorus] Cutting the bloodline, Re-tie the bleeding roots To a heavenly slip of glass! And let it drift in passive arrogance In a one-word dialogue with the stars! [Chorus] |
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I often dream of huge numb buildings
Jet-black sinister architecture Being installed when nobody sees Their appearance so sudden That few would take notice And when I wake up I imagine being crushed by one Imagining its weight, its silence And the absence of excuses for a havoced life And the privilege of a 22-kilometre tombstone Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation There would be colonies Mushroom-scattered forever out of context Rising spores from a dying world To pollute to chase away what's left Sun-white pulverised desert stone And serpentine lizard mouths Pales away the pyramids Rewriting 4500 years of history Raping the statue of liberty Outplays the acropolis Inverting the fjords Invades the NY skyline to Dream its own existence in one single final word Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation Can we identify them As the flint buried in our reptile skulls Or the time-bomb coded in our DNA? Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation |
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| 4:28 |
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in your world, the day is no threat
in my world, there is an absence of light 'genetic superior cell' controlled by the fathomless and unbearable a radical new Form of plastic and rage biologically optimized but with a strangling pulse in your world, you find me worthy in my world, I 'parashoot' my life a virtual drugstore populated by the fathomless and unbearable machine, meat and blood in an intimate relationship the new - superior - more effective than all the preceding when we can no longer cry and reality is torn then it's easy to forget that the responsibility lies on us all in your world, the night is no threat in my world, the darkness transforms to a vision of hell populated by fathomless and unbearable |
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| 4:51 |
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I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning I won't allow any happiness Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so... guilty I feel so guilty Am I forced to have any regret I've become the lie, beautiful and free In my righteous own mind I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me I've lost the ability to paint the clouds Cause it's me you're draining I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark tale Cause everytime you run, I fall.. behind I fall behind And so I hear my voice again The tale of the bitter man here I am Shake the silence and hear what it says The tranquil pride that become the lie Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak On bleeding knees, oh, I accept my fate |
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As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura It seems that life's so fragile I guess I'll fly some other time I lack from superhighway thoughts Won't live as long as the city lights Soaked by underwater times Electric splash on a midnight drive Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride Sometimes I don't belong Release me from your world Pacified by the small things in life I wait for earthquakes to rearrange Never been able to use the force I only have it read to me Despite all the misguided faith I'll find a place in this mess Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Early morning moments A glimpse of joy But soon it's over And I return to dust As I try to be Everything and everyone I shrivel up and waste away -Solo- Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride |
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I can not frame, that’s why I lose control I aim, I stumble and I fall Our adaptation can’t be faithful Your world does not attract me This is the end you see There is no more truth in me As if you would deserve it You are my enemy I can’t ignore the way you make me bleed I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall Got to wake up and make a stand The desperation forces another mistake I count again….I know who to blame My life in vain Who said I was sane Follow your instinct It usually takes you home Don’t let these words tear you down You see me hanging by the end of the rope I tell you……Slow I go And the wait seems to be over. All I know Is that my life has become such a waste for you I blame and run, sadly all too often I dive into the day without your sympathy I tend to try but lack the focus Becoming a distant memory What once was is quickly forgotten All wrapped up inside Delete all resemblance I feel your relief
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People like you
You live in a dream world You despise the outside And you fear you're the next one It's in your dream There's just one question Should I kill? Or should I be left behind? Sick and tired Of all your complaints This is the hour We bring it down I've come to realize Every little glimpse, you fade I was told that I could fly When least expected, cloud connected You seem to be So introverted How come we fail? With all that is given? You crossed the line You remember my name Time runs backwards As long as you are heading that way |
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It hurts to think
Can't get the sums together Would you draw my bitterness Make the pictures fade Could it be that I see What's beneath when we fall The truth in ever I'm scared that I'll be The sentence is light But my eyes see a different world And all I do is turn into flames Will time open my vault New solution, I'm begging Break the fuse that holds me back The I is lost in me But I'm ready To give you the M It might even be the E As I begin to search for I The I is lost in me Distract, push me in another direction This wall that I stare into It's getting old Give me faith to reach for the new Pull me apart and do me all over I'll need a re-make To make up for my mistakes What if I stop to care? What if I let you fall? |
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me I'm not in this to be a slave Push the dirt Make me feel Locate what swallows life Night bird, you build, build my world And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today Drown the monster Make all bad dreams go away Whatever it takes to keep your hands free Open scars The quiet place All the bridges fall to the ground And you say you sacrificed And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much better from today A king in my own mind... |
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Have we lost the spark or a guide?
What's the latest on the screen? Can't be too late to turn around I need all the help from you I need to find something to blame for a long lost time I am running from something, I don't know I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what't real I'm running in a wheel Is it dark or is it bright? What's the latest on the screen? Can you please tell me my name, I haven't checked it today I am running from something, I don't know I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what't real Im running in a wheel From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend Avoid infinity? Are you for real? Just scratch the surface, and you will find Something to blame for a long lost time From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend Just scratch the surface, and you will find Something to blame for a long lost time From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend. From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend. From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few |
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me? I followed - something's missing Self control - forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above her I'm endless When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I'll drown in seconds Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be |
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity To fill the holes inside An ever moving stream With glowing rays of light Emotions tied to past lies And I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded? A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. |
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me I'm not in this to be a slave Push the dirt Make me feel Locate what swallows life Night bird, you build, build my world And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today Drown the monster Make all bad dreams go away Whatever it takes to keep your hands free Open scars The quiet place All the bridges fall to the ground And you say you sacrificed And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much better from today A king in my own mind... |
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I'll always belong to the shadow
Don't show me new results I'll never enter your heaven Make the most out of my dirty cell Creeps infected by control That's what put me in here Dig deep don't think you ever get To the place where they buried me The last glimpse that I have Fragments, pieces of some things valuable even though it doesn't make sense anymore I release my last tear My frustration My conversation Why are we even here? the abuse That we use I do not longer care The cold worms and me We are all right We are free The dead light inside Fuel to new seed New world I hide When there are only my bones Please put them in use Want to be part of a new dawn The day darkness disappears Don't release these chains Never been closer to myself All your mistakes run through As I realize what we become The end is here to bid farewell I'll turn to ash and hear them sing Songs about my emotions dead and alone Don't make an effort You don't know me anyway |
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me? I followed - something's missing Self control - forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above her I'm endless When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I'll drown in seconds Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be |
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I can be as angry as I want to be
Just watch me burn (need to be motivated) I think you're way to cold Just watch and learn I'll never sleep here anymore My house is not my home I like you better dead I'm better off alone Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow Your vision may be in colour But you look all pale In these times we should be learning But with you I'll always fail Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow I need to save myself before I drown It took so long to see The world your mind creates It Pushes me under Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow |
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity To fill the holes inside An ever moving stream With glowing rays of light Emotions tied to past lies And I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded? A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. |
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We were one in words
You finished my sentences I could never attract tomorrow It pushes me aside I sink in waters deep Your presence kept me floating Far from depths where secrets lie Maybe in another lifetime I could be the first you meet I once read a poem Held my breath But that moment's gone First time I felt life somewhat hurts I need an option, a reason, and some hope Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines But my ground is shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say I wish that I could be your evil in a closet Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines But my ground is shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say I wish that I could be your evil in a closet |
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It hurts to think
Can't get the sums together Would you draw my bitterness Make the pictures fade Could it be that I see What's beneath when we fall The truth in ever I'm scared that I'll be The sentence is light But my eyes see a different world And all I do is turn into flames Will time open my vault New solution, I'm begging Break the fuse that holds me back The I is lost in me But I'm ready To give you the M It might even be the E As I begin to search for I The I is lost in me Distract, push me in another direction This wall that I stare into It's getting old Give me faith to reach for the new Pull me apart and do me all over I'll need a re-make To make up for my mistakes What if I stop to care? What if I let you fall? |
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Take a knife and carve it in
Want to see your faults As a part of your pretty skin Everyone has a tragedy I want you to wear yours in pain Oblivion can no longer shade you Reminder by the tattered tissue Bleak silence Errors stigmatised in you A weak worn out friend There's nothing left for me Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way I will crawl into your vault Pass snakes and old rotten thoughts Leaving a hotbed of virulence Your world inside slowly redesigned Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way. |
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I am the past
Future I've been chosen You think it's over But I'm ready to go I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time I am a surprise Even to myself I'm a genious Superhero of the computer rage In plastic I'll bury I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time Everything you say is denied I'll be the devil on this ride Dark clouds in your heaven Your end has only begun You can scream but the re's no rescue I promise I'll make you sure you die in time I am the maggot In your infected life No matter how hard you try I'll leave without a scar I am a legend In your infotainment life It's when I say it's over It's you who's been chosen |
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep You push me out, I feel far The absence, close to me The otherside I crawl You push me out, I fall Heal my wounds with everything Away you complicate me Sick of cycles, drop to zero A while just like last times My least favourite re-run Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey Escape familiar home Memories remains alone Reality trapped inside The wicked descend - I hide Testing higher mentality I conquer myself through this A furious path to walk New space does exist beyond In silence I dwell Displeased Remain with the seed of unfulfilment Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there |
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I really don't have anything to say
Just pass me by Don't ask me the same questions Just deny I'm there Like the time around me This room is filled with nothing Fell awkward in a place with many Leave this space to me I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward Still and breathless I don't care what's behind To you I look for energy To catch my breath again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I'm in circles again The world looks old to me Tonight I drink myself sober Soon this could be over Tale a picture of the pale New morning knocking Feels just like always Pen down my regrets I reach to you again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I'm in circles again I'm in circles again |
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Call me by my astral name
Breeding fear through wordless tongue Heavenly thirst - unspeakable pain Emptied from all human motion Confront the faceless wrath Beckoning silent from a sphere behind space Through twisted ruins of uncompleted dreams Sights of towers reaching for the moon Clawing at the skies - they gonna pull it down Intensity - I feel the lava rushing through my veins Stars are reforming - to enter the fourth dimension Beyond all galaxies Through timeless eons of frost Unearthly hunger - angels descent We are entering dimensions behind space Beyond all galaxies Through timeless eons of frost |
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Stood there leaning to the city moon,
Casting silhouettes tall to grip her white rooms The black-clad voyeur in his black-clad masque In the serpentine sun of tragedy basked Stood there cursing at the soul-dead mass With their fabled illusions, the vain dreams that passed Splinters of a life rushing by in the whirl Alone, silent warrior in a fantasy world He cried for night / but night could not come So, swept in the shroud of misanthropia he went away And fed the empty galleries With the artifacts of the black rain Sunken into the shadows with a dry, sardonic smile He made the footprints a part of his heart To rouse a sacred confrontation Stood there carving on the monument to lies Digging of the Earth, making friends with the soil As the all-mother rises and bares her bleeding thighs He disappears into her cold and icy womb |
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Tired of dull ages, I walk the same ground
Collecting the tragedies still Hollow ambitions in a hollow mind Carried my cross to the hill And how I lust for the dance and the fire Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink Spill me the wind and its fire To steal of the colors I’m the Moonshield Shattered hope became my guide And grief and pain my friends A brother pact in a blood-ink pen Declared my silent end Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone How I lust for the dance and the fire Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink Spill me the wind and its fire To steal of the colors I am... I am... I am... I'm the Moonshield |
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Shame marries the guilt,
Introduces itself to the concept of total loneliness! Sensations repressed, Make friends with suicidia! And here the leeches begin To suck away the lust for life! [Chorus:] Escape takes the lead into a world unknown, Uncontrolled by all, Where borders are erased and potential infinite. Chosen cells, glands and transmitters Blast the body with joy! Astral feet running up To dimensions covered with gold! Stairs of glowing ectoplasma, Sapphire, onyx, and buzzing vibrations! A dead men's banquet, Food for the gods! There's only one real world, Our Earth is but a shadow! Created from a child's heart, a living jewel, From now on abode for a soul in its setting! [Chorus] Cutting the bloodline, Re-tie the bleeding roots To a heavenly slip of glass! And let it drift in passive arrogance In a one-word dialogue with the stars! [Chorus] |
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I often dream of huge numb buildings
Jet-black sinister architecture Being installed when nobody sees Their appearance so sudden That few would take notice And when I wake up I imagine being crushed by one Imagining its weight, its silence And the absence of excuses for a havoced life And the privilege of a 22-kilometre tombstone Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation There would be colonies Mushroom-scattered forever out of context Rising spores from a dying world To pollute to chase away what's left Sun-white pulverised desert stone And serpentine lizard mouths Pales away the pyramids Rewriting 4500 years of history Raping the statue of liberty Outplays the acropolis Inverting the fjords Invades the NY skyline to Dream its own existence in one single final word Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation Can we identify them As the flint buried in our reptile skulls Or the time-bomb coded in our DNA? Jotun A body of black That carried no reflection Defying its own room Un-earthly eggs of decreation |
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I demand nothing
But I want it all What privilege do we get under the sun, That gives us the right to the throne Species come and go,but the earth stands forever fast, All river runs towards the sea, but the sea is never full, To discover the loneliness, and to be proud to show the wounds, Will forever wander alone through the years? But I wont let you near,begging for you to understand, The fear that lives in my soul which is an untouched spring Read, what is written on the silent mouth, What is written in the soul, For which is written in the shining silence, We all have to read My body will be bent from the burdens, When the shaking floor of life force, Reveals it's chasm underneath, If only one could be two steps ahead |
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in your world, the day is no threat
in my world, there is an absence of light 'genetic superior cell' controlled by the fathomless and unbearable a radical new Form of plastic and rage biologically optimized but with a strangling pulse in your world, you find me worthy in my world, I 'parashoot' my life a virtual drugstore populated by the fathomless and unbearable machine, meat and blood in an intimate relationship the new - superior - more effective than all the preceding when we can no longer cry and reality is torn then it's easy to forget that the responsibility lies on us all in your world, the night is no threat in my world, the darkness transforms to a vision of hell populated by fathomless and unbearable |
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As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura It seems that life's so fragile I guess I'll fly some other time I lack from superhighway thoughts Won't live as long as the city lights Soaked by underwater times Electric splash on a midnight drive Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride Sometimes I don't belong Release me from your world Pacified by the small things in life I wait for earthquakes to rearrange Never been able to use the force I only have it read to me Despite all the misguided faith I'll find a place in this mess Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Early morning moments A glimpse of joy But soon it's over And I return to dust As I try to be Everything and everyone I shrivel up and waste away -Solo- Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride |
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I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning I won't allow any happiness Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so... guilty I feel so guilty Am I forced to have any regret I've become the lie, beautiful and free In my righteous own mind I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me I've lost the ability to paint the clouds Cause it's me you're draining I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark tale Cause everytime you run, I fall.. behind I fall behind And so I hear my voice again The tale of the bitter man here I am Shake the silence and hear what it says The tranquil pride that become the lie Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak On bleeding knees, oh, I accept my fate |
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Have we lost the spark or a guide?
What's the latest on the screen? Can't be too late to turn around I need all the help from you I need to find something to blame for a long lost time I am running from something, I don't know I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what't real I'm running in a wheel Is it dark or is it bright? What's the latest on the screen? Can you please tell me my name, I haven't checked it today I am running from something, I don't know I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what't real Im running in a wheel From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend Avoid infinity? Are you for real? Just scratch the surface, and you will find Something to blame for a long lost time From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend Just scratch the surface, and you will find Something to blame for a long lost time From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend. From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Are we dancing all alone? Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few The sign of times my friend. From green to red our days pass by Waiting for a sign to tell us why Collect some stars to shine for you And start today there are only a few |
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People like you
You live in a dream world You despise the outside And you fear you're the next one It's in your dream There's just one question Should I kill? Or should I be left behind? Sick and tired Of all your complaints This is the hour We bring it down I've come to realize Every little glimpse, you fade I was told that I could fly When least expected, cloud connected You seem to be So introverted How come we fail? With all that is given? You crossed the line You remember my name Time runs backwards As long as you are heading that way |
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I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning I won't allow any happiness Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so... guilty I feel so guilty Am I forced to have any regret I've become the lie, beautiful and free In my righteous own mind I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me I've lost the ability to paint the clouds Cause it's me you're draining I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark tale Cause everytime you run, I fall.. behind I fall behind And so I hear my voice again The tale of the bitter man here I am Shake the silence and hear what it says The tranquil pride that become the lie Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak On bleeding knees, oh, I accept my fate |
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your self control makes me fell alone
i've tried confidence, had it breakfast today i've lost the perfection,a mess without words (and) as the seasons change i'll continue to ignore the image i project - me without me the picture that i scanned is borrowed after the education you stopped making sense to me seems to me that it's all the same, time and time again slowly, all that i believed in, turning into a lie to aim and miss, my supernatural art spending to much time with myself trying to explanin who i am how come it's possible i wish there was a way (suddenly) i feel so invinsible i'm the sculpture made out of clay i need someone to break the silence before it all falls apart i need something to cling onto before i break you in parts so afraid of what you may think and all the plastic people that surrounds me i have to find the path to where it all begins to teach the world my supernatural art |
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me I'm not in this to be a slave Push the dirt Make me feel Locate what swallows life Night bird, you build, build my world And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today Drown the monster Make all bad dreams go away Whatever it takes to keep your hands free Open scars The quiet place All the bridges fall to the ground And you say you sacrificed And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much better from today A king in my own mind... |
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me? I followed - something's missing Self control - forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above her I'm endless When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I'll drown in seconds Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be |
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity To fill the holes inside An ever moving stream With glowing rays of light Emotions tied to past lies And I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded? A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. |
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I can not frame, that’s why I lose control I aim, I stumble and I fall Our adaptation can’t be faithful Your world does not attract me This is the end you see There is no more truth in me As if you would deserve it You are my enemy I can’t ignore the way you make me bleed I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall Got to wake up and make a stand The desperation forces another mistake I count again….I know who to blame My life in vain Who said I was sane Follow your instinct It usually takes you home Don’t let these words tear you down You see me hanging by the end of the rope I tell you……Slow I go And the wait seems to be over. All I know Is that my life has become such a waste for you I blame and run, sadly all too often I dive into the day without your sympathy I tend to try but lack the focus Becoming a distant memory What once was is quickly forgotten All wrapped up inside Delete all resemblance I feel your relief
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep You push me out, I feel far The absence, close to me The otherside I crawl You push me out, I fall Heal my wounds with everything Away you complicate me Sick of cycles, drop to zero A while just like last times My least favourite re-run Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey Escape familiar home Memories remains alone Reality trapped inside The wicked descend - I hide Testing higher mentality I conquer myself through this A furious path to walk New space does exist beyond In silence I dwell Displeased Remain with the seed of unfulfilment Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there |
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep You push me out, I feel far The absence, close to me The otherside I crawl You push me out, I fall Heal my wounds with everything Away you complicate me Sick of cycles, drop to zero A while just like last times My least favourite re-run Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey Escape familiar home Memories remains alone Reality trapped inside The wicked descend - I hide Testing higher mentality I conquer myself through this A furious path to walk New space does exist beyond In silence I dwell Displeased Remain with the seed of unfulfilment Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there |
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me? I followed - something's missing Self control - forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above her I'm endless When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I'll drown in seconds Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be |
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