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Here she comes again
She's feeling like she's already won I believe it's gonna end again, all for naught My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem I believe it's gonna end this way, atrocity Do you believe in love Like I believe in pain Nobody died for you, somebody pray for me When you see me cut me down And I will force it underground There's no one left to hurt but me And it's because of me, right? There she walks away She's feeling like she's having them on I believe she's gonna bend again And all for naught My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem I've gotta get you off of me, it's such an oddity Do you believe in love Like I believe in pain Nobody died for you Someone pray for me I want to see you suffer Suffer |
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Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me' I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me' Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me' Hold your eyes closed, take me in Hold your eyes closed, take me in Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me' Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, 'You'll be the death of me' |
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If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong I'm no further from right And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give Deprived of my conscience This all belongs to me, yeah I'm beaten down again, I belong to them Beaten down again, I've failed you I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them Beaten down again, I've failed you The deception you show is your own parasite Just a word of advice you can heed if you like And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah I'm beaten down |
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Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Now I'm ashamed of this I am so ashamed of this Now I'm so ashamed of me I am so ashamed of me... |
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Try to hide myself
Give this to someone else My hands are stained with scum Wish I could wash it away You keep taking, taking away And keep breaking, breaking, break I can't believe in yesterday I feel you coming in I can't just stand by and watch you Save yourself as you fall from grace When you come around, I won't be your sympathy The worst is over now You said it anyhow My life in monochrome Wish I could regain control You keep taking, taking away I keep faking, faking, fake Find me, feel me fill me, then cut me up again Find me, feel me the cut me up HATE ME HATE |
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Trust all the things
I tell you are true Dress up in your best So I can be proud of you And never believe I won't turn on you And never believe I do this for you... You're leading me on again And I find it yeah I like it And I'm reeling in awe for sure Now I know it was given to me Given to me How I wish I could be rid of this ennui Make you regret and make you afraid of me And never believe I do this for me And never believe I'll do this gently You're leading me on again And I find it yeah I like it And I'm reeling in awe for sure Now I know it was given to me Given to me (2x) Can't believe in broken promises And render conscious all of me I'll tell you it's all for you Then deny it You're leading me on again And I find it yeah I like it And I'm reeling in awe for sure Now I know it was given to me Given to me (2x) It's all for me |
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Will I fall again into dismay?
Will I be ashamed of crying? And I know it's never been the way that I described But I am afraid of trying She's the one who keeps me all excited She keeps me begging for more She's the one who deems me uninvited Now it's over Never leave me, and don't deceive me I'll keep on crawling my friend Never tease me, and don't leave me here It's all the same in the end Now I find that I am weaker fare That I am ashamed of lying And I know things never feel the way that's right inside And I am afraid of dying 'Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited You keep me begging for more You're the one who keeps me uninvited Now it's over Never leave me, and don't deceive me I'll keep on crawling my friend Never tease me, and don't leave me here It's all the same in the end Never Leave me, and don't deceive me I'll keep on crawling my friend It's only a symbol You've got me falling away And I am afraid Take back what I said Never leave me, and don't deceive me I'll keep on crawling my friend Never tease me, and don't leave me here It's all the same in the end Never leave me, and don't deceive me I'll keep on crawling my friend Never tease me, and don't leave me here It's all the same in the end It’s all the same in the end It’s all the same in the end It’s all the same in the end It’s only a symbol |
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Must be something they're hiding
Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell Must be something inside me But I don't think so anymore It's hurting again now And I don't need friends when I have foes like you It's hurting again now It's killing me to be here all alone Go away it's all the same There's more for me As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason As the world turns to grey It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you Must be something confided Must be someway to feel the pain and heal again Pain and pleasure, inviting I don't think so anymore It's hurting again now And I don't need pills When I have drugs like you It's hurting again now It's killing me to be here all alone Go away It's all the same There's more for me As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason As the world turns to grey It's killing me unwillingly and I am just affraid As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason As the world turns to grey you're killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you as you! I'm just like you, just not a fool I'm just like you, just not as cool I'm just like you, Just not a fool I'm just like you... As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason As the world turns to grey It's killing me unwillingly and I am just affraid As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason As the world turns to grey you're killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you I'm just like you, just not a fool I'm just like you... Shut up! |
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Well the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale
Any spirit left in me is fading fast Could you throw another stone to ease my pain? Could you throw another stone to seal my faith? 'Cause I didn't believe in this world anymore, anymore I don't believe in me And if I can rise above this I'll be saved Can anybody save me? And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved Can anybody save me? Second chances are too few and far between Will to change this circumstance eludes me still Should I grow another shell in which to live? Should I grow another shell and not forgive? I don't believe in this world, anymore, anymore I don't believe in me And if I can rise above this I'll be saved Can anybody save me? And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved Can anybody save me? Goodbye cruel world Goodbye cruel world Goodbye cruel world at last you see me drown And if I can rise above this I'll be saved Can anybody save me? And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved Can anybody save me? (2x) Goodbye cruel world Goodbye cruel world |
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Here she's coming and she's drunk again
She's only seventeen Her daddy said "Well that's enough of that Come be my little queen" And now he's touching her wrong again He's gonna give her disease He never wanted it anyway He only does as he please Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one I couldn't hurt her like everyone And tell her that I said I'm the one And I don't deserve her Here he's coming and he's drunk again He's on amphetamines Scratch his nails down the other leg 'Cause you're my little queen And now he's touching her wrong again She's only trying to get by He never wanted it anyway He never soils the child Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one I couldn't hurt her like everyone And tell her that I said I'm the one And I don't deserve her Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one I couldn't hurt her like everyone And tell her that I said I'm the one And I don't deserve her We're coming for you You Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one I couldn't hurt her like everyone And tell her that I said I'm the one And I don't deserve her Won't you tell her that I said I'm the one I couldn't hurt her like everyone And tell her that I said I'm the one And I don't deserve her |
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Watch it blow my mind
It's something I am ill-prepared to remedy But let it slow the time It takes to die and close your eyes to your enemy Defy! Self-made millionaires won't take ideas From all the little plebeians just suffocate with smiles And force fed lies And close your mind to reality Deny It feels like I'm losing again When I've lost everything I'm sure I will see more clearly Lose what I'm feeling to them And not feeling anything I'm sure I will bleed sincerely Tonight! So you make the simplest mistake So you make the simplest mistake And fearlessly you deny your involvement in my demise But give me your open hand |
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Leave your mark under my skin
Oh my how strong you are And feast your eyes on my disdain And hope this one won't scar I will never belong to you, again I will never belong to you, Push if you still need my pain Cause I will never tell And scream if you still hate my name Cause I'll be where I fell Come sit close to me, Let me feel your breath Come sit close to me Hands around my neck Come sit close to me, Let me feel your breath Come sit close to me, close to me, yeah I will never belong to you, again I will never belong to you If I decide that I am alive Than I'm diseased and ungrateful And if I confide that I am a liar Than I'm diseased and ungrateful Push in 'til it breaks, if it bleeds then I'll be okay If I decide that I am alive Than I'm diseased and ungrateful And if I confide that I am a liar Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful If I decide that I am alive Than I'm diseased and ungrateful If I confide that I am a liar Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful Come sit close to me Come sit close to me Come sit close to me Come sit close to me |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar
I am a plastic man, wish I can be the one you could be proud of. I'm losin heart again, wish I could show you what you think I'm made of. Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade. I am a perfect sell, just wrap me up with a bow and flowers. I will neglect to tell, I'll sell your story that we love each other. Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade. Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain. Why don't you let me be, and I'll pretend I'm well. Cuz you're blind to see, and I'm too tired to tell. And in your apathy, your head begins to swell. Another tragedy, but you're too cold to feel. Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade. Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain |
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