국내 록 팬들에게 절대적인 지지를 받고 있는 프로그레시브 메탈 밴드 DREAM THEATER의 보컬리스트 제임스 라브리에의 첫 솔로 앨범!! 드림 시어터를 뛰어넘어 자신의 확고한 위상을 확립한 작품으로 과거와 현재의 요소들을 적절히 혼합하여 제임스 라브리에 나름의 창의적인 시도를 성공시킨 역작 앨범
Don't want to lie to you Don't want to cause you pain But it's all I ever do And it's driving me insane
So how much deeper will I sink So how much further will I dare to go I've gone so far that I can't think Can't take it all away But I want you to know
I never meant to hurt you What did I turn into And now... I just have this feeling Sorry's lost its meaning And I feel alone...
It's not the same tonight And will never be again I was wrong and you were right Now I have this mess I'm in
I can't continue on my own The guilt I carry now is much to bare For Heaven's sake answer your phone Can't take the past away But honestly I swear...
I never meant to hurt you What did I turn into And now... I just have this feeling Sorry's lost its meaning And I feel alone
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Uhh, uhh Uhh, uhh Uhh, uhh
Now... I never meant to hurt you What did I turn into And now... I just have this feeling Sorry's lost its meaning And now... I never meant to hurt you What did I turn into And now... I just have this feeling Sorry's lost its meaning And I feel alone
Sometime after five I don't know what I've done But I put my car in drive And I'm blinded by the sun
In my rearview mirror The colors start to fade My past just disappears And I am so afraid
I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost
Thought I saw the sign Perhaps I should have turned I really see just fine Guess I'm not concerned
Maybe I'll forget The way things were before It's too late for regrets Cause I've opened up the door
I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost
I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost Show me the way I'm lost Show me the way I'm...
Seems that we've lost our innocence The pulpit the teachers Have warned us
Blindly accepting Their words as truth And taking advantage of our trust
Don't expect an answer Can't help that you're suspicious Something is missing So you can't decide But you're letting them guide you
How can you listen These empty words In their messages meanings Where's the beginning If there's no end Seems you're undecided
Fancy dress Contrived rhetoric speech The unlettered masses conforming Rank and file members Fearing change But questioned their own faith This morning
Don't expect an answer Can't help that you're suspicious Something is missing Still you can't decide But you're letting them guide you
How can we listen These empty words In their messages meanings Where's the beginning If there's no end Seems we're undecided
And those that will listen They see their world In these messages meanings But I can't accept this as proof I know Neither one's provided
I lay awake I'm feeling weak Not sure I can go on Please take me far There's nothing I can give All I had is gone
Buildings fell Stealing people's dreams A way of life Guess we don't fit Fit their plans
Familiar streets Familiar sites Places where friends meet
It's been a while So much has changed since then The future seems so bleak
Nothing stands All's been lost They silence our despair
Keep your cool World is watching you Act as though you care
Buildings fell Stealing people's dreams A way of life Guess we don't fit Fit their plan
Watched so many of my Loved ones fall today It's like I'm standing here With all of my past erased The man I have become Is not walking away It is the memories That makes the man you see
Buildings fell Stealing people's dreams A way of life Guess we don't fit Fit the plan
Our buildings burn Can't comprehend The loss surrounding me And does it end When no one's left to bleed
Ahh, ahh, ahh Lead me to the oceans white sands Ahh, ahh, ahh Where I can catch myself Ahh, ahh, ahh Let the water cool and soothe me Ahh, ahh, ahh A steady rhythm flows
I cannot deny it's holy I know who you are I can feel - You know me
Send your pretender A man divine his power Who dares judge or question His words scripted by liars Gross intervention
Proclaims their one desire Distorting the facts Ancient voices tired
Ahh, ahh, ahh Forgotten words from long ago Ahh, ahh, ahh Speak volumes to me now Ahh, ahh, ahh Plagiarism is our truth Ahh, ahh, ahh Allegiance to a hoax
So these chosen few are holy Perpetuate fear Til the guilt consumes me
Send your Pretender Designed for one Empire Erase the offenders Persecuted fires They will not answer For wars which they inspired And those who surrender Their voices growing tired
Shaped Each one of us Shadows of the Third century Our fate A fatal error Created our Tragic history
Buried message The writings of truth Religions challenged There not amused
Transformed vision This truth recognized No further deception Their pious position
Send your Pretender Designed for one Empire Erase the offenders Persecuted fires Who dares judge or question These words scripted by liars They will not answer For wars which they inspired
Parallels Understanding The message is clear Fanned into full flame Ideology Beliefs in a system Unlike philosophy The failure to listen
Working so hard What are you getting out of this Commitment, have many nice things But there's no time to take a rest And you're spent
In the moment, you never seem to be That time will come
Taken from those You should be here, you look on But you're not part of anything there The days and the years are passing Quite the man With your worldly possessions The crown upon you in all its glory
Driven around Down these same ole roads You've known far too long Turning around's Not an option in front of you You're too far gone
And all the signs are warning him A dead end street
Taken from those You should be here, looking on But you're not part of anything there The days and the years have passed you Getting old With your worldly possessions The crown upon you in all its glory
Not sure that you know Any more, what you feel right now To look back when you dreamed That you'd have everything you want It's so hard to just to get through
So much of the time You were not here, you looked on But were not part of anything there The days and years have passed you Now you're old All your worldly possessions Crumbling... Now all of your time is spent there They moved on And they're not part of anything here The days and the years have passed you And you're old With your worldly possessions All crumbling round you And all it's glory
Like a stranger in the waiting Her arrogance a sure foot in Could blow her cover If I warned them Letting them know She's not who she pretends
My stomach in knots A relentless force Consumed with these thoughts That kept on playing over I sway back and forth My face it contorts Interpret obscene Oblivious I seem It never will end Look at what I am I have no more pride It ditched my ride I'm useless It happened so quick It makes me feel sick A sheer heart attack I guess I got my wish
Now - Where are you now Now - Where are you now
So you think that you can handle her She's not your type But man she's pulling you in I've seen the look Think you've got her all figured out But you don't know It's her who's pulling your strings
Your stomach in knots A relentless force Consumed with these thoughts That keep on playing over You sway back and forth Your face it contorts Interpret obscene Oblivious I seemyou It never will end Look at who I am I have no more pride It ditched my ride I'm useless It happened so quick It makes me feel sick A sheer heart attack I guess I got my wish
Now - Where are you now Now - Where are you now
Hey Dad Did you get my picture Your girl turned out Being just like you You bought my love And I'm rotten to the core Don't know what's love It's my tribute to you
My stomach in knots A relentless force Consumed with these thoughts That kept on playing over I sway back and forth My face it contorts Interpret obscene Oblivious you've been It never will end Look at what I am I have no more pride You ditched my ride I'm useless Entangled in this You know you're the prick And can't take it back Hey Dad but you knew best
Now - Where are you now Now - Where are you now Now - Where are you now Now - Where are you now
Know how it came to this The hit on me his kiss Stripped of all dignity - The Man
I set him up - He brought me in Portrayed the goon to trust - Befriend Fed the machine - And lived the lie Concealed the truth to stay alive
Two faced - Can't trace Convinced what they see
Thick skinned - I'm in Can't risk - Transparency
Rehearsed - well versed Who I'm supposed to be My nerves - I mask - Silence The fear in me
This plan had better work Their tapped I'm wired research No swear I'll blend right in - Right in
Set them up - Knock em dead Hesitate it's me instead
Lose my nerve - I'll take it all And I pray he takes the fall
Two faced - Can't trace Convinced what they see
Thick skinned - I'm in Can't risk - Transparency
Rehearsed - well versed Who I'm supposed to be My nerves - I mask - Silence The fear in me
Digging in I'm digging further I know I'm In Too Deep Now in the game I must deliver To end what's happening Digging in I'm digging further I know I'm In Too Deep And I intend To blow their cover To end what's happening
Keep talking this way Got something to say Information you want more Just gotta even the score Can't stop the balls in play Their trust they'll make you pay White shark loans you White shark owns you Which side's gonna save you Which side's gonna play you Shake down won't take long Bulletproof vest on Witness protection Gave me their direction You fucking moron - Defecting
Digging in I'm digging further The dampness setting in Six feet too deep I feel the madman Slowly creeping in Digging in I'm digging further The worst is happening I lie, I breathe the air they feed me Would welcome smothering Digging in I'm digging further The dampness setting in Six feet too deep I feel the madman Slowly creeping in
The air's so thick It blurs my vision I can't think straight In this condition This dim lit hall Is stretching further Not knowing What I might discover
Through a door half open A painted light bulb swings Casting someones shadow Reaching towards me
Something draws me here Not sure Feeling Drained Still I am curious Haunts me Taunts me Now I start to Gravitate
Remain composed I hear some laughter The darkness in me Moving faster A handle turned A door is opened Ashtrays Cigarettes still smoking
And there again before me The painted light bulb swings And see I cast the shadow The one I saw moving
Cannot catch my breath Can't cope His face turns toward me Can't be Not me The man in the mirror
It's all too clear As I stood there Acknowledged him In reflective glare
I don't quite understand Why any of this Is who I am I'm damned cause I doubt It's part of me Trick of the mind Schizo you see
It's like awakening I'm in Someone elses skin Molds me Holds me Controlled Left me Drained and empty
Transformed Shifting I peer inside Like quicksand You pulled me Down deeper All twisted inside of me
Give me all the now that I can borrow Let me have this moment for a while This storm will be here at this time tomorrow And I'll have just a memory of her smile
And ill be left to wonder Could I've done more? Fighting the stress and under Waiting for control
Let it out Let it out Let it out
I accept the circumstance of truth now Too petty I'm facing it alone I've got to summon strength within me somehow As I head into a future thats unknown
And ill be left to wonder Could I've done more? Fighting the stress and under Waiting for control
Let it out Let it out Let it out
More down then I'm up untied It makes no sense The mess that I'm in But I can't give up till the both of you Are here in my life again
Let it out Let it out Let it out Let it out Let it out